Strong flirtation guide

I met him in August 1987.

I was 20 years old that year, and my grandma entrusted someone to marry me. At that time, all the girls in the village married early, and there were two or three children of my age. In a panic, after discussing with my mother, I decided to marry me to the eldest son of the old Tang family in the village.

Isn't this a broken pot?Old Tang is the director of the village committee, and he handles all matters in the village, but his eldest son is 27 and has not yet received a wife.

The eldest son of the Tang family was born in poor health. When he was 8 years old, he went over the wall with a boy in the village to steal things and broke his leg. Old Tang was reluctant to take the money and did not take him to the doctor. No, but he missed the opportunity. His son's leg has been limping like this, and he can't do any work.

Old Tang, the director of the village committee, was selected on the basis of his connections, and he didn't have much education. There were two boys in his family, and the eldest son was handed over to the second son. No way, no way, won't marrying him push me into the pit of fire?

In the past few days, I had a big temper, which made my grandma very angry. My mother always scolded me in the yard for being dishonest and unfilial.

At that time, the village was not open to traffic, and the roads were all narrow and rugged. I picked up a wooden stick, and knocked on the grass a few times as I walked. It was almost dawn when I left the village. Sleep on the side of the road.

A road that is not too wide has been built outside the village. It is paved with asphalt. It is much smoother than the dirt road in the village. At a glance, I can't see the end or the end. I suddenly feel a little confused. I don't know which direction to run. Go back and accept the arrangement of grandma and mother.

I stood on the side of the road for a long time, the sun was already high, and I only hesitated for a while, and then I jumped to the middle of the road, waving my hands and shouting: " Stop! Stop!"

The truck stopped, and the driver opened the window and shouted impatiently: "Don't die!"

His face was full of flesh, and his double chin would tremble when he cursed. He looked scary. I hurried to the side of the road, not daring to talk to him. At this moment, a young man looked up at me and asked me with a smile: "Would you like me?" Take a ride?"

I looked up at him, and my face turned red. I have never seen such a good-looking person in my age. His skin is white and tender, his eyes are big, and his eyes are very watery. When he smiles, he looks like the sun just rising. , warm and dazzling.

I hugged the bag in my arms tightly, lowered my head and answered in a low voice: "Take it."

"What are you talking about?!" The master who drove the car seemed to have not heard clearly, and yelled at me, and I was too scared to answer. The boy laughed and said to the master: "Let her come up! I will help She pays the fare!"

This boy is the one I want to talk about today.

His surname is Zhao. He heard that his hometown was caught in a fire, and the fields were burned to the ground and there was no money to live on. So I went to the city with this master to make a living. I told him that my grandma forced me to marry a fool, so I escaped and wanted Go to town and make a living.

The young man was very happy and invited me to work in the factory with him. He said that his relatives in the city had arranged for him a job. There were not many lives to be paid, and the salary was good. I was guaranteed not to starve to death. The factory shared accommodation. I don’t think so. good thing ah?But I couldn't help but wish that something like this could happen to me.

The truck slowly drove into the city, bumping all the time when it encountered an unrepaired dirt road. I endured it for a long time and finally vomited it out. The master gave me a plastic bag while scolding me. The boy sat next to me and took pictures of me. Passing the water, I thought at that time, there are still such good people in this world.

He really found me a job like that, the salary is good, the factory is divided into dormitories, and I just need to sit and wash medicine bottles every day.

We live in a dormitory with 4 people, men and women are separated, I can’t see him all the time, I only found out from the people in the factory that there are no redundant people in the factory, he gave me the job, so I have to find another way to make a living.

When you get to know the people in the factory, they will always introduce men to you, saying that I am too old to have children if I don’t get married.

At that time, there was no mobile phone, and I couldn't contact him, and I didn't know if I would see him again, so I just waited and waited for five years.

1992. 2, 8

I remember seeing him again on this day. It was snowing and very cold in X City that day. I was reluctant to buy clothes. I always wanted to save money. When I meet him in the future, we can open a restaurant together, work at sunrise and work at sunset And interest, I don't want to make a lot of money, and I don't want to live too tiringly.

Xiao He, who lived with me, gave birth to a daughter and asked me to accompany her to the bookstore to buy books. She heard that the child would listen to his parents tell stories when he was born, and it would be easier for him to learn and smarter when he grows up.

There is only one bookstore in the city, and there are many kinds of books. I don’t know many characters, and I read very few books. Xiao He asked me anything and I couldn’t give any advice. She just walked around in the bookstore, and I followed her. When passing by the "Historical Studies" column, I saw the boy again.

He was wearing a long windbreaker, a knitted scarf, a snow-white shirt inside, and a pair of polished black leather shoes. He was holding a book of "Historical Records" and studying, full of a book atmosphere.

Still as young and handsome as five years ago.

I didn't expect to meet him so suddenly, I was a little embarrassed for a while, and I regretted why I didn't buy more clothes for myself.

He closed the sample book in his hand, took a new book from the shelf, and met me when he turned around. Now I can still recall the sound of my heartbeat at that time. "Bang bang, bang bang" seemed to burst through my chest , Let him see my longing and admiration for the past 5 years.

I pretended to be calm, walked up to him when he was striding forward, and said with a dry smile, "Long time no see!"

He frowned and thought for a long time before he suddenly realized, "It's you!"

I know he has forgotten me, but it doesn't matter, our life is still so long.

"Are you here alone?" He asked me in surprise, I saw Xiao He picking out books, nodded and said, "Yes!"

He said, "Would you like to have a cup of coffee together?"

Of course I went with him, he told me that after we parted, he went to work in a newspaper office, in fact, I should have known from the first time I met him that he was a cultural person, and we might not be a good match.

But I waited so long for him and I really like him.

When talking about family, I learned that he has not married a wife yet, and I told him that I am not married either. He said that at my age, I am not suitable for procrastination, and if I find a good family, I will marry.

At that time, I wanted to tell him that he was the one I wanted to marry.

He left me the address when he left.I quit my job in the factory and opened a noodle shop outside. The business was good. He often came to take care of my business. After another five years, I finally couldn’t wait any longer and expressed my heart to him. Unexpectedly, he finally told me that he would take care of me.

Just because of his words, I stayed with him for another 20 years. Although he never touched me, he didn't show any impatience with me. He would come to my shop to eat noodles and allowed me to live in In his house, whenever I feel like giving up, he makes me feel like he's interested in me.

He was still the same as before, high-spirited, but I was an old man, and the thing I was most afraid of finally happened. On May 2017, 5, he told me that he was going abroad, and all the real estate under his name had been listed in the intermediary, waiting to be dealt with. Well these things he is leaving.

That day I was diagnosed with pneumonia. It was not a serious illness, but it was accompanied by some mental illnesses such as insomnia and auditory hallucinations. I asked him if he could take me with him, and he said no.

Maybe in his heart I have always been unworthy of him, but I have been with him for so many years and wasted so many years, does he insist on killing me when I get sick?

I have been living with him all these years. I don’t have a house. The noodle shop is rented. I have a lot of savings. But once he left, I faced countless problems such as renting a house and paying medical bills. I didn’t want to let him go. The last time During the negotiation, I was always begging him, my life is so short, why is he not willing to give a little charity, even if it is sympathy.

It's a pity that there is no sympathy for him, he still abandoned me, leaving me with nothing.

In my life, I gave him all my love, all my hopes, and all my trust. When I got to the end, I cleared the fog and found that these expectations were all thrown into an invisible black hole. In the end, I was sick and childless. Girl, desperate...

Xu Zaiyang can't say how shocking it is. If this man is just an ordinary person, in Xu Zaiyang's eyes they are torturing each other, and no one is taking advantage of the other. It's really nothing, he can afford it, but why would he do this?

He hanged a woman for 20 years, didn't even sleep, didn't benefit anyone, and really delayed a woman's life.

Xu Zaiyang refreshed his Weibo. Zhang Xue himself is relatively well-known, and the incident involved is also staggering, so there were many comments on Weibo soon.

Some people say that the logic doesn’t make sense, some people say that this woman is a waste of time voluntarily, and that even men don’t want to sleep with her and she still abuses herself, and some people call this man a scumbag. Can't you give her some property?

Xu Zaiyang didn't want to comment too much. After all, feelings are all yours. Just because you've liked him for decades doesn't mean he will like you. But since you don't like her, why do you want to respond to her?Responded to why people didn't stick to it in the end?

Xu Zaiyang didn't know whether this man liked this woman or not, and why he had hanged her for decades, so he couldn't comment. He closed the webpage, picked up the jade card and read the news, and found that The wine didn't reply, so I took a shower and went to sleep without interest, hoping that these things can be resolved when I wake up tomorrow.

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