Reflection fireworks follow the water flow

We are always looking for a future that we need, looking for the world in the dream, looking for the person who can lead us to grow old.Like a goose flying over the forest, unable to find a place to rest, it can only be stabbed by the treetops again and again, and then continue to fly wearily.Sometimes it is like a person walking alone in the desert, longing to see an ocean!But what is in front of us is often just a mirage, and beauty can only survive in our hearts and dreams forever.In our dreams, we can turn our hands into clouds and our hands into rain, and all the endings can be predicted according to our own ideas. The characters and roles can be played alternately. Another person, the plot will start to be chaotic, the footsteps will be disordered, and there will be fear and fear. I don't know where they will be stirred by the wheel of fate?The body is powerless and reverses with time and space, just climbed out of a whirlpool and will be ruthlessly trapped. Sometimes I really feel so powerless and tired, but who can I tell?After telling the story, I still have to walk the road by myself, no one can replace me, so it is better to go on the road in silence, and bear all the love and hatred alone.

Sometimes I really long to meet a person who can walk with me on the train of life, and go to eternity beyond the horizon with him.I want to lean on his shoulder to sleep for a while when I need it, and I want to hug him tightly when I am hurt, but many times it makes people feel so strange, and I still can’t regard him as my own in my heart. Maybe he will always be just a passerby whom he loves deeply, and he has never regarded him as his own, he is just his own self, someone else's him.

I still go back to the past, is there any difference from before?Maybe more like myself than ever before!My heart becomes heavier, I no longer hope, no longer impatient, no longer imagine the future of any two people, I know that all I can decide is my own journey, I cannot decide the journey of others, he will only go My own way, and I will only go on the road alone. Maybe all kinds of accidents are just happy episodes. I have been pleasantly surprised, frightened, and disappointed.

Fortunately, everything is fine.I will always say this to my friends, and those who have walked have drifted to the end of the world. I deviate from the direction alone, inserting the rose of love, retrograde the road of dreams, the road is bumpy, and I am constantly sharpening myself heart until someday it will be a scar, a stone wrapped in a wound, no more hurt, no more crying, no more restless alone!I used to be able to be so strong, and all these things are just a habit in my life... Once I get used to it, I will no longer suffer, no longer struggle, and learn to face reality calmly and obediently. You can also smile knowingly, and there is no longer a trace of tingling in your heart!

I am glad that I met, I am glad that I have been in pain, maybe there is only such a rebellion in this life, such a love, passing by love, stop to see, and then go on the road.When you encounter a dream, stop and look at it, and then go on the road to continue searching.When I have never regretted the mistakes I made, this mistake is no longer a mistake, but a kind of happy harvest, I can cherish it, and I will not laugh and be happy again!

I don’t know how many unforgettable nights that I couldn’t fall asleep. My thoughts were like meteors in the sky, frantically passing through the night, falling, violent ups and downs, and heavy collisions. Such a painful feeling is like a person falling from a skyscraper. The illusion of falling from the building, fast and violent towards the black hole of death, but I am not afraid, but my heart is peaceful and peaceful. Closing my eyes is the end of all troubles. I can forget all people and all love as soon as I jump. all the pain.

I still remember the days when I sat alone in front of the window and looked at the moonlight on the ground until dawn, the feeling that the soul was separated from the body, the days when I was talking to myself, I kept asking myself, I kept answering, it was so confusing Feeling, the loneliness that I have never felt at night, I can only be alone in a daze, expressing the pain and missing in my heart with words.Unable to make a call to the person I miss the most, but dialing a stranger's number, I was at a loss and confused and told her all kinds of inner pain, and my heart that couldn't calm down, hurt again and again, until the other party kept calling Tell me her story, her loneliness, her unhappiness, we cry and giggle together, like a pair of lost fools, reflecting their own appearance in front of an empty mirror, pause, like fingers touching Ripples spread around until the figure becomes blurred, and I no longer remember who I am, and maybe I no longer suffer from the past and future, and I am just another person.

I am eager to know what I will see behind turning around. Is it my lost paradise?Or the dream home?Will someone come to meet me?Will the one I love stay there for me?I can live my whole life foolishly, I don’t complain anymore, I should be such a happy person, maybe everything just needs time to be enriched, I will plant flowers and plants in this deserted future, and then Waiting for it to open its fragrant flowers and be brilliantly lit by the sun!

Dreams are just a need, and love is just a need. Once we no longer need these things, we can learn to numb and forget, and then let go to be relieved.

Behind the gorgeous turn around, I look forward to getting all the happiness, even if I can't get it, I firmly believe that I will be happy!