Yokohama Future Lovers

Except for the few people standing beside the leader Zai, the others naturally also obtained the memory of "self" in the real world.

Among them, Kunikida Doppo of the Armed Detective Agency's expression sank, and he murmured softly: "Did such a thing happen in another world?"

The terrifying and dangerous leader of the port mafia who once single-handedly pushed Hong Kong gangsters to a level that none of the previous leaders had reached even joined the Armed Detective Agency in this world, and became their important companion?

Of course, they didn't do anything wrong anyway.After all, not everyone can obtain the memory of the real world as quickly as the leader Jae.

From their standpoint at the time, the reaction of the Armed Detective Agency and others was absolutely correct.You can't use God's perspective to make strict demands on them unreasonably.

It’s just that the members of the Armed Detective Agency still couldn’t help thinking that if in their world, the leader Zai didn’t become the leader of the port mafia, but joined the Armed Detective Agency like here in the real world, there must be Different story bar.

After Mori Ogai became the head of the orphanage, he made Alice look like an adult in order to take care of other children.At this time, the blond woman looked at the man who was crying in a daze, and couldn't help but look at Mori Ogai beside her.

Mori Ogai stared at the surrounded leader Jae.When the leader Zai was 14 years old, Mori Ogai met him, took the child back, and took good care of him.

Mori Ogai has to admit that as the leader Zai grows up and his talents show more and more, Mori Ogai has indeed become wary and wary of this child.But Mori Ogai has indeed been teaching the leader Zai seriously, and even unconsciously teaching him some knowledge necessary for being a leader.

Perhaps Mori Ogai had thought of letting the leader Jae take over his position.And his own corpse is also good as a gift for the leader Zai to become the new leader.

Mori Ogai is always rational, and his calmness, which is so rational that he can be called a lunatic, can always make him analyze the optimal solution without any emotion, even if it is his own death.

Because he judged that Osamu Dazai would be able to lead Yokohama and the Port Mafia to a higher level than himself when he became the leader of the Port Mafia, so Mori Ogai came up with the idea of ​​letting the leader Zai take over his position.

But the leader Zai doesn't care about Yokohama and the port mafia at all, or he doesn't care about the world at all. He himself is a man who is almost fanatical in pursuit of death, like a martyr-under this premise, Mori Ogai can only use The idea of ​​letting the leader Jae take over his position is suppressed in his heart.

Of course, although he can calmly analyze the benefits brought by his own death, Mori Ogai will not really say that he will die just because he thought of this step, he is always a man who can take the best solution.

It's just that Mori Ogai once sighed and thought, if only the leader Jae could care a little about Yokohama and the port mafia.

The former Mori Ogai probably never imagined that his little wish would one day be realized in an extremely cruel way.

One day, when the leader Zai came back, he somehow changed the direction of the bandages wrapped around his eyes, and his naked eyes showed a light that had never appeared before.It was like the desperate decision of a dying person when he was about to die, it was so dazzling.

And when the leader Zai replaced him as the leader of the port mafia, Mori Ogai really thought that the leader Zai would kill him, but this child arranged for him to go to the orphanage as the director.

When he received the news of the leader's death, Mori Ogai sighed in surprise, as expected.

When he watched the child put on his coat and red scarf with his own eyes, Mori Ogai had the thought of "Ah, this person is really going to die."

Mori Ogai was much more sensitive than ordinary people, and he could naturally perceive the desperate attitude of the leader Zai at that time, who seemed to burn his life to do something.

Although it is not clear what exactly happened, the leader Zai's determination to achieve his goal by sacrificing himself was well noticed by Mori Ogai.

Mori Ogai also thought about what to do, but then he discovered something - he couldn't save the leader Zai, he couldn't save the child.

Mori Ogai understands this deeply.So much so that on the day he received the news of the leader's death, he couldn't even feel the sadness.

Until now, after Mori Ogai obtained the memory of "himself" in the real world, he finally realized what the leader Jae did.

In the final analysis, it was because of the death of Oda Sakunosuke in the real world, and the death of Oda Sakunosuke was indirectly calculated by "Mori Ogai" in the real world.

Mori Ogai has never been able to understand the reason why the leader Jae didn't kill himself after he became the leader of the port mafia. He originally thought it was because the leader Jae didn't have much hatred for him, and the leader Jae himself was strong, so he didn't kill him. There is no reason why Mori Ogai must be killed.

But after obtaining the memory of the real world, Mori Ogai suddenly realized—maybe it's not that complicated, just because "Mori Ogai" is also an important person to "Dazai Osamu".

If this is not the case, I am afraid that the leader Zai was planning how to kill him the first time he obtained the memory of the real world.

In the past few years of getting along, they are father and son, teachers and students, but they are also leaders and confidants, and they are accomplices of a community of destiny.It would be a lie to say that they have no feelings for each other.

Mori Ogai also let the leader Zai stay under his wings and gave him a place to stay.

Thinking of this, his eyes could not help but turn to the 14-year-old "Osamu Dazai", the "Osamu Dazai" of the No. 003 world.

Just now, No. 003 suddenly came to their world and shouted loudly: "Go and see the leader Zai!"

At that time, Ogai Mori recognized No. 003 as "Osamu Dazai" in his youth.

He was trying to save himself - Mori Ogai thought so.

No. 003 has been watching the leader Zai silently. When the other party stopped crying, No. 003 took a step forward and came to the leader Zai.

The people around the leader Zai had let him go, allowing him to talk to No. 003 properly.

"It's enough," No. 003 said, "It's enough."

"If you want to achieve a happy ending for everyone and prevent anyone from dying, you only need to prevent the death of "Oda Sakunosuke" in this world."

As long as the death of Oda Sakunosuke is prevented here in the real world, then there will be no more scenes where all the Oda Sakunosukes in the parallel worlds in the "book" are wiped out, and there will be no need to have another replacement The situation where Oda Sakunosuke dies.

"..."

The leader Zai fell silent.

The people around the leader Zai stood beside him, including Oda Sakunosuke, who also looked at him with an expression of encouragement.

"You are right." The leader Jae said: "As long as we prevent the death of Oda Tsukuru in the real world, then I can let go of my long-standing obsession."

"Then—"

"However, things can't be stopped easily now." The leader Zai looked at No. 003 expressionlessly, and his voice was as soft as singing: "Even if I want to stop, I can't stop all of this." .”

No. 003 showed a shocked expression, and before he even had time to say anything, a huge gap suddenly appeared in the open space.The abyss-like gap swallowed the leader Zai in at once, and perfectly avoided the other people who were standing next to the leader Zai.

That moment happened extremely quickly, and the people who tried to grab the leader Zai at the first reaction could only catch in vain.

"Boss Zai!!" No. 003 shouted loudly, and jumped into the gap together.

Others also wanted to jump in but found they couldn't.

"It's useless." The consciousness of the "Book" who had been watching for a long time said: "There is a consciousness space that only the "Dazai Osamu" can enter."

It is the gap in the mind created by the leader Zai who subconsciously used the power of the "book" when he "died" by jumping off the building.

This is exactly what the leader Jae said, "I can't stop".Even if he doesn't die now, the gap in his mind created by his strong obsession will swallow the leader Zai.

——The long-standing obsession is not so easy to unravel, it is already the epitome of a monster.

After the leader is slaughtered, he will only be completely swallowed in this dark abyss, and even the soul will no longer exist—if there is no number 003.

The "book" said: "From now on, we can only look at 'Dazai Osamu' himself."

In this world, the only person who can save oneself is himself after all.

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003 keeps falling.

In a daze, he even felt that he just jumped off the roof and fell straight to the bottom of the building.

But when he came back to his senses, No. 003 suddenly realized that the place he was in was an endless abyss where there was no roof or the bottom of the building.

The long table and chairs in the original consciousness space disappeared completely, leaving only a bottomless darkness. He kept falling, and he didn't know where he fell.

It was pitch black everywhere, and 003 just kept falling.At the same time, some strong negative emotions also bound No. 003 tightly.

Obviously it was pitch black, but No. 003 seemed to hear the leader Zai talking in his ear.

——Why do you want to save me?

——Just leave me alone, obviously you don’t want to live anymore, don’t you?

This is the space of consciousness, and also the spiritual gap of the leader Zai. Those emotions and words belonging to him are constantly attacking No. 003.Even No. 003 couldn't help feeling intense negative emotions at this time.

Just die like this—he thought so.

Maybe it's because this is the space of consciousness, or maybe it's because his negative emotions have reached their peak at this time, and the memory of No. 003 that was erased by the leader Zai came back.Those broken memories flooded into No. 003's mind.

At the very beginning, when he was just created by the leader Zai with a "book", the first thing he saw when he was born was not his parents, but a ruin.The leader Zai created him with a "book", and then threw him into that world, leaving him only a book and a note that said "You are Osamu Dazai."

Perhaps it was because No. 003 possessed half of the soul and flesh and blood of the leader Zai. Since then, he has shown some of the madness and paranoia of the leader Zai.

He knew the plan of the leader Zai early on, and he knew that he was created for this purpose.Before being reset, No. 003 did not join the Port Mafia or the Armed Detective Agency. Instead, he kept separating everyone from himself, observing everything with a blank expression like a heartless puppet.

Because he knows he is something that shouldn't exist.

People who can't find the meaning of survival, shouldn't exist, and don't have the qualifications to survive.

...Until one day, No. 003 finally became like broken glass on the road of self-destruction.

In order to save the life of No. 003, the leader Jae had to delete all his memories and reset his world.At the same time, the leader Zai also began to keep a certain distance from No. 003, to prevent him from knowing his plan too early, and let No. 003, who was like a child, stumble and grope for everything by himself.

The original negative emotions flooded into his body all of a sudden, which made No. 003 let out a suppressed mournful sound.

And the leader Zai who disappeared to nowhere before also appeared in front of No. 003, and the two of them were still falling, as if they were going to the boundless hell.

"No. 003." The leader Zai sighed and stroked No. 003's face lovingly. The other party was trembling slightly because of the sudden influx of emotions and memories. He said softly: "Do you hate me?" ?”

Hate me for letting you be born in this world, hate me for taking advantage of you and arbitrarily erasing your life for my own selfish desires.

"I hate you." No. 003 finally came to his senses and said, his eyes were filled with physiological tears, and his consciousness was almost overwhelmed by the influx of memories and emotions.In fact, if it was an ordinary person, I would have gone crazy at this time, but No. 003 still gritted his teeth, looked at the leader Zai with an almost crazy expression, and said, "I hate you."

The leader Zai sighed again, and was about to apologize, but No. 003 continued talking.

"You are really self-talking and arrogant. You think that you can take on everything, and you think that everything will be fine as long as "Dazai Osamu" dies. You are self-centered and narcissistic, but you have low self-esteem You are so easy to get hurt, I really don’t understand you as a person, wouldn’t it be good to see the most important people again, be recognized and let go of your obsessions? As a result, there is still a huge gap in your heart. You are such a troublesome person , It's annoying, it's too annoying." 003 complained frantically, his face was full of dissatisfaction.

After No. 003 finished speaking, he turned his face away and complained in a low voice: "Why does it feel like I have been scolded too?"

"It seems that you have a lot of resentment towards me." The leader Zai subtly averted his gaze.

"Did you just know now?" No. 003 complained, he took a deep breath, stretched out his hand and held the leader Zai tightly.

"The reasons for wanting to stop you are simple from beginning to end."

"It's not because you're dead, the 'Dazais' will die too, so we have to stop you. It's not because you can't get used to your narcissism... Well, I admit that I really don't get used to it."

"Stop complaining about me at a time like this." The leader Zai said helplessly.

"Don't interrupt me." No. 003 said dissatisfied.

"Okay, okay." The leader raised his hand in surrender.

No. 003 closed his eyes, opened them again, and stared straight at the leader Zai, as if looking at him to pierce his soul.

"Listen to me!! There is only one reason why I want to stop you—"

——"Because you showed a sad expression."

Saying so, No. 003 stepped forward and hugged the leader Zai tightly.The leader Jae who was hugged blinked blankly.

"Because you showed such a sad expression, I can't let you go." No. 003 said.

"Ah, really?" The leader Zai seemed to want to laugh, but he couldn't. In the end, he could only twitch the corners of his mouth, showing a somewhat ridiculous expression.

"You can take a mirror and take a picture." No. 003 said with a smile.

"I don't carry a mirror with me," said the leader Jae.

"Really? You're obviously so narcissistic." No. 003 joked.

"What has become of my image in your heart?" The leader Zai said speechlessly: "And don't forget, you are also 'Dazai Osamu'."

"Okay, okay." No. 003 patted his head.

"I never resented you for letting me be born in this world. On the contrary, I have to thank you."

003 closed his eyes.

Anna Kushina who became his older sister in a certain world, Ranpo Edogawa who tried hard to save him, the silver-haired sword that disappeared into light in front of him, and Fyodor who quietly waited for the end of the world with him, Sawada Tsunayoshi who came to see him, Okura Yeko who wanted to be with him forever, Fukuzawa Yukichi who wanted to commit suicide with guilt, wanted to be his family, and tried to protect him until the end Sigma...

"Dazai Osamu" who died on a snowy mountain, felt lonely because of missing Mori Ogai when he was dying, and finally passed away safely because of the company of No. 003."Osamu Dazai" who was injured by being too pure and tried hard to live a normal life."Dazai Osamu" who was hurt by Oda Sakunosuke because he was afraid of happiness and tenderness.Because she became a "witch", she decided to die alone, but in the end, Nakahara also embraced the dead "Osamu Dazai".

And, wanting to save all the people who value him, wanting to achieve a happy ending, so that his obsessions turn into spider threads to bind him tightly, he is more crazy and paranoid than anyone else, but also more gentle, pure and easily hurt than anyone else Chief Zai.

"I saw a lot, a lot of things. It was really beautiful, a memory that I will never forget in my life." The empty heart of No. 003 seemed to be gradually destroyed by those flashing memory fragments. fill up.

"If you weren't born in this world, you definitely wouldn't be able to see such a beautiful thing." No. 003 said, "At the same time, there is no way to stop you when you are so sad to force yourself."

"So I still feel from the bottom of my heart - it's great to be alive."

The leader Zai opened his eyes wide and looked at him blankly, then he smiled.

"That's really great, 'Dazai Osamu'."

The author has something to say: Recently, when I was doing supplementary essays, I almost cried when I heard Zai over there say "it's great to be able to survive" (hey

In fact, I myself don't know what to do, what to do to make him feel "it's great to be able to survive", and I am troubled by this.

So I feel sorry for writing such an OOC chapter 23333

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