The film emperor ruled all kinds of dissatisfaction

That is to say, recently Wang Chen was so focused on his going abroad that Qin Yue was negligent for a while, forgetting how sensitive his lover is.Wang Chen's bright eyes made Qin Yue unable to even make up a lie for a while, so he could only take a step back in silence, not looking for any reason to stop Wang Chen.

However, Wang Chen seemed to have noticed a little dimness in Qin Yue's eyes. He stood there without moving.He changed the topic a bit bluntly: "Are you hungry? I'd better have dinner with you first. There is rice in the pot. Let me see if it's still hot...Can I add egg drop soup for you?"

Qin Yue couldn't believe it, and couldn't tell whether it was luck or disappointment, but just looked at Wang Chen.

Wang Chen's peripheral vision drifted over the drawer of the bedside table. It was like a Pandora's box containing countless secrets. Because he didn't know what was inside, he didn't even have the courage to open it.He stretched out his hand to hold Qin Yue. Qin Yue's palm was so warm that he was sweating. Wang Chen couldn't help but guess in his heart, what did Qin Yue hide from him?What makes Qin Yue so nervous?

Qin Yue followed Wang Chen downstairs.Wang Chen looked calm on his face, but he started to think wildly in his heart. There are too many secrets in the magic box. What would Qin Yue dare not tell himself?That must not be a good thing.He tried his best to maintain his expression, not wanting to collapse in front of Qin Yue too soon.And Qin Yue had thousands of thoughts in his heart, struggling whether to tell Wang Chen the truth when he was about to join the group.

- The doctor has confirmed the diagnosis.

Benign meningioma.

One of the two treatment options can be controlled by taking medicine and conservative treatment; the growth of meningioma is very slow, as long as the control is effective, there may be no further attacks for 20 years.However, many patients' meningiomas will eventually compress the nerves, which is almost an unavoidable outcome. Waiting for treatment at that time may have more factors to worry about.Then there is an early operation, the cure rate of the operation is very high, and there is basically no recurrence. However, the operation requires a craniotomy, which must have certain risks.

Sun Chong suggested that he go home and discuss the decision with Wang Chen. Qin Yue put all the plan explanations and diagnosis explanations in the bedside table.

There is also a brand new will that has just been notarized by a lawyer.

Qin Yue always remembered the complaints that Wang Chen blurted out when he lost control of his emotions... In his will, almost all of his property on the surface was written to his younger sister, and Wang Chen was probably dissatisfied with this.

Although the two talked about it afterwards, Qin Yue still remembered Wang Chen's eyes and tone at that time, his loss, and his unbearable sadness, which Qin Yue least wanted to see.

After the medical certificate was issued, Qin Yue took advantage of this time to exchange public shares with his relatives, and realized some property to leave to Wang Chen.Including the properties transferred to him under Wang Chen's name before, they were all transferred again by buying a house or setting up a fund.Including Wang Chen's shareholding in the company, which was also transferred to the name of "Wanchen" through procedures.

If or he finally decides to operate, if there is any accident in the operation.

Qin Yue believes that lawyers can handle everything on his behalf. No matter whether Wang Chen chooses to be a director or an actor in the future, these resources are enough for him to spend his life easily and even realize his dreams.

Qin Yue kept all these documents in the drawer that Wang Chen did not open.

Qin Yue didn't want Wang Chen to see him, because he didn't want his illness to drag Wang Chen from his dream of being an actor again and bind him to his side like the strings that bound a kite.After all, Sun Chong also said that although his illness needs to be treated seriously, there is not much chance of death.

However, Qin Yue couldn't help but wonder, would the current Wang Chen give up his chance for himself?

Between her career dream on the screen and herself, Qin Yue has completely lost her firm confidence.He is contradictory and struggling because he is afraid that Wang Chen will choose himself, but he also hopes that he can choose himself.

a dinner.

Even though Wang Chen tried his best to get rid of distracting thoughts and made careful preparations, Qin Yue still had no taste for it.

The atmosphere at home was a little weird and awkward, Qin Yue went to the study as if evading, not guarding the drawer.And when he finished his work and returned to the bedroom, Wang Chen had already rearranged the room, making it clean and tidy.

Wang Chen was already asleep, with his face pressed against the pillow, as if he had fallen asleep peacefully.

Qin Yue gently opened the drawer, but saw that all the documents inside had not been moved. On the top was the medicine prescribed by the doctor, which was used to temporarily relieve the onset of headaches and inhibit the growth of tumors.The vials lay flat and peaceful in place, untouched by anyone.

Qin Yue breathed a sigh of relief, but also a little disappointed.

But in his heart, this is probably the best ending.Wang Chen doesn't know anything, so he doesn't have to make a choice, and he... doesn't have to be a choice.

December came quietly.

The temperature in Beijing finally dropped below zero, and Wang Chen packed all his luggage for going abroad.

The thick movie script was wrinkled by him, and Gao Siyuan also began to communicate with Wang Chen on a daily basis to communicate with the script, and constantly explained the content that Wang Chen was confused about, and helped him enter the role.

On the weekend of the first week, the main creators of the crew took the same plane to Italy.

Qin Yue sent Wang Chen to the airport, but the crew was there, and it was not convenient for him to show up. The two could only quietly kiss, touch, and say goodbye in the parking lot.

A few days ago, Wang Chen's excitement about his upcoming departure was swept away, and what was replaced was a great reluctance for Qin Yue.

He wrapped his arms around Qin Yue's waist, and the two hugged tightly, neither of them talking.

It will take nearly three months for Wang Chen to film overseas scenes, and it will take more than 80 days for the two to see each other again.

Qin Yue stroked Wang Chen's back repeatedly, trying to soothe his emotions in this way, but Wang Chen still couldn't help the red eyes, but he couldn't help crying, just stared at Qin Yue, and after a few seconds Just lean up and kiss, not lingering, but very intimate.

The things that should be told, I told each other all night last night.

Eat more vegetables and more fruits.

Put on more clothes and do more exercise.

Those detailed, seemingly nagging and trivial exhortations hide all the regrets that the two of them are too embarrassed to say.

At this time, everything that can be said has been exhausted.

All that was left was the lingering lingering, unable to speak, unable to do anything, both of them endured with difficulty.

It wasn't until assistant Xiaodong came to remind him that Wang Chen got out of the car with his backpack on his shoulders.

Qin Yue sat in the back seat without moving, and the two of them glanced at each other through the car door.

"Be careful and report safety when you land." Qin Yue's voice was a little hoarse, but his expression was still calm.

Wang Chen nodded vigorously, did not speak, and stood quietly for a while before closing the car door forcefully.

Neither looked at each other again.

Wang Chen put on his sunglasses and strode out.

Qin Yue leaned against the back of the chair, raised her head, and said to the driver after a few minutes: "Go to the hospital."

Due to financial constraints, Bai Jiarun was unable to travel together, and the crew only paid for assistant Xiaodong's airfare and accommodation expenses.Xiaodong's cabin is not with Wang Chen and the others, but in the economy class with the production assistant, director assistant and others.Xiaodong helped Wang Chen settle the seat and went to the back.

In the business class, there are only directors Gao Siyuan, Luo Shaoxin, production director and Wang Chen.

In order to quickly overcome jet lag and get into work mode, the production director and Gao Dao put on blindfolds and put on noise-canceling headphones as soon as they boarded the plane, ready to go to sleep.Wang Chen sent a text message to Qin Yue to shut down the phone. For a while, he felt a little sad about parting, and couldn't sleep well, staring at the gray weather in Beijing outside the porthole.

Sitting next to him was Luo Shaoxin.Director Luo had already shaken off the small blanket provided by the plane and was about to go to bed, but seeing Wang Chen's wide-eyed eyes and uneasy expression, he approached him and asked, "What's the matter, Xiaochen? Are you feeling unwell?"

Wang Chen turned his head and said, "I'm fine."

Luo Shaoxin's gaze slid past the corner of Wang Chen's mouth, and he quickly raised his head again, and said courteously, "You haven't been abroad before, have you? Your manager is very worried, and he has given a lot of instructions to the producer, just for fear of you The language barrier, what happened...but don’t worry too much, I have studied abroad for three years, and I have visited Italy several times, if you need anything, just call me, don’t be polite.”

Wanchen's record does not have a record of leaving the country, and Wang Chen can't say anything.He could only thank Director Luo for his kindness.

Luo Shaoxin blamed him for being too polite, and said: "The manager said that neither you nor your assistant can speak English. If you ask me, even if you are an artist, you still need to learn a little bit of language. In case you want to go to Hollywood in the future. What? If you want to learn, you can come to me at any time, and I will teach and teach you."

Wang Chen laughed, "Director Luo is too good at joking, let's forget about Hollywood, it's not easy for me to gain a firm foothold in our mainland."

"Don't underestimate yourself so much," Director Luo patted Wang Chen's thigh, "You are so young, you have a bright future, our Chinese film industry is developing so fast, there will only be more and more cooperation with Hollywood, and there will be more opportunities for you actors .”

Wang Chen shook his head, "What kind of opportunities are these opportunities now? The Chinese market is huge, and of course it attracts Hollywood production companies. Even if Chinese actors are invited to participate, it is your commercial value, not your artistic value. Anyway, it is As a cash cow, what can I do for Americans? Why not do it for us Chinese.”

Luo Shaoxin laughed when he heard that, "If your manager wants to hear that you are so unmotivated, he will definitely die of anger."

"I'm the boss, what's wrong with her."

"Yes, yes, I almost forgot, you now have your own studio, and you don't have to look at the company's face to eat. How wonderful, you are free."

Wang Chen always felt that Luo Shaoxin's words seemed to hide some other deep meaning, but he didn't have time to look into it.

The plane quickly slid onto the runway, ready to take off.

He was no longer in the mood to speak, so he also took out the blindfold and made a sleeping posture.Once a person closes his eyes, other senses of the body seem to become sharper.

The tremor of the plane breaking free of gravity and rushing into the sky was particularly obvious, and Wang Chen realized very clearly that he was going to leave temporarily.

Leaving the land of the motherland, leaving his lover.

in the hospital.

When Meng Kaili received a text message from Qin Yue informing him that he and Wang Chen had left home, he had already arrived at their residence and helped Qin Yue pack all the luggage needed for hospitalization.

When Qin Yue was transferred from the airport to the hospital, Meng Kaili had already brought all his belongings and waited in the VIP ward with Sun Chong, finishing all the daily necessities.

Sun Chong sat on the sofa and waited for someone unhappy. As soon as Qin Yue came in, he asked, "Old Qin, what's going on with you? Why haven't you told Wang Chen yet?"

He got the information from Meng Kaili, and Qin Yue actually kept it from his family and the company until now.

The company didn't know that it was justifiable. After all, Qin Yue has now become the largest shareholder holding up to 70% of the shares. Everyone knows that he is gay and has no children. His lover is not the reliable director Wang before, but a different A little fresh meat who went crazy to stand on his own not long after his debut.If everyone learns that he has a tumor, it will definitely cause fluctuations.

Qin Yue didn't even disclose to Meng Kaili at the beginning, but only informed the other party after handling everything clearly.

However, since Qin Yue keeps saying "Wan Chen is Wang Chen", there is no reason to hide it from him!

Qin Yue had expected that Sun Chong would lose his temper because of this, so he was not in a hurry when he entered the door. He took off his windbreaker, hung it up, and sat down comfortably, "Let's decide on the operation plan first, and I will let Qin Ling know when the time comes. She will come and take care of me, you don't have to worry."

Sun Chong frowned, "You didn't tell Wang Chen, but called your sister? Don't blame me for speaking harshly. Your sister is originally a half-brother, and now she is married to a rich man from Shanxi. Be careful that she turns her elbows out."

Qin Yue gave a rare smile, "I've made a will, so why are you afraid of Xiao Ling? Besides, even if Wang Chen is here, what's the use? Can he sign for my operation? Legally, who am I? ?”

"..." Sun Chong was speechless.

"Chenchen doesn't want to get married. I will have to face this day sooner or later. I am prepared."

"Then have you thought about it? Surgery? No conservative treatment?"

Qin Yue shook his head, "Since the operation can completely cure me, why should I leave something in my head? Cut it off."

"Are you aware of the risks of the operation? I will definitely find the most reliable experts in the industry for you, but there are certain risks. If the operation fails, you may die. Even if the operation is successful, you still have to face a certain probability of being in a vegetable state , amnesia, neurological damage and other issues... This is a craniotomy, not an ordinary abdominal opening."

"Hey, now Dean Sun is called ordinary when he has an abdominal surgery?" Qin Yue said a rare joke, as if he was in a good mood, "The doctor has told me, I still decide to have surgery. I am now a mature man anyway, My body functions are pretty good, and I won’t have any problems recovering after a major operation. When the tumor is out of control in my seventies and eighties, I can’t bear it if you want to have my craniotomy again, so what’s the point?”

Since Qin Yue made such a statement, Sun Chong had nothing else to say.

He had no choice but to stand up, "Then you rest, I will have the attending doctor come to you later, Xiaomeng, come with me, we will go through the formalities..."

Everyone is gone.

Qin Yue sat where he was, picked up his phone, looked at it, and put it down again.After sitting alone for a while, he finally took out his computer, created a new document, and started typing: "This document is used to assist memory after surgery if memory loss occurs; the drafter is Qin Yue; the drafting date... ..."

The result of the operation that he fears most is not death or turning into a vegetable, but forgetting.

Even if he forgets his identity, all his experiences, and his job, what he doesn't want to forget is that his lover is Wang Chen, a Wang Chen who has come back from the dead, and who is somewhat inconsistent with the most profound face in his memory. .

The worst consequence is that when he wakes up, the person in his mind is the Wang Chen he once was, not what he is now.

He couldn't bear to let Wang Chen experience the cruelty that he had denied once again, so he tried every means to force himself to remember and accept who his lover was after the worst consequences happened.

……

After a long flight and a connecting flight in Doha, I finally arrived in Venice at around [-]:[-] pm local time in Italy.

It often rains in Europe in winter. I thought I could see the blue sky and white clouds immediately after leaving the smoggy Beijing. But when I got off the plane, they were greeted by the same gloomy weather and floating small fish.

Wang Chen didn't sleep well all the way, and because of the weather, after getting off the plane, his exhaustion and emotions made his face even uglier.

Silently following the team through the customs, Xiaodong went to pick up his luggage, so he found a place to sit down, and quickly called Qin Yue.

It took a long time for Qin Yue to pick up the phone. Wang Chen was worried and anxious, and asked with some complaints, "Have you not left work yet? Why did it take me so long to answer my call? Don't you worry about me?"

"I just had a meeting, and my phone vibrated, and I forgot to call it back...Did you land safely?"

Wang Chen didn't really complain, he just felt uneasy after they separated, and he had to ask Qin Yue to say something to calm himself down.Listening to Qin Yue's patient explanation, he soon passed the rain, and smiled again, "Here we are, we have passed the customs, Xiaodong is waiting for his luggage, what time is it over there?"

"In the evening, I just had dinner, how about you?"

"It's still noon, and I ate several meals on the plane, but none of them were very tasty... When I go to the hotel and settle down, I will find a place to make a good meal!"

As soon as Wang Chen finished speaking, someone behind him smiled and said, "What would Xiaochen want to eat? I have been to Venice many times, and I accompanied Director Gao to see the scenery before, so I am very familiar with it. I can eat whatever you want. Take you to find, Chinese food or Western food? Or do you want to have some snacks?"

The earnest and attentive tone was transmitted down the microphone to the other end of the earth without saying a word.

Qin Yue heard Luo Shaoxin's voice over there, and felt a little uncomfortable, but he held back, and said softly, "Get your luggage first, I won't talk about it, and maintain a good relationship with the director."

Wang Chen was a little reluctant, but when he turned around, Luo Shaoxin had already picked up his luggage, and Xiaodong was also moving his suitcase.He was embarrassed to call Qin Yue in front of Luo Shaoxin, so he agreed to Qin Yue and hung up the phone.

Luo Shaoxin didn't think there was anything embarrassing or inappropriate, and continued to introduce: "The weather is cold, otherwise the Italian ice cream should be eaten the most. It is really delicious, and you will definitely be addicted to it... But it doesn't matter, I can still eat it. Let me take you to taste the real authentic Italian pizza, and you will know after eating it, what kind of stuff is Pizza Hut in China, and Italian food can be regarded as the light of European food!"

"...Thank you, Director Luo." Wang Chen replied, but he was still not in the mood to socialize.

He tried his best to avoid the other party without leaving a trace, and walked towards Xiaodong, making a gesture to carry his luggage.

Luo Shaoxin stood where he was, as if he didn't notice Wang Chen's coldness, but smiled very gently at the back.