After the same name as the Abyss Lord

The two of them sat side by side on the long sofa in the office, each holding the left and right pages of the diary.

The priest's deep and calm voice recited softly: "What does it feel like to kiss?"

It is exactly the same as the first diary that Shen Yuan read last time, but the content after reading is quite different.

[It's greasy, disgusting, and gradually dying! 】

[When a ghost starts to eat people, say I love you, open your arms to hug you, and eat the skin and flesh inch by inch from where the arms touch. 】

【The ghost and the human are sleeping on the same bed. In the dark, the tongue is stuffed into the mouth. One bite at a time, the tongue and the heart are eaten away, unable to call for help. 】

[Who was eaten by the ghost?The ghost ate Dad. 】

[The father who was assimilated by a ghost ate his sister. 】

【Mom and Kaoru are accomplices. 】

【Xun watched silently, the ghost ate the flesh and blood of his younger sister, only caring about his own fear. 】

【Mom runs away with Kaoru in her arms. 】

[But, but, familiar footsteps began to appear in the house. The ghost who ate my sister appeared again and came to our new home. 】

[Where's my sister?Finally escaped from that grave?Did you follow them home too? 】

【I'm really sorry that I left you there alone for so many years and escaped alone. 】

【This time, who will the ghost eat first? 】

【dad?Mother?elder brother?Or Kaoru? 】

【Where can I escape this time?Can I not escape this time? 】

[Can I... kill ghosts?Whoever it becomes, kill it! 】

"Kill Kill" filled the screen and paper, covering all the pages of the following text, and the last few pages were full of old blood stains.

Shocking, extremely fierce, and extremely crazy strokes, until the end the handwriting is very calm, but every line between the lines seems to be full of ghosts.

Just looking at the handwriting, I feel that a ghost will crawl out and open its mouth to eat people without paying attention.

Ye Zun stood there in a daze, and it took him a long time to recover his voice, he couldn't believe it: "That girl just saw such a diary?"

——Then why, how could she still be so calm and smiling, watching herself talk?

Facing herself who was like a ghost in her eyes, when she handed the diary back to herself, she smiled brightly and said, "Don't be nervous, I understand, because, I am the same."

He thought, he thought, that she, like the priest, was just comforting her unconsciously nervous self who was not good at talking to strangers.

Ye Zun suddenly woke up, and looked at Rin with empty pupils: "She said, she is the same. What does this mean? Has she also seen the ghost in Nogawa Kaoru's diary? Has the same experience and experience as Nogawa Kaoru? experience?"

Rin frowned slightly, watching him gently: "Maybe so."

Ye Zun immediately stood up: "Could she also have clues? About where the ghost came from."

Rin put her fingers on his shoulders and comforted him gently: "I'll check her classroom, let's go and find out, if it's like what you said, she may have left some messages."

After all, she is a teacher, and Rin quickly found out the girl's class and classroom.

It was on the fifth floor of the teaching building where she jumped off.

When Ye Zun ran into the classroom and searched for the things on her seat, the surrounding students were startled.

But no one stopped him, everyone just stood a little farther away and whispered.

"...Dancing crazily in the locked dance studio on the top floor... It is said that her private life is messy and she has had many boyfriends..."

"... Her mother is not a decent person... she has been married several times with her..."

"...It seems that he was pushed down. The person who was present at that time was this person..."

"... so handsome... Is it love killing? It's a pity for that kind of woman..."

"...he is not destroying evidence, is he?"

Ye Zun remained indifferent, did not raise his eyebrows indifferently, and focused on searching for clues.

"Excuse me, is this Kaoru Nogawa?"

At this time, a girl wearing glasses standing beside whispered to Ye Zun.

Ye Zun stopped and looked at her: "I am."

The girl with glasses reluctantly handed over a wrapped gift, and said reluctantly: "She suddenly said that she couldn't do it in person... If you come, let me remember to give it to you...Here, you'd better not rummage around, what? nothing."

"Thank you."

Ye Zun walked out of the classroom silently with a gift that looked like a notebook wrapped in gift paper.

Rin was waiting for him outside, and quietly walked out with him.

Ye Zun squeezed the hand holding the gift firmly, and said softly: "What does this mean? We just met each other, and it's just the relationship between a stranger who picked up the diary. Why did you prepare a gift for me... for Kaoru Nogawa?"

Rin looked down at the gift in his hand: "It looks like she knows she might die."

Not a possibility, but a certainty, that thing is more like a suicide note than a gift.

Ye Zun started to unwrap the present without saying a word, and inside was a locked diary without a lock.

Standing beside him, Rin held the place where Ye Zun was holding the diary with his fingers, and gently placed the other hand on his shoulder. The inconspicuous warmth from the palm was slowly transmitted from the back of the wrapped hand to Ye Zun's icy body. To the trembling heart.

Rin recited in a calm and emotionless voice:

[Sorry, I actually saw the contents of the diary, but in front of Kaoru, I will deny it, so that you will not be so uncomfortable.However, I can probably guess that you deliberately wanted to be seen by me. 】

[Just like me now, I want to be seen by you. 】

【The reason why I keep looking at you from afar is because, the first time I saw you, I knew that we might be the same. 】

[Xun also, keep looking at me from a distance, that kind of eyes can't be ignored at all. 】

[Sorry, it may be different from what you think, which is why I have not been able to respond to you proactively.I can't, I can't teach you.Because I was just pretending to be alive. 】

【You know, once a bit of flesh and blood is eaten by that kind of ghost, no matter how unwilling it is, it will be swallowed and assimilated bit by bit in the end. 】

[I want to die every day, and I spend a lot of energy thinking about how to die every day. 】

[Waking up every day, the fact that the world still exists, is enough to make me despair.Is there any way to end it... Kaoru probably has the same idea. 】

[I want to die, but I am unwilling to die.Obviously didn't do anything wrong, why me... us? 】

[There are more and more places where the wounds are festering, and it is very difficult to drag the shackles. At the beginning, I didn't know where I wanted to go when I knew there was no way to go but kept running?There is no way to export it at all, I knew it a long time ago, and I discovered it a long time ago. 】

【Xun is the same, right? Even if you walk in the sun, you will suddenly remember and be reminded that it will never get better, it has been completely ruined, my life, every inch of my body is rotten and smelly. Blood.Even the spring full of hope and vitality, as long as I think about it, I feel that even breathing is a sin. 】

[It's disgusting.How on earth have I lived with such a disgusting body until now, allowing myself to rot and be devoured slowly, but dare not end it?I only remembered it when I saw Kaoru, because I was not reconciled. 】

[I am not willing to live in this world, I have never lived well once, never met beautiful things, never loved and been loved well. 】

[Because I met Kaoru, I thought that I am not the only one left alone in this world, and I can finally close my eyes a little at night. I had a beautiful dream last night. I dreamed that Kaoru was a child and woke me up. Even if I have never seen it, I know that It was Kaoru from the past, who said to me: "If you die, you can become an existence like me, let's start again together."】

【That's great, standing hopefully on the stool, one step away from the hanging rope.As long as you die, you can escape, and you can be reborn. 】

[But in the dream, he hesitated, how could there be such a good thing in the world?How lucky it is my turn? 】

[Waking up is really just a dream, what a pity, I wasted such a beautiful dream, I should die, at least I want to die once in my dream. 】

【I want to die without any resentment or regret. Whether it's towards that ghost or the people around me who want to sacrifice my flesh and blood in order to live, I don't have any energy to resent. I just want to die.But my reluctance pulled me. 】

[However, it doesn't matter now, because of Kaoru's existence, my resentment is over now. 】

[Let's end together, let's escape together, and start over. 】

【Because I've already made up my mind, I just want to run to find Kaoru immediately at night.However, too many parts have been eaten, and the area of ​​the wound is too rotting. No matter how hard you work, the recovery is so slow, and you are so tired that you don't even have the energy to die.Well, just wake up tomorrow morning and die. 】

【Because I've made preparations, at least tonight I don't have to be afraid, I don't have to hide carefully, I don't dare to close my eyes and wait for dawn, and I can finally have a good sleep.When I get up tomorrow, I don’t think about anything, I don’t need to do anything, I will meet Kaoru right away. 】

[This time, we just need to die. 】

【Thank you, that's really great. 】

【It was because of Kaoru that I was finally able to willingly end the torture. It ended before I was completely eaten when I was still a human. It was great to meet Kaoru before I was completely eaten away. 】

[Does Kaoru feel the same way as me? 】

【Right now Kaoru is looking at my diary, is she as relieved and happy as me? 】

[I've always wanted to dance there once, and I want to show Kaoru a dance. 】

[When I couldn't hold on, I looked there countless times and thought about it countless times. 】

[I want to invite Kaoru to dance there together. 】

【Let's run away right there! 】

After that, there was a large mess... that spread to several large pages.

【…】

【Important friend... So, does Kaoru already have an important person?Not like me. 】

[I am, the lonely one, and I will be in the end. 】

[However, it doesn't matter. 】

【Xun has an important friend, this time, I ran away first. 】

【You probably won't be able to see this gift, but I really want to be seen. 】

[My pain, at least once, wanted to be heard and seen. 】

On the last page are two blood-red dialogues. The two lines of words are written in different handwriting, as if two people's fingers were dipped in blood and written on them.

A line of crooked and naive, like a child.

A line of characters is graceful and slender, bright and brilliant.

【"This place is really scary, will you jump down and escape with me?"

"Okay, I can't wait."]

Ye Zun let go of the diary with his fingers, and backed away involuntarily, and bumped into the priest's arms behind him, touched his body temperature, but subconsciously panicked and tried to escape.

Rin grabbed his wrist: "Calm down."

Ye Zun couldn't help panting, watching his brown pupils dilate blankly.

Aside from bouts of chills passing over his body, his bones couldn't help shivering because of the cold, he didn't feel that he was not calm.

Talking to himself, he tried to regain his composure through rational analysis: "Did she want to die because of Kaoru Nogawa? No, she wanted to die because of Kaoru Nogawa's diary. No, she wanted to die all the time... ...How many ghosts of that kind exist in this world?"

Rin looked at him quietly, his Adam's apple slipped slightly: "At least you now know who the ghost is."

Ye Zun was in a daze: "I know who the ghost is?"

Nogawa Kaoru's diary says that her mother took Nogawa Kaoru away and left her younger sister alone in a house with a ghost. The younger sister who was eaten by the ghost returned to their new home with the ghost.

Sister...a home with ghosts...

The nightmare from last night suddenly emerged——

The bleeding little girl in the dream said: "My brother told me to hide here and then he disappeared. I don't know where he is, and if he was also eaten. Mom may have gone to find my brother..."

Nogawa Kaoru said in his diary: [Mom ran away with Kaoru in her arms...I'm really sorry, I left you there alone for so many years and ran away alone. 】

Ye Zun's eyes gradually calmed down, and he swallowed dryly: "I understand, it's not a dream, I let her out of the grave."

Rin didn't let go of his hand: "Well, what are you talking about?"

"My sister is a ghost."

He met a seven or eight-year-old girl in an old room like a tomb.

Kaoru Nogawa's younger sister is also just seven or eight years old.

The little girl he rescued from the grave-like home was the younger sister of Nogawa Kaoru who was left alone.

"Sister... I only saw her on Monday morning. Today is Thursday. Except for that morning, no matter morning or night, I have never seen her at home! I didn't even suspect it."

Perhaps neither of those men was lying.

My father said that my mother disappeared because she was hiding from a ghost that came into the house, or because she had been bitten by a ghost and she didn't want to hurt other people in the family, so she hid on purpose.

Could it be that the dead father she mentioned was not Shen Yuan's father, but her ex-husband, Kaoru Nogawa's own father?

Kaoru Nogawa's father and younger sister were bitten by ghosts a few years ago, but after their mother escaped with Kaoru Nogawa, the father and daughter should not have been completely eaten by ghosts immediately.

—— Judging from the time when the footsteps appeared, the ghost had already appeared at home on the weekend night at the latest.

——But according to Shen Yuan's words, he had heard it earlier.

Perhaps it was because Nogawa Kaoru's father was accidentally hospitalized, and when her mother went to the hospital to contact her ex-husband, that ghost followed her mother back to this new home.

The ghost bewitched the mother to pull out her ex-husband's respirator, causing the man to die completely.

So everything makes sense.

The thirteen or fourteen-year-old girl who ate my arm that I saw in Kaoru Nogawa's room the night before might be her grown-up sister.

Like Nogawa Kaoru’s father, my younger sister lasted for several years before being eaten by ghosts and dying completely. She may have been thirteen or fourteen years old before she died, and the little girl I saw in my dream was just that she was still human at first when.

——But, if the younger sister is a ghost, why would Shen Yuan say that there is only one girl in the family.

——Mom has said more than once that she should leave food for her sister.

Could it be that my mother was bitten by a ghost at that time?

Because the mother ran away with Kaoru Nogawa and left her younger sister to her ex-husband who was assimilated by a ghost, the younger sister who became a ghost resented her mother, so the mother's reaction after being infected by a ghost was subconsciously wanting to make up for her younger sister?

Is that so?

The truth seemed to gradually become clear, and Ye Zun also calmed down, thinking about the logical contradiction.

——Everything I have experienced has already happened, everything Kaoru Nogawa has experienced.For copies, ghosts already existed.

The clues in the diary, the guidance of the nightmare, these are all to let me re-experience the experience of Kaoru Nogawa.

——So, my sister may not have come to the house after I rescued her, maybe she already existed in the house.

——It was on purpose.In order to pull me into its power system, it calculates and lures me to discover every step, so that I have to be aware of it and think about it.It wants to confuse and scare me.

Yes, the diary that obviously hides information, because I want to decipher the information in the diary, I started to be affected by ghosts and have nightmares.

Then he was pulled into its domain by the ghost, and rescued the younger sister in the ghost by himself, so that the power of the ghost could be completely released and strengthened.

The senior sister who issued the card by Sakura committed suicide, but the extra girl on the scene is definitely not a hallucination, it must be the ghost of my sister!

It was the younger sister who lured and killed the senior sister.

Her strength is enough to start killing people!

——So, shouldn't I save that little girl?

Rin held Ye Zun's hand, lowering his eyes slightly, Ye Zun's expression was slightly pale, but he looked calm, but his hands were very cold and trembling uncontrollably.

The fermented sweetness of fear, cool and sweet, with the fragrance of roses and the slight astringency of grass leaves, has a strong appeal.

However, with that cold hand wrapped in Rin's palm, consciousness and instinct run counter to each other.

His Adam's apple was rolling, but his body was warming him up.

"Don't be afraid, what did you think of? Tell me."

Ye Zun's eyes were already clear, without any fragility and confusion, his pale lips were slightly pursed, and he looked at Rin seriously: "The school has become dangerous, I can't stay here anymore. The priest is too, it's best to leave This vortex is farther away."

Rin still watched him gently, and said softly, "Where are you going? I'll be with you."

"The priest can't go to the place I'm going." Ye Zun showed a light smile on his face, looked into the priest's eyes, "Thank you."

Rin looked at him, inquiring slightly, and there was no wave on his already restrained face: "Why did you suddenly thank me? Did I do something?"

Ye Zun blinked, he didn't look panicked or scared at all, his face was slightly pale, but his expression was clear and calm: "Even if the priest doesn't need to do anything, the existence itself has already saved me once."

Ye Zun glanced at the girl's diary, and then saw the accident scene in the sea of ​​flowers on the other side in the distance.

"She was going to invite me to die with her, so she dressed up."

However, because Ye Zun saw Rin's back.

... "is a very important friend."

Because Ye Zun said so, he knew that Nogawa Kaoru already had someone important, who was different from her, so she temporarily gave up giving this death invitation and decided to die alone.

Perhaps she was alone, and she would give up because she was unwilling in the end, but there was a ghost who went to her appointment instead of Ye Zun.

... "It's scary here, jump down with me and escape?"

Romantic and terrifying, a deadly invitation to death.

Rin looked at him with a slight frown, her clear eyes were calm and focused: "Thank me, then leave me, where are you going?"

Ye Zun looked into his eyes seriously, and smiled slightly: "I'm really not afraid. I know what to do. Although I can always rely on the priest, I want to become stronger."

——The ghost of that sister was released from the diary by me. Although I couldn't see it, I felt it, and she followed me.

—maybe briefly scared, but I never really thought about running away.

He never shied away from the fact that his personality is not likable. Before that, he didn't like anything in particular, and he could generally not care about the people around him.

But now he hopes that at least he has some positive qualities in himself, that he can have a calm and comfortable confidence, and believes that the friends he likes also have reasons to like him.

The important person who finally appears is to be cherished, not to take advantage of the other party's kindness, to hide behind and be protected with peace of mind.

Good intentions will be consumed, and the priest cannot always be by his side.

Instead of always relying on others to escape danger, he wants to try to become stronger himself.

——hope to be a strong protector, not shamefully hide behind, being a poor little person who needs to be protected.

In this way, to make up for the goodwill that is constantly being worn away, will that person retain more goodwill towards him, and will the relationship between each other last for a long time?

——It sounds like a declaration of elementary school students, because it is too shameful and may never be able to say it.But, it's true, I want to be good with Rin forever, like now, or if possible, it's better to be closer than now.

——For this, I am not afraid now.

For this, he wants to live longer in this game.

The game allowed him to solve Nogawa Kaoru's bad luck of death, survived the seventh day, and now it is the fourth day.

Therefore, he slightly bent his eyes and looked into the eyes of the priest: "Now is the safe time. I should face my fears and work hard to become stronger. I will solve it successfully, and I will definitely come to you when the time comes."

——I have to go back to that house again to confirm when my sister actually existed in this house.

All the inferences at present are just guesses, and there must be some omissions. It is also possible that the existing clues are wrong and there are unknown traps hidden.

——I probably vaguely understand how to deal with ghosts. If you don’t enter the opponent’s energy circulation system, the first thing is not to avoid fear.

Therefore, we should do the opposite, the unknown is the most terrifying, as long as we know why the bad luck happened, we can find a way out.

Standing there, Rin watched Ye Zun leave the school surrounded by cherry blossoms.

The gentleness on his face gradually disappeared as the person left his sight, the handsome and dignified face was calm and unwavering.

Not only the smile, but also all the emotions are gone.

Fountains of costly crystal and starlight turned back into pools of gloomy death.

Adam's apple rolls, a very light empty sigh, and a dull and slow voice, because the master has lost the source of fun and returned to silence: "I want to become stronger because my subconscious doesn't trust anyone, including me. Even Is that level of curse not enough?"

Then, be a little more scary.

What to do with the dessert who walks away without authorization and delusions of learning escape skills on her own.

It was a unique special offer, marked.

……

Ye Zun took the bus at first.

Soon, the driver and a few passengers showed the centipede-like black lines on their necks, smiling sinisterly at him through the window glass and rearview mirror.

The driver even blatantly ignored Ye Zun's intentions and drove past the station without any intention of letting him go, not knowing where he was going.

It was not easy to find an opportunity to get off the bus with other passengers. At that time, the direction away from home was longer than the distance from school to home.

Sure enough, this dungeon became more and more dangerous as time went on, and I should have walked if I knew it earlier.

It's not just the school. If this continues, you will soon see infected ghosts on the road.

But those ghosts haven't attacked directly, it should be that the conditions are not enough.

The sky was dark and dark, and the cold rain began to fall.

Even the rain seems to have a black and corrosive resentment, which makes people extremely uncomfortable.

Ye Zun didn't bring an umbrella, and there were no shops along the way, so he had to speed up his pace to brave the rain.

In the end it took almost an hour to get to the house.

It was almost noon now, but the whole old building was very quiet, as if no one was moving.

This was the first time Ye Zun saw a residential building during the day.

When he went out in the morning, perhaps because of preconceived reasons, he never felt that there was any problem with the quietness here. After all, except for students, most people seldom get up so early.

Ye Zun was standing downstairs of the residents, it was only the first ten days of April, but lightning had already appeared.

The dark clouds made the sky look like evening, and the lightning was ferocious and ferocious.

He stood in the doorway, watched the lightning in the distance, and counted his heartbeats. He didn't continue to walk upstairs until he calmed down completely.

Dilapidated residential buildings are full of sundries, old stoves, honeycomb cinders hardened, dusty trash cans, old plastic pots and hot water bottles are so old that people worry that they can no longer be used.

These things are much older than what Ye Zun remembered.

The first floor is almost a utility room and garbage area, and Kaoru Nogawa's home is on the third floor.

This building is really old, so that many houses are unoccupied, and they are locked tightly from the outside, and some even have specially moved wooden boards to block the door.

But there are residents on the floor of Nogawa Kaoru’s house, and so are the neighbors on the left side of the corridor, and the atmosphere of life can be seen from the outside of the houses where people live and where people don’t live.

There were other people on this floor, which relieved Ye Zun's unknowingly tense nerves.

He stood at the door, paused, inserted the key into the door lock, and slowly turned it open.

——Already ready, no matter what picture I see, I will not be afraid.

"Xun, I'm back for dinner." The busy woman was putting the food on the table, raised her head and flicked her dry bangs, her eyes were tender and loving, and she looked at him happily and said.

The author has something to say: Demon Lord:

What to do with the dessert who walks away without authorization and delusions of learning escape skills on her own.

It was a unique special offer, marked.

……

It is recommended to eat it directly.

Then... the end of the full text (狗头~)