The hero does not look back!

Lu An smiled and said disdainfully, "Is it okay?"

Xue Rong stopped talking, and looked at Lu An with heavy eyes. Lu An's eyes stayed on Xue Rong's wheelchair, and then looked at Xue Rong's legs. He opened his mouth halfway, and then closed it again. He used very good words to talk to Xue Rong, but he still felt that the scene in front of him was full of humor. The time, place, and characters were all chaotic, so chaotic that he felt a sense of urgency to escape quickly.

Xue Rong's hands are very proficient in sliding the wheelchair, as if he has long been used to this kind of action mode of relying on the wheelchair, and he is steady, without showing any embarrassment or embarrassment. Beauty, but in Lu An's eyes, it is really not ordinary dazzling.Although it is not appropriate, it is like a late beauty after a peerless beauty. The contrast between the past and the present is too obvious. While sighing, he is full of sour emotions. Lu An knows better than anyone what the domineering Xue Rong looked like back then, domineering, proud, and invincible. It can't be done, looking at Xue Rong who is solemn and dejected in front of him, it's really a bit of an eyesore, because it's uncomfortable to look at.

Even if there is no good reunion and good separation, it will not make trouble, let alone gloat.

Xue Rong slid the wheelchair and moved forward a certain distance, approaching Lu An's hospital bed, but he didn't take the initiative to speak.The silence in the quiet ward was a bit embarrassing. In the end, Lu An sighed first, and said, "Look, once I get involved with you, I will be unlucky. Since we have met each other...how about...I I am very familiar with Tan Feng Hospital, so I can transfer there directly, I will not bother you if you are busy with your business." He said, as if emphasizing, and said: "Anyway, we have met."

Xue Rong understood, lowered his gaze, and avoided Lu An's sight. Lu An's heart was beating a bit. He thought that this guy wouldn't be crazy enough to play house arrest or something like that. The eldest brother was not around, and Tan Feng also ran outside. , I am now also a disabled and strong loner, fighting with a lunatic, I am completely at a disadvantage.Lu An was about to talk about "nothing to do with it" again, but saw Xue Rong nodded slightly, and heard him say: "Okay, the doctor will arrange for a transfer."

After Xue Rong finished speaking, he turned the wheelchair and moved towards the door. Lu An froze and asked, "Your leg..."

Xue Rong looked back at him, still with a cold and serious face, looking particularly lifeless, he didn't answer Lu An directly, but followed Lu An's gaze and looked at his legs, shook his head slightly, as an answer, Then he opened the door and went out.

As soon as Xue Rong left, the air in the entire ward became light and loose. Lu An had to admit that even if he had a physical defect, Xue Rong was still Xue Rong. Adding a frightening and gloomy atmosphere of darkness, I always feel more and more incomprehensible and incomprehensible.

After Xue Rong left, he really didn't step into the ward again. The attending doctor came quickly and asked Lu An's intention to transfer to another hospital. He respected Lu An very much and made many reasonable suggestions. He helped to contact the familiar doctor at Tan Feng Hospital. He said that if his physical condition allowed, he could be transferred to another hospital the next day.

Lu An was naturally happy to agree that Xue Rong was just a entanglement with him, and he came back rashly to seek justice for Xue Rong, but in the end, his deity handled it with ease, and he was completely self-indulgent.Now that the entanglement is over, there is really no need for more contact. For Xue, Lu An can't avoid him because of the bad things in the previous time together.Xue Rong didn't come to harass, Lu An slowly calmed down again, took two sleeps, ate a few meals, and then it was time to transfer, the doctor found a wheelchair to push Lu An, Lu An thought it wasn't with Xue Rong It's a virtue, so I directly refused, and slowly moved to the hospital entrance while leaning on the wall.

Instead, he saw Xue Rong.Lu An looked at Mr. Xue who was beside the ambulance, smiled, and said, "Then I'm leaving."

Xue Rong nodded. At the moment when Lu An was about to get in the car, Xue Rong suddenly spoke, disregarding the many medical staff around him, as if he was afraid that if he didn't say anything else, he would never have a chance. He spoke with a little eagerness in his words. The solemn face was a bit out of tune.Xue Rong looked up at Lu An who was covered in scars. The sky was blue that day, and tomorrow was in the sky. It was a rare good weather. The warm sun shone on Xue Rong's face, and Xue Rong said, "I'm sorry, I always bring you Bad things, it won’t happen in the future, An An, take good care of yourself, goodbye.”

When Lu An heard the word "goodbye", he couldn't hold back many emotions that he had clearly controlled well. After waiting for so long, he finally heard these two words, and he was really sad.This kind of good gathering and separation separated the graves of two people, separated the love and hate that could not be sorted out, and separated a long time that seemed like a lifetime. Now, it finally came to an end and heard a peaceful voice. Let go and say goodbye.

Lu An's eyes were swollen, he didn't know if his eyes were red, but he still smiled at Xue Rong and said, "You too, goodbye."

The ambulance transferred to the hospital closed the door, Lu An looked back at Xue Rong outside the car, and when the car started, he looked back.

Tan Feng's hospital is not far away, Lu An is very familiar with this place, the doctor who received the doctor is Tan Feng's friend, saw Lu An coming in with a new injury, shook his head and sighed, and suggested that Lu An go to burn incense and ask for an amulet some type of.Lu An joked with a smile: "Doctor, shouldn't you be a western doctor who believes in science? Shouldn't you be a firm believer in materialism?"

The doctor was still sighing after checking the medical records, and said, "I just think you have a little back."

Lu An was speechless, and felt that he really should look up the Huang Li, just like Xue Rong said, he would always be in trouble when he met him, it is probably because of his incompatibility, and he should not get in touch with him any more.Lu Andong thought about it, and thought that there was nothing to think about. The ward alone was really boring. He was pressing the TV with the remote control, and received a call from Chen Yuan.

Chen Yuan has been very busy recently. There is a new scientific research project in the school, and Chen Yuan is in charge.Chen Yuan's voice was full of exhaustion, and he asked how Lu An was doing.Looking at his own scars, Lu An felt a little pain in his brain, and said, "Everything is fine, I'll be back in a few days, what gift do you want?"

Chen Yuan thought for a while and smiled, "I want to eat steamed buns made with mutton."

Lu An: "..."

Chen Yuan smiled brightly, Lu An followed suit, sighed happily, and said, "Chen Yuan, I don't think I should keep it from you, I saw Xue Rong a few days ago."

After a short silence, Chen Yuan said: "It's not surprising that the scourge has lasted for thousands of years. I saw that my elder brother was in frequent contact with the country before, and I had a vague guess about what he said. Are you okay, do you need me to go there?"

Seeing Chen Yuan's open-mindedness, Lu An felt a little relieved, and said, "No, there's nothing to be involved. I accidentally suffered some skin trauma, and I'll go back after a little scarring. You can work at ease, and I'm fine."

Chen Yuan agreed, wishing Lu An a good rest, and hung up the phone. Lu An was very serious about how to let Chen Yuan eat authentic mutton buns.

Who would have thought that Lu An took a nap the next day, and when he woke up, he found a person lying beside him, with familiar hair and familiar smell, it was Chen Yuan.Lu An lightly touched the top of Chen Yuan's hair with his hand wrapped in gauze. Chen Yuan raised his face to look at Lu An with his eyes wide open, and complained a little boyishly: "What did you do? You hurt so badly, and you still hide it from me. How did you do it? Isn't the eldest brother here all the time? How can you commit crimes under the nose of the eldest brother. "

Lu An smiled and said, "I was hit by a car when I crossed the road. Why are you here? Isn't the project very busy?"

Chen Yuan kissed Lu An's fingertips, and said: "I just submitted the final project report, I'm really worried, so I came to see you. I said why is the big brother so unreliable this time, I thought he was so confident that nothing would go wrong, no, I have to read a copy with Hughes when I go back. Do you feel pain?"

Finally, someone appeared beside him, and it was no longer so empty. Lu An was in a good mood, nodded honestly, and said, "Before you came, it hurt like hell, and it doesn't hurt when I see you."

It was rare for Chen Yuan to hear Lu An say such teasing words, he was obviously taken aback, and then joked with a smile: "You don't hurt, but I'm sleepy to death, let me lie down for a while."

After finishing the report and catching the plane, Chen Yuan was really sleepy. He lay next to Lu An and held Lu An's fingertips vaguely, and continued to sleep. Lu An told him to go to the bed beside him to have a good rest. Chen Yuan didn't go, saying that he missed him too much. Lu An, if you don't touch it, you can't fall asleep, so Lu An let him go.

Lu An looked at Chen Yuan, who was sleeping peacefully, and thought, this is the trajectory that should be taken. Who is Xue Rong, is someone who should have been forgotten in the past long ago.

Chen Yuan didn't sleep for long, and was woken up by the ringing of his own phone. The young man obviously looked annoyed at getting up, frowning angrily and staring at the phone screen, muttering something in his mouth, but picked it up quickly. They communicated at a fast speed in English, and the speeches were not lacking in intensity, mixed with a lot of technical terms that Lu An could not understand. Clearly, Chen Yuan told the other party very seriously that he was already on vacation, please don't interfere with his private life.

When Chen Yuan came back from answering the phone, Lu An looked at the distraught young man, and asked gossipingly, "Who is it?"

Chen Yuan pursed his lips slightly, and said: "A new professor is very annoying, super annoying, although he is an academic genius, but it is really annoying, and the project is over and he still chases after the phone, what a fart Why didn't you let it go early."

Lu An laughed, and asked, "Why are you a genius?"

Chen Yuan said bitterly: "It's just a few years older than me, and the papers are published against the sky. It is recognized in the field as a once-in-a-century genius."

Lu An continued to ask: "Male? Handsome?"

Chen Yuan gritted his teeth, and said, "It's like a peacock opening its tail every day, and the perfume he sprays every day is not the same scent! How much does he smell like! The elders seem to be unable to get by without wearing perfume. If they catch me, they will ask if it smells good. , I'm so annoying, if it wasn't for seeing that he still has some real skills, I would walk around whenever I see him."

Lu An was amused by Chen Yuan, and said, "He won't chase you, right? There is a tradition in your college, and your old teacher is a good example."

Chen Yuan's expression froze, his mouth tightened, and he said, "Why are you laughing so happily! Even if you really chased me, shouldn't you be jealous? Look at me, when I heard about Xue Rong, I immediately rushed over nervously. coming……"

Chen Yuan was happy for a while, and froze as if he had slipped his tongue. Lu An didn't care, but kept a calm smile, and said, "You know why you're nervous. I and him have nothing to do."

Seeing that Chen Yuan had already started talking, he simply continued to ask: "Do you also think so in your heart?"

Lu An nodded and said, "Chen Yuan, I'm very happy that you can come here. To be honest, I feel a little sad when I see Xue Rong. He is sitting in a wheelchair and his legs are probably failing. I have nothing to hide from you. Xue Rong and I have known each other for a long time, good and bad can be regarded as living together, seeing him sitting in a wheelchair makes me feel really uncomfortable."

Chen Yuan got up, leaned over and kissed Lu An's forehead, and said: "I understand, if you don't feel any emotion and still gloat, it would be too inhuman, let alone you, you, you have no principle to soften your heart."

Lu An kissed Chen Yuan back and said, "Thank you."

Chen Yuan came to stay for a week, and in the next few days, the genius professor called Chen Yuan frequently. There was an error in a key data in the laboratory, and many experiments needed to be overturned and redone. Chen Yuan was so anxious that he developed mouth sores overnight. Simply drive him away and tell him to finish his work before traveling.

Chen Yuan was really worried about the laboratory, so he flew back in a hurry, and Lu An became a person again.Lu An understood the main point. Chen Yuan is a promising young man in the stage of career development. Chen Yuan's future is still far away, and the stage is still big. He shouldn't be trapped in his space. Young people will always have their own A piece of sky, when he has seen the real open sea and sky, then he will gradually understand what it is that he wants to hold in his hand.

After sending Chen Yuan away, Lu An was not in a hurry to go back, because it was necessary to make a formal appointment with Xue Rong.Adults can just muddle along, but children can't be fooled. After all, Xue Rong is Leilei's biological father, and he is also the one who brought the baby into this world.

Lu An didn't bother to fuss over Xue Rong's private birth of the baby. Besides, his life was quite empty, because the arrival of the two children really enriched it. It was a gift of life. , just raise him with gratitude, of course, if Xue Rong has no objections.

It was not difficult to find Xue Rong again, Lu An didn't even ask anyone else, and went directly to the house where he lived in that year.

The doorbell rang a few times, and a middle-aged man who looked like a housekeeper came to open the door, and politely invited Lu An into the room, saying, "Mr. Xue hasn't come back yet, please have a drink of tea for Mr. Lu."

Lu An was a little strange and asked, "You know me?"

The butler smiled implicitly and led Lu An into the room.

When Lu An stepped into the house, his heart still skipped a beat.

The layout is still the same as before, the position of the furniture has not changed, even all the furniture is the same as before.How many years ago did he live in this house?three years?or longer?Lu An saw that many things that were moved to the Crown Hotel in a fit of anger were brought back intact. The curtains, carpets, tablecloths, and even pairs of cups, the vases holding flowers, and the small wind chimes at the entrance were handpicked by him. , the abstract painting on the wall, the box containing the drawn paper...

No matter how calm his heart was, Lu An still felt sad, and raised his eyes again, but his eyes were red.

There is a big photo on the wall, he can't remember when it was taken, it seems that it is in this yard, the summer is lush and sunny, he smiles brightly towards the camera, he I really can't remember when this photo was taken, and under what circumstances.Looking at his youthful appearance in the photo, Lu An felt very strange. He actually had such a happy smile in this house. By the way, during the three years of living with Xue Rong, he did feel as happy as when he was in love.

It's really like a lifetime away.

When Lu An was in a daze, when he heard the door knock, Xue Rong just came back from the outside.Lu An looked back at Xue Rong, pointed to his huge photo hanging on the wall, and said, "Pick it off, it's so boring."

Seeing Lu An's unexpected visit, Xue Rong was a little surprised. He also looked at the photo and said, "They told me you hung it up when you died. It has been there for several years, and you are used to it."

Lu An sighed, turned around to stare at Xue Rong, and asked, "Is this interesting?"

Xue Rong pointed to the sofa and said, "Sit down first, is your injury better? I thought you would never see me again, what's the matter?"

Lu An sat down on the sofa helplessly, picked up the pillow he had chosen by himself, patted it casually, and said, "I have no plans to see you, but because of the child, I think it is necessary to communicate .”

Xue Rong slid the wheelchair to the side of the sofa and said, "I give up my custody rights."

Lu An frowned, couldn't help but pull out a sarcastic smile, and said: "You are really responsible, throwing the child in the orphanage for so long, if something happened to me, I never brought the child back, and you never If they can come back safely, they will grow up as orphans."

Xue Rong also lowered his gaze slightly, and said: "I'm sorry, I was too conceited about the child. I thought that as long as you have a child, you will care about your family and me and live a safe life. When the accident happened, it was sudden and I couldn't take it into account. An An ,sorry."

Lu An said: "I'm sorry, I should tell the children."

Xue Rong nodded and said: "Now, I don't have the confidence to raise and educate children well. If they are placed by my side, most of them will grow up like me. Isn't it the one you hate the most? If you want, I will give up the custody right , to provide child support.”

Lu An smiled wryly, and said, "It's still the same as you. It's not a matter of money. Do you think I'm a beggar who came to ask for child support?"

Xue Rong raised his eyes to look at Lu An, even though his calm eyes were filled with anxiety, he probably felt that he had said something wrong, so he said anxiously: "No, don't get me wrong... I want to take some responsibility."

Lu An shook his head helplessly, took out an envelope from his bag, handed it to Xue Rong, and said, "This is a photo of the two children, I developed some of it, and there are still many in the mobile hard drive." He said, still holding back. He couldn't help sighing, and said, "Replace my photo on the wall, even if it's a photo of your child, Xue Rong, you should look forward."

Xue Rong accepted the photo, his face became calm again, he couldn't see any depth of emotion, but looked at Lu An's eyes still focused, and he said: "You can live a good life, I have my own way of life, There is no need to change anymore.”

Lu An stood up and said, "When the children are older, I will take them back for vacation, when the time comes..."

Xue Rong interrupted: "No, there is no need, child, and you, there is no need to make a special effort because I am back, and... I hope you can forgive me for the many wrong things I have done before."

Lu An nodded and said, "There's nothing to forgive or not. It's over. I'll be back in a few days. If you have anything you want to bring to your child, you can send it to my place." Lu An said Looking down, he took the post-it note on the table next to him, took a pen from the pen holder, and wrote down the address.

After finishing writing and putting the pen back, he realized later that the position of the note paper and the notebook was still the same as before, and even the pen was the brand he bought before, so he brought it without thinking, no wonder he felt so Handy, because there is no change.Lu An handed the note to Xue Rong speechlessly, and said, "You are really deceiving yourself... Forget it, I don't bother to care about you."

Xue Rong took the note, with a lighter expression on his face, and said, "Thank you."

Seeing that there was nothing more to say, Lu An said, "Let's go."

Xue Rong sent him out the door, Lu An wanted to say that it was inconvenient for you not to come out, but after thinking about it, he was afraid that Xue Rong would be sensitive, so he followed Xue Rong and asked him to accompany him to the door.Lu An's driver was already waiting outside, Lu An looked back at the house, waved to Xue Rong, and said, "Go back."

Xue Rong nodded and said, "Yes."

The words are a bit like old friends, greeting each other casually, saying "hello" and "goodbye" casually, as if we can see each other again during a walk after dinner, that kind of mutual understanding, Old friends who have known each other for most of their lives.Lu An got into the car, and after the car drove a long way, he turned his head and saw a figure in the distance, Xue Rong was still sitting at the door in a wheelchair.

Lu An withdrew his gaze, thinking that Xue Rong still had some changes. He didn't know if it was because of the setbacks and life-threatening struggles of being plotted against, or because of physical disabilities, even if he was still under pressure. People, but no more aggressive and unreasonable thoughts.

People will grow up, and people's thoughts will gradually mature after years of baptism, he is, and so is Xue Rong.If Xue Rong had the understanding and tolerance that he has now, maybe the two of them would be in a different situation.However, if Xue Rong had a different personality, he might not have taken a fancy to him. Didn't he first take a fancy to Xue Rong as a maverick and character, and because he couldn't catch up with him, his curiosity was suffocated. If Xue Rong was gentle and considerate from the beginning, but Lu An really didn't care.

People just don't make mistakes, don't suffer, don't grow up, and wait until they swallow the bitter fruit like a golden pill, and then they can be regarded as enlightened and immortal.

After that, Xue Rong sent someone to deliver some things, all of which were expensive children's products, and Lu An collected them one by one.Xue Rong didn't appear again, even on the day when Lu An went to the airport to board the plane, he deliberately searched the crowd, but he didn't see Xue Rong's shadow.Xue Rong still hangs his photo in the hall, and still stubbornly retains all the traces of his previous life. How could Lu An not understand these self-evident facts, but that is just the way of life Xue Rong chose. It doesn't really matter anymore.

Lu An looked back for a moment, then withdrew his gaze, and set off to return to that Nordic town, which is now his destination.