lost something again

The misty rain in the southern cities is soft and sentimental, covering the hair of pedestrians densely and densely. From a distance, it looks like a layer of silver frost, teaching people to have infinite long-term feelings for no reason.

At this moment, the handsome young man with silvery hair was carrying a takeaway box and walking slowly on the Ginkgo Avenue in the school. He was used to living in the north, and this level of light rain made him too lazy to run.

Cheng Mu stepped on the dead leaves wet by the rain, admiring the unique scenery of Southern University in the rain as he walked.

After two weeks of military training, I was busy and tired every day. When I returned to the dormitory, I simply washed up and fell asleep directly.

It was not until today that he spared the time and mood to see what the university he will live in for four years in the future looks like. After reading it, Cheng Mu narrowed his eyes with satisfaction: It's not bad.

Seeing that the rain was getting bigger and bigger, Cheng Mu quickened his pace, returned to the dormitory building 2 minutes later, and passed a tall boy at the corner of the stairs.

As if sensing something, Cheng Mu looked away from the phone screen, turned his head to look at the boy, but only managed to catch the black corner of the man's clothes before he disappeared around the corner, without even catching his back .

Oh, now even a piece of clothing is gone.

Cheng Mu slightly frowned his delicate eyebrows. The feeling that this person gave him just now was... the rhythm of falling ill.

Shaking his head, the feeling of ominousness has dissipated. Cheng Mu thought that he hadn't suffered from illness for so many years, and he had been cured long ago. It should have been just a momentary illusion, maybe it was the aftereffect of being exposed to the rain.

After Cheng Mu found a suitable reason to comfort himself, he put the matter behind him.

The disease he had when he was a child left a big shadow on him, so he must have been hallucinating just now.

Back in the dormitory, some of the roommates were playing games, some were sleeping, and there was one who insisted on going out when it was raining, but they were not there.

Cheng Mu took out his share of rice, and then put the rest on the table of Li Yuanfeng, who was playing games, and Zhao Zeyu, who was sleeping loudly.

The brother who was playing games was distracted by Cheng Mu's movements, only then did he realize that he had already bought food.

Grinning with bright white teeth, Li Yuanfeng took off his earphones and said with a smile, "Thank you. Our little Mumu is so virtuous, whoever marries him will be blessed in the future."

Cheng Mu gave him a helpless look, obviously he was used to the other party making fun of him: "Let's go buy food by myself next time."

"Hey, hey, don't, I was wrong, pretend I didn't say it." Li Yuanfeng begged for mercy with a playful face, but Cheng Mu knew that what should happen next time with this guy.

"The most untrustworthy thing in the world is a man and your apology." After Cheng Mu said this, he went into the toilet, blocking Li Yuanfeng's protest from the door.

Cheng Mu took his mobile phone, clicked on WeChat, and listened to the voices his grandfather sent him one by one, all kinds of nagging told him to take good care of himself, and finally he emphasized that the National Day holiday should buy tickets early and go back early.

After listening to more than ten voice messages, the gentle smile on Cheng Mu's face did not dissipate, and then he patiently replied one by one. Since teaching the old man to play WeChat, Cheng Mu chatted most with his grandfather every day.

Get out of the toilet, wash your hands, eat.

After eating, Cheng Mu picked up his cell phone which kept ringing non-stop. The group of the student union of the college was discussing the dinner party, and the head of the group of his propaganda department was also yelling.

Seeing the one plus one received in a row, Cheng Mu first clicked plus one with Daliu, and then turned to the message notified by the minister and read it carefully.

Saturday, at [-]:[-] pm, the Niu Niu barbecue next to the school, there or be square.

See you soon, Cheng Mu put down his phone, he didn't want to attend this kind of dinner party once, and he didn't want to attend it a second time.

There was a dinner party in my department before, but after I went there, a group of people I didn't know had dinner together.

The people who got to know the minister well naturally chatted enthusiastically with the boss, and the rest of them ate their own food, and then lowered their heads to play with their mobile phones after eating, which was boring, Cheng Mu thought.

Of course, this is just Cheng Mu's subjective idea.

In fact, there are still many people who want to know him, and there are quite a few who come up to talk to him.

The main reason is that Cheng Mu is always at a loss for strangers, apart from having fun with people he is already acquainted with. He is afraid that the other party will suddenly slander him with disgusted eyes and malicious words.

Cheng Mu's parents divorced when he was in the first grade of elementary school, and the two soon reunited to form their own family.

Therefore, the little Cheng Mu at that time was logically thrown to his grandfather who had already retired, and he would just regularly deposit a large sum of living expenses into Cheng Mu's account every month, as if doing so would fully fulfill their responsibilities as parents. like.

Xiao Chengmu once accidentally heard his grandfather calling his father, and his grandfather asked him why he hadn't come back to see the child for so long, but he didn't know what the other side said, but according to his grandfather's reaction, Xiao Chengmu I can guess.

He remembered that his grandfather was very angry at that time, and scolded: "You have no conscience, you are afraid that your new wife will be angry, so you don't care about Xiaomu? Huh? You said you paid every month, bah! Just give you money and that's it? Okay, you can't go back if you like, your wings are stiff, right? I'll transfer all the shares under my name to Xiaomu, so that I won't have to suffer from your family when I die. Squeeze out!"

The old man was so angry that he even dropped his mobile phone. Cheng Mu didn't remember how he got back to the room. He only knew that he had a serious illness and he took half a year to recover.

During my illness, my father came to see me once, and said that I was busy with work outside so that he should not blame him.

When Cheng Mu was about to say that he didn't blame him, the man left in a hurry after staying for less than 2 minutes.

The people who came and went hurriedly seemed to be passing through the motions in front of him, and even the reasons for leaving were so lame that elementary school students couldn't fool them.

Not to mention Cheng Mu's own mother. His mother was a model before she got married, and after she accidentally became pregnant with her, she reluctantly gave birth to her under the pressure of the old man.

If the old man didn't exert pressure, Cheng Mu felt that according to that woman's character of loving herself more than anything else, she might find out that she would kill herself that day.

Afterwards, the young Cheng Mu grew up amid complaints such as "If I hadn't given birth to you, I would be in XX show now", "It's because of you and my body that I am out of shape".

Cheng Mu didn't understand it when he was a child, but when he grew up, every time he thought about it, his heart felt astringent and uncomfortable.

Therefore, for the first time in the third grade, he stole a little girl's eraser because of his illness, and then he was attacked by the whole class, shoved and cursed together, and later he was called to the teacher's office to reprimand in front of other teachers and the parents of the child.

The teacher called his father and asked him to come to the school, but he didn't even ask what happened there, just said that he was not free, and asked him to call the child's grandfather.

Cheng Mu still remembers the feeling of his hopes being dashed at that moment, as well as the harsher words and... malicious eyes of the girl's parents and onlookers who accompanied him.

Just when Xiao Chengmu was about to be overwhelmed, the old man who had rushed over after receiving the news saw his precarious grandson, so angrily he went straight to the principal.

Later, the teachers and parents who knew Cheng Mu's identity shut up one after another, and began to say that everything was just a misunderstanding and a joke among children.

At that time, the old man only cared about Xiao Cheng Mu, and said: "Whatever my grandson does, I will never stop with you." He carried Xiao Cheng Mu who had passed out to the hospital.

Afterwards, the old man asked about the cause of the incident, but Xiao Chengmu didn't say anything, the old man couldn't help it, he could only see that this matter turned into a trivial matter.

Cheng Mu didn't say it, because the girl showed off to him with the kitten-shaped eraser, saying that it was bought by her mother. You don't have a mother, and you don't even deserve an eraser. My mother said, let me leave you Stay away from people like this who don't have parents, who knows if their hearts are vicious at such a young age.

Xiao Chengmu grew up thin and small when he was a child, he didn't fight with that girl, but gradually developed an impulse, he couldn't control it, and wanted to steal that little girl's things.

It succeeded a few times at the beginning, and then Xiao Chengmu secretly put it back, so it has not been discovered.

It wasn't until the little girl's favorite cat eraser was stolen, she discovered it immediately, and then found the cat eraser in Cheng Mu's drawer, and then it developed like that.

After that incident ended, Cheng Mu returned to school, and then began to lose control of himself. The class lost things several times one after another, but finally they could always find them with Cheng Mu.

Seeing that the situation was abnormal, the homeroom teacher called the old man and reported Cheng Mu's recent situation.

When the old man heard something wrong, he quickly took Cheng Mu to the hospital, and finally transferred to the psychiatric department where he was diagnosed with kleptomania.

The news was like a thunderbolt from the blue sky, the old man took the diagnosis report and asked the doctor in disbelief: "Our family is not short of anything, how could Xiaomu have this disease?"

The doctor knew that the person in front of him had a lot of background, so he patiently explained: "Children with kleptomania are mostly raised by their grandparents, or their parents are divorced or remarried, they lack emotional communication with their children, and they are often isolated and punished at school. Emotional guidance makes it difficult to establish self-recognition of self-esteem and self-love. Therefore, when some bad behaviors are linked with their happiness orientation, a kind of spiritual compensation is formed in the subconscious, and psychological barriers and personality defects will form over time."

The old man sighed after hearing this, and said, "It's a crime."

Then I had to cheer up again and asked about the specific treatment method carefully.

The next day, the old man sent his assistant to the school to handle the withdrawal procedures for Xiao Chengmu, and decided to cure his grandson first and then send him to a new school.

Fortunately, Cheng Mu was well-behaved and sensible since he was a child, and he knew that he had made grandpa worry about him.

Therefore, in the process of treatment, we cooperated abnormally. It took a year and after the doctor's diagnosis, the disease was cured.

Later, when Cheng Mu came to the new school, everything started again, and he became like other children again, except that he was shy, and he was usually popular.

Knowing that Cheng Mu's situation is special, the old man began to change his way of educating his children, giving them more care and love.

Later, he nagged Cheng Mu like an old lady, but it did make him feel warm from the bottom of his heart.

The author has something to say:

This chapter made me feel so distressed, hug Mu Mu~

The pit has been opened, and it will definitely be easy and happy in the future. Welcome to jump into the pit, collect, and fatten~

See if there is a collection in the middle, you know:-)

Come on, I'm ready to catch you at the bottom of the pit!