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If love is an illusion, then we are the people in the illusion, wandering at a loss like sleepwalking. .If love is not an illusion, how can I dream that I am in love with you?Being so happy with you and loving each other is a false illusion. To fall in love with each other is just the most unreal illusion, but I thought it would last forever until the end of the world.

It turns out that the sky is merciless, otherwise it would have been old by now!That year, Meng Jiangnu cried down the Great Wall, but she couldn't get her husband back.In that year, Liang Shanbo and Zhu Yingtai would both sleep forever in the ground, and that year the White Snake finally bid farewell to Xu Xian. The endless river.It turns out that the sky has no emotion. When it rains, it doesn’t shed tears for people. It still watches the world silently and cruelly for thousands of years. It has no emotion because it chooses not to grow old.Otherwise, it would have been aged to death by these loves as early as that year. If the sky has love, it will also grow old. It turns out that the sky can't have love!It turns out that love ages life, but it cannot age the sky.

We are finally a speck of dust in the ups and downs of the secular world, we can only tell ourselves to forget and let go.If it needs to be put down, why pick it up in the first place?What's the point of all this if picking up is to put down? !After all, I still have to let go. It turns out that I am really not a god, and I can't change anything.Some things are destined, but I never believed it!It turns out that the beginning of disbelief is the end of a belief.Finally learned to keep silent!I can't refute it, and I can't bear to tell the truth. It turns out that love is just like this, and it can only be like this!

If you need to find an excuse for everything, then there is no matter how many, as long as it is an excuse, you can say anything in a high-sounding manner, leaving people speechless.Like the movie "Sweet Words" many years ago, it was ultimately an unspeakable lie.Years later he called her, the man who had never been able to muster up the courage to love her, but died when he was about to love, he called her, a man who had never had the courage to call for many years Number, now the beeping on the other end of the phone stopped, she picked up the phone, and a "Hello—" brought him back to the past.Time was rushing back in his mind like running water, and once again he saw the girl in the white dress on the blue beach, her long hair was blown by the sea breeze, walking slowly on the beach...

After a silent phone call many years later, the man in the distance, just to make a phone call before he died, and heard the "Hello" from the beloved woman, has already made his life old!But he couldn't tell her the most beautiful sweet words in his life, he was a mute after all, and couldn't speak after all, just like the most real sweet words in love, he had no chance to say them to the person he loved.

Many years have passed, she is already married in the distance, and has her own little daughter. She doesn't know when she will wait for this man's love call. Her heart is always unprepared and at a loss. There is still someone who loves her, thinks of her, and waits for her.He wanted to tell her, but he couldn't. He wanted to cry, but the tears choked his throat, and the blood flowed out wantonly like his heart.All the memories were stained red with blood, back to the summer of that year, at the seaside, she still hugged him to take a nap, he liked her, but he never had a chance to say it!Because God was destined not to give him this chance.

Honey, the sweet words you like are here, but I can't open my mouth to say it for you, I can't even say "I love you", will you love me?Those words of love that reverberated in my heart have already overflowed my heart. My soul has been with you for many years, but you have long forgotten that it is not your fault that you got married and had children, but you forgot What.All this is only due to the sweet words I can't say, you will stay away from me after all.

In the end, the man smiled and died happily.At the moment leading to heaven, she was with her on the other end of the phone. Even if she couldn't accompany me through life, she could accompany me to die. The love for her has aged for a lifetime, and also aged for death. The blood is like a flower in full bloom. A flower wrapped his soul and passed away together, bid farewell to love, and bid farewell to all regrets.

Only later did he know that all his life was just for that summer by the sea, all his life was just for loving a girl and going on a date that he would never have the chance to meet again!

After all, the sky is ruthless. If the sky is merciful, I don't know what it will be like to grow old? !It was also a depressing phone call. One day many years later, Duras received a call from a Chinese lover who had betrayed her. He didn't speak, but remained silent like that. Finally he said, the person I love is still you!Then she began to cry, suppressed crying, the man's crying gradually moved away from her eardrums, she was not ready for such a phone call, just like that year, when love came without being ready!Everything was so unprepared, even when she was not ready, he withdrew and left... His heart was still at a loss, the pain in his life was so heavy that it was suffocating, and it was too heavy to bear and needed to be forgotten.She doesn't seem to remember him, the Chinese lover who made her love so truly and deeply, seems to have forgotten his appearance, it turns out that the pain he gave is so deep that she can forget him from her life, love someone As deep as you love, you can forget how true it is.

After many years, she finally heard him say on the other end of the phone, "The person I love is still you!" She didn't cry, but just listened so calmly, as if listening to a friend's love story, as if everything had nothing to do with her, for a long time , maybe half a century, how many times she recalled his appearance and told him I love you!I love you!But what if I love you? !I love you still as ordinary as sorry!Still as indifferent as a cup of coffee drunk in life.It is still so unworthy to say it, who would cherish the sentence "I love you" for a lifetime?

She was happy that he said this to himself after a lifetime, as if telling her that you were right!You are the best!You are the most reluctant and most important thing in my life!But what is the use of these?She couldn't be happy, she couldn't smile when she looked at herself in the mirror, if she was still that young girl, she might smile proudly!Smile proudly!Very happy smile!But looking at his aging face in the mirror, thinking about how honest he was when he was the purest and most beautiful, it was like giving him a gardenia so white that it overflowed with the fragrance of flowers, and his helplessness was just Destroy her passionate love.After saying goodbye to him, she had to exile herself by the side of different lovers and place her love on different men.This time, she finally understands that if she wants not to be hurt by others, she should not let her love depend on others. She can say goodbye to those lovers ruthlessly, which is cruel, because she knows that if she doesn't want to be goodbye, she must first learn how to say goodbye Others, if you don't want to get hurt because of reluctant to leave, don't show favor to anyone. Her love can still be carried by a new lover after leaving them alone.

All because her love is not exhausted!Hate it!I hate that these beautiful loves can't be given to the person I want to give the most when they are in full bloom!But thousands of times of indulgence and wandering, no home, no sustenance, just like people who wander around, they will no longer keep their feet for a momentary stay.That year, I couldn’t open up to one person completely, because she had no chance, she never had the chance to give her love, she could only keep giving her love to one lover after another, maybe she gave herself in tears!If a person can find a lover who loves him all his life, what do he need so many lovers?Love in them is divided into incomplete fragments, incomplete and dilapidated, helpless and silent.

If love can only be exchanged for a silent pain, then why did we fall in love in the first place?How much she wanted to give him her most beautiful time, how she wanted to give him her hottest love, and burn her whole life for him!It turned out that he couldn't fulfill the beauty of her love after all. The pure white petals of a pure girl eventually withered without blood color and feeling.

At the beginning, leaving someone alone was like a death, the heart died, but the person was still alive, it was the most painful torment.

Now watch them come and go with cold eyes, and I will never let go again.

Hanging up the phone, she didn't cry, but slowly recalled her Chinese lover in old language.Except for that time of falling in love, she had never seen him again. It turned out that he came only to become her first love!Duras never uttered his name in her whole life, and people knew every lover around her, those men whom she revealed frankly in front of others.They are the bearers of her love.But maybe there is only one love in her life, the only one, the last one, maybe the truest lover in her life, but people don't know anything about him.If she hadn't said it, and she hadn't slowly recalled and narrated her lover like a girl in half a century, people would have no way of knowing that this legendary woman in love, the person she loved the most in her life, let her speak like a girl and tell him Reclusive and deeply hidden in the bottom of my heart, leaving no trace.I never even knew his name, and only called him "Chinese lover" like her.Maybe she loved this person too deeply and truly, so he could only belong to her, and his name was placed in her heart, and then he died with it on the ground.

In fact, what you know may not be my lover. I have many lovers, but there is only one love, and that is this man, this Chinese man who made me love deeply and hurt me the most.In fact, the love and pain for so many years may be just for one person!It's just that the appearance and the why are blurred, and finally it suddenly dawns on me that I have been wandering all this time because I just love the same person.From that youth to the old me, what was still burning was the same love, that love was so hot that the love that still couldn’t stop without the lover, was still frantically burning without hesitation.

Duras' love is beautiful and his soul is pure.Over the years, she still looks like a child. In her heart, she is still the slim girl in white dress standing on the Mekong River. She is still youthful and fragrant like a hot gardenia. She is as beautiful as she wants.Her love spread to the Mekong River that summer, and the surface of the river seemed to be on fire, and since then it has been burning endlessly like a deep sea of ​​fire.Until now, the Mekong River in summer is still burning, hot, frantic, unstoppable, galloping and roaring!

Many people can achieve the chastity of a person, but they cannot achieve the chastity of love. Love also needs chastity.Even though she has different lovers in her life, she is chaste towards love.For so many years, she has believed in love so passionately, and gave her love unreservedly to her beloved lover.Perhaps these many lovers are actually just one person in her eyes, the one she loves!

Keep love chaste throughout your life, form a grain of crimson cinnabar for it, and then touch it, leaving traces, love and hate, after all, you can't forget it, don't forget it!In fact, time in life is intertwined, our love is spliced ​​together to form all the moments we were together, you never left, many years ago, many years later, all the past was just a dream, until that phone call, we connected our love again , We fell asleep together, had a dream, and then met each other again, only then did we know that we were alive!Our time has never been wasted, and it hasn't been a long time. We just met again in a flash, and said those sweet words to each other again.We have always been together, our hearts have never left.Still in place, just waiting for that physical reunion someday years later, and then we are together.We've been together, all the time we've been together, we've been in love.we love.