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Tonight, I want to cry alone...

Are you ok?Yes, it's okay!It's just a damp feeling in the bottom of my heart. I want to hurt, but I don't know where the pain is?Want to cry, but don't know why?Are people always like this?I don't know the so-called doing something, keep repeating, then wipe, and then do it again.Tortured by such an exhausted self, life is a game where you talk to yourself, a battle where you defeat yourself, no matter who wins or loses, both sides will suffer, so lonely and depressed.

It's not that I don't want to be with others, it's just that the more crowded and noisy I feel, the more lonely and calm I feel, and I feel that I'm always so untimely and isolated.I know that my heart is always blank and calm. I don’t know what I want in my heart. Anyway, it’s not the hustle and bustle at this moment. I just want to be alone, look at the street lights on the way back, and start talking alone.

There are a lot of misses, and later I understand that no matter how much I miss it, it is still just endless lovesickness and melancholy, which has nothing to do with the result, cannot describe clear lines, traces that cannot be touched, it is better to forget it and put it in my heart safely Miss no more.My heart seems to be covered with thick calluses, and I am calm about everything.Life is always passing by in a hurry. Missing something that should not be missed is a kind of self-torture!But when I can no longer bring up that missing heart, I feel so lost and at a loss!

Oh—my heart!It hurt a little, but I didn't dare to vent my emotions too presumptuously.I am so afraid to see and understand some so-called facts and truths.I would rather live deceiving myself and others, and feel much gentler. Maybe life can be cruel and real, but the things in my heart can be as illusory as false, so be as false as possible!As long as it doesn't hurt the soul, I think it doesn't matter if it's true or false.

If life is a very long track, then how I look forward to someone being able to share this life together!Abandon all prosperity and vanity, give sincerely, care for each other, when two hearts are closest to each other, they are invincible, and nothing can hurt each other.When two hearts guess each other and cannot stick to the same direction, you and I are just two strangers, and there is as much pale pain as there is love!Even if you love, you can't tell an irrelevant stranger.

We love each other, but we don't love each other now, so we swallowed our love and couldn't bring it up again.

One day I see you walking by, even if my heart is full of love for you, I dare not mention it anymore!You are also a stranger, you are far away from me, don't you want to know the distance?Wish I had never met it before?If this is perhaps sad, it will pierce my heart, even if it is love, I will be wronged and cowardly... I can't, I dare not say it again!Even if I say I love you sincerely, it is still an annoying word!

Thinking about someone who shouldn't think about it anymore, although it hurts a little, but it is closer to my heart, I know this is what I sincerely want!Even if you don't say it again, it won't change what you want in your heart.But what is the use of this?Even the pain of love can sting my real self into embarrassment. I haven't felt this feeling for a long time!But I know that everything has not been lost, and everything has been sealed up by the memory. I just don’t open the door, and I may never know it in this life. Loving someone!Whenever I think of it, it is also happy and sweet. Although I know that everything is empty, I feel very satisfied. Even if my heart hurts to the point of tears, my whispering is still endless.Oh—it's a curse of love, and it doesn't work on anyone but this maddening curse.

Look, how calm I am now, see how I can live so peacefully, and not be so crazy when facing love, how normal, how peaceful, when I don’t think about it, love is so far away from me , it can't hurt me at all!But I know, I don't have that so-called emotional love anymore!A mantra, a kind of mercy, saves me from running around in the sea of ​​love all my life. Although I still cry when I think of that beautiful love, I know it is like this. Everything is like a cup of bitter wine. When I can bear it, I will take it out and bear it , If you can't bear it, don't touch it.I know that I will drink it up in this life, no matter what it tastes like, even if I am alone, I will drink it lively and happily!Let's do it for you, let's enjoy love together.

Losing you, I am the only one who is alone, and a person is lonely and lonely for a lifetime, you know?It really makes me feel ashamed to ask this. Is it a defeat of the battle to say this to someone who is not a lover?In any case, I'm not a good soldier, and I don't intend to be a good soldier. I am willing to surrender, willing to lose my dignity, willing to be so cowardly, so pathetic.However, this will not be the case with the second person.

What is love after all?How many times I dare not mention it again, but I will still touch it in my heart. Even if it is crying, it is sober and comfortable. I am willing to cry like this once, crying alone, laughing alone, and living alone. I don’t think there is anything wrong with it. I don't think there is any pain in this, and I don't think how bad you are to me.Without you, the world will turn around, and I will still be alive without you, without you, just without you, without a person, without a person to accompany, there is no big deal and unhappy.

Don't say I miss you anymore, I know that doesn't mean anything.Don't say I love you anymore, I think that will be your joke.You are a stranger, do you care about me?How am I right now?Is it important to you?I can't ask any more questions about you. I know we are two irrelevant people. I am neither yours nor you are mine. I can't let you answer any more.

Heartache, many people are also heartbroken, I know, it will pass, it will be forgotten.But living alone is so painful!You are still heartbroken without the one you love.Find someone instead!Someone will replace all emotional needs in the future!How boring should life be?Your world, my world, so far away.One heaven, one hell.One Mars, one Venus, so far away!

There are things I want to say to you, to you alone.Now that I know that I won’t say it anymore, and it’s impossible to say it again, when will you leave me?When will I start spinning around by myself?I still don't want to come out!In fact, it’s not that I can’t see it, and there is nothing that I can’t see. It’s just that the game world is the same. There is no need to chase the same thing over and over again. I know what I want in my heart. I have done it, and no matter what the result is, it has been fulfilled There is no need to worry about myself, even if I have regrets in my heart, I now know that I can't regret it.

Forget it, forget it, it's actually very easy.As long as I am tired, I will be obedient. If I look back one day, I may still be obsessed with something, but I know that people will be tired and will be obedient.

Regarding the small wounds and pains in my heart, I am just alone—weep quietly.