Lily Chronicle

Zhou Shiqing saw the scene of Yang Yifan and Ou Mu holding hands and looking at each other with tears in their eyes, saying goodbye with tears.She turned to leave, and found that she had no stance to be jealous, and she couldn't lose her temper with Yang Yifan.Maybe it's because of her age that she looks down on love, and thinks that crying, making trouble and hanging herself is something that little girls do.

She thought that Yang Yifan had tacitly agreed to go home with her, and she was also going there for the rest of her life.But in the end, Yang Yifan is still uncertain, also, their relationship started from the bed, can this kind of relationship stand the test.Zhou Shiqing wanted to persuade herself to open up more, to be clear about what she wanted.But in the relationship, Zhou Shiqing was confused for the first time, not knowing what she wanted.What she did in the mall didn't apply, Zhou Shiqing had been at war with her for a long time.

Ou Mu and Wang Jing answered a phone call from home and left in a hurry.In the evening, Gao Qi took Wu Yuanyuan to live together, and Yang Yifan and Zhou Shiqing could live together again.However, Zhou Shiqing was not as enthusiastic as usual, she just fell asleep when she felt tired.Yang Yifan had the habit of going to bed late, and couldn't fall asleep all the time. He opened his eyes and looked at the darkness of the room, and heard rustling sounds beside him.

She turned on the light, but saw Zhou Shiqing's tears falling from the corners of her eyes. She should be trying her best to control it, but the tears fell more and more fiercely.She couldn't wipe it clean no matter how much she raised her hands, covering her face with her hands and crying bitterly.Yang Yifan can't describe that kind of mood, a person who understands how to behave and how to do things, a person who is mature enough to make people feel at ease, is crying in front of you at a loss.

That kind of pain is not as simple as heartache, it is like being grabbed by someone, bitter and painful, unable to breathe, and a piece of heart is dug out abruptly.Yang Yifan is a selfish person, she really loves herself the most, she seldom thinks deeply about the things that make her unhappy, but seeing Zhou Shiqing desperately holding back her tears, but crying as if she lost the whole world, she felt for the first time that she Not even beasts.

Feeling guilt and pity in her heart, Yang Yifan found it inconceivable.Zhou Shiqing's skin is actually very fair, and she looks very weak when she is crying under the light. Although she is over 30 years old, she is well maintained. Except for the emotions in her eyes that reveal her age, only her hands are slightly rough.

Zhou Shiqing wiped her tears with her hands vigorously, and she also knew that Yang Yifan was looking at her with incomprehensible eyes.It's just that for some reason, the emotion in Yang Yifan's eyes made her eyes even hotter and she shed more tears.Yang Yifan held her hand, clasped his fingers tightly with her, put his head on her chest, and said in an unusually gentle tone, "Zhou Shiqing, why are you crying?"

Yang Yifan's tone was coaxing, as gentle as a spring breeze, Zhou Shiqing's eyes were red: "It's nothing for some reason, I thought of something sad."

Yang Yifan didn't ask the bottom line, she saved her face very well, she just said: "Since we can't sleep, why don't you tell me a story."

After crying, Zhou Shiqing's voice was hoarse: "Huh? What story are you telling?"

"Tell me about you, for example, how you are so good. How were you when you were a child, how were you in middle school, did you fall in love in college, etc."

It has been so long, stepping into the society is like being reborn.Zhou Shiqing had long forgotten her childhood, maybe she wanted to forget it on purpose, but when Yang Yifan asked, her memory became clear again.Because Zhou Shiqing traveled here and there with her parents, she often changed schools. She relied on self-study and being an auditor to keep herself from falling behind.When I was in middle school, I pestered the teacher to make up lessons and studied so hard that I fainted due to malnutrition.

The environment in high school was better. For the college entrance examination, she studied hard day and night, and she was almost on the verge of being stabbed.He was always among the best in every exam, and finally entered the medical school of Z University, a combination of undergraduate and master's degree.Since medical students are busy, she has no time for romance.Later, she was admitted as a civil servant, and she was in charge of medical supervision. It was her first time to be that person's mistress in the work unit. She was just going to exchange, and she didn't have any love.

Meeting Yang Yifan was the real first love, and it turned out to be like this.Yang Yifan's heart felt as if someone had punched him hard and he couldn't breathe.Feeling heavy and pity at the same time, she took the initiative to kiss Zhou Shiqing: "Zhou Shiqing, you are very good, and your previous efforts will be rewarded. You have to believe that you have worked very hard. Don't belittle yourself~" Yang Yifan's voice became more and more Gently, kiss her red and swollen eyes, and slowly move down

When Zhou Shiqing climbed the peak, she just grabbed Yang Yifan's hand: "Yang Yifan, don't leave me!"

Yang Yifan didn't answer, but her heart ached. She didn't dare to answer because she was afraid that she would be disappointed, and she didn't dare to promise the future easily.The pain in her heart was telling her that she loved Zhou Shiqing.

Yang Yifan and Zhou Shiqing were sound asleep, but they were awakened by the sound of gongs and drums outside.Wu Yuanyuan and Gao Qi were also taken aback by the movement outside. They stood up and opened the window to look out. There was a procession of welcoming relatives coming from not far away.

Zhou's mother always got up very early, and knocked on Zhou Shiqing's door: "Shiqing, get up quickly."

After Zhou Shiqing finished dressing, she opened the door: "Mom, what are you doing outside? They're beating gongs and drums early in the morning."

"We're welcoming the bride. There are people getting married nearby. Are you going to watch the ceremony? Weddings in the countryside are very interesting." Zhou's mother obviously told Yang Yifan.

Zhou Shiqing wanted to ask Yang Yifan for his opinion, and Yang Yifan nodded in agreement.After a few people washed up, they were ready to go.Because the town is small, the neighbors of the newcomers got married, and all the neighbors were dispatched, like going to a temple fair.A couple of newlyweds wore Chinese-style dresses and walked on the street, followed by a welcoming team beating gongs and drums. The neighbors all blocked the way to beg for red envelopes.

It is said that it is a custom here, Wu Yuanyuan trotted all the way excitedly: "Gao Qi, let's go and have a look, it's fun."

Affected by the festive atmosphere, maybe some people had enough food and drink last night, and there were happy smiles on their faces.Zhou Shiqing took Yang Yifan to ask for red envelopes, and the neighbors recognized Zhou Shiqing: "Shiqing, your friends are all so beautiful, so just follow behind the team. You can go to the ceremony and drink wedding wine."

It was also the first time for Wu Yuanyuan and her party to see such a wedding, so they followed suit.When they arrived at the man's house, the couple worshiped heaven and earth, Wu Yuanyuan got the wedding candy, and Yang Yifan sat outside the yard playing games.

The few of them listened to the gossip of relatives who came to the wedding.It turned out that the couple was about the same age as them.The man is a child of a single-parent family, and his mother raised him alone. The woman has a better family than the man.This time, buying a house, buying a car, and even holding a wedding banquet are all money given by the woman.Moreover, the woman was pregnant, and the wedding was held as soon as possible while it was still convenient.

The master of ceremonies was a prestigious old man in the village. He yelled in dialect, and people from outside the yard moved in with stools, as if some ceremony was about to be held.

Yang Yifan raised his head and asked Zhou Shiqing, "What are they going to do?"

Zhou Shiqing said with a smile: "The newcomer wants to serve tea, and there is a change fee."

"Zhou Shiqing, if we get married, don't follow the customs of your hometown. There are too many red tapes, and I can't even understand them."

Yang Yifan actually said he was going to get married!

Zhou Shiqing was so happy that she almost screamed. She held Yang Yifan's hand: "Okay, okay, I'll listen to you. You can do whatever you want!"

Why did Zhou Shiqing suddenly have such a big contrast? She cried so hard yesterday, but now she is smiling again.Yang Yifan chuckled out loud, a woman's heart, a sea needle.

Wu Yuanyuan was completely attracted, she craned her neck to look inside, what the hell was going on.Looking around like a curious baby, he saw the couple kneeling in the lobby and the relatives of the groom sitting in front of them. The masters of ceremonies offered tea instead of red envelopes one by one according to their seniority.

"Kneel, worship, kowtow~" The groom's forehead turned red as the voices continued one after another.Every time she kowtowed, there was a thumping sound, and Wu Yuanyuan felt pain just looking at it.

Gao Qi took Wu Yuanyuan's hand and half hugged her waist: "Why do you take it so seriously, have you come up with any tricks?"

"Gao Qi, I won't kneel to anyone, except my parents."

"So, if you marry me, you won't kneel down to my parents."

"Of course I have to kneel. When that day comes, of course I want to thank her for agreeing to our relationship. But it's impossible for others!"

"I won't let you kneel for anyone else!"

Wu Yuanyuan laughed, and touched her waist secretly with her hand. Gao Qi was so teased by her, her heart trembled, and her breathing was unsteady: "Do you believe it or not, I will execute you on the spot."

A group of people beside them interrupted the fight between Gao Qi and Wu Yuanyuan by whispering: "That is the groom's mother."

"Oh, the groom's mother is here."

The groom's mother is an elderly rural woman, about the same age as Gao Qi's parents, but she looks old-fashioned in her attire.She was wearing a red coat, wiping tears secretly, with cracked wounds on her hands, she was very thin, and her wrinkles seemed to be carved by time.

The originally festive atmosphere was a bit dignified. The newcomer kowtowed three times to his mother, and Wu Yuanyuan could hear the sound of her forehead hitting the concrete floor.

The emcee's voice sounded: "Mom should kowtow more, it's the most difficult thing!"

The groom's eyes were already red, and he held back his tears and kowtowed three more times, making a thumping sound, as if he was going to smash the ground.The bridegroom's mother shed tears desperately, and straightened her sitting posture: "Mom, I wish you a happy life forever!"

Substandard Mandarin, with the most sincere expectations of a mother.The people next to him were all a little sad, and the person standing on the groom's side knelt down again and kowtowed three times.His mother pulled him up, the groom hugged his mother, tears finally couldn't help falling down, and the bride also wiped her tears aside.

The people next to them pulled them away: "It's a happy day, don't do this."

"Hey, his mother was already crying when she was in the bathroom. It's really not easy."

"Her mother took out one of her best clothes and wore it. It's rare to wear red."

In Wu Yuanyuan's opinion, the color of this dress is really old, and the style is so dirty.But in the eyes of that person, it was the most beautiful clothes that she was reluctant to wear. She seemed to understand but not particularly. Wu Yuanyuan felt uncomfortable, so she turned around and hugged Gao Qi.Gao Qi felt the wetness on her neck, her eyes were also red, and she touched Wu Yuanyuan's head without saying a word for a long time.

Yang Yifan watched this scene, looked up at the sky, not letting tears flow down, and looked at Zhou Shiqing with red eyes.Zhou Shiqing saw tears in Yang Yifan's eyes, she was a little moved, and went to comfort her: "Do you want to go?"

On the way home, Yang Yifan took Zhou Shiqing's hand and walked steadily step by step: "Zhou Shiqing, it's actually not easy for parents."

Zhou Shiqing was also moved by the wedding just now, but Yang Yifan's words hit the softest part of her heart.Yang Yifan knew that she had complaints and knots with her parents, and she never let go of them, but because of Yang Yifan's words, she learned to forgive.Zhou Shiqing smiled with tears, she did not misunderstand Yang Yifan, nor did she love the wrong person.

"Hey, why is it like this? It's obviously a happy thing, but it makes it so sad." Wu Yuanyuan burst into tears when she thought of the wedding scene.

"Do you know why her mother is crying? Her mood must be very complicated. She feels that she is worthy of the man's family in this life. She raised her son by herself, started a family and started a business. With the next generation, she has an account. What she said The grievance and hard work are worth it!"

Wu Yuanyuan didn't quite understand: "What you said is very reasonable, but she can actually change, it doesn't need to be so hard, such as remarrying."

Gao Qi laughed, laughing at Wu Yuanyuan's innocence: "Baby, you may not understand the four words that people's words are awesome. In this small place, the folk customs are not so open. She is a rural woman with no culture. You know that being poked in the back What does it feel like? This is why I don’t want to go online. Now the Internet is too hostile, and swearing at each other will really hurt a person. Maybe the speaker has no intention, that is to say, but the listener intends, the world never No empathy."

Wu Yuanyuan couldn't refute, she agreed with Gao Qi on the basis of reason, but she disagreed on the reason.The education she has received since she was a child is different. Her parents always instill in her the idea of ​​relying on herself.Her mother once said to her: "Baby, if you go to a place, you must abide by the rules of the game in that place. You don't need to complain about others and emphasize unfairness. If you have the ability, you should become the rule maker of the game, otherwise everything will be empty. talk."

"Then why doesn't she go out, she can go to work, then ignore those people."

"Do you think it is so easy to make money? What will she do after she walks out, and what will she survive on? Do you know that there are many poor people in this world, and everyone has their own helplessness. Maybe they earn so much money and spend their whole lives energy."

"Are there still people who starve to death?" Wu Yuanyuan couldn't fully understand. The Wu family instilled in her the idea that everything should be on her own, but the family's protection for her was also excessive, and she had never seen real poverty. and powerless.

"You are a man with a knife mouth and a bean curd heart. You were crying to death just now, and after you cry, you criticize others for not changing."

"Then crying is one thing. After crying, you have to solve the problem. Sympathy can't be eaten." Wu Yuanyuan seemed to understand some truths, and also experienced some helplessness.She felt a little preposterous, and hugged Gao Qi shyly: "Oh, I understand what you mean, you are not allowed to criticize me."

Listening to their conversation, Yang Yifan smiled: "Don't ask too much of her, the environment is different, how could she fully appreciate it."

Zhou Shiqing seldom opened her mouth, rational and forceful: "But I still agree with one of her views. It makes sense for people to go to high places and water to flow to low places. People must go to high places, and you will find the outside world Very different."

"It seems that you have a very personal experience."

Zhou Shiqing nodded in disbelief: "I don't go to high places, how could I meet you."

A meaningful smile appeared on Gao Qi's face: "That's right, you can overlook the joys, sorrows, sorrows and joys of the people below from a high place."

Everyone heard the meaning of Gao Qi's words and laughed, and the good topic was brought up again.

Wu Yuanyuan couldn't laugh or cry: "Gao Qi, you are finished, you are so dirty."

Gao Qi laughed loudly: "However, I just want to see a person's emotions and sorrows."

It's a pity that only God can see the joy, anger, sorrow and joy of all beings.