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My body hurts so much, the most painful is my chest, as if being pressed by dozens of catties of rice, I can't breathe, I want to reach out to touch it, but my hand has no strength, what's wrong with me?

"Fang Can, Fang Can, did you hear me?" I recognize this voice. It is my current colleague and friend Chen Yuan. It seems that I must be miserable now, otherwise her voice would not be so urgent .

I slowly opened my eyes, and what caught my eyes was Chen Yuan's worried expression.

"Doctor, here." At this time, a man led the doctor into the ward. It was Ding Jun, Chen Yuan's husband, and my current colleague and friend. I first met them because of Li Xiao.

Li Xiao, this name made my heart twitch hard, and at the same time, my mind was no longer blank, and my thoughts finally returned to normal.

The doctor did a careful examination for me, asked me a few questions, said some precautions, and left.

"Water." I felt thirsty as soon as I woke up, but the doctor was examining me just now, so I had no choice but to endure it.

"What did you say?" Chen Yuan approached me and asked.

Now when I raise my breath, my chest hurts badly. I didn’t hear what I said just now, so it’s no wonder that Chen Yuan, I have a sad face. If you tell me to say it again, I will die of pain.

"Do you want some water?" Ding Jun asked me.

I nodded desperately in my heart, and my body moved slightly, the pain was so painful that I almost couldn't breathe.

Because my chest was so painful, I only drank a little water. Ding Jun thought about it, and together with Chen Yuan, they helped me up, put two pillows behind me, and then rolled the bed, he said Lying flat puts pressure on your chest, and sitting up will help you feel better.

I nodded and thanked him with my eyes, and he smiled.

Chen Yuan took a chair and sat down beside me. Her expression was serious, giving the impression that she was about to get angry at any time. I knew what she was going to do. Sure enough, she looked at me with restrained anger in her voice: "Doctor He said that your two ribs were cracked, you were slightly lacerated, and you had burn marks all over your body. He suggested that I call the police immediately, Fang Can, what happened? Is it related to... Li Xiao?"

I shook my head slightly: "No...yes" My voice was very soft, I wonder if she can hear it, I really don't have the strength now, as for what happened, even I don't know why I have to suffer this everything.

I don't remember clearly what that strange man did to me that night, but all of this is inextricably related to Li Xiao. Does he really know nothing about it? I don't believe it.

"You have to say it!" She obviously didn't hear it, and she also misunderstood the meaning of my shaking her head, and beat her chest angrily.

But after all, she took into account my injury and didn't say anything harsh. Seeing her like this, I felt a lot of comfort in my heart. They are Li Xiao's friends, but they stood by me without hesitation when I was most helpless. Here, I am really worried about me.

Ding Jun walked up to Chen Yuan and patted her on the shoulder, shook his head and said to her, "Xiao Can just woke up, I'm afraid he's hungry, let's go buy him some porridge." Then he looked at me and said, "You rest In a while, we'll go back."

I nodded gratefully at him.

Ding Jun's voice came from the corridor: "Don't be so anxious, he just woke up, take your time."

I didn't hear Chen Yuan's answer, the voice gradually faded away, I closed my eyes, and the sourness in my heart faded a lot, my love is over, but with these two confidants who regard me as friends from the bottom of their hearts, I It can be regarded as a lot of gains. After these years, I have realized that no matter how difficult it is for Li Xiao and I to go back to the past, since we can't end well, we might as well end it sooner.

In the past, I often heard that it took a hundred days for my bones to be injured. Although I only had a fractured bone, I couldn’t put a plaster cast on my chest. I could only lie down and let the bones grow slowly.

Because the injury is on the chest, as long as I lie down flat, my chest will be painful. The doctor said that this is because the chest cavity will be compressed when I lie down, so most of the time I can only lie down or sit. Not only that, I The upper body of my body was basically unable to use force. Due to the above-mentioned circumstances, I couldn't take care of myself and had to put aside the idea of ​​being discharged from the hospital for the time being.

But the days in the hospital were really boring, every day they were either receiving injections or being in a daze. Fortunately, Ding Jun and Chen Yuan often came to see me. Every time they came back, they would come back with big bags, food, and something to relieve my boredom. Impressed and embarrassed.

As time goes by, I can feel that my body is slowly recovering. After lying in the hospital for two months, the pain in my chest gradually disappeared.

After lying down for another month, I could finally sit up slowly by myself and move around the room without help. So when Chen Yuan came to see me again, I said, "Chen Yuan, I want to be discharged from the hospital next Monday." .”

She glanced at me: "Alright, I see that your health has been much better recently, it's better to go home and take care of it than to stay in the hospital."

I smiled and shook my head, and told her my plan: "I want to go home, Chen Yuan, and I decided to leave."

She looked at me with some surprise.

I have already told her everything that happened that day, she suggested that I call the police, but what should I say after calling the police, saying that I was suspected by my ex-boyfriend's wife, so I asked someone to sexually abuse me? It's ridiculous .

And I've been in the hospital for so long, Li Xiao has never shown up, never even called, he really doesn't know, I don't have the time or energy to guess, it's all over, people have to look forward Yes, isn't it.

"I'm just homesick. You know, I came here because of Li Xiao. Now that I have decided to leave, there is no need to stay here."

Chen Yuan looked at me, sighed and nodded: "Alright, it's better to go back to my parents than to be alone."

Then she said: "Xiao Can, don't come back after you leave. Forget everything and everyone here."

I was sore in my heart, but I smiled on my face: "You and Ding Jun will never forget it. After you finish your work, come and play, and then I will entertain you."

Chen Yuan smiled and nodded.

It took me a week to return the rent of the house, get back the deposit, go to the train station to buy a train ticket, and organize the clothes. Chen Yuan called me and asked if I needed help, and I said I could handle it by myself.

Soon it was the day of departure. I bought a ticket at noon. After breakfast in the morning, I sat by the bed and deleted all the numbers in the original SIM card in the phone one by one. Then I took out the card and turned off the phone. , put it aside, took out the newly bought mobile phone and card, turned it on, and entered the numbers of my parents, Ding Jun, Chen Yuan, and two old friends.

I don't have much luggage to take away, just some clothes, other furniture and daily necessities, I will hand them over to Chen Yuan and Ding Jun, I will not come back again, these things are meaningless to me.

I put my backpack on my back and pulled a trolley case in my hand, ready to go out. When I walked to the door, I couldn't help but look back. This cozy little house was once filled with the memories of me and Li Xiao.

Putting the key on the table at the entrance, I took a deep breath and closed the door from the outside, not knowing whether it was a dull pain in my chest or my heart.

Ding Jun and Chen Yuan were already waiting for me downstairs. Today is a working day. I told them not to deliver them, but they insisted on coming. Ding Jun put my luggage in the trunk and patted me on the shoulder. He is not good at words, but he is a kind and gentle person. I smiled at him and said, "Let's go."

The train station is actually not far away. It takes only 10 minutes to drive there. The two of them walked me to the station before handing over my luggage. Chen Yuan said: "You should not be home until after dinner time. Take these and eat on the way. .”

They are always so thoughtful and I have nothing else to say but thank you again.

"You're welcome, Fang Can, have a good trip, take care!" Ding Jun stretched out his hand.

I held him back, "I will, remember to come and play, I'll be waiting for you."

"This..." I took out the box I prepared earlier from my backpack. Inside was the watch that Li Xiao gave me. Actually, I wanted to put it in the house, but I'm not sure if Li Xiao will go back. This watch Although it is old, it is worth a lot after all, so it is better to return it to him. I said: "If you can meet him, give this to him. If he doesn't want it, you can throw it away."

Chen Yuan nodded and took it, then hugged me: "Xiao Can, you must be happy."

I laughed and answered her seriously "I will."