The whole world prevents me from jumping into the river

Looking out from the first floor of the main building, the rain-washed flower beds are colorful, and against the colorful colors on that layer, three faces with different expressions are revealed.The green-haired girl was walking in the front, and she was talking to the girl with messy ponytail next to her with her cuffs pinned up, her voice was so low that the boys walking behind couldn't hear the sound.

The courier car behind them flashed by, and the courier brother was talking on the phone loudly.

"What? I didn't hear clearly." The green-haired girl tugged at the sleeve of the girl next to her, who shook her head.

"Say it, will you say it?" Su Ruanruan's momentum rose a bit, "You don't have class for a while, stay with me for a while."

"it is good."

"Are you all right these few days?" The meaning of this sentence is "If you have something to do these few days, you should come and accompany me as if you are all right."Tao An'an could hear clearly: "What's the matter with you?"

"Accompany me."

"I am very busy."

"Then I will accompany you."

"Isn't Tao An'an preparing for that competition these days?" Xu Zhihuan who had been silent for a long time interrupted.

Slapping his forehead, Su Ruanruan thought of this and waved his hand: "Now I have decided to join your group in spite of my busy schedule."

"Cao Dong is in charge now, and I don't care." Tao An'an didn't give her face very much.Three people walking together, walking on the road is a lonely scene, other people pass through other roads, only three people speak softly on this path, except for Su Ruanruan who has a higher voice - Su Ruanruan called Cao Dong, threatening to lure him to join This group, contrary to the previous appearance of rejecting Tao An'an even at death.

"Aren't you not going to join?" Su Ruanruan who hung up the phone showed a victorious expression. She always seemed to be able to do everything safely when she was victorious. No one could refuse her. Tao Anan had to ask softly, knowing that No useful answers.

"Now after careful consideration, I have decided to show my friendship with classmates on this matter."

"Su Ruanruan's classmate friendship is very strong. Last time I said that I had a competition on Saturday, she said to show me the dog. Now the dog is still at my mother's place."

"Tsk, I'm going to pick it up tomorrow, no matter how anxious you are, I won't watch the dog anymore!"

"You picked King Kong together with me! Why am I the only one responsible for raising it?" Xu Zhihuan shook his head, showing a helpless look, "What will happen to the child after you get married with such a character..."

"That's two different things. It's not that I don't care about King Kong. Is Tao Anan like a housewife after giving birth? I can't see anything now. You guys look at girls too superficially." Su Ruanruan was also very helpless, Feeling that Xu Zhihuan is naive, Xu Zhihuan also thinks Su Ruanruan is naive, comparing each other is very funny in Tao Anan's eyes.

"No, no, you can see it. People say that when you are three years old, you are older than seven years old. That's all decided. A girl with a strong personality is very powerful. I'm afraid she won't be able to get married in the future." Xu Zhihuan half joked half Seriously speaking, Su Ruanruan fiddled with her hair and laughed: "Why can't you get married? Boys are afraid that girls will be stronger than themselves, and they suppress girls because of jealousy. Marriage is not about everyone working together to fight. It's not good for two people to fight to the death like gambling. Look at Tao An'an, he's not a strong character, but he's quite capable. The only problem is that the fate did not come."

"Are you afraid of marrying a girl who is stronger than you?" Su Ruanruan threw a heavy blow, Xu Zhihuan was startled at first, then tilted his head and smiled: "Where, it's good for a girl to be stronger, but I have to be stronger." Try harder."

"There is always a girl who is stronger than you." Su Ruanruan smiled, "There are people beyond people, and there is heaven beyond the sky."

"There are still more boys in the world, but girls will get better and better. I just need to be better than the girl I like."

"Then who do you like?" Tao An'an said suddenly, Su Ruanruan was taken aback, but didn't say anything, quietly waiting for Xu Zhihuan's answer, Xu Zhihuan didn't speak for a long time, he had already walked a long distance when he spoke, and had to separate , so everyone stopped and talked, as if they must get an answer.

What Tao An'an wanted was not necessarily Xu Zhihuan's answer, but Xu Zhihuan's answer. She didn't understand what it was like to get a verbal promise even though she had a balance in her heart, but she didn't get the answer either. No matter what Xu Zhihuan said now, when she is reborn, no one else will know anything, and she will be the only one left to watch others pretend like a mirror in her heart.

"The person I like... I don't know that I like her." Xu Zhihuan gave a plausible answer, waving his hands, "I went to training, there seems to be a thunderstorm at night, you guys remember to go back early to rest."

"Come on for the game, I'll pick up King Kong tomorrow."

Su Ruanruan sent Xu Zhihuan away with a smile, dragged Tao Anan, and unconsciously clasped her hands, but Tao Anan broke free, hugging her shoulders, with a desolate and ascetic expression on her face.Su Ruanruan had some guesses in her heart, thinking that she was still overwhelmed by that matter, and still had thoughts of suicide in her heart, so she put her arms around her shoulders and asked her to go shopping with her, but Tao Anan thought it was raining at night The offer was rejected on pretext.

"Then where should I go?"

"I'll be with you, don't you decide where to go?"

"I'm considering your opinion."

"Need not."

"That won't work, you have to give me an opinion today and ask for it by force, okay?" Su Ruanruan smiled innocently, normally she would have to pinch Tao Anan's face for a long time before she would forgive her.

"My opinion is useless...I'm not very good at making decisions." Tao An'an pursed his lips and lowered his face, his ponytail passed behind his shoulders, his face was fresh and clean, his fingers were white and slender, and he walked around his ears , Tucking her hair behind her ear, Su Ruanruan grabbed that hand, "Hey, hey, at the critical moment, let the chief see your efforts."

"You really want to go abroad." The tone was calm. For some reason, Tao Anan brought up this matter... He tilted his face and let Su Ruanruan squeeze his hands, and what came from the back of his hand was that Su Ruanruan's palms were a little cold, and Su Ruanruan Ruan is also such a slender girl, she re-examined Su Ruanruan, Su Ruanruan shook her head with a smile.

"What do you mean by shaking your head?"

"I'm not sure. The meaning of my family is that I didn't go there for my own development. It's just that it's easier for them to manage me... I'm still thinking, if I went, it must be to get a better education. Yes, it’s not because it’s the family’s decision to go—if you don’t go, you must have other considerations.” Su Ruanruan smiled, “When the time comes, I will go over there and have a look, eh, no, it’s not as good as China , might come back again.”

"so."

"You care so much about my going abroad!" Su Ruanruan, who was smiling, looked like a bad boy. With her long hair that killed Matt, she was full of the breath of the urban-rural fringe, but her face was a fairy, a fairy Her painting style is always beautiful, Tao An'an still stared at her ear for a long while: "I don't care."

"Actually, you are quite concerned, I can see that."

"Yeah." Tao An'an didn't deny it, "It's good to go there, and it should be good to work there."

"Then how do you know that I will definitely stay there?"

"Then do you have any reason for not staying there?"

"I was born silly and happy. I don't have any big ambitions. I just fight for my little ideals. I never thought about reaching the pinnacle of life. So where I want to go depends on my mood. Where I like Just go wherever, it’s your first time as a human being and you don’t have much experience, it’s like walking in the dark, I’ll go wherever there’s light.”

"Where is your light?" Her palms were full of sweat, and she didn't know why she was sweating. She pulled out her hand and shook her arm. Su Ruanruan squeezed her hand again and didn't answer. Instead, she smiled and said, "You went back to your hometown after graduation." Bar?"

"Ah."

"I remember you saying that."

"Well, the air in my hometown is pretty good."

"Isn't it good in a big city? Work hard for a few more years, and live a more unrestrained life. Maybe you don't need to go on a blind date, get fat, etc. You said you don't like blind dates, right? It's like picking pork in a vegetable market. If you catch eyes with any pig, you will slaughter it and go home, and if you look at it, it will be filled with water."

"It's inevitable, maybe in the future I will think that pigs are also pretty." Tao Anan lowered his head, "My mother hopes that I can find a boyfriend in a big city to take home, so I don't have to pick pigs."

"Is there anyone to choose?"

"It's not like you don't know." The boy who had been chasing before had retreated bravely, and everyone knew it, but Tao Anan broke free from Su Ruanruan again, and walked forward with his legs. There happened to be a fork in the road ahead. The boy in the yellow car passed by quickly, almost hitting her, and she stopped.

Su Ruanruan clapped her palms and laughed loudly: "Look, you see, someone has chosen you, right? I don't know who you like, and you don't tell me."

"What didn't I tell you?" Tao Anan asked softly, Su Ruanruan pondered for a long time, and there was really nothing to hide, other than that, it was something sealed in the inner world, and those things should be respected , I can't shovel it out with a shovel, only a few words show the appearance of peeping through the tube.

"Then tell me why you stood by the river for a long time today, lost in love like a broken heart." Su Ruanruan was always reasonable, and immediately found strong evidence.Tao An'an really couldn't refute this matter, a lie popped up in her mind, but she didn't say it, she shook her head slightly: "I won't tell you."

"Is there gold in the river?" The last sentence seemed abrupt, but Su Ruanruan laughed and laughed at this one. Tao Anan widened his eyes, and was finally discouraged: "Can I do it with you?"

"You chased me?" Su Ruanruan seemed taken aback, and grinned, "Then I can't afford it."

"Yes, yes, you can't afford it. You can take it seriously if you make a joke. Are you stupid?" Tao An'an finally got angry, and felt that the anger was too impulsive. Impulsiveness is the devil. Is it wrong for people who come and go to mind these things?

Once you lose your breath, you don't have any willpower on your body, and your body is still covered with gray mist, it doesn't seem like you are alive in the world.

Su Ruanruan lowered her head and took something out of her bag: "Hey, I'm responsible, but you didn't realize it. You don't look very good today, come here, come here."

"What are your responsibilities?"

"You're responsible for your appearance." Su Ruanruan joked casually, took out a lipstick, and pressed her fingers against her pale lips, "Don't purse your lips."

"Do you wear lipstick to look better?"

"Otherwise?" Su Ruanruan stared at the shape of her lips, "Is it because your aunt didn't come again, her temper became bad, and you should be careful of brow acne. Irregular menstruation is a big problem, and you don't eat well, and you just get angry— —”

The author has something to say: Another big fat chapter, to be rewarded.