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Mengmeng didn't agree to go to make up lessons for him during the holidays.If he was a tutor, he would go to Lin Qinghe's house. Although Lin Qinghe's father had already acquiesced that his son was a crook, it didn't mean that Lin Qinghe's father would agree with him.

In order to avoid embarrassment, Mengmeng rejected Lin Qinghe.

In fact, he has found all the jobs to be done during the holidays. The more stable ones are singing in bars, and the unstable ones are graphic models, or Taobao models.

In his previous life, he also relied on his face to earn money to support himself. In this life, he wants to get rid of this fate, but it seems hopeless.

In fact, he really hates his looks. If he looked ordinary, he wouldn't have been bullied by so many people in his previous life. In this life, he has also suffered a lot because of his looks.

But if he didn't have this face, he wouldn't know if Lin Qinghe would like him. What Lin Qinghe liked about him, he still couldn't figure it out. In his previous life, it was because of his responsibility, so what about this life?

because of love?

What is love? When thinking of this word, Mengmeng is confused.Confused and escaping, he always wanted to let time give him an answer.

During these days, during class, I always saw Li Yi staring back at him.Those eyes were full of resentment, and his complexion was also very bad. It seemed that he was angry with desire and dissatisfaction.

Mengmeng doesn't want to talk to him, it's best for everyone not to offend the river, he won't waste time deliberately picking on Li Yi's thorns, but if Li Yi wants to deliberately provoke him, he will definitely not bear it obediently To be that soft persimmon, really can't do it, and Lin Qinghe is covering him.With Lin Qinghe around, he has less panic and more peace of mind.

The New Year's Day party is scheduled to be held on the night of NO.30, and the holiday will be held after the party is over.

He had memorized the poem that the head teacher told him to recite a long time ago, and he also followed the rehearsal, and he was never absent.

Since refusing to perform is more troublesome than performing on stage, he obediently obeyed the arrangement.

Lin Qinghe agreed to stay with him backstage on the day of the performance, and when his performance was over, the two of them would go back to pack their things for New Year's Day.

Mengmeng doesn't know what's so good about a new year's day, isn't it just an excuse for dating.

Now it's been more than a year in the first year of high school, as long as the two of them can stay together, everything has to give way to study in the second and third year of high school, and they probably won't even have time to kiss.

But on the day of the performance, Lin Qinghe didn't know where he was. Mengmeng called him, but after a beep, Lin Qinghe hung up. He frowned and looked at the screen, his heart beating a little abnormally. It always feels like something is going to happen.

Just as he was thinking about it, his train of thought was interrupted, saying that it was time for him to perform on stage.

Generally, programs like his are inferior to singing, dancing and cross talk sketches. His program is very boring, and few people listen to it.

But he has good looks, and when he played, he also attracted a burst of cheers.

He didn't know whether everyone really wanted to hear his poetry recitation or whether they were booing him.He didn't want to worry about these things, anyway, his program only took a few minutes to finish, so he would go to Lin Qinghe and go out to play together.

When the background music started, he realized that he was distracted again, so he quickly concentrated and began to read aloud.A beat later, he was not in a hurry, as if he couldn't catch up and fell down.

Under the stage, Li Yi and the class teacher were whispering something. At first, their expressions were gloating. Later, after Mengmeng's performance ended, and Mengmeng stepped down from the stage peacefully, the expressions of the two of them It's all bad.

"Teacher, didn't you say that you changed his background video to make him look ugly in front of the whole school? Why is it still showing the previous slide?"

The head teacher's expression changed from surprise to panic, "That's right, could it be that our plan was discovered? Something will happen."

"Teacher, don't scare me!"

The homeroom teacher was stunned, and patted Li Yi on the back, "Come on, let's go and have a look."

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On the other side, Mengmeng went to the backstage to change clothes, and was about to go back to the dormitory to pack her schoolbags. As soon as she left the back door of the school auditorium, she bumped into a warm embrace.

Mengmeng knew who it was by smelling the breath on his body, "It's dark, you're not waiting for me inside, what are you doing freezing here?"

Lin Qinghe didn't answer his question, but hugged him and looked up at the dark sky, "It's snowing."

Mengmeng also looked up, it was too dark to see clearly, but she could vaguely feel the coolness falling on her face.

"Yeah, it's snowing. Where are we going?"

"Go to the playground first."

"What are you going to do in the playground? Do you want to take advantage of the fact that there is no one there, and have a blast on the playground! That's great! The playground I'm looking forward to..."

Before Mengmeng finished speaking, Lin Qinghe covered her mouth with her hand, and the rest of the words turned into vague woo woo woo...

"Stop talking, follow me."

He covered Mengmeng's mouth and couldn't speak, so she nodded dissatisfiedly and followed him to the playground.

There are lights on the road, and snowflakes are flying under the dim street lights.

There is a line in the lyrics, "It will be in an instant, I just want to grow old with you." Mengmeng turned her head to look at Lin Qinghe, her head was covered with snow, she really turned gray.

Thinking of this, he lowered his head uncontrollably and laughed, "Like a fool."

"I?"

"It's not you, it's me." Mengmeng doesn't know what's wrong with her, she obviously doesn't understand what love is, but there are always inexplicable ripples in her heart.

Is this what love feels like?Isn't it a bit too illusory.

"Do you know what love is?" Mengmeng asked him, hoping to get an answer from him, "Why do you love me?"

Lin Qinghe turned to look at him, frowned and thought for a while, "You are lazy, greedy and don't like to wash your hair, and I have to wash it for you every day. You have a lot of problems and shortcomings, and you always look enthusiastic on the surface. But in my heart, I reject people thousands of miles away, and I love smug beauty, I look in the mirror when I have nothing to do, and I am overbearing. Listen, and also..."

Mengmeng made a stop gesture, with a sad face and very unhappy, "Since I have so many shortcomings, you don't want to be with me!"

Lin Qinghe pinched his pouted mouth with a smile, "But I know you have so many shortcomings, but I still can't help but want to treat you with all my heart and soul. What do you mean if I don't love you?"

"But do you think I love you?"

"Love."

"The answer is really firm." Mengmeng felt that this topic was too complicated to discuss and could not find a correct answer, so she simply stopped mentioning it for the time being and continued to walk with him to the playground.

He vaguely noticed that Lin Qinghe might want to give him a surprise, otherwise it would be impossible to take him to the playground.

Thinking of this, I felt a little excited for no reason.