soul bondage

The alien lizardman who committed suicide by crashing into the wall in the transparent secret room, the humanoid insects who lost their minds and were shot to death by random gunshots, and other unknown alien creatures who were just like him but not as lucky as himself, every time Chen Bin closed his eyes, he could See their hideous or crazy faces.Although he has been away from that hell on earth for about ten days, whenever someone enters his room, he will hide in the corner of the room and stare in fear at whether the other person is wearing something similar to an electric razor. Then Chen Bin would rather die than endure that kind of pain.In more than two years, he has lost count of how many times he has felt that kind of skin-peeling pain that makes him want to die.

Chen Bin curled up on the floor and let the painful memory torment him but couldn't extricate himself, why?Why are they doing this to me!Thinking of this, Chen Bin finally couldn't control his emotions and slammed his head on the floor vigorously.

At this time, the door suddenly opened, and two huge figures walked in.Chen Bin, ignoring his red, swollen and hot forehead, whimpered and crawled to the corner of the room with his arms folded on his knees, staring vigilantly at the visitor.After the two people exchanged a few words in words they didn't understand, one of them looked at him and then walked out, leaving himself and the creature wrapped in black armor in this room. Chen Bin can't wait now. Dive into walls to escape this tall and terrifying monster.

"Don't be afraid, I won't hurt you." The monster took off his helmet and said softly in a familiar language.

Chen Bin stared at this guy who seemed to be from Earth and opened his mouth to say something, but what came out of his mouth was only some strange sounds that he couldn't understand.

"Don't force it, the spikes may have damaged your nerves, and since you haven't communicated normally with others for so long, it will take some time for your language skills to recover. But it doesn't matter, you just listen to me and then nod or shake your head Just respond to me." The red pupils of this person have a familiar feeling, maybe it's because I haven't seen the same kind for a long time, or it may be that I haven't heard my mother tongue for a long time.

"I know what you've been through for the past two years, I've been hurt by that too, I know how it feels! I'm not going to tell you to let go or be strong, but I'm begging you, begging you not to Hurt yourself, Chen Bin!"

Chen Bin stared at the other party with wide eyes, and the saliva dripped down from the corner of his mouth unconsciously. This was also one of the aftereffects of the inhuman abuse he had suffered. Those guys had many disgusting quirks.But Chen Bin didn't understand why there was an earthling who knew his name in this place ruled by various monsters, and more importantly, his sad expression seemed to be really suffering for his own misfortune, not like Those monsters who sent him out saw him with such sympathy and disgust.

"Min...Minzi? Minzi?" Chen Bin relaxed a little while trying to speak non-standard words, while drawing on the wall with twitching fingers over and over again.

"Minzi? Do you want to know my name?" The other party asked while looking at the wall.Chen Bin nodded vigorously.

"I, my name is Yu Zhe." The man in front of him was stunned for a moment, then lowered his head and said after a long time.

Chen Bin looked at the man named Yu Zhe in front of him and lowered his arms in disappointment.My own conjecture is really ridiculous, everything about that person was taken away by these monsters, so how could he be with them?

"You will be able to return to Earth in a short time. Before that, we will heal your body and erase all your painful memories. Although there will still be some sequelae to some extent, at least you will be able to return to Earth. Integrate into human society, and we have already connected with the earth. Your identity, household registration and school status are still there, and your family members are also fine. You will be reunited soon! Believe me, after so many years they I have always been concerned about your news, no matter what, your family has been waiting for you." After Yu Zhe finished speaking, he smiled at Chen Bin, and Chen Bin finally burst into tears uncontrollably.Finally, finally able to go home!

"Don't hurt yourself anymore, not only for yourself, but also for your relatives! They have suffered no less than you." Yu Zhe stood up after speaking in a low voice, put his helmet on and walked out of the room, leaving behind Chen Bin wept with joy.At the door, Shi Tieting was leaning against the wall and looking at the dark sky in the distance outside the window. After seeing Yu Zhe coming out, he walked over and asked in a hoarse voice changed by the voice changer.

"Who is he?"

"A former friend." I took a look inside the room at the last moment when the door was closed, then saluted the guard at the door and left with Stiletine.

For this unexpected reunion, I tossed and turned these nights, thinking about it just to have a few more words with Chen Bin, but I didn't say what I wanted to express until the end of the visit.When I saw that sad and wandering creature on the ground for the first time, everything was disrupted. I am afraid that no amount of gorgeous words could appease his heart. It seems that I can only let time help him forget everything.But at least, at least he had his family by his side.Maybe he is not too miserable, at least he has a home to go back to, and someone has been waiting for him.

Today is the No. 20th day of my arrival at the Pleiades. The main reason why I write this text record is to sort out what happened during this period, to make a summary of what I have done these years Talk about the world as I know it from my own perspective.Although I'm not very good at writing such things, at least it's a good way for me to vent, after all, I've been interrogated and questioned endlessly in the past two days , and the hypnotic post-war psychological intervention made it almost crazy.

To be honest, when I think about my past now, whenever I touch all the painful or unpleasant memories, those fragments are still vivid in my mind, but other trivia and stories are not very clear.I am probably at this point in my life because of a Lorgar military operation seven years ago. In that war, I lost everything I thought I had, and at the same time destroyed my sense of life. Yearn for.In the five years since then I have resigned myself to parting ways with those things that I pursued and longed for.At that time, I alienated all my relatives and friends and completely closed myself up, struggling alone in grief and self-pity over and over again.

Until one day a bad news brought me back to this real world again. My childhood playmate was randomly shot to death one evening, but what I didn't expect was that he was indirectly killed by my adoptive father.At this time, I woke up from the pain and realized that the surrounding environment has undergone earth-shaking changes in just a few years. That peaceful era has gradually drifted away from us, and the iron curtain of human civilization has been pulled down again. Only this time we have changed from being a spectator to a participant, but the domestic situation is more worrying than the severe world situation.After the failure of the Lorgars' military campaign, everyone was frightened by these terrifying alien colonists. In order to better protect themselves, everyone is eager to obtain a weapon to defend themselves, even if it may cost He did not hesitate to take risks at a heavy price.In this way, the ban on guns more than 40 years ago became a piece of waste paper overnight, and the whole country was tortured by endless gun violence.

The house leak happened to rain overnight, and our motherland is also being threatened on the world stage.In order to prove to our strange-looking neighbors that they are the masters of the earth, the Western international military group headed by a hegemonic country that claims to be the most powerful country in the world even kicked the United Nations and the Hague Court to publish it by itself A series of rogue clauses have been stipulated. Except for itself and its allies, other countries not only cannot possess alien technology for any reason, or even establish diplomatic relations with alien races without the permission of the Earth Federation, otherwise they will all be punished as crimes against the earth.The planet I live on is once again shrouded in the haze of war. All over the world, members and agents of the Federation of Earth continue to launch local wars to engage in unnecessary internal conflicts, and my motherland has to take up arms and be on guard Enemies across the ocean.

I have never been a patriot in people's eyes. I don't want to fight with those who have the same blood as me, and I don't want people around me to die at gunpoint again.It is precisely because of this that I am not only a lunatic in the eyes of my classmates and adults, but also a traitor and lackey in everyone's mouth. When everyone is waving leaflets and brochures on the street accompanied by gunshots from a distance I can only watch from a distance by myself, silently repeating "I'm not a lunatic! I'm not a lunatic! I'm not a running dog! I'm not a running dog!" over and over again in my heart.To be honest, it really worked, and in the end I didn't know if I was crazy or not.

Just when I was about to be overwhelmed by gossip, misfortune came to me again. My best friend in middle school disappeared suddenly. This boy named Chen Bin was one of the few boys I could name. Friends, it is a pity that Chen Bin was deeply hurt due to my own reasons, and our friendship was also ruined by me. I have never felt so guilty.

As far as I know, he originally planned to study abroad before he disappeared. Although I haven't contacted him for a long time, I admired his decision at that time. After all, even driving a foreign car in that special era may be called "patriotic" on the street. The cynics who lost their minds about "ism" were beaten to death.I once wondered if he was assassinated by a fanatic, but then more and more disappearance cases dispelled my thoughts. It is not something ordinary people can do to kidnap so many people without any traces. arrived.It's a pity that I didn't find out what happened until a long time later, and when I met him again, it was already a different person.

Just when I thought I was going to live like this until the end of my life, a person who decided my destiny appeared. An alien who called himself Raul gave me a chance to choose. It is meaningless to continue like this To live in the world or become a scout and fight to the death for alien creatures that I have never met. At that time, I had no idea what I was doing now, but the only reason I chose this path was because I was fed up The original life, in my opinion, even if they didn't find me, I would still leave this world, but in a different way.

I didn't really understand how small human beings are until I set foot on the alien land. When people on the earth are engaged in various arms races to prove themselves, other creatures in this world have already gone through the chaotic and barren era.When we look up at the starry sky, the people on the other side have understood the principle of peaceful coexistence after experiencing countless wars. With the unremitting persistence of generations, the carbon-based living organism civilization and the created artificial intelligence have created and coexisted with a great golden age.After a not-so-short period of good time, because of the wrong application of a brain-control technology, these artificial intelligences called Yakang people saw with their own eyes that their technology destroyed the spirits of countless people, and could not forgive themselves The people of Yakang had to choose to use dormancy as a means to atone for their mistakes.And the disappearance of the Yakang people's civilization seems to have opened the Pandora's box, spreading the misery to the world again.

For any civilization in the universe, 200 years is like a fleeting time, which is not worth mentioning, but the war that lasted more than 1000 years and divided the civilization of the universe into two was very special to the people at that time. In the long period of time, countless romantic figures bloomed briefly and then withered lonely in that period of gold and iron horses.Some people are called heroes by later generations because of the righteousness and belief in their hearts, and some people have killed countless creatures because of their selfish desires and greed, and are firmly nailed to the pillar of shame by history.But what is interesting is that whether the images of these people are tall, majestic or wretched and shameful are just some people's one-sided words, and the vast majority of people who turn over historical documents are both heroes and sinners.However, every time I look up these ancient books, besides lamenting about that era, there is also a trace of puzzlement and anger. In that line of text, all ordinary people like me basically look the same, or they have suffered tragically. Slaughter, or prostration, as if we are just a group of poor and hateful fools, in the eyes of those high above, are we really like this?I couldn't agree more!

There is a saying on our earth that the general trend of the world must be united for a long time, and it will be divided for a long time. This principle is also applicable to the wider star sea.The war has finally come to an end again, but this does not mean that peace has really come again.Although the races and interest groups that launched the aggression finally put down their butcher knives, none of them were willing to return the plundered spoils to those who had lost their homes.Not only that, in order to prevent the victims of the war from making a comeback, these vested interests at the time planted tens of millions of floating mines in the largest transit area of ​​the waterway, the Puneson Star Sector, to prevent those who fled from regaining their homeland. But later, according to incomplete statistics, tens of thousands of refugees and stowaways died due to floating mines in hundreds of years, but the refugees that the Star Federation really wanted to defend—the fleet of the free world never came.

After spending several centuries in peace like this, people thought that the days of peace had come, but at this moment, the seeds of hatred that had been sown by egoists germinated in unknown corners.Hundreds of years ago, what the Star Alliance left behind in the Punathan star area is not only the floating mines, but also a group of soldiers who are unwilling to help the tyrants and righteous men who dare to tell the truth. They come from various planets and races. Fighting against the propaganda machine of the Star Alliance, but in the end, he was exiled to the Punathan star area to be with the floating thunders all over the sky.

After this generation died with hatred, their descendants gradually distorted in this world, and began meaningless infighting and wars.When the Pleiades told the world that the Punathan sector had fallen into a humanitarian crisis, those former perpetrators and victims no longer cared about the lives of these people.One day, on this blood-soaked land, the most despicable force since the colonial war was born, the extreme sect Guizhen Sect advocating war and racism.These lunatics are tearing apart a broken world again with chemical weapons and suicide bombs.The various races that had been integrated into one began to become alienated and alert. People began to worry about whether their neighbors had explosives in their stomachs, and whether those travelers from extraterrestrials were carrying unknown chemical synthetic agents. Soldiers in chemical hazmat suits searched the passing passengers.All of this is thanks to the Guizhen Sect, but in my opinion, the Guizhen Sect is just the fuse. The real instigators behind all these tragedies are us "civilized people" who stand on the high moral ground.

Through books and video materials, I quickly integrated into the present world, and made a group of friendly alien companions.Now I am no longer a coward who only gets bullied and then loses his strength. After two years, I thought I had said goodbye to the past, but it is clear that the memory will not disappear because of my will.

Now as a scout of the Star Alliance, our job is to deal with all kinds of lunatics such as Guizhen Sect. Of course, sometimes you can see something else if you are lucky.I have to say that judging from my first mission, my luck is really good.Less than a month ago, we were ordered to go to the underground ruins of Eternal Winter to search and rescue a group of scientific researchers who encountered an accident here, but when we entered the ruins, the whole mission was completely messed up. As the team commander, I not only lost contact with others And also hung up the color.After that, I continued the unfinished task alone. Not only the most important secrets of the Yakon people were hidden in the cold ruins, but also various monsters that wanted to put me to death were lurking, but with Compared with these brainless ugly monsters, the hallucinations created by the carbon-based brain control device in Eternal Winter Star have caused me far greater harm than the pain of flesh and blood.

This carbon-based brain control device that runs through the entire ruins brought me back to that unbearable memory. I won’t go into details here. After all, it’s uncomfortable enough to experience that kind of thing once. , but I was abruptly pulled into the illusory illusion and experienced it twice.After I came out, until now I don’t think I have really accepted my past, after all, I have been so downcast that I can’t bear to look directly at it!So I don't force it anymore, let's move forward!

I sent a friend away two days ago and I didn't tell him who I really was until the end.Although we used to be good friends who talked about everything, but now our life trajectories can no longer intersect, so there is no need for me to bother him anymore.

Take care!My friend, I hope you can find your own life.And me, what will my life be like?I hope that I will not be like the vast majority of people in history who have been submissive and allowed to be slaughtered.Hopefully I won't be changed into one of those great "heroes" by this world.

Wish, just wish...