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City X, Tumor Hospital, Inpatient Department

The four-person ward was already full, and the TV in the ward was playing Bear Infestation, and the funny and silly Xiong Er was talking cheerfully, which was out of tune with the scene of the ward. On bed 33 lay an old man in his 70s. The old man was dying of illness. He had difficulty breathing with his eyes closed and mouth open. I want to cough and spit out a mouthful of phlegm...

Ran Yunguo was sitting on the hospital bed right now, coughing out of breath, wishing to cough out his heart, liver and lungs, even though he coughed with all his strength, he couldn't cough out the foreign body sensation in his throat.

After ten minutes...

The flushed Ran Yunguo finally let out a long breath, and fell weakly on the bed. After a few breaths, he took out his mobile phone and put on ear wires. The entire left lung had shrunk into a piece of skin due to lesions, and Ran Yunguo could only lie on his right side to sleep. Otherwise, the shrunken lung lobes will be stretched on the intact lung lobes, causing difficulty in breathing.I tapped on the Samsung smartphone my son bought for him, and found my favorite "Great Compassion Mantra" to play. The sound was very loud. This was one of Ran Yunguo's pain-relieving and hypnotic methods. It was very effective, and he fell asleep in a while.

Ran Qing set off from her cousin’s rented house, carrying a large thermos bucket in her hand, which contained the loach that Ran Qing bought at the vegetable market early today, and the milky white soup was full of aroma. For lunch, the doctor in charge said that cancer patients have low immunity after radiotherapy, so they can eat some fish such as loach, soft-shelled turtle, yellow croaker, and hairtail. Caught in the field, wild and natural.

Arriving at the inpatient department, Ran Qing walked up the stairs on foot. At this time, Ran Qing was unshaven and handsome, and his dark and thick hair had not been trimmed for a long time. The hair around the sideburns almost covered half of the ears, and his naturally curly bangs were randomly Pulled on one side of the smooth forehead, revealing two sharp black eyebrows, and a pair of star eyes under the black eyebrows that have experienced vicissitudes of life. The blue color in the eyes tells the exhaustion of the master's body. The sleeves of the pure white shirt were rolled up a few times to reveal a sturdy wheat-colored arm, and the hem of the clothes was tucked into the trousers casually.

In the oncology department on the fourth floor, Ran Qing walked into the ward where his father was, and what caught his eyes was his father's skinny body tortured by the disease. His father was lying on his side, bowed into a ball, and his hand full of bruises and pinholes was casually placed beside his face. Shocking, Ran Qing felt a throbbing pain in his heart. This was the third time that Ran's father had undergone radiotherapy. While the drug killed cancer cells, it also wiped out normal cells, and the countdown to life began at any time.Looking at her father's haggard sleeping face, Ran Qing thought, when did it start? My father was not like this before. He could face any difficulty with a smile and a strong face. Blooming, the tall body of 1.8 meters is full of vitality no matter how you look at it.Now he is as thin as dead wood, with a slightly curved back, sunken eye sockets, and a black aura emanating from his forehead, so miserable...

It all started when Ran Qing went to meet Yang Ziming when he was 15 years old. He was criticized by the school and warned once. The campus broadcast denounced Ran Qing's bad deeds for 3 consecutive days.Words such as homosexuality and perversion forced Ran Qing to drop out of school voluntarily. This incident was quite a big deal, and even the elders in the countryside knew about it.Ran's mother died of a heart attack in anger. Ran's father endured the pain of losing his wife and took care of his wife's funeral, then took Ran Qingyuan away from home.

Ran Guoyun took Ran Qing to rent a cheap house, and after sending Ran Qing to an ordinary vocational high school, he found a job in a shoe factory. His father no longer smiled, and he often smoked silently, one pack after another, otherwise he would die Working overtime, the environment in the black workshop is extremely poor, there is so much dust that thick masks can't keep it out, and the food is not good. In the second semester of Ran Qing's third year of high school, he coughed up blood and had chest pains, but his father didn't tell Ran Qing anything until Ran Qing On the eve of the college entrance examination, my father suddenly fainted at work. After being sent to the hospital for examination, when the test report came out, Ran Qing skipped over the obscure medical terms with his eyes, and only saw the end, lung Ca!At the beginning, Ran Qing didn't feel very deep, until she learned more about the disease through the doctor, lung cancer in the advanced stage!There is no cure!Can only prolong life!Maybe 3 years, maybe 5 years, and some people died half a year after the disease was discovered.Tumor... The doctor said that the shadow was very small and suggested surgery.Ran's father disagrees, and when the time comes, the money and people will be gone, so what will my Ah Qing do?He firmly disagreed, and then spent more than 2 yuan on examinations, diagnosis, radiotherapy, medication, and hospitalization.Ran Qing gave up the college entrance examination to concentrate on taking care of his father. After one injection, his father was tortured by hair loss, nausea and various side effects of radiotherapy. Fortunately, he was fine after a week, and he did not cough and vomit blood. After the MRI, the doctor took the film and said that the lung shadow disappeared. You can go back to cultivate Yunyun.

Ran's father worked overtime and left about 5 in savings, but it was not enough!After Ran Qing dropped out of school, he went to the workshop to pack, move, and unload goods. The difficult environment taught him to forbear, that is to say, in those few years, the previously ignorant and stubborn boy grew up rapidly.

"Dad... I was wrong, I shouldn't disappoint your expectations, I regret it... Dad, get well soon, you will definitely get better..." Ran Qing gently put her hand on the pinprick-filled Papa Ran murmured in pain on the back of his hand, as if he felt someone was beside him, he mumbled in a daze about something, and fell asleep, afraid of waking up Papa, Ran Qing hurriedly restrained his emotions, held his breath, seeing that he was not Waking up, he breathed a sigh of relief, then stared blankly.

Ran's father woke up with a cough, and the cough was always with him like a ghost. It would happen from time to time, and every time he coughed, he would cough up thick bloody phlegm.Seeing her father in such pain, Ran Qing was about to be overwhelmed by overwhelming regret...

Ran Qing hurriedly helped Dad up, the severe cough just now made him exhausted, Ran Qing shook the bed and stuffed a pillow on Dad's back, Dad weakly bent his left leg, put his left hand on his knee and bowed his head to breathe shallowly After a few moments, he raised his head to look at Ran Qing, and said with a smile, "Ah Qing is here, it's noon, time flies so fast." Because he was suppressing the pain in his chest, his father's expression was a bit ferocious when he laughed.His eyes are dull, and he looks like an old man in his 50s and 70s in his [-]s. His face is full of wrinkles, and his skin is pale and loose. It is strange that his father's hair did not fall out after repeated radiotherapy, and his white hair turned black instead.

A few days later, Ran Qing took her father out of the hospital. Before leaving, the doctor called Ran Qing to talk alone, "Try to satisfy the patient, and satisfy him with whatever he wants. It will be about half a year!" June is so hot that the temperature cannot be warm. Ran Qing, who was cold all over, ran to the toilet and cried bitterly, covering her face with tears and snot. She didn't feel depressed, and she didn't want to.

When I came out of the toilet, I saw Ran's father standing not far from the toilet door, and said with a smile, "If you don't come out, Dad will go to the toilet to pick you up, hahaha!" Seeing his father's smiling face, Ran Qing also wanted to laugh, it should be laugh...

"Let's go, Dad, I'll take you home!" Ran Qing picked up her luggage and said to her father.

Since it is too late, then cherish the last time.

At the end of November, Ran’s father hadn’t eaten for two days, and he couldn’t even feed liquid food. In the last few days, he could still speak a few words vaguely. Later, his whole body was stiff and unable to move. Only the neck and up could move slowly. Qing remembered the old man in the hospital. The day before his father was discharged from the hospital, the old man who had been ringing "caracalla" in his throat suddenly raised his chest, heaved a few times and then stopped breathing, and heard the nurse shouting "Come on! "Soon there were doctors and nurses filing in.

In the morning when Father Ran left, Ran Qing washed his face and shaved his beard and talked with him. After 1 p.m., Ran Qing moved him to the bathroom, lay on a folding chair, washed his hair, wiped his body, and then gave him a foot massage. Father Ran’s limbs were already stiff , cold and swollen, purple in color, cloudy and dull eyes, not coughing, not moving, not speaking, not speaking, this is...

At around 11:25 pm on November 3th, Ran Yunguo passed away, and his death will not rest in peace!Ran Qing wiped his father's face more than a dozen times, but he couldn't close his eyes!Ran Qing didn't cry this time. After cremating silently and calmly, he took his father back to his hometown and buried him next to his mother's tomb.

It has been more than eight years since I left my hometown, and many people still have no change in their views on homosexuality. Seeing Ran Qing, the disaster star who pissed off his mother and killed his father, he scoffed and wanted to spit on him cursing.Ran Qing didn't seem to be aware of it. She stayed with her parents in her hometown for a few days and was about to leave. She packed up and came to the cemetery. A fish pond of more than 50 mu was dug beside the long road, with a water depth of at least 2 meters.Ran Qing moved slowly on the side of the road. Ran Qing, who was quiet in his own world, vaguely heard the roar of the motorcycle engine, approaching from a distance, and was hit by a motorcycle that was driving fast just as he was about to look back. Fly into the fish pond!

"Bang! Crash--" The huge impact knocked Ran Qing into the fish pond, causing waves several meters high. Ran Qing wanted to endure the severe pain and struggle to surface, but she had knelt for too long before, her legs were weak, His eyes went dark and he lost consciousness...

"Ah Qing, Daddy misses... can't bear you, cough cough cough... at home... at home... you are left alone, ha ha... cough cough cough cough cough cough...you must be strong... strong ..."

"Ran Qing's homosexuality, you're a pervert! The scourge of mad mother and father's death!"

"Ran Qing...Ran Qing!"

"Who? Who called me? I'm so tired. Let me sleep. Mom and Dad won't leave after I wake up..."