Reflection fireworks follow the water flow

Sitting in an empty gymnasium, looking at the neon lights outside the city at night, those cold and beautiful lights, suddenly feel very lonely, climb over the fence, sneak up to the top seat, and look at the numbered positions , I don't know where my position is?Where is mine?There is no one here, only me hiding in the darkness.Want to cry, but no tears, sit down, bend your legs, open a can of beer, just like this, smoking and drinking beer, wanting to be numb, it turns out that some things, some pains need to be numb, be numb Forgotten, otherwise it would be unbearable.I think I'm really a cruel person, to myself and to others.Then I cried, now if I choose to die, I can just jump from here, quietly, life seems meaningless.If death is a punishment for others, then this spiritual punishment is better than physical torture. It is the heaviest punishment in the world. Who can bear it?It is cruel to bind a heart in the chains of guilt.I don't know why, at this moment, I can't think of anyone, and there is only one person in my heart, a person who has passed away long ago but can never be shaken away, and the bottom of my heart is quietly bleeding for her.

I'm such a jerk, a jerk.After drinking a lot of beer, my mind was not clear, wobbly, and I felt uncomfortable.Some people are life's destiny, I know, I miss it, I know.We only met quietly once in life, but it became lonely forever.I don't know why there is no star tonight, which makes me very confused. Facing such a big world, there is nothing for me to commemorate.Losing a person is like destroying the whole world, and everything in my heart disintegrates into broken rocks and broken walls.How much I want to be with you so warmly, it turns out that everything is just a mistake, isn't it?After all, it was wrong, how deep the love was, how deep the pain was, this kind of inner torture was really unbearable.A love, pouring everything, exhausting all my life, I know, I will never love again.

Many things have already been written by fate, just like I knew that you would be the person I love the most in this life. It was you who made me understand the love in the world, but I also feel so painful that I cannot extricate myself from sinking into pain.I know that if I tear my heart apart, I have died once, countless times of life and death, let me extinguish the desire for love, no longer have desires for anything, have extravagant hopes, you are not mine after all, I just borrowed It’s all about your love, you don’t belong to me after all, I can’t blame you, who told me it’s love, if it’s love, I should turn around and leave, right?It turns out that everything has been written. In fact, I already know the beginning and the ending, but I still love like this.Because I know that you are the love of my life. If I don't love you, no one in the world will make me fall in love. Even if everything is perfect, it turns out that this is really love!

What is love?So far, it has made my heart ache. Maybe I will suffer only if I make a mistake, just like the temptation of brilliance and beauty. Unfortunately, this does not belong to me. I snooped on God’s gift, so I have to exchange it with my soul. Yes, willing to live and die for you.If it's love, you know it. If you love you but want to leave you, if it's love, you can only do this.I have always been a person who will not love very well, hurt others, punish myself, bloody, so cruel.

I really want to be just like in my dream, to be with you simply. After I wake up from the dream, I realize that you don't belong to me, and everything is just my dream.You are the biggest debt in my life, I owe it, and I will pay it off in this life, because I peeked at your love, and I regard all this as love, so I am so painful and uncomfortable, I know, the ending is me all know.To love someone too much to be able to live with her is torture.From now on, life will always be flawed and perfect, but there is no love, because some things seem to be casual, but they are the only one in life. I gave you the only love, what else can I give to others in the future?Maybe I don't need anyone's company, I'm not afraid of being alone, all I want is you, in fact, I knew early on that you would be the only love in my life, that's why I love you so much.Some things have actually been foreshadowed a long time ago, we just fall in love like this in the dark!Please forgive me, I took this as love, so I borrowed the love of your life to warm my heart.Give you my love, my life, if possible, I am willing to exchange with you.Just because it's love.

Only after loving can you know what pain is. Love is greed, pain is persistence, life is illusory and ethereal, good things will always change, but the love in my heart will not change even if it changes in thousands of ways.I love you deeply, the love of my life, the only one that is rare.From now on it is the boundless sea!

Once the sea is difficult to become water, removing Wushan is not a cloud.

It turns out that life is nothing more than this, and so is love.

Looking at this barren world, I know that there is someone in my heart, so I will take you to the end of the world and never look back.If it is love, I am not afraid of losing or getting old.As long as you love in your heart, you can leave with no regrets to anyone.If it is true love, I believe that no matter how the world changes and how time changes, I will still love you from the bottom of my heart, even if we never see each other again, even if a farewell is eternal hell, I will still love you on the other side of the city of Naihe.

I am not afraid, so I love sincerely and walk freely.As long as it's love, I'm not afraid of losing you, I'm not afraid of watching the years grow old Life, the traces of time erode my body, be a lonely wandering soul, let love erode my soul.If you are the love of my life, I am not afraid.

Time is on the left, love is on the right, and never see each other from now on.

You are not only my love, but also the whole of my life. My life is old because of you, and love is dead because of you.Even if it's just a glimpse, I will bring this borrowed love to comfort my life. This is enough. The love you give is enough for me to be lonely and wandering around the world from now on.

Goodbye!All the past and past, I remember you, engrave you in my bones, and then let me forget you, and never think of you again.

I have nothing to fear because I love you!