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I don't know what I am obsessed with and pursuing?But I am obsessed with the smell of tobacco on your fingers, the faint smell on your lips, and the black mole on your neck, like a drop of black tears, it always makes people obsessed.I like to put my arms around your neck, kiss that black mole slowly, climb up the corner of your soft mouth and kiss your lips, like to peek at the smell of cigarettes left on the corner of your mouth, the green bitterness, the faint fragrance , These are all confusing my mind, so I have to fall for you, fall into the bottomless abyss, beyond redemption.No one can walk in the heart that was closed for you, and I can no longer find the password to open it. Since then, I have not lived like myself.

I miss you, miss your taste, want to say all the stupid words and murmurs that I miss you, but I know that my heart is slowly cooling down, and my love for you is gradually freezing, freezing to the point where I can no longer hurt me, So I stopped talking.The sentences of loving you are getting less and less, and I have become a person who can live without love. Such an adult, such a self scares me!I know it's time for my heart to grow up, but it scares me, I know it's still growing up, changing without knowing it, becoming someone like you.Sensible and mature, so I lost what I liked!I like to be infatuated with someone, like to say love in a fake way, like to cry and cry without letting you know, and like the feeling of liking secretly.Now those immature and irrational things have left me, my heart has grown up, it has become extremely strong, no one can walk in, and it can't hurt it anymore!It's not that I don't want to love anymore, it's just that I told you that I don't lack love and don't need it. I just need to say love to you I love, love you, only you!

I don't think even you can understand what kind of strange idea I am, but I know what kind of person I am. I just want to love once in my life. This is love, not the beginning of love, not practice, not love. Greed and tenderness are just to love once with the mission of a lifetime.In your life, in the days to come, you may be able to continue the love you long for, but I can't, or I don't need it, because I have already had love, it counts, it is the love in my life , rather than a cutscene that can be erased and brought up next time.

When the lights are off, I am so happy because I want to be who I like.I want to realize the idea I like in my heart. If there are too many ups and downs in this life, the warmth and coldness of love and hate, then I hope to betray the reality once and be a person who only loves you. Why bother chasing love repeatedly? ? !This can only become a starving game!

You taught me too much, what should I do next time I say love to someone?How to deal with emotions rationally?This may be too contrived, but it is in line with the love game in the adult world, chasing and chasing, no one admits that they only need happiness and not love.How ridiculous, how sad, looking for happiness, is everyone so spiritually empty?Do you really need to find that belonging in the spiritual world?I believe it is very difficult to find, at least I once had it, and I will never have it again in the future.

Hate me!Hate me for speaking so sharply, you said women shouldn't be too smart, but everyone knows what that is?what does it look likeIt's just that we have more illusions of love and more confusion of feelings, so we are more exposed to each other, and we can get closer to each other.I also hate myself for being sober, and I also hate myself for why I always understand many things prematurely.Why did you learn to protect yourself so quickly?Why is love not needed so soon?

You do not lack love, but I have become a person who does not need love.Two people, two sad people, fell in love so sincerely once, you ask me, do you believe in love?I tell you that I never believe in love, but I believe in front of you, and I firmly believe in it!There is only one reason - for you, I do!

When you are willing to believe in love, it is true. I have never doubted that this is love!

I really miss the days when we were together, those fragments flashed through my head like the flickering time, so many pictures, so many happy and sweet days.I miss and miss it.I love you, I know I can love without you, love is not lacking, there is no limit.I think this is the real way to love someone, even if the person is not around, you can miss, love, and love even if you can't get it.

In such an age, love is more needed!Because it always seems so hopeless and unattainable, many people tend to lose their feelings when they are separated by two places, and then forget each other and look for a new destination.Many people agreed to be together, and after breaking up, they also have to hold other people's hands, many, many... But these are love, many helpless, many unpredictable.I'm just thinking that if one day I love someone else, I don't know how sad and sad the person I once fell in love with will be?If I didn't say it on the surface, my heart would still be so painful that it would flow like a river!

Alas, I can't tell, and I don't want to say it again in the future. If love is an endless emotional exile, then there is no need to say it anymore!It shouldn't be like this, maybe it shouldn't be like this.Who are you waiting for?What are you waiting for?Life is limited, what else can we wait for with this incomplete life?I'm so tired, dear, I always feel tired walking alone, I want to sleep, please forgive me!

There are a lot of words in my heart, and I understand a lot of things, but I am good or bad, I only say what I want to say, and I pretend I don’t know what I don’t want to say.Hehe, what a bad person!

Will you miss me every day?As you said to me at the beginning, you will miss me every day. Even if you can’t, I won’t blame you, because love is not possession. Just because I love you like this doesn’t mean you have to love me like this. Seriousness does not mean that you have to be serious to me. Love is definitely not a theory of relativity. No matter how people argue, it always presents a slanted situation so awkwardly in front of your eyes.These are the sources of our pain, and we are suffering because of these. Love is always the apotheosis of our worship and admiration, just like two spectators watching together hand in hand, and the result cannot be cared about.

When I am no longer important to you, you will also feel that you no longer love me, and then will there be new people by your side to accompany you?I want to know but don't want to see.Love cannot be possessed, let love be free, perfect you, perfect yourself.I love you, it's actually like this, is it the same as you think?It turns out that the result is also what you want, but I didn't want to give it to you at the beginning!Because I can't let go in love, obsessed with you, crazy, sinful.Now I can give you the result you want, but I don't want to fall in love with you.

This is my love, the only love in my life.

Not sorry, not sad.

I know you have to go, with the love you gave me, come like the wind, go like the wind, even if we hug each other and sleep at night, talking to each other.

No regrets, no fear.

Because everything is just a dream, come and go like the wind.

People are on the way, traveling through time and space, and all the haste must remain in the dream.