blessing to the soul

Nie Yuan’s grandfather has four children. The eldest, Nie Zhaohang, is the current head of the family, Cheng Huan. The second, Nie Zhaohui, was taken away by a car accident in the early years. Marrying into the Qi family means walking around fast.In Nie Yuan's generation, there are fewer descendants than Nie Zhaohang's generation, only Nie Chaodong and Nie Yuan.

Nie Chaodong was the son of the boss Nie Zhaohang. The car accident in Nie Zhaohui took Nie Yuan and his brother away, leaving only the 'posthumous son' of Nie Yuan in the second room. The three generations of children are alone, and even with the surname of Qi Qiran, he is also loved by the old man.As the most powerful existence in the three generations, Nie Chaodong has shown a maturity different from ordinary people since he was a child, and he is quite assertive. Even though his father dislikes Nie Yuan a lot, he still consciously disciplines Nie Yuan in the name of Nie Zhaohui.

It is reasonable to say that Nie Yuan should be closer to Nie Chaodong in the three generations, but Nie Chaodong was controlled by Nie Chaodong's cold face since he was a child, and he was rebellious. On the contrary, the more ruthless Nie Chaodong was, the stricter the management, so Nie Yuan and Qi Qiran walked closer some.In the past, Nie Yuan didn't understand his brother Dong's goodness, thinking that no one in this family really liked him except his grandfather, and his uncle hated his cousin and talked sarcasticly all day long, but later he never let go of Nie Yuan when he was the most difficult time Nie Chaodong is the only one, how could the current Nie Yuan question his brother's kindness to him?

Nie Chaodong is a top-notch protector, and he will never give in when he is outside. Under the iceberg's shell, there is a brother's heart. Once he returns home, Nie Yuan will only have to breathe.It's the same now, when Li Shiti slipped aside, Nie Chaodong called Li's elder brother on the spot to tell him this and that. Poor Li Shi's mother just pleaded with him to take her son out of the army, and was kicked by Li's elder brother again in a car race. Kicked back, it seems that I don't want to see anyone until the Chinese New Year.After dealing with Li Shi, Nie Chaodong asked someone to investigate the car that hit Nie Yuan just now, and it probably won't end well.

When all the dust settled, Nie Chaodong took Nie Yuan to clean up.After gesturing to Qi Qiran and Zhao Yan to reassure them, Nie Yuan obediently followed his brother into the car, and sat on the sidelines in a respectful manner, watching his nose, nose, nose, and heart.

Nie Chaodong took off his glasses, pinched the base of his nose, and said coldly, "Come on, why are you going crazy today?"

Nie Yuan naturally wouldn't say that he lost control because of Lu Xing'an, "I didn't, it was Li, that little bastard who made trouble with me first."

"It's not the first day he's troubled you. Why didn't I see you want to compete with him before?" Nie Chaodong sneered, making it clear that he didn't accept the reason, "And drunk driving, you smell yourself, Speeding in such a state? Why don't you just hit him head-on and die?"

Nie Yuan kept his mouth shut, "The more I drink, the clearer I become."

"Okay, then stop studying and follow me to the company tomorrow. I'm too lazy to socialize with those old guys. You should drink well."

Seeing that his brother was really angry, Nie Yuan rushed forward to admit his mistake, "I was wrong, today I was impulsive, next time I won't dare!"

Nie Chaodong was not impressed with his brother's unusual intimacy tonight, raised his eyebrows, and said in a serious tone, "Next time?"

"No more," Nie Yuan sincerely almost knelt down, "I'm still a student, so I should be like a student."

Facing his younger brother's starry eyes, Nie Chaodong couldn't help but plucked his messy hair, "Okay, tell me what's going on."

"I was taught a lesson by my uncle," Nie Yuan lowered his head, his voice was extremely low, "I'm not in a good mood, and I want to vent."

The credibility of this statement is quite high. Nie Zhaohang has never concealed his attitude towards Nie Yuan. Nie Chaodong also knew that there was no possibility of mediation in this matter, so he could only comfort him and said: "The old man is stubborn, why are you angry with him, don't talk to him .”

Nie Yuan responded, knowing that this matter should be over, he relaxed and leaned against Nie Chaodong's shoulder.Nie Chaodong's overtures to his younger brother were very helpful, and his voice softened a lot, "Who did you learn how to act like a baby? Is there something you want from brother?"

Nie Yuan pushed on his suit, "What can I ask for."

"Really?"

Nie Yuan thought for a while, today Lu Xing'an just got closer to Tang Xin and he couldn't bear it. If the two really became a couple in two days, he was really afraid of what he would do. "One thing, brother, help me find someone."

"who?"

"It's Xin Dongyou," Nie Yuan tried to search for information about that person, "Well, a southerner, I'm studying in my third year in N City. I don't know which school."

Having never heard of this surname, Nie Chaodong was a little curious, "Where did you know it?"

Nie Yuan giggled, "I'm just an acquaintance, please help me, I'll treat you to dinner if I find it!"

He and Xin Dongyou were indeed quite familiar, but that was eight years later, and the relationship could not be defined by acquaintances, it was the relationship between a doctor and a patient.It took Nie Yuan eight years to admit that his paranoia towards Lu Xingan had reached a pathological point. At the beginning, he resisted to accept Lu Xingan's normal interpersonal relationship, but later, whenever there were strangers around Lu Xingan, he would The riots cannot be controlled.Lu Xing'an is not a submissive temper either, the dispute between two vigorous young people is extremely easy to develop into a fight, and after the fight, they give each other drugs, day after day, a vicious circle.If it weren't for the increasing frequency of wounds on Lu Xing'an's body, Nie Yuan would not be willing to face up to the fact that he would be linked to the psychiatry department.

Xin Dongyou was the psychiatrist that Qi Qiran secretly found for Nie Yuan. Nie Yuan couldn't trust people easily, and he couldn't tell Lu Xing'an about many things, so Xin Dongyou became the only one to confide in.Xin Dongyou poured all his dirty thoughts to Xin Dongyou. When he was facing Lu Xingan, his mood became much more stable, and the relationship between the two also eased a lot. Until Lu Xingan broke everything, Nie Yuan passed the day The better the fantasy.

Knowing that Xin Dongyou doesn't know himself now, nor is he the calm and reliable Dr. Xin in the future, Nie Yuan just can't trust others.

Nie Chaodong's people quickly checked all the universities in the city, and the news was sent to Nie Yuan before getting off the bus.Xin Dongyou School and N University belonged to the same university town, Nie Yuan didn't go home with Nie Chaodong, he just asked him to send himself to the university town and got off the bus.

Nie Chaodong yelled at Nie Yuan, "A Yuan, remember to go home on the weekend, the old man is going to live."

Nie Yuan frowned, but still agreed, "Understood, I will go back."

Rolling up the window, the driver asked where he was taking him. Nie Chaodong rubbed his swollen temples. He came out just after receiving a temporary message. He still had a lot of business to do, "Go back to the company."

It was only twelve o'clock in the middle of the night, and Nie Yuan was in a mess and didn't want to go back to the dormitory, so he sat directly under Xin Dongyou's dormitory.

Sitting by the flower bed, Nie Yuan sorted out his memory carefully.

He returned to yesterday when he left Lu Xingan's wedding. He was not hit or stimulated. He watched the wedding ceremony calmly and teased Lu Xingan's little niece before leaving the scene.After stepping out of the hotel, he blinked, and opened it again to see the 20-year-old Nie Yuan.So many years of entanglement dissipated in time and space, leaving only a memory for Nie Yuan, which was absurd like a dream.

Could it really be a dream?The feelings for Lu Xing'an are branded deep in his soul, and Nie Yuan never feels that those are just his own fantasy.You're an alcoholic, can you still think of wine as just a glass of liquid?

Lu Xing'an's voice and smile revolving in his mind like a revolving lantern, the embarrassment and resistance when being confessed, the earnestness when persuading himself with kind words, the humiliation when being forced, the unwillingness when being oppressed, and the loss of normal life. The resentment at the time, and then the indifference in the last period, the indulgence when hanging out with women, and the pity when begging for oneself, one by one was embedded in the heart, dripping with blood.

I thought about letting go more than once, but I couldn't say it.Holding that stiff body, Nie Yuan told himself again and again to hold on, to endure for a while, no one's heart is made of stone, this person will always be covered by himself, he can afford to wait, but he I never thought about whether Lu Xing'an could afford to wait, and whether he was willing to work hard with him.

What kind of mood does a clean freak like Lu Xing'an feel when mixed in rouge perfume?He thought that if he was caught, Lu Xingan would at least panic, but Lu Xingan didn't, with lipstick marks on his face, he sat there frankly, as if saying, this is my life in the first place, What you think is what you think, if you want to drag me into the abyss, it depends on whether I am willing to jump with you.Nie Yuan was in so much pain that his viscera were torn apart, he dragged Lu Xingan stumbling back home, raped him all night, threatened him not to find another woman, this time he pretended it never happened.Such a fierce tone but the words were extremely humble, even Lu Xing'an's eyes showed compassion, Nie Yuan didn't dare to look at it, and could only use all his energy on his body.

Covering his eyes, he couldn't help laughing out loud. Although he didn't want to admit it, he did all those things.

Nie Yuan sat quietly all night, his memories rolling non-stop, and he calmed down only when the sun rose in the east.

The voices in the dormitory slowly mixed together, and Nie Yuan stretched his stiff muscles, feeling that he was still impulsive.So what if you find Xin Dongyou, say hello, I am a patient from your previous life, would you like to continue treating me?Will it be considered a neuropathy?

Nie Yuan laughed at himself, young people are impulsive...

Just as Nie Yuan got up and was about to go to the dormitory of N University, Xin Dongyou broke into his sight.

The 22-year-old Xin Dongyou's white shirt is meticulously fastened to the first button, and he wears gold-rimmed glasses. He is gentle and elegant. Except for his face, he is not much different from the 30-year-old Xin Dongyou. I recognized it.

Want to go up?Nie Yuan hesitated.

The desire to seek help and the resistance to strangers are intertwined, and Nie Yuan doesn't know whether to leave or stay for a while.

Instead, Xin Dongyou noticed the troubled young man, he smiled, and walked towards Nie Yuan.

Nie Yuan's breathing stopped, and he heard 22-year-old Xin Dongyou say: "Good morning, Mr. Nie, how are you doing recently?"

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