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Looking for something to crave?In the face of this ordinary and boring life, many times I can’t achieve what I want. For example, if I want to live such an ordinary life for a lifetime, I face the same group of people every day, repeat the same things, try to go to certain places, and dream in my heart. A place of pilgrimage to escape from the world.

Is there any relief when you get there?Many people, we need to live with them like this all the time, although we don't like it, because our life needs them to decorate, we can't be like lovers who have no interest relationship, we can be together because of love, or because of no love And leave.If there is some kind of interest relationship in life, then whether we like it or not, we have to spend it with them, because our life needs to be modified by the crowd, and you may not be able to get what you like, and you may not be able to be together.Or it is shameful to be alone, at least in the eyes of a group of people, being alone means loneliness.

Finding a resting place is not difficult, but the difficulty is that you can’t get rid of all the concerns around you and leave, some are what you care about, some are what they care about you, it is still difficult to come and go like a lonely person Freedom, only the heart is something that can be a little bit free, but it feels like suffocation because of the restraint of the body.

If I go to the place I like, will it, will it have a beginning and an end like liking someone?I think it is easy for a person to be infatuated with a beautiful place, but if he wants to live in the same place for years to come, will it become boring for ten years, twenty years, or even a lifetime?Will the beautiful place I once longed for become the next hell I want to abandon?If you were given a choice, would you tear the place you think is the most beautiful in your life like peeling off wrapping paper?

Familiar with every street, every person, every ornament, every shop, every building, will you also start to be afraid of this kind of life that you can know what it is when you close your eyes?Just like loving someone, if you get along for too long, your sense of smell will become numb, and your thinking will become dull. Looking at her, if there is still a little warmth out of family affection, but you can no longer find the taste of the original love.Love is a hazy thing, maybe you have to keep some eternal haze before you can continue to indulge, see clearly and understand thoroughly, will your heart be getting tired?I really want to love you, but I don't have the feeling of love. It's like looking at an old thing that I see every day, hoping to see something new.But if you keep lingering on new things, maybe after a lot of experience, you will find that they are all the same and boring.

Fear of this kind of world-weary heart, unable to devote oneself to things that one can see clearly, why do people live?I used to be for my parents, for myself, for love, for my career, and then there is nothing to live for. Any temptation of fame and fortune can’t lift my spirits. Maybe it’s because I see it too thoroughly, so I can’t do anything. To be able to cover up a lot of things that I understand, to hide them as vague and unknown, and then continue to live with longing for something like this, maybe it's just for the sake of living itself.Recently, I always feel that life is so boring.Think about a person who is constantly running around in the same career, repeatedly, and ups and downs are climbing the same peak. The years of life are too long, too long...

Stars are the luckiest, because they can play different characters at different times, the theater creates a world for him, the opponent lets him enter the play, and then he can get money and an intoxicating aura.These are the feelings of seeing stars outside of the stars themselves. If they look at themselves, then maybe what they like is not to constantly play other people, or they simply hate these games of playing other people, and feel like children are playing. A childish game, lying to myself, but having to continue like this for something.If one day, they see too clearly, feel inexplicably empty about such a glorious life, and feel bored with this repeated game, then no amount of money, no matter how supreme worship is of no help, he If your heart can't reach the state you want, then in the end you have to die, and it's unknown if you take a leap like Leslie Cheung.

The body is always tightly bound by this reality, or it is not the virtual "reality" that binds oneself, but itself.So I began to pray for the guidance of some gods, or I could go to a certain temple to clean up and cut off all the mundane world... But in the end, I will find that the things you worship and fantasize are just a kind of self-transcendence in the soul .If you can detach yourself, you can find peace anywhere. If you can't, then look, nowhere is the place you are looking for.The Buddha source of those lives is a hidden legend, and it is impossible for us to open it and read it all in our lifetime. It is just like asking a person to read every piece of history for more than 1000 years. This is not proportional.The heart is far away, but life is a limited oil lamp.

I don't think I will easily open those beautifully packaged gifts to show the original appearance of the gift. I am willing to imagine through this layer of paper, what it looks like, and how it suits my heart.What you expect it to be, it will be what it is, and it will be the most beautiful if you keep it in your heart!

Many real and ordinary things cannot completely warm our hearts. Although they can give us peace of mind, life will be very boring without illusions.Wake up one day and see a familiar room with the same furnishings. If you can’t imagine how bright the sun is, it dances quietly on the table while you are sleeping. The air is as fresh as the smell of a vineyard. Today is a rainbow of seven colors. It's as sweet as a lollipop, so you can't be willing and happy the moment you open your eyes.At least you won't get out of bed happily because of some kind of spiritual impulse, you'll just fall back on the bed very tired, and you won't get up even if you die.I would think, I don’t care about life anymore, I don’t know what to do when I get up today?What can I do?Not to mention what can you do in this life?You might as well die in bed!Out of a hundred people, 99 people will deny such an idea, even if they say that people should live actively, have ideals and fighting spirit, but 99 people out of a hundred people will live in such a boring way.

Facing myself in the mirror every day, in fact, I can’t see clearly what I look like at all. I just look at it ritually, and never take a good look at myself, just like I can’t look at a piece of furniture that I can see every day. Same.Or this is very sad, but it will be poor in life like this.

Ten years ago, what we wanted to be like, what we longed for, time is still rushing, and we dare not look back, sometimes the self many years ago, and the self many years later are still the same, the same inner depression and helplessness, why How about this?Why is this so?It's just a decadent person, just doing sinking things, it has nothing to do with anyone, that's all.