Reflection fireworks follow the water flow

A lot of times I don't know what I'm talking about, I feel really lonely, I miss the people I miss, I'm surrounded by a lot of people, but I always feel like I'm alone in this busy world , don't know what to do?

Many times when I stand here, I am cold and stern. I know that the things I care about are not here, and the people I miss are not here. They are far away from me.

Many times, I feel that I am alone in a crowded place. When facing things, I think more and more about the people I miss. I ask, when can I go home?When can I see you?Not sure what I'm doing here?Useless posturing, in fact, I don't care about everything here, and I don't care what others say, I just miss the people I miss too much, I don't know that the world is so big, when can we be together?In fact, all pain is not pain. What can make people suffer and suffer is actually the real hidden dangers in the heart. Those things that can make people feel sad are actually just thinking about you. When I am alone and suffer I miss you when I am wronged, and I miss you when I can’t sleep in the middle of the night. I really miss you. It turns out that all the grievances are because of missing you. Even if the whole world collapses or I die, it doesn’t matter. Things, what I care about will always leave me, there is only one thing I care about, and everything else seems ridiculous.When I don't care about everything around me, I find that everything has nothing to do with me, and I don't care.

I don't know when I can go home?Going home is really a distant luxury. When I encounter difficulties, I see more loneliness. I know that I am alone. This is very good, and I miss you even more. I miss you Said to me, okay, let's go home.That's fine.Do you agree?

I don't want to stay in a different place alone, I don't want to wander alone, in fact, I miss you, I feel a dull pain, I dare not think about it anymore, I know, if I do this, I will cry cowardly, crying is not me, I should be strong at this moment, I should be strong .You will take good care of me, and I will follow you, even if the road ahead is bleak, even if it is a road of no return or wrong, in those dusks crossing to the other side, I sit alone in a chair facing the sunset On the bed, sitting cross-legged quietly, thinking about nothing, what should I care about?I don't care about everything, I can sit quietly alone, watching anyone has nothing to do with me, their emotions can't affect me, I don't care about it, it has nothing to do with anyone, what else can What bothers me?Despite their endless noise, my heart is as calm as water, so I don't want to get angry for anyone, I don't care about those insignificant people, I don't care about what I do, at worst I exile myself to the end of the world, at worst I Turn away from everything to find your own home.

What is the way home?What is a real friend?I don't need anyone's understanding, and I don't want to explain too much. I do my own way, right or wrong, what does it matter?At worst, I will leave, as long as I think of you in my heart, I will take you away, where I will go to the end of the world, I will not remember anything for any place or anyone, look at this gray and lonely world, it is so ridiculous, Laughing at the stupidity of these ignorant people, watching the season when the white flowers fall, I know, I don't care about everything, whether it comes or goes, I walk alone, no one can care about it.Whether I am wrong or right, I am my own master. Even if I lose my life, I don't want my soul to be exiled in a lonely and cold city.Missing you is like a night in the stars. I know that I feel so strong and proud when I am with you. I am different from anyone else and can live a good life.

It rained yesterday, but it will also be sunny today, and it will rain someday even if it is sunny today, there is a mix of good and bad, we have to go down peacefully.The thorns are densely covered, so what is the pain of piercing the first person's feet?Sad what?None of that matters to me.I don't care about it!

Since I was a child, I have understood that when the flowers bloom, I know that a person needs to live on his own, and I know that it is useless to try to grab a straw that is on the shore, because the patron saint in my heart is always elsewhere , don't get angry, don't complain, he is also in a dilemma, he is also in a dilemma!

I think, I want to cry when I think about you, you are in my heart, I always feel warm, like two people are no longer alone, I know there is you in my world, you will protect me, guard me, no matter where I go Death will never leave, even if it is just the extravagant hope and fantasy in my heart, but you are the strongest support behind me, I can rely on when I am tired, and cry if I want to cry.You can lean on when you die, and die peacefully in your arms.If I am not even afraid of death, what else in this world is worthy of my fear?I don’t care about anything, I’m not afraid of anything, I’ll follow you all the way, as long as I’m with you, I can be strong and not afraid of anything!

Laugh, let others laugh, it doesn't matter what the future holds.Everything is my fault, even if everything is wrong in the world, the reason is my fault, there is nowhere to tell, do you care?I don't care!

Disruption is disintegration, chaos is panic.Don't be afraid!

If tomorrow is death, I will also go forward with a happy smile. What is there to be afraid of?You will know, you will understand me, why do you care about the whole world?Hiding you deep in my heart, we are wandering together, one person's soul carries two people's wandering, exile, I miss you only for this life.