108 Ways to Heal a Loyal Dog

At that time, he was too naive and innocent.Thinking that rationality can overwhelm sensibility.He thought he could control everything.There will be no harm, there will be no quarrels, because they will never have started.

Non-vegetation, ruthless Practice makes perfect.As a human being, Lian Qing had long been prepared to feel dizzy one day.But emotion is emotion, reason is reason, these two are completely different, and he will not confuse them.

He agreed to the invitation of his mentor, crossed the ocean again, returned to the place where he studied in his youth, and prepared to spend a substantial time devoted to scientific research to wash away the guilt and guilt that had just snuffed out the buds of emotion.

The warmth of the human body, as long as there are similar memories, is enough for him.

But the development of things is always beyond his expectation.When he vomited in front of the toilet, Lian Qing couldn't help but hate this sudden little life.

For better scientific research, he needs a healthy body.Reasonable diet, regular exercise, early to bed and early to rise, and even smoking, one of the few addictions, Lian Qing quit when he entered the [-]th mark.

His high degree of self-discipline is just to achieve his goals and fulfill his dreams better and faster, and just when he is about to usher in a critical period in his career, he becomes pregnant.

After the initial annoyance, Lian Qing knew that what should come still came.

He has to face it.

It is impossible for him to give up his career for the sake of his children.But to give up this life that has come, he was a little at a loss.

Reason can no longer play its usual role.Lian Qing was stuck in the quagmire of emotion and couldn't get out.He stayed where he was, feeling at a loss, but forced himself to be strong.

Many years later, Su Shan, who had become his husband, asked him: Why didn't you tell me?I'm Momo's other father, why? !Isn't this my fundamental right? !

That was a quarrel that consumed too much.This is also the first time that Lian Qing knows that the young man who always acts optimistic and innocent in front of him, actually deep down in his heart, has always been very concerned about some things back then.

He just doesn't talk or ask, and uses a cynical appearance as much as possible to cover up his silent understanding and tenderness.

Lian Qing knew that he had hurt Su Shan and his beloved.Once those scars existed, they would never dissipate, so he could only silently promise in his heart that he would spend countless days in the future to fade those scars.

It was a dark time.Lian Qing almost didn't want to think about it.

Before he was fully prepared, his dignity puffed out his chest to face the great challenge of his destiny.

In the end, he compromised with the secular world and the real world.

He is willing to take on his responsibilities.

Among the stack of blind date materials that Lian Jiang brought, he noticed Lian Sha at a glance.

Still childish, but with bright eyes, he always reminds him of Su Shan.

His student, the other father of the child in his womb, the one he voluntarily... gave up on.

His appearance and figure inherited from Lian Xun made it easy for him to hide his true emotions.No one has discovered his feelings for Su Shan, except Lian Jiang, who has the closest relationship with him and is always very sensitive to people's emotions.

His father has been tirelessly mentioning Su Shan jokingly from time to time in emails and text messages, and proactively expressing his affection for young people; even if Lian Qing never responds to such topics, he never tires of it and persists.Even when he saw Lian Sha's photo, Lian Qing's first reaction was that Lian Jiang did it on purpose.

They are obviously different in appearance, but their demeanor and small movements are very similar.The longer I get along with Liansha, the stronger this feeling becomes.

After several months, Lian Qing didn't think about that.

In retrospect, Lian Qing self-inspected, maybe it was his subconscious intentional avoidance, which made him ignore all those clues.The only thing he cared about at that time was probably how to get through this level smoothly.

Contract marriage seems to be a perfect choice.

In this case, it is a surprise to meet a partner who is so similar to the person I like.

He has a good impression of Lian Sha, but how much of this good impression is because he can constantly remind him of another person?

Lian Qing didn't think about it carefully.

Career research is the focus of his concern at the moment.He didn't have the energy to think about such things.At that time, this was an inescapable fact and an unavoidable reality. He let nature take its course and agreed with Lian Sha on the date of registration and marriage.

This is the new balance.he told himself.

He is able to fulfill his responsibilities to the maximum extent without giving up his career.The child will be the suzerain heir of the next generation of the Lian family, and Lian Xun still has enough time to support and teach that young life.

Unknowingly, the human instinct of seeking advantages and avoiding disadvantages made him choose a solution that he thought was perfect.

And all this, until the night before the wedding, Su Shan yelled at him on the terrace:

——After the child is born, you are still the heir of the Lian family.Other than throwing another life into a quagmire that you don't even want to step on, Lian Qing, you didn't do anything from the beginning to the end!

——You are always escaping, but escaping will never solve the problem!

Is that right?

Could it be that I am really running away?

Am I really a coward?

On the day of the wedding, when Su Shan said "no" firmly, Lian Qing was stunned, and the screams of the youth the night before kept flashing in his mind.

—You apologized to me last night.At that moment, I suddenly understood.You understand your situation from start to finish.It's just that you think you should sacrifice and endure.You feel this is a kind of maturity and responsibility.You don't want to escape.

No, no, no, I'm not like that.

I……

It is indeed... escaping.

I don't even have the courage to say "no".

At that moment, Lian Qing was finally struggling to get rid of the thick fog and confusion that had been lingering on her since she returned home in childhood.

Do people have the freedom to choose their birth environment and their parents?

No.

But you can do whatever you want if you want.

Don't be afraid of failure, don't be afraid of the disappointment of your loved ones, and don't be afraid of the unknown road ahead.

You just have to have the courage to go forward.

This is what it is to be human...

Natural freedom.

At that moment, Lian Qing finally understood why he fell in love with Su Shan.

This young man would never run away without a fight.

If you want to get it, you will definitely try your best.

He crossed oceans, and even changed his face for him.Compared with his own predicament, isn't what he faces equally difficult to choose?

But he never hesitated.The time for him to make choices is so fast that people almost forget that the things he chooses have changed his life drastically.

During those days in the hospital, he had also seen Su Shan's silent and depressed back and her lonely and bitter smile.Those early mornings hidden in every body entanglement, hidden in the drooping eyes behind every smile, are in stark contrast with his childish, handsome and bright face, which is shocking and unforgettable.

But whenever he faced Lian Qing, he always suppressed all the struggles and pains, leaving only his most sunny smile.

After the wedding, Lian Qing decided to talk to Lian Xun again.

The same broke up.

But when he walked out of the room, Lian Jiang, who was leaning there, gave him a thumbs up, laughed and patted him on the shoulder.

Lian Qing rarely saw Lian Jiang so happy.

Similarly, he rarely saw Lian Xun so furious.

Let Lian Xun down, although Lian Qing has been doing it, but it has never been as difficult and unbearable as it is now.

In a short period of time, Lian Xun and Lianqing quarreled dozens of times in a row.

The confrontation between their father and son, which had been hidden and silent for many years, had never been put on the table and so intense.

After losing Lian Mo, Lian Qing directly cut off contact with Lian Xun.

He didn't want to take such drastic measures, but he had to.

His psychological defense was already on the verge of danger, and no one could understand the deep anxiety and endless pressure that Lian Xun's every look, every word, and every action brought to him.He seemed to be standing on the edge of a cliff, and with just a little external force, he would slide down into the abyss.

This point, even Lian Jiang, he never confided.Naturally including Su Shan.

Alone, he endured the physical and mental torments brought about by the pregnancy reaction, gritted his teeth and endured the fear and confusion about the future, and every time he was completely defeated in a fight, he was exhausted, helpless and sad, but he still struggled to get up.

But all the masks of self-improvement and self-reliance he maintained so hard, after losing Lian Mo, all the dregs of the collapse of the whole line were left behind.

Maybe it was the hormonal changes during pregnancy that affected him, or maybe it was because the conflicts accumulated for a long time broke out far beyond his imagination. At the end of that battle, Lian Qing temporarily stopped the endless torture by breaking off contact.

After recovering his health, he revisited Western Europe.

He went to the cities he lived in when he was a child. Even with photos as evidence, the broken memories could not be gathered together, so he walked through those streets, houses, and coasts one by one like a first-time tourist.

Su Shan stayed by his side all the time, smiling without any haze, basically no different from the happy and self-satisfied look when she first walked into his office.

They chatted, ate, slept together, they kissed, hugged, sexed, no matter what he looked like, no matter what state he was in, Su Shan could accept it with pleasure.

For the first time, Lian Qing had a strong desire to confide.

He has always been ashamed to talk about himself, unwilling to recall the past, let alone talk about those vague, erratic, emotional and delicate emotions, those irreversible pasts that would have no value or meaning.

But facing Su Shan, the images that were pressing on her heart and could not be shaken off gradually turned into words and were released into the air.

The heaviness of the years seems to have disappeared.

When the tears fell, he didn't even realize it.

"The Lian Qing I know is my mentor Lian Qing, my boyfriend Lian Qing, and my family's cold-faced and powerful bossy boss... It has nothing to do with your Lian family."

Against the setting sun, amidst the sound of the waves crashing on the shore, Su Shan stroked his forehead hair and put it against her own forehead, with piercing eyes, looking straight at him like that.

"You don't have to force yourself to do things you don't like."

"I... have no background, and no ability... I can't change the past and the status quo of your family for you, but I will be here and always be here..."

Along with the hug that fell into his heart, there were these words.

Love can really change a person.

Before the age of 33, Lian Qing was alone, struggling to survive in this world.

After the age of 33, someone broke through the obstacles he set up layer by layer, came to his side, and held his hand.

Their fate has been tied together since then, and all the pain and fragility are shared with him.

It turned out that he didn't need to escape.

His family, his parents, his responsibilities, and the pressure he is unwilling to bear but has to bear, all have ways to resolve it.

What he has to do is to face the fear in his heart and continue to grow.

He was born again.

-Complete-

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