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When the two arrived at the coffee shop, they found that the door was not opened.

"It's the seventh day of the Lunar New Year, why aren't the doors open!" Lin Qinghe originally wanted to find a quiet place to chat with Mengmeng, but the coffee shop was not open, which made his already chaotic mood even more impetuous.

Mengmeng pointed to the piece of paper sticking to the glass of the coffee shop and said: "The door will not open until the fifteenth day of the first lunar month. The boss took the cat on vacation."

"Then change to another house."

"What do you have to say? How about we go home and talk about it?"

If I go back, my mother will definitely not let the two of them stay alone in the room, even if they do, they won't let the door be locked, so they won't be able to talk properly.

And these days, he hasn't even held Mengmeng's little hand. Although school is about to start, he can't hold back now.

My head feels as uncomfortable as a kitten's paws are scratching.

"Why don't we go open a room."

"Open...room?" Mengmeng frowned, "Do you want to ask me something, or do you want to mess with me?"

"I want to." After speaking, he reached out and hooked Mengmeng's little finger with his little finger, "You don't want to?"

"I think, but..." Mengmeng was about to go crazy. Sometimes Lin Qinghe would be hard at first glance, but now he pulled his hand, as if igniting a fire on his body, he quickly put his hand away I came back and put it in my pocket, "It's more than two o'clock now, and it's almost three o'clock. It's four o'clock when I open the room and enter the business. Your family has dinner at five o'clock, and you can do business for half an hour at most. If you can’t have fun, it’s better not to do it.”

"Then go back tomorrow." Before, when he stayed overnight, his parents never cared about him. Anyway, they knew that nothing would happen to him. He was always the one who bullied others. I haven't heard of anyone who bullied him.

"Forget it, school will start in a few days anyway, and you still have something to ask me." He didn't want to bear it, but his mother who didn't go back to Lin Qinghe would definitely guess what the two of them were doing. In her eyes, he is still a pure and good boy, if she knows the truth, she will definitely not be able to accept it, "Why don't we go to the square in front of us?"

Lin Qinghe nodded, and stretched out a hand to him, "Then hold hands."

Mengmeng patted his hand, "You are not afraid of being seen."

Lin Qinghe grabbed his hand and shook it vigorously, "What about them? My dad doesn't care about me. Can anyone else care?"

Mengmeng shook her head helplessly, sometimes Lin Qinghe is quite domineering, she can do whatever she wants, and doesn't care about other people's eyes, in fact, it's good to live like this.

But what about me... Mengmeng thought for a while, she seemed to be getting less and less courageous, and she had always worried too much.

The two of them strolled to the square in the community.

Lin Qinghe pointed to the center of the square, "There is a musical fountain there. In summer, there are so many people that it is very lively."

"So?" Mengmeng looked around, it was cold in winter, and there were no passers-by, but seeing the environment here, he could imagine how noisy it was in summer, "Do you want to show me around? Your neighborhood?"

"No..." Lin Qinghe took his hand and continued to walk forward, "Why don't you want to go to filming?"

"You just want to ask me this?"

Lin Qinghe nodded, "Yes, obviously you have this qualification, and uncle is also very optimistic about you. He said that as long as you are willing to act, you will definitely be popular."

Mengmeng laughed when she heard this, "Do you think being a star is as simple as a child's play house, and you can become famous? It's not that easy. This circle is very messy, and it's much scarier than you imagined. What if it fails? What if I put all my time and energy into it and fail?”

"But I am very happy when I watch you act."

"Happy? Happiness is worthless. Can happiness be eaten? I'm not like you. I have such a good family background and someone behind you to rely on. I have nothing. I have to rely on myself. If I take a wrong step, There is nothing left." Mengmeng was a little excited, but when he saw Lin Qinghe's expression, he couldn't bear it anymore, swallowed these words in his stomach, and didn't say anything.

Maybe Lin Qinghe didn't think so much, he just wanted to help him. If he really said this, it would definitely hurt his heart, and maybe it would cause some cracks.

Mengmeng thought for a while and said, "You forgot, I told you that my dream is to be a scientist."

Lin Qinghe pursed his thin lips, "This is your dream? Then tell me the names of a few scientists now, and let me hear what kind of person you want to be?"

"This..." It's not difficult for Mengmeng to name a few scientists, but right now his brain suddenly went blank, and he couldn't remember a single name.

"Aren't you a top student? Why can't you say the names of several scientists? Do you really like it? Is this really the life you want to live?"

"I..." Mengmeng was stunned by his question, yes, what is the life he wants to live?He didn't know that in his previous life, what he wanted to live was to get out of that abyss and not be bullied any more. In this life, his fate didn't seem to have changed.

I have always been afraid of getting hurt, not wanting to be hurt, confused, confused, and escaping...

"I don't know, I don't know what I want, you know? You know what I want?"

"I know, you like acting, you are also very suitable to take this path, if you are afraid, then I will walk with you, but the one who makes the final decision is only you, give yourself a chance, try something different How is life?"

Mengmeng was quite worried at first, but after hearing Lin Qinghe's words, she couldn't help but burst out laughing, "You are really not suitable for saying such things, you are not suitable for brainwashing people."

Lin Qinghe patted his butt angrily, "I'm telling you something serious, don't be idle all day long, you are always afraid of this and that, don't you know that the more you are afraid, the easier it is to lose?"

"So, what do you think I should do?"

"You decide your own life, but if you think about it, if you miss something, it will be gone."

"If you miss it, you won't have it..." Mengmeng repeated this sentence, and took a few steps forward thoughtfully, her heart was beating wildly, besides being confused, she was also a little excited. Do you want to make a choice?Do you have the right to choose?If you make a wrong choice, do you have to bear the consequences of failure?

"Do you really think I can do it?"

Lin Qinghe stretched out his thumb to him, "OK."

"Then..." Mengmeng pouted and hesitated again. Forget it, fuck the consequences. Anyway, I was used to being timid in my previous life, and I ended up living so miserable. I'll take a gamble, "Then Just try? Anyway, that Mary Su drama may not be popular, it won’t last long, and the money is too much, if it doesn’t work, it won’t be filmed in the future.”

Lin Qinghe nodded, "Okay, uncle said that it can be done according to your time, and it won't delay your time to study."