how to make you like me

The two people in the memory are always hot, they will kiss in the alley where there is no one, and they will talk about love in each other's ears tirelessly.

The two people who are not in the memory are standing face to face, but there seems to be a river of Chu and Han in the middle.

"Shen Chengnan!" Xin Ji blocked the door and yelled at Shen Chengnan: "Can you stop doing this?"

"What's wrong with me?" Shen Chengnan looked at Xin Ji expressionlessly, and the words he uttered were all cold.

"It's been 68 days." Xin Ji's face was still pale, "I thought you liked me."

"As I said, I like Ji Ning."

"I'm the one with you." Xin Ji's eyes were red, and he said with a choked voice: "You like Ji Ning, so what about my like? I stole my like from Ji Ning." Is it?"

"68 days ago, I thought about how to tell you that I lied to you, that I approached you with no good intentions... I wanted to say it countless times, but I was too scared, too scared, I did it myself , I can die right away, but I just, I just don’t want to lose you. I wish I could be Ji Ning for a day longer, and I even want to be Ji Ning for the rest of my life, but it’s just a name..."

"It's just a name?" Shen Chengnan interrupted him: "Is the difference between you and Ji Ning just a name?"

Shen Chengnan held the backpack tighter and tighter, and approached Xin Ji step by step, looking down at him condescendingly: "The difference between you is more than just a name! You have been lying to me since the beginning, which of your words is true? Which one?" Are the words false again? I was played around like a fucking fool by you! You said you exchanged your sincerity for mine, and mine was given away. What about yours? When you walked in on the first day , you are fucking plotting against me, you are testing me with every move you make. You fucking...you can’t just stand in front of me and tell me Shen Chengnan, I lied to you, but I really like you, I won't lie to you again, please forgive me? You fucking insist on beating around the bush, Xin Ji, you're too smart!"

Shen Chengnan was furious, and his face turned darker after he finished speaking.

Xin Ji froze in place, and then said tremblingly for a long time: "It's so...simple...will you forgive me?"

For the word "simple", he seemed to have searched in his mind for a long time, and found that he couldn't find a more suitable word, so he picked it out in disbelief.

"Maybe in the past," Shen Chengnan took one last look at him and turned his face away: "It won't happen in the future." After speaking, he pulled Xin Ji who was blocking the door in a daze, and turned the lock.

"Shen Chengnan..." Xin Ji called him from behind, crying, "But...but this is me..."

Shen Chengnan paused when he opened the door, and he turned to look at Xin Ji who was about to cry behind him.

As if Xin Ji didn't expect him to turn around, he quickly raised his hands to cover his face, his voice reached Shen Chengnan's ears with indescribable sadness: "This kind of person...is me... ..."

Shen Chengnan seemed to understand, but after thinking about it, he felt that Xin Ji was pretending to be pitiful again, so he turned his head impatiently, opened the door, and left.

Before Shen Chengnan said those words, Xin Ji was indeed pretending to be pitiful.That's not entirely true, it's half true.Emotions exist, but Xin Ji chooses to use them now.

The word "weak" is Shen Chengnan's weakness, so there is "weak Ji Ning".As long as Shen Chengnan didn't follow this pattern, Xin Ji would have adjusted Ji Ning's character to make him more strong, less naive, more stubborn, and less soft.But it's just that Shen Chengnan likes this set very much.He just looks like a lone wolf, he will follow the law of the jungle, stand high above the weak and weak.In fact, he is kind and righteous, like a big tree trying to grow vigorously, so that the small animals that nest under his protection can live happier.

When Xin Ji was with him, he lived happily.He is greedy for the sunshine that shines on Shen Chengnan's body, for the faint smell of grass and trees on Shen Chengnan's body, and for the sense of security that Shen Chengnan gives him that he has never had before.

The lights in Xin's house were too bright, and every place was clearly illuminated. The light wood-colored floor was very bright, reflecting Xin Ji's shadow.Xin Yao and Ji Ling treated him meticulously, and tried their best to mend the gap between them caused by the past ten years. This pair of biological parents was more like a pair of cheap parents who suddenly appeared overnight and rescued him from the quagmire. He fished it out, washed it, dressed him in expensive clothes, and let him eat every exquisite meal.They turned a blind eye to his incompatibility, as if he had always been a prince and never been a beggar.

On the contrary, Xin Lianxin kept reminding him that he was originally a beggar.

Xin Lianxin was only two years old when Xin Ji disappeared, and she had no feeling for this brother.The Xin family has been her world since she was a child, and her parents will always satisfy her unconditionally.Now since she was a child, the elder brother whom her parents have always missed has suddenly returned, and suddenly took away her parents and her world.

Why? 12-year-old Xin Lianxin is unwilling, why?

Because of this, she frowns coldly at Xin Ji, sneers and sarcastically, and the stinging words she utters are so ugly that she doesn't sound like a 12-year-old girl.

Xin Yao and Ji Ling repeatedly reprimanded her secretly.But reprimand is useless, it can only arouse the little girl's rebellious psychology.She saw this brother becoming more and more like the Xin family. After taking off his cheap clothes, the ugly duckling turned into a swan.The boy who was wearing a soft pure white sweater and was lazily sitting on the sofa flipping through the English books in his hand was very harmonious with this family.

"Are you going out?" She heard Xin Ji's clear, clean voice that belonged to a teenager.

Her anger suddenly flared up again at this time, she rushed over to pick up the water glass Xin Ji was holding at hand, poured all the water in the glass onto Xin Ji's face, then threw the water glass on Xin Ji's body, her head hurt He ran out the door without looking back.

The water glass was broken.

The servant rushed over and handed Xin Ji a tissue box in a hurry: "Master..."

"It's okay." Xin Ji smiled at her: "Clean up here, and don't tell parents."

He wiped the water off his face casually, got up and walked upstairs.He has lived in this home for more than a year, and he tried his best to integrate himself into this kind of life. He thought he should get used to it, but he couldn't figure out why. Here he had everything he dreamed of, but it seemed like something Nothing, like a dream that always wakes up.Just like Xin Lianxin, she used to think that everything here belonged to her, but when he appeared, her dream woke up.

Xin Ji understood her.

But, little girl, everything here should be mine.

Your dream is awake, mine is not yet.