BL he is my deskmate

old classmate?Xiao Yu didn't expect Xue Le to address him like this, intimate yet distant...

"Lele, you..."

"Stop talking, it's time for class." Xue Le took out the book on his own, and looked at it without distraction, as if there was only an unimportant person sitting next to him. Yu's appearance caused a slight pain, it was really a catastrophe, and he couldn't hide it.

At noon, Xue Le packed his backpack and prepared to go to the cafeteria for dinner.He stood up and went out the back door. Today's classroom is not as cramped as before. There is a wall on his left and people on his right, but behind him is a wide aisle.

Before he could take two steps, someone grabbed his arm. He looked back at Xiao Yu, "What's the matter, old classmate, don't you know where the cafeteria is?"

All morning, Xiao Yu tried to talk to Xue Le, but Xue Le deliberately stopped him.Xue Le is covered in thorns all over his body now, and he is very guarded against him. He is not at all like the previous Xue Le. Looking at his current appearance, Xiao Yu's heart hurts as if being hollowed out.

"Don't call me that." The title was damned alienating.

Xue Le smiled and said nothing.

"Lele, tell me what's wrong with you?"

What's wrong?Isn't it just hurt by love!Isn't it just being betrayed!Isn't it just being played as a clown!What can he do?Xue Le put away his smiling face and pulled his hand back forcefully, "I'm fine!" After speaking, he walked forward without looking back.

"Lele!" Xiao Yu quickly chased after her.

For several days, Xue Le turned a blind eye to Xiao Yu, and didn't even give him the alienated smile at first. Now Xiao Yu chases after Xue Le every day, just like Xue Le did back then. Because of this, Xiao Yu knows better I understand Xue Le's sadness at the beginning.

"Xiao Yu, come play basketball with us." A classmate ran over and said.

This session was their physical education class, and Xiao Yu sat with Xue Le under the shade of a tree. In the past, their favorite thing was physical education class. The two of them were talking and eating popsicles, quietly and intimately.But now, looking at Xue Le who was buried in the book next to him, Xiao Yu smiled helplessly.

"I'm not going." Apart from facing Xue Le, Xiao Yu still had that icy look.

The classmate scratched his head, "Oh. Then Xue Le, are you going?"

Xue Le raised his head, "No need, I don't know how to play basketball, you guys can play."

The classmate nodded and turned to leave, but Xiao Yu stopped him, "Wait, I'll go."

Xiao Yu thought about Xue Le chasing him and asking him why he didn't join the basketball team. Judging by Xue Le's appearance, he should like basketball very much. He wanted to make Xue Le happy.

The classmate came to his senses, pushed Xiao Yu and ran away, "Great, there is only one person missing, and now we can play the whole game at noon."

Xiao Yu turned around and said, "Lele, I'm going to play basketball, and I'll come find you after I'm done."

Xue Le looked up at him, but didn't speak.

Xue Le never knew that Xiao Yu's basketball skills were so good. Every step, turn, and layup was so vigorous and graceful. Even the girls who usually only knew how to read looked at Xiao Yu excitedly.Sure enough, no matter where Xiao Yu went, no matter what his temper was, he was always a shining presence in the crowd.

Xiao Yu had a great time playing, but when he looked back, there was no one under the shade of the tree...

After school, Xiao Yu pestered Xue Le to go to his house, "I went to see my uncle and aunt. I haven't visited them since they moved here."

Xue Le didn't bother to talk to him, put on his backpack and left, while Xiao Yu followed behind him step by step.

Back home, Xue Le opened the door, "Mom, I'm back."

Mother Xue was watching TV on the sofa, without turning her head, she said: "Lele is back, go back to your room and do your homework. Mom will cook later, and I will call you when you are eating."

"Auntie."

Hearing this familiar voice, Mother Xue turned her head quickly, and said in surprise, "Oh, it's Xiao Yu." She quickly stood up and came to Xiao Yu, "It's been a long time since I saw Xiao Yu, Xiao Yu is getting more and more handsome, hurry up and talk to Lele Go back to the room, auntie will cook right away, really, why don't you tell me in advance if you want to come, auntie hasn't prepared yet..." She said, and went into the kitchen.

Xue Le had no choice but to take Xiao Yu back to the room, and just said "you can do whatever you want." Then he took out his homework and started to do it.

I remember the first time I went to Xue Le's house, he and he ate popsicles secretly in the room, Xue Le begged himself not to tell his uncle, but this time he could only look at Xue Le's back alone, it was really... his own fault.