Lily Chronicle

"A Yuan, can you like me again?" Gao Qi's words kept lingering in her mind, and Wu Yuanyuan sighed softly.

"Gao Qi, do you know how much courage it takes for me to like someone?" The rapid ringtone broke her contemplation, and Jin Dongzhu's joyful voice came from the other end of the phone: "Ayuan, I'm back. Will you pick me up at the airport?"

"Now? I'll come over."

"Pick up a gift at the airport~" Wu Yuanyuan glanced at her hand, since she promised to be with Jin Dongzhu, she put the gift she gave her on her hand, like a ceremony.

Jin Dongzhu felt depressed after hearing Wu Yuanyuan's absent-minded answer.That Gao Qi caused her a lot of trouble, and her ex was really annoying.And her mother knew about her and Wu Yuanyuan, although she didn't interfere with her making friends, but her mother wanted her to continue to study in the United States.

She didn't know what to do, A Yuan would definitely not want to go abroad with her, and she didn't have enough confidence in a foreign relationship.I really miss the days when the two of them lived in Australia. Although there was no definite relationship, they lived in peace.I really don't want to experience this kind of feeling of worrying about gains and losses.

Wu Yuanyuan drove to the airport to pick up people, and Jin Dongzhu carried two large suitcases. He only brought a few clothes when he went, so why did he return with a full load.When bringing it home, Wu Yuanyuan almost breathed out: "What are you, it's so heavy."

"Ayuan, leave it alone, I'll carry it." Jin Dongzhu was reluctant to let her carry heavy objects, Wu Yuanyuan looked really thin.

Jin Dongzhu opened the box, which was full of cosmetics and feminine products.Wu Yuanyuan's eyes widened: "Are you a purchasing agent?"

"Oh, how is it possible. I bought it for A Yuan, don't you like their sanitary napkins?" Wu Yuanyuan was speechless for a while, blushing slightly, but she understood this matter clearly.

Jin Dongzhu saw Wu Yuanyuan's expression change: "Are you shy? Ah Yuan is so cute!"

Wu Yuanyuan blushed even more, being molested by a little sister, she couldn't survive.Jin Dongzhu packed his things and lay on the sofa lazily: "I'm so hungry, let's go eat together."

"Let's go eat Japanese food."

Jin Dongzhu's whole face collapsed: "Ayuan, I just came back from Japan."

That's right, Wu Yuanyuan's biggest headache is the problem of eating.In the past, when Gao Qi was around, she would eat whatever she did, and Gao Qi was a good cook, and the food was delicious.She doesn't know how to cook, Kim Dong-joo's Japanese and Korean cuisine is okay, but her Chinese food is really unsatisfactory.Two people get along for a long time, it is estimated that they will starve to death.

Wu Yuanyuan was thinking about dinner when she looked up and saw Jin Dongzhu staring at her like a torch, with a trace of longing in her eyes: "How about, let me eat Ayuan, it looks delicious."

Wu Yuanyuan was stunned by her eyes. Since she dated Jin Dongzhu, there has been no substantive relationship.She seldom kissed, she thought that Jin Dongzhu was more casual and had little desire for such matters.

This is not the case. Seeing Jin Dongzhu gradually approaching, Wu Yuanyuan was a little at a loss: "Aren't you tired?"

Jin Dongzhu looked at her with focused and hopeful eyes, and his voice was soft enough to melt people: "Ayuan, I seem to be starving."

Wu Yuanyuan couldn't get over the hurdle in her heart, Gao Qi's teary eyes, the warmth of her hands, and her lost words.Jin Dongzhu's burning kiss on her ear temple made her heart tremble.Slowly lost lips and collarbone...

Wu Yuanyuan wanted to refuse, but she couldn't find any reason. Isn't this what girlfriends should do? Everyone is an adult now.But she was extremely resistant in her heart, causing her tears to flow down the corners of her eyes uncontrollably.Jin Dongzhu couldn't stop anymore, she kissed her tears and unzipped her back.

When Wu Yuanyuan was about to fall completely, Yang Yifan's call saved her.Seeing that Wu Yuanyuan hadn't spoken for a long time, Yang Yifan asked, "What are you doing, taking so long to answer the phone?"

"No, the phone is far away." Wu Yuanyuan's voice was hoarse, and Yang Yifan naturally didn't believe it: "Do you dare to say that I ruined your good deed?"

"Sister, there are good things every day. Why are you looking for me?"

"Since Zhou Shiqing and I have lost our world after having Dodo, please help me take care of my baby tomorrow."

Yang Yifan was so shameless that he dared to ask such an unreasonable request: "It's really bad luck for Duo Duo to have a mother like you! What if she wants to drink milk? Why don't you ask Zhou Shiqing's mother to take care of her?"

"Didn't I let you experience the feeling of being a mother in advance, don't disappoint my good intentions. I will express the milk she needs in advance, and you can give her the milk on time."

"Yang Yifan, you are so great!"

"We'll bring her back tomorrow night, so it's settled, you remember to come and take her away tomorrow morning." It's nothing, it doesn't matter if you are in custody, and you have to pick up the baby yourself.Yang Yifan also said in a tone that you are going to take him away, whose child is this.

"Ayuan, are you okay?" Jin Dongzhu was dissatisfied with his desires. Although he was unwilling, seeing Ayuan's frowning expression, he should find another opportunity.

"It's okay, Yang Yifan will ask me to help take Duoduo tomorrow." Jin Dongzhu is going to hand over work tomorrow, so naturally he can't accompany her: "Then can you come here alone?"

"Give it a try." Jin Dongzhu sometimes admires Yang Yifan's friendship with her. The relationship between the two is better than that of sisters: "Ayuan, I will deal with the company's affairs as soon as possible tomorrow, and I will help you when I go home."

Yang Yifan handed Duoduo to Wu Yuanyuan, and also wrapped her around with a mother: "Do you know that Duoduo follows the beautiful aunt?"

Wu Yuanyuan was going crazy, she had fantasized about having a baby before, but in her expectation, it was like taking a street photo with a baby in her arms.I never thought about the scene where there is a baby in the left hand and a bag in the right hand. The direction of the script is wrong: "Yang Yifan, let me take care of it anyway."

"Trouble is the portrayal of raising children, okay? You have to get used to it, and you will have your own children in the future." If Wu Yuanyuan had a third hand, she would use it to beat Yang Yifan.

"Is Duoduo's injury healed? Ugly words are up front, I don't care if there is a bump." After Yang Yifan returned from the Hundred Days Banquet, he took Duo Duo to the United Family for another checkup.That's where her pregnancy test was done, and the child's subsequent series of checks will also be there, so she can rest assured.

Duo Duo's injury was almost healed, and it happened to be Qixi Festival, so Yang Yifan wanted to have a romantic date with Zhou Shiqing to promote their relationship: "Today Qixi Festival, you can spend it with Duo Duo."

Mother, absolute mother.Wu Yuanyuan kicked her hard: "If someone sees me, they will think that something has happened to me and I have become a single mother. Do you want this image?" Wu Yuanyuan complained so much that she put the stroller on the car and fixed it in the back. As soon as I got into the car, I received a call from Gao Qi: "A Yuan, are you busy?"

"I'm helping Yang Yifan with Duo Duo." She knew Gao Qi's thoughts clearly, and Wu Yuanyuan didn't have time to detour with her, so she answered truthfully.

On Qixi Festival, Gao Qi wanted to spend the festival with her, but couldn't find a reason.Presumably Yang Yifan and Zhou Shiqing went to play, Gao Qi immediately had an idea: "Do you know how to take care of the children? Do you want me to help you?"

Wu Yuanyuan thought that she would be too busy alone, so she agreed.She pushed Duo Duo home in the stroller, and then carried the big and small bags into the room.Duoduo came to a strange environment and began to cry. Wu Yuanyuan was at a loss and picked her up, hugged her and shook her, walking around the house.

Duo Duo's crying did not weaken at all, and the live-in nanny ran over: "Whose child is this? Crying so hard."

"Auntie, help me see what's wrong with her?"

"You must be hungry." Wu Yuanyuan estimated that it was time to drink milk, and opened her mother's bag. There were several bags of breast milk in it, with a small label showing the time.Wu Yuanyuan looked at the clock on the wall, she was really hungry.

She poured her breast milk into a bottle and fed it to Duo Duo.Dodo nodded when she saw it, and smiled.Seeing her cute appearance, Wu Yuanyuan laughed unconsciously: "Duoduo, you are so cute! Why don't you stay with me instead of going to your unreliable mother."

Dodo watched her mouth open and close, and responded by kicking her legs.Wu Yuanyuan bowed her head and kissed her little hand. The smell of milk melted her heart.She thought she didn't like children, probably because she was old, but she thought children were cute.Wu Yuanyuan felt regretful again, when would she be able to have a child.

After Duoduo drank milk, Wu Yuanyuan asked her aunt to change her diaper and put her to sleep.I took a shower by myself and changed into comfortable pajamas.She took a photo of Duoduo sleeping with the camera, intending to write down this special experience.

Wu Yuanyuan was half lying on the bay window, holding a photo of Duo Duo in her hand and pasting it on the diary.When Gao Qi came to look for her, she saw such a harmonious and beautiful picture. Wu Yuanyuan was lying by the window and fell asleep. The weak sunlight came in, coating her face with a layer of gold.Dodo is lying on the crib beside her, with several plush toys hanging beside her.

There are baby bottles and diapers of different sizes on the small tables and chairs, as well as spoons and water glasses that are too late to clean.Gao Qi was attracted by the warm picture in front of her, unwilling to move.She saw the diary that Wu Yuanyuan was holding in her hand slipped, so she went over to put it away lightly.Seeing Duoduo's photo posted on the notebook, a line of words was noted below: Every child is brought into this world by God.

Gao Qi was about to close the diary when a photo inside fell down.It's a photo of her and Wu Yuanyuan. Once they went on a cruise in the wetland together.Gao Qi picked up her mobile phone to take a picture, Wu Yuanyuan lowered her head shyly, and she held her head high.The two people have completely different angles, but they are in the same picture.

Gao Qi stuffed the photo back, but saw Wu Yuanyuan's diary.

I dreamed about her, and there was a lot of rain in the dream. She came back from home, came to our home, and said goodbye to me calmly.I ran all the way in the rain, I wanted to save her, I wanted to drive to find her, but when I drove to an intersection, the car overturned.Like this love, God was never on my side.There was a dull pain in the chest on the right side, and my heart was already numb from the pain! 2016.11.1

It was strange to dream of her again.The dream was very vague, I spilled the milk on the counter, I ran all the way and only hoped that she would stay, but no matter how hard I tried, she still insisted on leaving.It seemed that the longing in my heart was about to come out, and I could no longer control it. At the last moment of the dream, I received a call from her, and it was pouring rain outside.She said, come down, I'm at your door.It seemed that she was afraid that she would leave, and she couldn't believe such beauty.I woke up from the dream after all, only this time with incredible excitement.How wonderful it would be if this call was real!My heart hurts, and I seem to have another gallstone. 2016.11.4

I dreamed of her again, you see, I depend so much on you, but you can't bear it.In the dream, she told me that her father's condition had improved and was controlled by a special medicine.Her parents plan to take care of her no longer, she said, she will be with me now.But in the dream, I didn't seem so happy. I wanted to forget but was afraid of forgetting. It was really annoying.When I woke up, it was raining outside. It turned out that today is my birthday, and my biggest wish came true in my dream. I want to be with you forever! 2016.11.10

It's been a long time since I dreamed of her. I don't know if it's a dream or a subconscious mind, but I dreamed of her again.Suddenly a little sad, I can't let it go in this life.It's strange, I can't remember what she looks like, but it's so clear in my dream, even clearer than when I was in love.Finally, I couldn't help stretching out my arms and hugged her. It was obviously a hug on my shoulders, but I used both hands and hugged her tightly. I was afraid that she would let me go, but she didn't let go.I said: Is your dad okay?

She held back tears and said: My dad. . .he. . .last year. . .I knew what she was going to say, but I couldn't bear to listen.I was more sad than her crying, and hugged her neck tightly: I know what you are going to say, don't say it, I know it all!I hugged her and cried bitterly, but she just wept silently: Do you blame yourself for asking too directly?

I was afraid to hear that answer, and I was even less willing to expose her scars.I am more reluctant to accept it than she is, and it is difficult to let go.I woke up from the dream and clearly felt the pain in my heart.It turned out that subconsciously, I didn't want to hear the news either. I couldn't bear to see her sad, and I hoped that she would live well, and even more so, that the person she loved would be well.Even if she doesn't want me, even if she doesn't love me, even if she fails me, I can't stop loving her.When I was young, my mother always told me that dreams are the opposite.For the first time in my life, I am willing to believe that dreams are reversed, because then I am the only one suffering. 2016.12.24

Yang Yifan once said to me that her love is reality and mine is a fairy tale.However, looking at her happy appearance, I understand.Only those who face reality can live a fairytale-like life, and those who live their lives like fairytales are burdened with scars all over their bodies. 2017.1.1

Gao Qi was already sobbing, tears soaked the diary.This diary records A Yuan's pain, her helplessness, and her deep affection, and also records the suffering she has suffered in the past two years, mixed with the medical examination report: emotional depression, liver qi not going well, bile stagnation, Prevent bile duct obstruction and the risk of gallstones.

"Gao Qi, you are committing a crime."

"Gao Qi, do you know what your biggest mistake is?"

"Wu Yuanyuan had a serious car accident. If that was the last time you two met, what would you leave her with?"

"She is the kindest person I have ever seen!" Gao Qi cried with her head in her arms, why she could hurt such a person who loved her so much, she used to feel that she was a victim, her father fell ill, and her life suddenly became gloomy.She even felt that God was unfair, and her life was completely changed.But, what's wrong with A Yuan, all the suffering she suffered was caused by her.Just because she loves her, she hurts so wantonly, she will always be a sinner.

Wu Yuanyuan was awakened by the rustling sound, her eyes were blindfolded, she slightly raised her head to look at her: "Gao Qi?"

Gao Qi hugged her tightly and tried her best in her life, she would never let go: "A Yuan, you idiot."

Wu Yuanyuan saw the diary scattered all over the place, and she understood, her eyes became hot: "Yeah, I'm so stupid that I can't help it."