light and shadow [entertainment circle]

It was already the winter solstice when Xia Zhi and the group arrived in Switzerland. Considering that Xia Zhi has always loved sports, Guan Shan set the group's final stop at a resort and recuperation center in the old city of Chur.Chur is located in eastern Switzerland and is the capital of Graubünden. It is only a few hours' drive from the famous Tamina Valley spa and ski resort St. Moritz.

In Chur in winter, the beauty of the land makes one's heart palpitate.The undulating mountains of the Alps are its backbone; the gurgling Rhine River is its blood; the pine forest represents its vitality, and the glacier is its eternal free heart.There are also row upon row of classical buildings, exquisite and realistic murals, and delicacies of different tastes that have been passed down since the [-]th century, as if making people travel back to the dreamy and beautiful fairy tale kingdom through time and space.

Qiao Yue, who has now changed his original name back to his original name, is young after all. Even though he was completely disappointed with his biological parents because of the contract, when he drank coffee twice in the cafe on the street and went to Tamina Valley to soak in hot springs several times , the originally depressed and depressed mood gradually turned around.So much so that only one and a half months after the group officially settled down, the psychiatrist announced that Qiao Yue was in good condition and no longer needed the help of a psychiatrist.

In contrast, Xia Zhi, who was severely depressed, was not in a good condition. He was reluctant to go out, talk, and eat. One of the most common things in daily life was to sit on the bay window in the bedroom with his knees hugged. Stare at the snow-covered mountains in the distance.Even Sister Ling, who came all the way from China to take care of his daily life, couldn't make him say a word or eat an extra bite.

The psychiatrist has nothing to do about it. The patient is unwilling to cooperate, so what can you do with your great ability?However, the doctor himself also understood that Guan Shan spent a lot of money to invite him from China, not to hear him say "powerless".Therefore, he quickly called Guan Shan and asked Guan Shan to spend more time with Xia Zhi as much as possible.

Guan Shan on the other end of the phone was silent for a long time, and finally he only replied softly: "I'm busy here, I can't leave, let Joe stay with him more."

Listening to the whistling cold wind faintly coming from the phone, the psychiatrist felt that Guan Shan's words were a bit colder than the mountain wind blowing from the Alps.

"How is it?" Just as the phone hung up, Qiao Yue, who was also standing by the phone, couldn't wait to ask.

"Let you spend more time with him." The psychiatrist sighed and said to himself: What kind of brother?After all, it is not biological, can there be true feelings?Didn't he see that the patient was already severely depressed, and it was almost impossible to return to the entertainment industry, so he put him aside?cut!

As a fan of Xia Zhi, it has always been a good job for Qiao Yue to be by Xia Zhi's side every day.It's just that for the past half month, seeing Xia Zhi reticent and unhappy every day, he was really worried. "He doesn't talk to me very much, and being able to answer one sentence out of three is considered a good mood today. Doctor, is he like this with you?"

The psychiatrist responded with a "hehe". "He has been treated without a word three times in a row."

As soon as the psychiatrist finished speaking, the two fell silent.After a while, they sighed again.This is simply a miserable meeting!

However, sighs are sighs, but what should be done has to be done-whether it is for money or for feelings.

"Skiing?" Xia Zhi looked out of the window without looking back, and answered without interest. "...I'm not interested, you go."

This answer was obviously expected by Qiao Yue, so that he didn't even show any disappointment, instead he quickly climbed up the bay window and sat side by side with Xia Zhi. "Sitting here every day, what kind of scenery can you never get tired of looking at?" Qiao Yue asked with his head tilted.

Xia Zhi remained silent and did not answer.

Qiao Yue didn't ask any further questions, just sat beside him and accompanied him silently.Although the first impression of Xia Zhi was hard to describe in words, but after getting along for a while, Qiao Yue knew: So there are really fascinating people in this world.This kind of charming is never just about appearance and temperament, but all aspects of how to treat people, words and deeds.Even though Xia Zhi is still in a period of severe depression, his innate sensitivity to emotions allows him to take the most considerate actions at any time.Qiao Yue even felt that perhaps it was because of Xia Zhi's oversensitivity and sensitivity that he was depressed.

Sure enough, after Qiao Yue sat for a short time, Xia Zhi said, "Don't sit with me anymore, I'm fine by myself."

Qiao Yue didn't respond, instead, he fell into Xia Zhi's arms, rubbed his eyes and yawned loudly.

How can such exaggerated acting skills be fooled by Xia Zhi, the youngest double actor in Chinese history?But he didn't say anything, he just gently touched Qiao Yue's furry head, and then turned his gaze out of the window again.

After an unknown amount of time, Qiao Yue, who was "acting a fake show for real", woke up from his sleep and found himself curled up by the bay window.With a pillow under his head, a thin blanket covering his body, and a plate of freshly baked cookies in front of him, Xia Zhi, who was by his side before his nap, is still sitting in the same place. For some reason, Qiao Yue's heart suddenly floated. Let's start with the words "the years are quiet and good".After his mind was completely clear, Qiao Yue sat up, took a cookie and put it in his mouth, and said softly: "I once thought about it, when I earn money, I will bring my grandparents to Switzerland to travel and recuperate, so that they can talk to each other among the neighbors." Save face."

Xia Zhi understood Qiao Yue's meaning. Qiao Yali, Qiao Yue's mother, married privately back then and severed ties with her parents. Years later, she was beaten by her husband with a bruised nose and a swollen face, and she returned home with her children in disgrace. Can't get up. "Do you still... think of your grandpa and grandma often?"

Qiao Yue shook his head, and said frankly: "Very few...they have been away for a long time, I know, I can't always live in the memory. Before my parents were going to sue, I often dreamed of them...don't scold me , Don’t blame me, just look at me quietly, I know they are worried about me...they have disappeared recently.” He let out a sigh of relief, and swung his fist vigorously into the air. "I will be fine in the future, and I won't let them worry about me anymore!"

Xia Zhi reached out and touched Qiao Yue's back, then asked, "Your parents..."

"It's resolved. Each of them took a sum of maintenance money that could buy property in Fusang Jiangdu and Huaxia Jinling respectively, and they happily signed the agreement, throwing the rest of my life to Guangying." Speaking of this, Qiao Yue felt in his heart With mixed flavors, he squeezed out a sneer. "Mr. Guan also specially asked them to sign a non-disclosure agreement, and they were not allowed to disclose to the other party how much money he took....Actually, I know that even if there is no such agreement, they would not say it. They wish they could keep all the money. The other party can't get a dime." The loving couple who used to sleep together in the same bed are now full of embarrassment in front of outsiders.What they lost was their own face, so why not Qiao Yue's?In order to make them withdraw the lawsuit and stop causing trouble, Guan Shan paid out more than 1000 million Huaxia coins in total. How will Qiao Yue carry this debt in the future?They didn't ask any more questions from the beginning to the end, which made Qiao feel even more chilled.

Xia Zhi stroked Qiao Yue's back again. "Hate them?"

"How could it be possible not to hate at all?" Qiao Yue laughed at himself, "I have thought about it more than once, what did I do wrong to have such parents?...They don't know, they negotiate with Mr. Guan, bargaining , I actually know all about it. Me, I’m right next door, listen..." I recalled my parents counting pennies and pennies, and their indifferent attitude when Guan Shan mentioned how he would "arrange" his future development in the future, Tears covered Qiao Yue's eyes again.But after he choked up a few times, he said, "...But that's okay, really... It took so long to cut the mess... It took so long, and it hurts more to cut the flesh with a blunt knife..."

"Is it completely broken?" Xia Zhi asked quietly, "Two suites?"

Although Xia Zhi's question was endless, Qiao Yue still understood. "En!" He nodded heavily, "I signed the agreement and consulted a lawyer, so there will be no more entanglements in the future."

"just in case……"

"What if they run out of money and come back to me when they're down and out?" Qiao Yue answered the question knowingly, and suddenly smiled indifferently. "Then what if I go skiing tomorrow and fall down from the snow mountain and break my neck?" Qiao Yue shook his head vigorously again. "I can't take care of so much anymore. Whether they say I'm selfish or unfilial...they just want to make themselves happy, so I...I just want to make myself happy too."

"Maybe...you will regret it one day, no matter how you choose, you will regret it." Xia Zhi said.The voice of this sentence was very soft, as if it was not meant for Qiao Yue, but for himself.

"How can there be no regrets in life?" Qiao Yue replied carelessly, "I even regretted entering the entertainment circle. At least, if I hadn't entered this circle, all Fusang wouldn't have seen my medical examination photos." After all, Qiao Yue is still young and has a thin skin. His mother's disclosure of the injury test photos of him being domestically abused to the media was never a good opportunity for him to sell cruel fans, but a cruel public execution of second-degree injuries.He bowed his head in silence for a while, then suddenly raised his hand and patted Xia Zhi's arm, as if he was a good brother. "You bought a car for Zeng Yijing, and you regretted it, thinking that your car killed him; but even if you didn't buy it, and he drove another car and got into an accident, you still regretted it, thinking that at least the car you bought was safe. It will be even higher, maybe once we respected him and escaped?...Xia Zhi, in fact, no matter what we choose, the one who is on the wheel will always be on the wheel, and we can't escape...This is fate!"

Xia Zhi didn't speak for a moment, but thought to himself: So, even if I know his existence, I will give him money.He would only gamble bigger and lose more, and then he was hacked to death before he had time to call me? ...He shook his head, knowing that maybe it was going to be this way or maybe...it wasn't.As long as a person is alive, there is still the possibility of improvement; after death, the conclusion is completely settled.

"It's like my parents, I still hate them now, but at least I can feel calm and relieved after they took the money... What I'm more afraid of is that they have been entangled with me for so long, one day... ...One day..." Joe Yue licked his dry lips anxiously, "I will also feel that money is more important than feelings... I will start to regret giving them money, and I will want to give the money I once gave to them again. Take it back, I will, I will let hatred control my reason, and do something terrible... I am afraid that it is not enough for me to lose my parents, I will also lose myself..."

Xia Zhi was startled suddenly, and couldn't help thinking: So, I lost Brother Shan again, right?

"Xia Zhi, don't let yourself indulge in sorrow anymore, don't...don't let you lose yourself again..." Qiao Yue said softly, "We, many people, love you and are waiting for you to turn around."

Xia Zhi suddenly raised his head to meet Qiao Yue's eyes full of concern and pleading, and his heart, which had been numb for a long time, suddenly felt a dull pain.

The author has something to say:

Qiao Yue: We, many people, love you and are waiting for you to turn back.

Guan Shan: 1500 million is not in vain!