Unlucky

There is a limit, but it is really a cruel thing to pretend that nothing happened and smile at each other every day.

Thinking of this, Xiang Junya couldn't help crying.

Feng Suzhen shook her head, smiling like a moon, her eyes were extremely gentle and sincere, "I thought she would never come back to me, but God sent her back, I am very grateful." She paused, Her chest rose and fell, and she continued after a long while, "Her body has deteriorated day by day over the years, and I am really heartbroken, not because I will lose her one day in the future, but because I just watched her suffer so much that she was tortured. There is nothing I can do to relieve her pain, let alone bear it for her." Feng Suzhen's eyes were bright in the dark night, but the crystal tears in them never slipped, she spoke in a gentle voice, word by word, extremely devout, "Sister-in-law, I am very sad. I can't do anything for her, but this is the only thing I can do. If she hopes that I don't know, then I will never know. I want her to have no regrets every day in this world and pain."

What Tianxiang wanted to leave to Feng Suzhen she thought was good, Feng Suzhen chose to accept it without hesitation.As long as Tianxiang wanted to give her, she would reach out to take it.

During this long process, Feng Suzhen deliberately ignored all her feelings. Every time the two of them depended on each other, she only remembered that they were still together and never revealed a single bit of her heart.

This is a more tormenting process than dying. Year after year, I know what to abide by, and I know what I will lose. However, in addition to continuing, I must not take a step back.

"You take this medicine. Whenever she is in extreme pain, it will relieve a little."

Xiang Junya handed the white porcelain bottle to Feng Suzhen's hands, and felt that her fingertips were cold, and felt uncomfortable, "Don't give up too early, there are no absolutes in this world, she is better than I expected now, maybe..."

Maybe, what?

Xiang Junya didn't say it in the end, she thought, Feng Suzhen didn't need such comfort.

☆, the years are quiet and good

Recently, the Feng's Medical Center in the east of Suzhou City reopened. Old Ke Gu Wubu, who had seen patients here in the past, was very pleased. You must know that Dr. Feng who opened the medical center is a handsome young man, gentle, courteous, and artistic. , Most of the patients treated by him are cured of their lives.It is said that Dr. Feng opened the clinic for his frail wife. It is said that Dr. Feng’s wife is sick all the year round and needs soup and medicine to take care of her. Dr. Feng and his wife are deeply affectionate and loving. Like a day.

In this way, Dr. Feng, who has superb medical skills, is kind, and loves his wife and daughter very much, quickly gained a foothold in Suzhou City.

The business of Feng's Medical Center is booming, and the people of Suzhou are full of praise.

Feng Suzhen's family of three bought the small courtyard she rented in the past, and made changes. They transplanted dozens of gardenias in the courtyard, and also set up a plot to bury sugarcane, and raised some fruits and vegetables. They lived in a leisurely way. .

The spring day is warm, Feng Suzhen came back from a doctor's visit, wanted to go home and take a look before going to the hospital, opened the door and walked into the hospital, looked for a week and saw a person who was dangling on the recliner in the distance, shook her head and smiled, walked straight over, When he came to her, he couldn't help but slow down his steps, raised his hand to take off the paper roll she had applied to her face, and put it in the palm of his hand, it turned out that it was the picture book that Tianxiang forced him to write for her a few days ago.

Feng Suzhen's fingers brushed her cheek inadvertently, and Tianxiang smelled her familiar breath, and while she was seriously flipping through the book, she suddenly sat up and took her arm, "Why are you back? Then the little girl from the rich man's house Is the concubine born?"

Feng Suzhen nodded, the wind blew the broken hair on her forehead, Tianxiang accidentally caught a glimpse of the dark brown under her eyes, and remembered that she must not have closed her eyes since she was invited to see a doctor for the concubine of rich man Li who had a difficult childbirth in the middle of the night yesterday, Feeling distressed and depressed for a while, she waved her hands and didn't want to hear if the person had really given birth. She touched her temples with her fingertips, and said softly, "Where's breakfast? Have you eaten?"

Feng Suzhen smiled and shook her head when she heard the words, "I came back in a hurry just to take you two to eat your favorite little chaos."

Tianxiang was moved and felt so distressed for her when she heard the words, after all, she didn't say that she woke up hungry and ate some pastries indiscriminately to fill her stomach.

Nodded, "The little girl is digging mud under the big tree outside, I'll call her, you go and change your clothes first, and we'll go when you're ready." After saying that, she grabbed Feng Suzhen's hand with a serious face, "I'm done eating , you come back to rest, and you are not allowed to run around anymore."

Feng Suzhen opened her mouth to say something, seeing her determined face, she could only change her mouth, "Okay."

It's fine to just rest at home, there are also doctors invited to work in the clinic, so she doesn't need to do everything by herself.

Feng Suzhen went into the room and took off the gray men's clothes she was wearing, and changed into a green long-sleeved gown, her hair was fastened with a ribbon.

Alluring beauty, both male and female.

When she came out, Tian Xiang was facing Feng Xiangyi with her hips akimbo, frowning, the little girl lowered her head, Feng Suzhen called out "Xiang Yi, come here."

Feng Xiangyi glanced at Tianxiang, who nodded before she walked slowly.

Feng Suzhen couldn't help laughing when she saw a small face in front of her. The face of a small bun was covered with dirt, except for a pair of big bright eyes. He wanted to wipe it for her, but Tianxiang stopped him first, and saw that she took a towel to wipe it carefully instead of Feng Suzhen.

The sun shone on the three of them, making them feel warm and quiet.

After Feng Xiangyi's face returned to its original whiteness, Tianxiang straightened her clothes, then pointed to Feng Suzhen who was beside her, received her tender and doting eyes, and said slowly, "Daughter, you remember." Tianxiang paused, Hold Feng Suzhen's hand, and then said, "From now on, you can't call her daddy anymore, you have to call her mother, I am your mother, and she is your mother. You don't have a father, but there are two mothers who love you in this world." Darling, okay?"

Feng Xiangyi was ten years old that year, and the girl who was always precocious already possessed many cognitions and emotions beyond her age. Feng Suzhen called out "Mother."

About a quarter of an hour later, Feng Suzhen and Tianxiang took Feng Xiangyi to sit in front of the famous wonton stall in Suzhou City.

Today is the day of the market, the crowds are dense and noisy, Feng Suzhen and Tianxiang are neatly dressed, good-looking, and their temperament also stands out, but they are sitting in front of this simple wonton stall, talking and laughing for breakfast like ordinary people , It is inevitable to attract others to wait and see and discuss from time to time.

It's just that the two of them have long been accustomed to it. If they are always caring about the eyes of others in their identities, they will probably live a very tiring life.

After the meal, the two sent Feng Xiangyi to the private school before heading home.

Feng Suzhen originally wanted to teach Feng Xiangyi to read by herself, after all, she used Feng Xiangyi's wife as Feng Xiangyi's wife to teach her what she could do when she was waiting for Tianxiang in the capital.

Tianxiang refused, saying that Feng Suzhen herself was a top female champion, so she couldn't teach another female champion to abduct Ah Jing's daughter.

She, just hope that Feng Xiangyi can be an ordinary and educated girl.I can no longer read as many books as Feng Suzhen.

Feng Suzhen smiled and agreed, she knew that the man just didn't want her to be too tired.

Holding hands, the two walked along the bank of the river surrounded by green willows, walking very slowly.

Looking at the shimmering lake, Feng Suzhen looked sideways at Tianxiang's beautiful face. Seeing her ruddy face, she couldn't help feeling relieved, but couldn't suppress the hidden worry in her heart, "Do you remember that we went to the lake together three years ago?"

Tianxiang turned her head sideways to meet the yearning gaze she had no time to take back, blushed, nodded, and then turned her gaze to the lake again, "You didn't remember me at that time."

At that time, on a boat, the two were separated, one at the bow and the other at the stern, Feng Suzhen's memory was blank, and she listened to Tianxiang telling her past that she deliberately understated.

Feng Suzhen didn't know when she got close to her, hugged her behind her, put her chin on her shoulder, and for a while, her pleasant smell lingered on the tip of her nose.

The two of them are slender and graceful, and together with the weeping willows beside them, they are picturesque, extremely beautiful.

"At that time, you lied to me, and I lied to you. You failed to tell me what really happened between you and me, and I also failed to tell you later. I am not accusing Susu of paying wrongly, I am just envy."

Tianxiang trembled slightly, held her hand, leaned her head against her cheek, "Let's go home, I'm tired."

Feng Suzhen nodded, let her go, took her hand and walked towards home.

Tianxiang said she was tired, but she felt sorry for Feng Suzhen who hadn't slept all night. When she got home, she energetically urged Feng Suzhen to go to rest. Flowers and plants.

Many flowers and plants looked familiar to her, but she couldn't name them. She squatted on the ground and looked at them. When she got bored, she went to the next one. When she saw a weed, she reached out and pulled it out.

She looked up at the fresh green in the corner of the courtyard, the sky above her head, and the passing birds.

Everything is in full swing.

The things she and Feng Suzhen planted in the courtyard will be lush and lush in the coming year, and the place where you see it will be full of vitality.

next year?

Her eyes were suddenly sore, and hot tears fell from her flushed eyes. She raised her hand to cover it, and all of them poured out from between her fingers.

When saying goodbye to Xiang Junya, he deliberately pulled her aside and asked Feng Suzhen about the incident that he had been trying to hide.

Even though she knew that it was impossible for Feng Suzhen to hear their conversation in the distance, she still tried her best to keep her voice extremely low, her heart was beating extremely fast, like boiling boiling water.

"Sister-in-law, how long can I live?"

"ten years."

She burst into tears for a while, until Feng Suzhen appeared behind her and took her into his arms. She said that she was reluctant to part with Junya's sister-in-law, and her body trembled extremely.

Feng Suzhen comforted her softly, telling her not to be sad.

...Thinking about it now, such a peaceful time is really good.

Ten years is really enough.

☆, Huan