how to make you like me

"Did you hear that?" Shen Chengnan sat next to Xin Ji, with a bit of embarrassment and a bit of embarrassment that no one responded, and quietly held his hand.

Xin Ji discovered that there is really a thin line between heaven and hell.He had just fallen into hell, thinking that in front of him would be mountains of swords and seas of fire, a pan of boiling oil.But Shen Chengnan changed his voice, telling himself that there were no mountains of swords and seas of fire, no pans of boiling oil in front of him, but only his slightly hot palms, which were pressed against his heart.

"I'm bad." Xin Ji was stunned for a while, and finally said a word, although it was a very abrupt sentence, it made Shen Chengnan heave a sigh of relief.Xin Ji was about to continue talking, when the waiter over there brought the dishes and served them one by one.Xin Ji shut his mouth, looked down at the tightly holding hands of the two people under the table.The corners of his mouth raised slowly, his smile became wider and wider, and his crooked eyes were full of happiness.

The waiter finished serving the dishes and left with the tray.There were three dishes and one soup on the table, with white smoke coming out, and the aroma of food filled the nostrils. "Let go, eat." Shen Chengnan said to Xin Ji.

Xin Ji was very disobedient, Shen Chengnan asked him to let go, but he held his hand even tighter.

Think about it, he was a disobedient child since he was a child.He has done too many things that are obedient to others, and too many words that he disagreed with have come out of his mouth too much, all of which are for the sake of getting.Even if it was a candy, Xin Ji had to find a way to get it when he was a child.Before, he never thought about why he couldn't get that candy.He was just thinking, what should I do to get that candy.He took candy in his hands after wasting time, effort, and energy. From then on, he felt that everything in the world came about like this. There is no "why you can't get it" in the world, only "how to get it."

But now Xin Ji began to think, why didn't he get candy when he was a child?

It was because no one was willing to give it to him at that time.So he can only change the other party's wishes, and let others change from "unwilling" to "willing".But now someone is willing to give it to him, willing to ask his favorite flavor, willing to fill his pockets, willing to let his mouth always taste sweet candy.He didn't need to change the other person's wishes, he didn't need to make false claims with the other party, he didn't need to beat around the bush, he didn't need to throw a mouse in his room and catch it for him.He only needs to say the three words "I want" straightforwardly, and all other twists and turns are superfluous.

"I'm really bad," Xin Ji said again, with his palm pressed against Shen Chengnan's, and his five fingers burrowed into each other's fingers. He said, "We are two completely different people. You are positive, and I It is negative. If you want to go, you will take the Yangguan Road, but I prefer to cross the single-plank bridge. I am too thoughtful, torturing myself, and thinking about how to torture others. If we live in a movie, then you should point a gun at me I’m a hero at the top, and I’m probably just a villain who hides behind others and comes up with some bad ideas. I don’t have the brains or the life to be a big boss. This kind of person is actually the most annoying, twittering in secret It's not over, as soon as the sun shines in, the shadow disappears with a whoosh."

Speaking of this, Xin Ji showed a smile on his face, with disgust and sarcasm in his eyes: "Why do you like me? After you left the dormitory that day, I thought about it for a long time, but I couldn't think of anything that happened to me. What advantages can make you like it. So I think you are empathizing, transferring your liking for Ji Ning to me..."

"No." Shen Chengnan interrupted Xin Ji's words, he looked at Xin Ji's drooping eyes, the eyelashes cast a dark shadow on the lower eyelid.He had held him in his arms once and felt that he knew the man in his arms completely.And when Xin Ji's lies were exposed, he seemed to know nothing about this person at all.There are many aspects of Xin Ji that are unfamiliar to him, but such an unfamiliar Xin Ji, with many aspects of Xin Ji, still makes him unable to let go.He didn't understand why he couldn't let go before, thinking it was because of hatred.Now the epiphany, all because of love.

Love made him greedy, and he had countless desires for the people in front of him.

Want to understand, want to touch, want him to be a complete person.There are joys and sorrows, pride and embarrassment, strength and fragility, and countless faces, but they are all willing to show him frankly and wholeheartedly to his people.

Hearing Shen Chengnan's resolute tone, Xin Ji raised his eyes to look at him, the disgust and sarcasm in his eyes disappeared, only Shen Chengnan's reflection remained.Xin Ji said slowly: "I even think about your liking for me so badly. I thought about whether to let go, but just thinking about it makes me feel too uncomfortable. Shen Chengnan, I am very selfish, I know that I'm bad, bad, but I just don't want to let go of your hand."

"Annoying," Shen Chengnan said softly to him, "If you don't want to let go, don't let it go."

Hearing this, Xin Ji's nose became sore, his eyes turned red, and he said to Shen Chengnan in a crying voice: "Shen Chengnan, Shen Chengnan, why are you so nice? I don't even think I deserve you to be so kind to me. I'm terrible, Shen Chengnan... Shen Chengnan , I will never lie to you again in the future, absolutely not."

"Okay." Shen Chengnan raised his hand and rubbed the corner of Xin Ji's eyes: "I believe in you, don't cry."

"Don't cry," Xin Ji said stiffly, he sniffed, trying not to let himself cry: "The dishes will get cold in a while, let's eat first."

This meal was the most satisfying and delicious meal that Xin Ji felt he had eaten.On the one hundred and fourth day, Shen Chengnan forgave him.The speed was much faster than he expected.During the meal, Shen Chengnan apologized to him, saying that what he said in anger was too much, he was completely thoughtless, and everything he said was against his will.Xin Ji said he didn't care, it was his own fault first.If he hadn't been a liar and pretended to be smart, he wouldn't have hurt Shen Chengnan.Xin Ji swears again for this, and Shen Chengnan laughs and picks out the fish bones for him.

When he was about to finish his meal, Xin Ji received a call from Wang Fengyun.Wang Fengyun was very naughty on the phone, Xin Ji smiled and handed the wallet to Shen Chengnan to signal him to pay the bill.Shen Chengnan didn't take his wallet and got up to pay the bill.

Xin Ji stared at Shen Chengnan's back and smiled, and said to Wang Fengyun on the other end of the phone, "We are reconciled."

"Yo," Wang Fengyun was amazed: "You are progressing so fast."

"That's not true." Xin Ji's brows and eyes were full of complacency.

The two chatted for a while, and when Shen Chengnan came back from paying the bill, Xin Ji had already hung up the phone and was putting on his coat.Shen Chengnan took the jacket that Xin Ji handed him, and while putting it on, he asked Xin Ji as if chatting, "You have a good relationship with that, that girl?"

Seeing that Shen Chengnan had put on his coat, Xin Ji walked out of the restaurant with him: "Wang Fengyun? I have a good relationship with her."

"How did you know each other?" It sounded like Shen Chengnan's tone was quite normal, but Xin Ji just smelled sour.

"Savior," Xin Ji smiled and grabbed his arm, "Before I passed out on the side of the road, Wang Fengyun sent me to the infirmary."

"What's going on?" Shen Chengnan stopped, frowning and looking at Xin Ji.

Xin Ji pulled him forward: "It's nothing. I haven't been anemic for a day or two, and I didn't eat well that day, so I made a heroic sacrifice." Xin Ji said it lightly on purpose, not wanting Shen Chengnan to worry.

Shen Chengnan pushed open the glass door of the restaurant: "I'm not in good health, I don't know how to take care of myself..."

"That's not it." Xin Ji approached Shen Chengnan with a smile, and shook his hand holding his arm: "I'm living outside alone now, and I'm always short of food and clothing. You said that if I faint again someday, it's just me What about a home alone?"

In mid-November, the weather has turned cold.The bodies of Shen Chengnan and Xin Ji were close to each other, and the two walked against the cold wind on the street when the lights were just lit.Shen Chengnan naturally heard Xin Ji's implication, and with a smile on his lips, he said, "That's right, what should we do?"

"To tell you the truth, I did a fortune-telling when I moved house," Xin Ji said with a serious look, "The fortune-teller said that he needs a man named Shen Nan to live with me. Keep me healthy and everything will be fine."

Shen Chengnan laughed when he heard this: "There are so many people with the same name and surname, how do you know who is the one you are looking for?"

Xin Ji withdrew his hand from Shen Chengnan's hand, spread his legs and ran two steps forward, turned to look at Shen Chengnan and said: "The fortune teller said, I searched for him thousands of times in the crowd, and when I looked back, I found that man was in a dimly lit place."

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The author has something to say

Not having an outline is dangerous.

It was very difficult to write this article, and I felt dissatisfied with many things after writing it. In fact, many of the plots that were expected at the beginning were not written.There are too many deficiencies. I hope that the next book can improve and write a novel that everyone can read interesting and like.

Ah, caught in a deep self-examination.

I still want to thank everyone who has been following the article, bow, thank you very much.