Yokohama Future Lovers

Ryunosuke Akutagawa, "The Rabid Dog That Doesn't Bark".The name has not been as famous as it has since been.At this time, the owner of the supernatural ability "Rashomon" is just a boy who is living in a daze and may starve to death in a slum at any time.

Unable to find the meaning of living, he struggles to survive every day in the slums where no sunlight shines.Even waking up the next day to see the frozen corpse of a companion is not uncommon.

In this way, I lived a life like a walking dead day after day, as if a hole appeared in my heart, and even my emotions became stiff and cold.

Why live?But why is it necessary to die?

I can't even think anymore, I can only continue to struggle in the dark hell on earth.

Until a few days ago, like a little match girl, Akutagawa Ryunosuke had a dream.

It was a wild and sweet dream.Everything in the dream makes people feel as if they are on the clouds, and even breathing is like being soaked in a honey jar.

In the dream, Ryunosuke Akutagawa met a man who looked like a god and a devil.

That man gave Ryunosuke Akutagawa the meaning of existence, and he pursued it almost fanatically.Unprecedented emotions surged in his heart, which made his heart surge.

For a person like Ryunosuke Akutagawa who is consciously in hell, pain already exists like breathing.No matter what kind of pain it is, it seems to be a necessary test for him.

But the only sweet candy is something that I can't get used to anyway.

This is a matter of course.For the slums where supplies are extremely scarce, candy is like jewelry.Even Ryunosuke Akutagawa couldn't help being fascinated by it.

And for Ryunosuke Akutagawa, the approval of Osamu Dazai—the man who gave him the meaning of existence is "candy".

All the pain before that was worth it.

For this meaning of existence, even if you burn your own bones, blood, and flesh, you will not hesitate.

After that, Akutagawa Ryunosuke woke up, and after waking up, he looked around him blankly.

He curled up in a wet corner with his equally emaciated younger sister, his stomach was so hungry that it seemed to be burning.

Is it really just a dream...

Akutagawa Ryunosuke lowered his eyes in frustration—until Gin, who was still sleeping, suddenly called out in a voice almost desperate.

——"Mr. Dazai."

With a "click", the barrier between dream and reality was broken.

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The Akutagawa brothers and sisters leaned on each other and stared at Osamu Dazai with extremely hot eyes.

Osamu Dazai frowned, resisting the overly hot gaze, which made him look at the Akutagawa brothers and sisters indifferently.

In the end, he simply pretended that he hadn't noticed anything, and let the Akutagawa brothers and sisters continue to stare at him.

Dazai Osamu smiled and said to Oda Sakunosuke, "Oda Saku, I'll put my things back first."

"Oda Saku?" Oda Sakunosuke asked a little strangely.This name coincided with what Osamu Dazai called him in his dream, which made him feel a little dazed.

"Can't you call it that?" Osamu Dazai said with some trouble.

"No." Oda Sakunosuke shook his head and said, "It's just that I'm a little surprised that no one else has called me that before."

"Then I will be the first person to call you 'Odasaku'." Osamu Dazai said with a smile.

After finishing speaking, he shook the snapdragon in his hand with a sense of mischief, and the snapdragon also let out a demonic scream in a very dignified manner.

"Ah ah ah ah ah ah ah--"

Akutagawa brothers and sisters: "..."

At that moment, the Akutagawa brothers and sisters standing by had a blank mind and stopped thinking.

Glancing at the two frightened little guys, Osamu Dazai quickly looked away.

He didn't mean to, really.

Oda Sakunosuke blinked, pointed at the snapdragon in Osamu Dazai's hand, and asked, "What is this?"

Seeing him acting as if nothing had happened, Osamu Dazai replied with some surprise: "Snapdragon."

Oda Sakunosuke nodded and sighed, "It's so cute."

Dazai Osamu: "..."

???

Excuse me, what did you just say?Can you say that again? ?

Osamu Dazai found that Oda Sakunosuke, a magical man, could always come up with some new tricks for him.

And the Akutagawa brothers and sisters on the side were already staring at Sakunosuke Oda with an indescribable expression.Ghost Lantern looked at him with an approving expression, and approved, "You have good eyesight."

Oda Sakunosuke nodded and said, "Thank you."

Dazai Osamu: "..."

It always feels incompatible with the aesthetic taste of these two guys.

The Akutagawa brothers and sisters who couldn't see the ghost lamp looked at his position with some doubts, thinking to themselves: Was Oda Sakunosuke saying "thank you" to someone just now?

Osamu Dazai marveled for a moment, and when he was about to leave with the snapdragon in his arms, he stopped suddenly.

Ghost Lantern asked, "What's wrong?"

Osamu Dazai looked at the Akutagawa brothers and sisters, and said, "If you want to take them with you, they can't do it like this."

Because of Osamu Dazai's words, Gin flinched a little uneasily, but what she didn't expect was that this person who once appeared in their dreams said again: "Would you like to come to my house to change clothes?"

The Akutagawa brothers and sisters looked at each other in surprise, then nodded seriously.

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Oda Sakunosuke was waiting outside, Ghost Lantern stood outside with him because he was curious about him, and the Akutagawa brothers and sisters entered the house with Osamu Dazai.

"My clothes may be too big for you, let's use them for now." Osamu Dazai took out his two smaller clothes.

He looked at Yin and said, "Your sister is called Yin, right? You can use my clothes first." Osamu Dazai said to the thin girl.

Silver pursed his lips nervously and nodded vigorously.She looked at Ryunosuke Akutagawa uneasily, and after getting a comforting look from the other party, she walked into the bathroom with the towel and clothes given by Osamu Dazai.

Osamu Dazai and Ryunosuke Akutagawa sat on the chairs in silence.

Akutagawa Ryunosuke kept carefully shrinking his body, as if he was afraid that he would dirty Dazai Osamu's chair, staring ahead with a pair of dark, empty eyes.Although his face was still so calm that it was almost dead silent, Osamu Dazai could easily see that the other party was extremely disturbed.

Osamu Dazai raised his eyebrows with his appearance like a stray dog ​​just adopted.

Osamu Dazai would let this pair of siblings come to his room, of course not out of sympathy, he was just curious about what kind of memories of the parallel world these two people got.

Even Osamu Dazai is actually curious about what kind of future he has in the parallel world, and why he became lovers with these people.

"Akutagawa Ryunosuke, right?" Osamu Dazai asked calmly.

"Yes." Ryunosuke Akutagawa subconsciously sat up straight, holding his hands in front of him somewhat restrainedly.

"Don't be so nervous." Osamu Dazai said, "I'm a little curious, do you know me?" He had already seen that Ryunosuke Akutagawa had memories of being with "Osamu Dazai" in a parallel world, but he still pretended not to Know that to ask.

Akutagawa Ryunosuke didn't think much about it, but he didn't know what to say, he couldn't just say "Actually, I dreamed about the future a few days ago, and I'm still with you in that future", right?

In fact, even if he said it directly, Osamu Dazai would not care.

The black-haired boy looked at him with his face propped up.

The picture at this time may be a bit strange in the eyes of others.

Two teenagers with the same black hair were sitting on the chair together, the distance between them was wide enough for another person to sit.

The boy sitting on the left looked younger, so thin that he could almost see the inner bones. He looked very nervous, his body was tense, and his legs were slightly shrunk.

In contrast, the boy sitting on the chair on the right looked pale and weak, but he was much better than Ryunosuke Akutagawa who was severely malnourished due to perennial hunger.But the bandages wrapped around his body made Dazai Osamu a little sicker.

There was a silent awkwardness between the two.

Akutagawa Ryunosuke quietly glanced at Osamu Dazai, and suddenly remembered what happened in the dream.

But Ryunosuke Akutagawa and Osamu Dazai in that dream were not 12 and 14 years old now, but 16 and [-] years old.

They were not sitting like they are now, but Osamu Dazai was sitting, and Ryunosuke Akutagawa stood in front of him with his head down and his eyes down.

The youngest cadre of the port mafia, even if he is just a teenager, is quite imposing.He was clearly the one sitting on the sofa, but Dazai Osamu looked over as if Ryunosuke Akutagawa was the one looking up—and that was true in terms of status.

It was a very, very wonderful feeling.

Akutagawa Ryunosuke felt that his soul and body were separated, and the dull body was still standing there, erect like a heavy boulder.The soul wandered lightly aside.

It's not love, but it's not hate either.More painful and desperate than love, sweeter and longer than hate.He pursued it fanatically, almost like faith, as if standing in front of him was not a person who was only a few years older than him, but a god who descended into the world through a human body.

Just being watched by him, Akutagawa Ryunosuke felt his whole body burn.

Want to be watched all the time, want to be recognized, want to get a response.

——Thinking of this, Akutagawa Ryunosuke calmly allowed his dark and empty eyes to present a stillness like stagnant water.

Dazai Osamu over there raised his head and looked expressionlessly at Ryunosuke Akutagawa who stood in front of him with his head lowered, showing a posture of absolute surrender. The corners of Dazai Osamu's mouth suddenly rose.

The boy who looked like a snake in the Garden of Eden was sitting on the sofa, his right eye was wrapped in a bandage, and a sticky and dark sweetness was deposited in the exposed left eye. He laughed softly, and his thin body also So vibrate.Osamu Dazai exclaimed inexplicably, "'A mad dog that doesn't bark'."

Akutagawa Ryunosuke's face was still calm, he lowered his head and responded softly.

"Yes, Mr. Dazai."

The author has something to say: the rabid dog that does not bark, suppresses all sounds and burning desires, silently watching the "prey".

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Compare my stream_(:з」∠)_

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Broken

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Every time I finish writing a chapter, I will fall into a strange pain, always thinking why I write such rubbish, so uncomfortable, so uncomfortable.Especially when seeing very low favorites, clicks and comments, the pain is multiplied again.But it is not advisable to continue to immerse yourself in pain. You can only write more and write more and "squeeze" yourself desperately until you can no longer write half a word.

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Lost my mind and wrote misleading words.In fact, the above paragraph just sighed with emotion, "Creation is a lonely and painful thing. In essence, it is constantly squeezing one's soul and thoughts. But it is not advisable to immerse yourself in pain. It is necessary to continue to create and keep creating. Creation, only creation can have hope.”

I'm really sorry for making everyone worry ORZ

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Thanks for the time:

Thanks to the little angel who threw the landmine: Bai Moqiu didn’t come out of Yusheng without changing his name, moxibustion 1;

Thanks to the little angels who irrigate the nutrient solution: -_-, Fafa, 1 bottle of Yiye Gucheng;

Thank you very much for the support of little angels (づ￣3￣)づ