[Comprehensive] The growth record of the god judge

Xiaohumaru drew his knife and cut open the dream, like a huge cocoon with a huge opening cut from the inside, slowly splitting from the middle, curling up the cracked edges, and then slowly dissipating.

He stepped into another dream that was connected to him.

The color of the dream was the same as his, and it was also a depressing dark purple that was close to black. Xiaohumaru looked around sharply, then walked in a certain direction without hesitation.

The touch under her feet was endless, like stepping on soft clouds, or walking in a swamp, Xiaohumaru kept her eyes fixed and walked forward unswervingly.

Soon, he found the target he was thinking about. In a dark corner, Shi Ye was sitting there with his knees hugged, his head bowed quietly.

Xiaohuwan's eyes lit up, and he hurriedly walked over. His movements were very urgent and fast. He thought he would be discovered soon and be stopped, but he didn't get half a reaction until he walked in front of him. .

The tall Fu Sangshen paused slightly, knelt down on one knee, and stretched out his hand to touch the arm that was also wrapped around his knee.

"Do not touch me."

The outstretched fingers paused, and a small but profound pain flashed across Xiaohuwan's eyes, but he put down his hand obediently.

Shi Ye silently buried his head and face in his arms, Xiao Humaru didn't speak, just quietly knelt on one knee, watching with piercing eyes.

The silence lasted for a long time, until the cohesive darkness gathered again, Xiaohumaru called out in a low voice, "The main hall."

Never speak.

Xiaohuwan shouted again: "The main hall."

He yelled several times in a row, his tone so soft that he could hardly hear it. The "Lord Hall" was carefully held in his mouth, and the tip of his tongue was twisted and turned a thousand times before he sent it out. The soft ending was in the sticky air. After a few minutes of hard work, it disappeared.

"Don't call me the main hall." After a while, Shi Ye's muffled voice came from between his arms, "I'm no longer a god judge."

Although he was rejected, Xiaohumaru did not give up. In fact, he was already prepared for not receiving a single answer.

"I don't call you the main hall because you are a god judge." Xiaohumaru said warmly, "I am willing to surrender to you and respect you as the main hall."

When Shi Ye heard the words, he sneered, with an indescribably mocking tone, "Are you feeling guilty?"

These words hit the nail on the head, like a sharp knife piercing the most painful wound in Xiaohuwan's heart, Fu Sangshen's face suddenly turned pale, and he opened his mouth, but he couldn't say anything.

Is he guilty?He really felt guilty, he pushed the person he admired into the abyss with his own hands, and watched him struggle in the bottomless darkness, but he turned a blind eye to Shi Ye's pleading for help.He couldn't be more guilty.

But Xiaohumaru is not just guilty, he is suffering and helpless, he has been in the swamp of self-blame and despair for so many years, every time the organ in his chest hurts, he will think of Shiya.

How much pain he must have had.

Xiaohumaru exiled himself alone, allowing himself to sink deeper and deeper into the swamp of depravity, tasting alone with that love mixed with guilt and self-blame, it was bitter, but he enjoyed it.

This is the sin he must atone for.

Xiaohuwan couldn't speak, his complex and heavy feelings fell heavily in his heart, and he couldn't say anything, he couldn't spit out or swallow.

"Forget it." Shi Ye waved his hand in a dispirited manner, "If you can't say it, then don't say it." Anyway, it's all fake, so what's the point of saying it.

Hearing this, Xiaohuwan suddenly panicked, he had an inexplicable premonition in his heart, if he didn't confess his heart at this time, there would be no hope in the future.

This great sense of crisis and panic swept through Xiaohumaru's whole body in an instant, he grabbed the wrist that Shiya had just put back on his arm, and pressed Shiya's shoulder with the other hand.

Shi Ye was caught off guard and straightened his body, staring at the magnified face opposite him as if facing a formidable enemy.

"Master, listen to me." Xiaohuwan tightly pursed her lips into a straight line, with obvious panic in her tone, "You must listen to me."

He took a deep breath.

"At the beginning, we had just sent away the previous God-inspector, and the God-inspector before her was very harsh on us, with short knives, Wakizashi, and some common knives were replaced very quickly in Honmaru, and everyone was very tired. And When the former god judge came, San Riyue... deliberately approached her."

Tokiya's expression gradually calmed down, Kohomaru seemed to be encouraged, and the tone of the narration also began to become normal.

"We learned from a certain god judge that using feelings is a way to make everyone's life a little better. San Riyue is willing to do this, and I am willing to help him."

Xiaohuwan's voice became low and sad.

"Until later, you came to our Honmaru."

Shi also blinked, Xiaohuwan let out a deep breath, vaguely omitted the part he didn't want to recall the most, and then said, "I just realized, this is wrong." He clenched his hands tightly. Shi Ye's hand, however, carefully restrained the sharp nails, "I feel guilty to you, not only because I did something bad, but also because I hurt my most important person with my own hands."

Xiaohuwan lowered his head, staring at his fluffy hair from time to time, and suddenly found that this fox who loves to take care of his hair on weekdays, the hair that was originally soft and smooth is completely messy and sticky. Dust and dirt, as if it has not been taken care of for a long time.

Xiaohuwan said: "Master, Xiaohu has admired you for a long time."

The suffocating silence spread quickly like the fog in the deep forest, and sometimes he lowered his eyes, his slightly grown hair covered his eyes, casting a dark shadow on his face, Kokomaru tried his best to observe the main hall The expression on the face, but sad to find nothing can be seen.

Shi Ye's face was calm, without even a slight fluctuation.

Xiaohumaru began to panic, he would rather reject him angrily from time to time, and he would not even get half of the expression, and when he thought of it, he would treat him as a stranger who met by chance, and left him when he passed by. There are only plain watery eyes, as if he is not a special existence, just a tiny speck of dust.Thinking of this, Xiaohuwan felt that even now he resented him, wishing that he would eat his bones and eat his flesh as much as he wanted.

Sometimes, when a person is so poor, he feels that even blame is extremely precious.

Contrary to Xiaohuwan, Shiya's heart was at peace at this moment. Facing Xiaohuwan's sudden confession, a kind of crazy to the extreme calm swept over him like a tidal wave, drowning all his memories.

Should I trust him?Is what he said true?

He couldn't be sure, and he couldn't believe it.

The moist sea waves beat against his chest, and a strong sourness surged out of his stomach, stirring along the esophagus and throat all the way to the base of his tongue.

There was a bitter taste on the tip of his tongue, and Xiaohuwan's low voice was whirling and turning in his ears like tentacles, steaming in his heart over and over again.

A nameless phantom suddenly flashed before Shi Ye's eyes, just like the black and white film of the century flashed by, without color, but the dull black and white are extremely clear.

He saw the tip of his spear pointing directly at the sky, the light armor was damaged but still wrapped around his body stubbornly, and the sharp light in his eyes almost pierced the sky.

As soon as the picture turned, he saw his hands folded again, the cross in his palm glowed with an ominous black light, and the fluttering hem of his clothes rolled up into ripples like waves, he hugged the sun, the wind and clouds changed color, and the ocean flooded the continent.

He is a combat-type alchemy puppet produced in the Kingdom of Moran. From the first generation to the present, he has successively changed the throne countless times. The day the continent collapsed.

He walked alone in the torrent of time, trekking through mountains and rivers, and finally came to the end of time.

There was no battle of the moat at all, all the memories about how he came to this world were his own imagination, and the hybrid law of this world tampered with all his memories, and now he finally recalled them again.

Shi also smiled lowly, he buried his head and face in his arms, his whole body trembling with laughter, two lines of clear tears meandered down from both sides of his cheeks, wet his sleeves, two balls of warm heat spread from his arms To the bones, and quickly cooled down.

He raised his head, and Xiaohuwan was watching him with doubts and worries, with the corners of his mouth curled up from time to time, with a teary smile on his brows, he stretched out his hands to hold Xiaohuwan's face.

There was ominous blood in Shi Ye's crooked eyes, and the black lines climbed from the back to the back of the neck, which were tightly covered by the half-length white hair.

This is the oldest magic, applicable to all surviving creatures, and the export promise can never be reversed under the certification of the rules.

"Xiaohuwan, can you promise that you will never lie to me again?"

Why bother with the question of whether to believe or not?Just block all the back roads, and he will never betray me.

I don't want other people's things, but as long as they are mine, no one can take them away.

I am the world-destroying alchemy puppet of the Kingdom of Moran, and I have survived as the ultimate weapon passed down from generation to generation of the Kingdom of Moran. The main body, escaped from the defeated and broken continent, and plunged into a new world.

Even if the law modifies my memory and cuts out my core, as long as the soul is immortal, life can last forever.

The black spots behind the ears flickered for a few times, then quietly disappeared on the surface of the skin. He also smiled from time to time, and gently brushed the messy hair around Xiaohuwan's ears.

"How about I take care of your hair after you get out of the dream?"

Looking at Xiaohumaru's eyes that suddenly lit up, Tokiya's smile became softer and softer.

Well, the fox is mine now, and always will be.

The author has something to say:

A chapter that has been saved for a long time.

In case some friends don't understand, let me explain.

1. The continent where Shiya was originally located has been destroyed in the collision of different worlds, and Shiya broke through the law and entered this world forcibly after the continent was broken, and this world modified Shiya's memory for balance, and at the same time Influencing his actions from all aspects, let Tokiya gouged out the core of his own energy, thus becoming no threat to the world.

2. The world itself cannot interfere with the actions of internal members, and has no consciousness, it just acts according to the established rules.Although Shi Ye lost his energy core, he got a real "name" and truly became a part of this world, so he won't be like a rootless duckweed in the future.

3, Shiya didn't blacken, he just restored the modified memory and regained his confidence as a weapon of war.He is a very powerful puppet, with a heart that matches his strength. The rules of the world magnify his emotional side and shrink his rational side, which leads to his low self-esteem, fragility, and helplessness. Being taken advantage of by Sanriyue, coupled with the peak of her love and dependence on Sangshen, after the government announcement, she was worried that Fusangshen would be destroyed, so she cut out the energy core by herself.

4. Tokiya's feelings are all true. He did love Mikazuki Zongjin once. As for now, guess what?