Reflection fireworks follow the water flow

Some things can't be solved by waiting.

Some dreams don't just come by waiting.

Some lovers are not recovered by waiting.

Some things are missed.Youth is like this, love and dreams are like this, no matter you spend ten years or 20 years.Time is like a wild horse that cannot be tamed, constantly galloping in the wilderness of light and shadow, in short, no matter how careful you are, you will grow old in the waves of time.And we spent our whole life saying that what we waited for still failed to get what we wanted, so we began to gradually forget and wander, becoming homeless wanderers.Whether it is depressed or positive, you will always forget everything you started. If you can do it all over again, you can start your life again, starting from a toddler, from a young and ignorant child, from the first love you missed Start, from the first job that made you burnt out, from a long, long time ago...meet yourself, then forget yourself, and become another self.

I am less and less afraid to look back at time and find that it is the thing that scares the world the most. What can fill this fear?Is it to love someone and choose a city to depend on forever?Or the glory of success and fame?Or is it the realization of the ultimate dream?What on earth do people do to contend with this unrelenting time?Sometimes I feel that time is useless at all. It can’t help you achieve your dreams, it can’t help you choose a love to die, and it can’t help you achieve success. On the contrary, it will help you destroy all good things and make everything impossible to last. Do you think What you remember just won't let you succeed, what you want to have for a long time just can't wait to take it away, what you want to keep and wait for just won't let you get what you want.In the end, you are not growing old with the flow, but worn out by the erosion of time, and finally worn out into a piece of white paper, thin, and more and more transparent.

It turns out that there is no pain that cannot be overcome. At least time will make you forget the previous pain and face the next pain. In this way, you will meet beauty, incompleteness, sorrow and joy, meet yourself and lose yourself, and finally go to find it again. Own……

Let the time turn back, all that happened in life is like a gorgeous stage play, the lights and music are lingering, the time is chaotic, the characters on the stage are each beautiful, each has their own thoughts, they look forward to meeting but dare not approach each other, So looking forward to everything, passing by with all the sadness.The music is all lingering and graceful sorrows, and the subtitles are a wordless elegy.If you want to tell your story here, but the only audience in the audience is yourself who has become another person.Who can cherish the most in your life?Even your descendants may not be able to let this time cycle several times, chewing your life over and over again.This life is hidden in your heart, and you are the only one who can never tire of seeing it, just like an old photo of yourself. Only once, only I will be so merciful to my life.Like yourself, hate yourself, forgive yourself, comfort yourself, numb yourself, take care of yourself.

Listening to an old song seems to be a bit isolated in this incompatible generation. Even if it is heard by others, I am afraid of being called old. It turns out that I have gradually grown old. I don’t like listening to new songs. Resonant music, I don’t like to watch new movies, I feel that the world is getting more and more drifting away, this world seems to be peeling off from my scalp and body little by little, but my soul still misses those old hair In the yellow days, you will want to sink, even if you fall into the decadence.You will be suddenly moved by an old song, you will be moved by the old background era of an old movie, and you will be out of your body the moment you stare at an old photo.Human beings have progressed, but the soul is going back and forth, settling down, and suddenly finds that he stops everything in his hands on a quiet day and seems to be unable to find himself.

Drinking a cup of coffee suddenly has a familiar taste, and the climate outside the window seems to have a certain familiar feeling, so I suddenly think of something or someone in the past year, so I start to nostalgia, the spoon in my hand is constantly stirring the cup of coffee until it becomes cold and bitter.

Smoking a cigarette, calculating your age, and suddenly realizing that you have passed through so many years, has everything changed?Nothing has changed?The clothes I wore seven years ago are still there, and I feel so childish when I wear them now, why would I want to buy such childish clothes?It's pressed at the bottom of the box, just like an old photo, which I occasionally turn out to look at, and then put it back again.All the memories of the past have piled up the present self, but the future is so thin, far less thick than the memories of the past, because you don't know when your future will end?But you always remember when your past started.

After all, I am old too, and my heart is even older.I like some old objects, even things beyond my own age.I suddenly discovered that maybe human beings will be the same when they reach a certain age, and they also don’t like to accept new things, and even the songs they listen to are old and old.Playing old movies seven or eight times will not make you feel bored, because there is resonance, a certain scene, a certain picture will touch your inner feelings.No wonder people always say that the most delicious food in the world is the dishes made by mothers. It turns out that the focus is not on how the dishes taste?It's the taste at that time, the meticulous reappearance, which allows your taste buds to find the original taste, thereby opening the door to time, and finding the self at the beginning of the memory, those young, youthful, romantic and innocent years.

As we get older, the burdens on our shoulders gradually become heavier.It's not enough to live on one's last breath, you have to continue to pay for the one you love, and it's not enough to squeeze out the last drop of blood on your body, what can you do for them?What can you do for them to make yourself feel better?Looking at my parents who are getting old day by day, I can’t wait to part with the flesh of my body to restore their youth. Looking at the photos of them when they were young, I found that all their oldness and ugliness were destroyed by themselves. Let them grow old and ugly.When you are old, you are exhausted, and various situations begin to appear. The inside is rotten and the outside is rotten, like a crumbling dangerous building. You desperately want to cut something from your body to fill it, but you can’t, even if you stretch out your arms to support it. , Maybe this building will still fall in your arms one day.Our youth can't support their aging, and the strength of our next generation can't support our falling one after another. I think people's life is really short.I always felt that ten years is so long, but after walking all the way, I realized that ten years is just a blink of an eye. When you are not close to aging and death in your life, you will not feel that time is so short and ruthless Yes, when you find out, there is probably nothing you can do.

Take advantage of your youth to love and hate, to succeed and to fail, to squander everything, to do your best, maybe in ten or twenty years you won't feel so much regret.But I think people are such a greedy species, even if they race against time to do everything, in the end they will blame themselves for not wasting time to enjoy life.Those who waste time to enjoy themselves will complain that they have achieved nothing in the end, and that they have not raced against time to do a good job in this life.People always feel that time is not enough, and when they feel that time is enough, they often cannot do what they want to do.Life is so long, there are always so many regrets and things that cannot be done.If life is not so long, but you can do everything you want in your life, maybe you won't be so painful when you leave.

We always complain that time flies so fast, but our life seems so long compared to a firefly in summer.Sometimes people are like fireflies, trying their best to light up their own night sky, trying their best to have a romantic date with the night sky on summer nights, make each other lingering, and finally end their lives after the summer is over Well, the ending life itself is not terrible, what is terrible is that when looking back, this life is not as good as I planned.

Just turn back the clock!On that starry summer night, in that place before you missed it, drink a cup of coffee and light a cigarette, and you will meet yourself back in time.