Reflection fireworks follow the water flow

Joy, it's an instant feeling.Happiness is just a momentary feeling.Love is just a momentary feeling.What about life?Life is not a momentary thing.Come and go in such a hurry, just a moment of trembling can end your life powerlessly.What a precious and important life, but it is nothing more than that, but it comes and goes in a blink of an eye, and I can't help myself!

They didn't ask us what kind of life we ​​lived when we came here, and they didn't ask us anything when we went.We are like this powerless upstream and downstream, rampantly rippling in the crowd!Helpless life!And to watch the world change so helplessly, the coming and going of love is even more helpless!

We just capture love, capture happiness, capture happiness, and capture the messengers of life.All things are not perfectly displayed, or it is difficult to detect its existence, and more needs to be captured by us.All the way to capture, all the way to pain, all the way to numbness, all the way to surprise, all the way to absurdity.

Everything is such a feeling of coming and going in an instant, like a dream, powerless to change and control anything.

What does reality mean?Will the pain flow through the body in such an instant?Like those illusions of happiness and dreams of love.

This life is like a sleepwalker, who has to wake up in different dreams one after another, and then wake up from one pity dream after another, to understand what is wrong and what is right!

But what's the point of being right or wrong?When we finally know, we may have to leave this world!After all, are you reluctant to part with this world?Still reluctant to love someone?Or after all, it is my poor self who is reluctant to part with it.It's so pitiful, like an unwanted child, curled up all by himself, cowering in small shells.

Cover up the pain, who can see through it at a glance?Even I will feel so sorry for myself, this stubborn child, a stupid child with many scars but still going on the road!For the rest of my life, I will be a guardian and love this stupid child well.The world has abandoned you, I will not leave you!If others don't want you, you won't want yourself!It turns out that in life, it is not others who can accompany us to go on in the end, but ourselves!Don't try to expect anyone to understand you, because in this world, everyone comes to this world just to understand themselves!What's more, there are still many people who died without understanding!

Don't feel lonely because others don't understand, don't feel cold because the world is cold, don't feel defeated because you can't see the beauty.

In a world full of thunderstorms, you need to grit your teeth and go on strong alone!Stand up, take stubborn steps, and go down bravely!Be with yourself, there is nothing to be afraid of!

If drunkenness is just a momentary self-paralysis, if smoking is just a momentary soul comfort, then love and pain will no longer be a big deal.Love is just an ordinary day. There is no beauty in the dream, no such intoxicating intoxication, what can be intoxicated is only the illusion that you can't distinguish clearly.

Poor pretending to be drunk, hiding tears and pretending to be happy is actually good, at least you can continue to love like that.If you are really hurt, and see the truth prematurely and cry, then cry as much as you want, and you can vent and forgive yourself for suffering.

There is a kind of cigarette named Mengdu, the capital city in the dream, it can take people's soul to take off in an instant, the light smoke ring, the desolate smell of fireworks in the last days, permeates the dark room.The smoke was lingering, and then I swallowed my mood to the fullest.It seems that it can take you soaring in an instant, vent all the sadness and repressed pain into the smoke ring, and laugh at your own sadness in front of the smoke alone.Drinking a sip of beer temporarily suppresses the depressed heart to calm down, and slowly the pain that is about to come up is gradually warmed back to a certain place in the heart. When there is a feeling of numbness in the heart, people will be much more stable.I don't feel the tingling of unease, I don't want to cry, I don't feel sour and I don't know what to say.

When the nerves are paralyzed, people's thinking will be dull, and they will no longer think about anything.All things can have nothing to do with you, hug your favorite teddy bear, tell yourself a story, and then you will be moved to tears.Non-stop drinking, non-stop smoking, non-stop paralysis of my nerves, the brain began to slow down.Thinking in a trance.Whether you laugh or cry, you will not let out these inner beasts and hurt anyone.Only the pain that is slowly eroding my own is so clear that there is nowhere to hide!

In this world, after searching for a long time, I finally found a song I like!After searching for a long time, I finally found someone I like!After searching for a long time, I found a cigarette I like!After searching for a long time, many things were found by myself!I don't know whether to cry or laugh?I have found all I like, the joy and surprise like being in love, giving [-]% nerve paralysis.Excited and excited like a nympho, the inner happiness cannot be expressed.

How terrible, unexpectedly encountered!How scary...I'm afraid that one day I will become familiar with this kind of beauty, and the beautiful things, the things that I once enjoyed, will become ordinary.The songs I like to listen to, I don’t want to listen to them at first, the people I like don’t dare to love them too much, and I don’t dare to enjoy the kind of cigarettes I like to smoke.Everything is afraid that I am so superficial, that one day, all the beauty will become ordinary!Or afraid of peeling off the disguised beauty and seeing the bleak truth...

The fragrant hair and the faint smell of tobacco all spread in the same body.I finally found the taste that made me lose my way, mixed with painful tears, I sneered, I laughed so happily!This smell actually made me so intoxicated, it turned out that this is the smell in the drunk dream, its name is greed!The tumbling beer and the burning blood are all entangled in the same pulse, venting all the pain alone once again, and then go on the road when you are better.

Crushing a cigarette is like crushing a dream in your heart.The desolation of the land was torn apart with hands, and the love and hatred that parted ways went their separate ways. We have nothing to be afraid of!

What can you see in the blink of an eye?Is it the past?now?Or the future?