Rebirth of the absolute actor

The box is not big, with a few notebooks in the middle, and a brown paper bag that looks quite old, bulging, and I don't know what it contains. On top of the brown paper bag, there is a sky blue book neatly placed , is Wei Muyang's purpose this time, his mother's diary.

After staring at the cover of the familiar diary for half a minute, Wei Muyang put his hand on the cover and opened it.

This is the first time he has opened this booklet. On the first page, there are several strong pen characters: Congratulations to Shen Xiuying for winning the first prize in the county composition competition, hereby encouragement!

Shen Xiuying is the mother's name, is this the mother's past?Wei Muyang's eyes softened a lot. He stared at those words for a long time before turning another page.

The stale smell of paper coming from his nose turned into a warm memory at this moment, Wei Muyang gently looked at the notebook in his hand, the yellowed paper around it was written with familiar graceful handwriting.

"I won the first prize in the county composition competition today. I'm really happy. My mother also steamed a bowl of custard for me. It's so delicious. It would be great if I could win the prize every day."

"The sweet-scented osmanthus next door came to tell me that she couldn't go to school anymore and was going to marry in a neighboring village. Why did the girls have to marry so early because they couldn't study? Didn't they say that women can hold up half the sky?"

"A lot of educated youths came to the city today. They look really different from us. Everyone's eyes are shining with wisdom. The old party secretary said that they are all high school students in the city. High school students, no wonder they look so different. So powerful."

A breath of youth came rushing towards her face. So my mother was so cute back then?

He smiled and turned another page, suddenly, a familiar name came into view, and the smile on Wei Muyang's face froze.

"Today, the old party secretary assigned that educated youth named Cai Yuanshan to live in our house. I took a peek, and it turned out that he was the tallest among the educated youth who came, and he had a good-looking smile, and there was a dimple around his mouth when he smiled. , it’s totally different from Brother Shitou next door.”

"Are they really that good at reading? Why are they so stupid to do farm work? Brother Shitou next door has already plowed a ridge of land, and he has only plowed half a ridge, but he has such a good temper. He is not angry when they laugh at him like that. Who is still smiling and telling jokes, well, the jokes he told are really nice."

"He was sick, he had a bad fever, and kept calling his parents when he was sick. It turned out that he was as powerful as him, and he would miss his parents. Suddenly he felt so pitiful. Well, wait a minute and secretly cook some millet for him. Porridge."

"He praised my eyes for being better than the stars in the sky, and even said that my smile is more beautiful than lilies. I have seen the stars in the sky, but what do lilies look like?"

"He gave me a pink hair clip, which is said to be sold only in the city. It's so pretty. I want to hide it. This is the most precious gift I've ever received!"

The diary is not written every day, and most of the time it is added every two days or even three days, but from these few words, one can see the happy and sweet thoughts of a girl who is just in love.

Wei Muyang had mixed feelings in his heart, Cai Yuanshan appeared in his mother's notebook so frequently, so...

Although he had already planned to do so, Wei Muyang still felt tense when he saw this scene with his own eyes.

He never thought that his biological father would suddenly appear in front of him like this. In fact, he knew a long time ago that maybe there was news about his biological father in his mother's notebook, but because of resentment and resentment, he never deliberately I've searched for it, and even if I knew the notebook was there, I never thought of going through it.

If it wasn't for this time, Cai Kaiting's matter...

If he knew that Cai Yuanshan was his father back then, would the tragedy of the previous life not have happened?

Suppressing his restless thoughts, Wei Muyang turned another page.

"The commune sent us to the county to give an ideological report. What should I do? When I think of living with him in the city for two days, I feel nervous and excited, and my heart beats so fast. I... I am sick. ?"

"The old party secretary praised us for doing a good job in the report! I'm so happy. In fact, he wrote the manuscript well, and I didn't put much effort into it."

"I heard that the college entrance examination is going to resume, and many educated youths are going back to the city, so, will Brother Yuanshan go too? If he leaves, can we still meet? Suddenly I feel very uncomfortable, what's wrong with me. ..”

"What should I do? It's raining heavily outside, but Brother Yuanshan hasn't come back yet. It's pitch black and it's raining again. He doesn't have a flashlight or an umbrella. Will something happen? No, I'm going out to find him !"

When the diary was written here, it suddenly stopped for several days, Wei Muyang was startled, and had a gut feeling that something was going to happen.

"We... are together, he said he was going to marry me, I'm so happy, so happy, so happy, so happy..."

"His family sent him a letter asking him to go back to the city to take the college entrance examination. I was so happy and worried. What would I do if he left...I can't marry someone else..."

"Brother Yuanshan said that he would not be sorry for me. He gave me a bracelet and said that he would pick me up after the college entrance examination. I will definitely wait for you. Brother Yuanshan, I have to study hard too. If you catch up with the missed homework, you will also take the test in the city in the future, so I won’t embarrass you!"

............

Here, the relationship between the two seems to be very smooth, so what went wrong afterwards?

With this question in mind, Wei Muyang turned to the next page.

"Brother Yuanshan has been away for ten days, I miss him so much, I miss him so much."

"He sent a letter saying that he misses me very much and hopes to pick me up to the city, but it may have to wait until after the college entrance examination. He also said that his mother will definitely like me. Is this true? I heard that his mother is a High-level intellectuals, would they really fall in love with a rural girl like me?"

"It's been another ten days, but why hasn't he received a letter? Is it because he's too busy with his studies?"

"What to do, I didn't come this month, I heard that if I have a baby, I won't come, I... I have a baby? What should I do, what should I do..."

A series of what to do, plus the scribbled handwriting, it can be seen how nervous the owner of the diary is at this moment.

"That one has not come half a month late, it seems that I really won, but why is my heart so sweet? His baby must be very cute, right? I will miss him very much, with big eyes and thick eyes Eyebrow, he should be very happy to know the news, right? No, I will go to the city to find him and tell him the good news. "

"Mom seems to have noticed something. She looks at me strangely. Does she know that I didn't come?"

"My parents actually let me go on a blind date today. They also said that the other party's condition is very good, so I can marry him next month. No, they must know something. I don't want to marry anyone, I can only marry Brother Yuanshan!"

"No, I want to go to the city by myself. I heard the conversation between my father and my brother. They actually planned to take me there and marry the son of that family. I don't want to! I'm going to the city to find Brother Yuanshan!"

...............

"I'm in the city, but where is Brother Yuanshan? Their family has moved away, and it is said that they have been transferred to the provincial capital, but what should I do? What about the baby? Who will tell me..."

"Brother Yuanshan, he won't let me down. He must have not told me because he didn't have time. After the college entrance examination, he will come to me. I'll go to the provincial capital too. Here, in case my parents I found out, then... no, the baby must be fine!"

A girl's determination is vivid on the paper.

Wei Muyang suddenly pressed the notebook to his heart, the pain in his heart was extremely intense.

Up to now, the fact that Cai Yuanshan is his biological father is beyond doubt.

It's just that his mother never found Cai Yuanshan. During those difficult years, he didn't know how hard his mother came to the provincial capital, and how painful and desperate she was when she gave birth to him, but he knew very well that his mother After all, he gave birth to himself, not only that, but also brought him up independently and brought him up.

He sniffled his nose and suppressed the sourness rising from the tip of his nose. He calmed down for a while before continuing to turn over.

Although he had obtained what he wanted to know the most, he also wanted to see what kind of mentality his mother had in the years to come.

However, the diary was interrupted for a long time, and the next entry was not available until more than a year later.

"Chutian is one year old. He is fair and clean and has a round face. Many grandparents like him very much. He can walk already. Although he is not walking very steadily, he looks very cute when he waddles around. Sister Zhang likes him very much, and often gives him chili candy, I am really grateful to Sister Zhang."

Miss Zhang?Wei Muyang thought for a long time before he found this person from the corner of his memory.

I remember my mother once said that when she first arrived in the provincial capital, she was living on the streets because of hunger and cold, and was finally picked up by sister Zhang. The mother works in the grocery store that she owns. Because of her help, the mother was able to give birth to him safely later, and she was able to bring him up herself after work.

But later, this sister Zhang made a lot of money because of the initial reform and opening up, and the whole family immigrated overseas. Since then, they have lost contact.

"Chutian is almost three years old. We should start looking for a kindergarten for him. Sister Zhang recommended one. I'll go see it tomorrow."

"What should I do? Is that person Brother Yuanshan? Although he looks a bit similar, his temperament is completely different. Moreover, there is a woman beside him, and that woman is holding a child... If he is really Brother Yuanshan, what should I do? What about Chutian?"

Seeing this, Wei Muyang's pupils shrank!

Anger suddenly rose in his heart. After seeing his mother's deep love for Cai Yuanshan, he saw that Cai Yuanshan had forgotten his mother and started a family again. All this made Wei Muyang full of anger!

The palm of his hand could not help but clenched into a fist, holding back his anger, Wei Muyang turned another page.