Reflection fireworks follow the water flow

I feel very annoying recently, my brain is in a mess, maybe because of the busy work, my mood is always hindered by some trivial matters, it seems that I have spent a lot of time doing some boring things, and when I calm down, I always feel at a loss Get up.This kind of life, maybe a little busy but also lost myself.Sometimes I don't even know what I can get in exchange for being so busy?Maybe this is not the life I want, I feel that I can't stay in one place for too long, like a fish confused in a pool of stagnant water, it makes people feel suffocated and depressed.I really want to be quiet when the work is over, and take some time to do something I like. It seems that I have long forgotten to look at the moonlight, forget the taste of the countryside, and forget to touch the ancient city wall with my hands. A sense of desolation.

In short, everything was spent in a hurry and too busy, ignoring my inner feelings, ignoring the feelings of friends around me, ignoring the care for family members, and ignoring too many things that were considered important in the past, until now I still can’t understand Why on earth did I become like this?However, most of the time I spend it unknowingly, and I don't even understand what I have done?Just do it.A lot of things that were considered very important at the time were discovered to be nothing later, maybe because I integrated myself too much into my life, and because of this, I began to lose some of the original things. I am so confused that I have no self, and I don't even understand how I feel, but I just keep following the outside world to arrange my life.It seems that the next second of my life is arranged by others, without the feeling of freedom, I am always in the middle of busy things, what can I do in the end?In the end, it is not what you want after all!

For a long time, I wanted to escape from this state of life.It’s just that I feel a little tired in my heart, there are always things I can’t finish, and the things I want to do are always put on the back burner, but I can’t wait for the free time, so I put it off and put it on and finally I don’t want to do it!

In life, things are often divided into two types, one should be done, and the other is what people want to do. In any case, the things that should be done will always be put in front of people, and the things that people want to do will always be put aside, as if they are dispensable decoration.Indeed, doing what you should do can guarantee you a good life, but if you can do what you want to do, it is a kind of enjoyment from the soul, and each has its own beauty.People can't always neglect their spiritual feelings for the sake of physical comfort. After all, the two coexist and need to be taken care of. It's not feeling the beauty of being alive.

I really want to take a vacation for my soul and have a good rest. How great would it be if I could be a free-flying swallow?Being able to fly in the blue sky, do what you want to do, and drink a sip of clear spring water all feel sweet and satisfying.In life, freedom is the most wonderful thing. If you can live with full freedom, you may no longer have regrets in life.How many times, we forget that the inner self in the mind is more real than the reality appearance, and its truth cannot be expressed in words.When we get a stable life in the body, we always feel so lonely in the heart. Maybe we haven't satisfied our inner desire very well.

In fact, it is easy for people to lose themselves in a busy life, but sometimes we still refuse to admit it, and continue to pretend to be busy and superficial, pinning our lives on work or on our emotions for others, it seems that we can find life in this way the value of.I just feel very helpless, maybe I always have to find something to put this life on, like a lamb who has lost his way, so helpless, but he has to spend his life in hesitation.Maybe we can live in this way, maybe how can we make life better, but I feel that there is a gradual tear in my heart, like a crack that cannot heal, and it is thirst and pain after all.What kind of life is the best?Maybe it's best to live according to your own will.

I don't want to pin my life on any place. Everything is just a pattern of life, which can't contain all of us. It's like a small grid that has been divided. Each grid contains every sunshine, whether it is happiness or sadness Those who are disappointed, those who are hopeful, will all fly so happily, and the place of dreams is home.I think I can't just entrust my life on one career, and it's also difficult to entrust my life on others. I expect other people's emotions, but I always understand that each has its own life, and there is nothing to surpass.To be able to meet, to be together, to be able to tell each other, to be able to like each other, perhaps this in itself is the most rare thing.

A lot of time has been stranded on the edge of the sea by us, can we still go back?Go to those lost places, take a look at the long-lost sunshine, and breathe the smooth air.can weCan the future and hope be pinned in the unknown blue sky after forever?What will the future look like forever in the bottom of my heart?What kind of person will you meet to love?Who will be perfected?Many, many unknowns seem to have been known in the next second, so peacefully.If our life were a bay, how many people could we hold?How much hope can be pinned on others?I want to cherish every second of this encounter very well, every touching moment, and hope that everything will be fine, and I hope that I will not be lost by this dazed life.

Sometimes it's a little cold, but it's just as lonely as running water.Life may be like running water, always gone and never looking back.If running water could turn back, what would life be like?Flowing water always flows, coming and going in a hurry, so helpless, only willing to flow and unwilling to stop, it turns out that coming and going is not free!

If you can slow down your pace, and then slow down, and take a good look at the world around you, you will find that there are many things you have never seen clearly, even if you think they are so familiar, they are always so strange.Maybe you will get lost in the past when you are busy, maybe you will learn to forget, maybe too many things will change, maybe you will wake up when you think of something when you are sleeping, maybe there are too many possibilities, which are beyond your control.I can only watch like this, watching everything happening and dissipating like this, and then I can only watch like this.I think there will be some unhappiness in my heart after all, but that's the only way to go after all!I hope everything will be fine, and in every day after hope, live every day I hope.