I became popular in the entertainment circle by swearing at people

When Zhang Ying woke up, it was already dawn.As soon as she opened her eyes, she saw Wu Yingyue who had been guarding her all night beside the hospital bed.Wu Yingyue changed into clean clothes and re-styled her hair. The previous look of embarrassment seemed to be just an illusion. If it weren't for the red and swollen forehead and a little red blood remaining in the bottom of the eyes, if you look at it, maybe it will really make you feel sick. People mistakenly think that she is still the high-spirited Mr. Wu in the past.

Seeing that she had woken up, Shen Xi and the others took the initiative to retreat from the ward, leaving space for them.

The last second when Zhang Ying woke up, Wu Yingyue held back her words, and wanted to tell her with all her heart, how hard she had worked so hard to see her again all these years.But when she really woke up, Wu Yingyue suddenly found that all her words had become so pale and powerless, she didn't know what Zhang Ying would think of her, she was not even sure whether Zhang Ying would listen to her belated explanation.In the end, Wu Yingyue opened her mouth hoarsely, for a moment, she didn't know how to speak.

Wu Yingyue and Zhang Ying just stared at each other blankly. After a long time, the weak Zhang Ying seemed to gather enough strength to break the silence between them first, "Yingyue, let's get back together, just like before."

Wu Yingyue was taken aback for a moment, then her eyes turned red instantly, and tears kept rolling in her eyes.Wu Yingyue tried her best to hold back her tears, choked up and said, "I'm sorry, I hurt you."

Zhang Ying shook her head lightly, moved her still numb arm, gently hooked Wu Yingyue's fingers, and said with utmost gentleness: "Those are not important anymore."

At this moment, Wu Yingyue seemed to have been wronged. She had been strong alone for a long time, but was suddenly comforted by someone who cared. Can't stop pouring down.

Once, Wu Yingyue thought that she could keep Zhang Ying a secret for the rest of her life. Even though she complained, was misunderstood by her, and even couldn't get her to open her heart to herself, Wu Yingyue never thought of telling her the truth.Those filthy pasts are like maggots swarming in the gutter, and just thinking about it can't help but make you sick.It's enough for her to bear these extremely dirty pasts by herself, no matter what, she doesn't want to let the person she likes have anything to do with it.

But now, she thinks that all difficulties have been solved and everything has been dealt with, and she thinks that she has got rid of the past that no one knows, so she can pretend that nothing happened, and approach herself again with her original innocent face the person I like.However, the cruel reality slapped her hard, reminding her with such cruel means that no matter how she pretended to be, she could not erase the traces of real existence.

It's time to face it, she can't escape for the rest of her life, and enjoy Zhang Ying's unlimited tolerance with peace of mind.

Wu Yingyue wiped her tears with her backhand, and blamed herself: "I thought it was better for you to hide it from you, but in the end, I hurt you. These days, I kept hinting to myself, constantly deceiving myself, and kept you from knowing the truth. It's just because I don't want to drag you into the abyss of eternal doom. But in fact, it's all because of fear. I'm afraid that after you know those things, you will think I'm cowardly and cruel, and even feel that I'm actually the same person as them in my bones."

"Don't talk anymore. Yingyue, don't think about it. No matter what happened in the past, you will always be the same you, and you will always be the one I liked in the first place." Zhang Ying interrupted her, supporting her with her elbow Her body tried to sit up, and her voice trembled slightly, "If you feel that because of this unexpected accident, you must give me an explanation, so you decide to tell me everything at this time. Then, I can tell you with certainty that I don't need to explain anything now."

Zhang Ying didn't let Wu Yingyue bring up those things because she didn't want to force her to recall those dirty pasts, and she didn't want her to fall into pain again because of this.

In the past, Zhang Ying was deceived and concealed. She knew nothing about what happened to Wu Yingyue.However, even in it, it is hard to imagine how bad human nature can be.

Until last night, Xu Haonan's few words brought back too many tiny memories of Zhang Ying.After she moved to Wu Yingyue's house, within a few days she found two pale white old scars on Wu Yingyue's abdomen. Although they were not obvious, she could still tell that the two scars should be caused by sharp objects.Zhang Ying once thought about it in a bad direction, but before she figured out what was going on, Wu Yingyue smiled and explained to her the origin of the scar.She said that she was too naughty when she was a child, and when she was playing with other children, she was accidentally scratched by someone with a sharpened dagger.She acted well, and could even talk and laugh happily. Even if Zhang Ying had doubts, she couldn't get to the bottom of it.

However, when Xu Haonan stabbed her with a knife involuntarily, Zhang Yingcai finally realized how serious the threat to Wu Yingyue's life was.

Stories from the past came to mind one after another, and Zhang Ying quickly pieced together a corner of the story from them.However, just a broken corner, Zhang Ying can already feel how dark and terrifying the suffocating days are at any time.She couldn't imagine how strong willpower Wu Yingyue relied on to survive. She even began to complain why she had been angry with her in the past few months, why she didn't insist on seeing her back then, and let go when she hit a wall .

As long as she thought that she was fooled by Wu Yingyue's mother's insults and fabricated false stories for so many years, and gave up the person she kept saying she liked, Zhang Ying felt like a huge rock was pressed on her heart, blocking her breath. I can't breathe.

Regarding what happened back then, Wu Yingyue and Zhang Ying fell into self-blame.I saw Wu Yingyue shaking her head in pain, psychological nausea surged into her throat, and when she spoke, her voice was already trembling, "I am no longer who I was back then, and now I just want you to return to By my side, that's why I despicably pretended to be indifferent to the world."

"Yingyue, listen to me. As long as you want, you can tell me about the past at any time. No matter how bad it is, I am willing to bear it with you. You have to believe in me, I am not that fragile." Seeing Wu Yingyue Becoming a little bewildered, Zhang Ying's heart was clenched together, she tried hard to hold her cool hand, her voice was weak like a gust of wind, light and light, when it fell in Wu Yingyue's heart, it seemed that she put all her heart in her heart. Inside, it's heavy.Zhang Ying guided her patiently bit by bit with unprecedented gentleness, "Yingyue, look at me, don't think about those things today. You have to believe in yourself and me, from the beginning to the end , we didn’t do anything wrong, you don’t need to say sorry to anyone, and you don’t need to feel guilty because of me. Every day in the future, I will be with you and never let go.”

Zhang Ying's rationality and calmness are always inexplicably reassuring. Wu Yingyue, who has been wandering like duckweed for a long time, seems to have found support all of a sudden, and her whole body relaxes from the tense state.At this moment, Wu Yingyue was as fragile as a child. She hugged Zhang Ying and buried her head in her neck. Tears of grievance were like broken beads, soaking Zhang Ying's hospital gown and flowing down her shoulders. It burned Zhang Ying's heart.

"In this life, I will never let go. No, in this life, in this life, in the next life, I will never let go!" Wu Yingyue's voice was full of tears, which sounded extraordinarily childish, but Zhang Ying secretly breathed a sigh of relief , she tilted her head and rubbed Wu Yingyue's cheek, and quietly listened to her tell her thoughts and grievances over the years, "Yingying, do you know? In the past few years, I have worked so hard to see you again. Regardless of their How strong, I have been thinking of ways to fight against them, and never thought of giving up. If it weren't for the belief that I want to see you to support me, I might not be able to persist at all. In the days when I can't see you, I am afraid all the time, afraid that you will forget me, and even more afraid that you will like someone else. Fortunately, fortunately, you didn't leave, and you didn't leave me alone. "

Zhang Ying lowered her head and kissed her forehead, and said softly: "You didn't ask me to break up, how could I leave you?"

Wu Yingyue was instantly moved into a mess. She knew that Zhang Ying had suffered no less than her in the past few years. She waited endlessly for someone who left without saying goodbye. She didn't know when it would be the head. Hope is intertwined in every midnight dream, and paranoia and unwillingness are like a tug-of-war, torturing her over and over again, exhausting her mental strength bit by bit.

Wu Yingyue murmured: "Yingying, we will never be separated again."