The whole world prevents me from jumping into the river

Su Ruanruan remembered what she said last night, and put the river in a folder in her head to be solved. If Tao An'an's spirit is fine today, then she needs to see if there is any trace of the river. Weird.

She doesn't think Tao An'an will go crazy, but she doesn't believe in any strange things. She regards the backlight system as a conspiracy, and Tao An'an may have been involved in something terrible without knowing it, but now she I only know the river, so start with that river.

The river gave her a very vague impression. There were two impressions. The first was that Tao An'an often passed by there, and the second was that there were rumors in the school that people had drowned there.

Can a river of this depth drown a person?Su Ruanruan didn't believe it. Of course, if a person deliberately seeks death, he can drown.

Opening the curtains suspiciously, the color of the sky outside is clear, which makes people feel bright. The world under the tall buildings is like an abstract photo. The traffic flows by little by little, and the rain is sucked by the earth and tends to disappear. Only yesterday’s heavy rain reminds her of it. I understand, things changed yesterday, she confessed to Tao An'an, the awkward confession was not a confession, and she finally expressed her feelings clearly.

The doctor walked around behind her and closed the curtains over her body: "The light is too bright, don't open it."

"Oh..." She waited terribly for Tao Anan to come out. Tao Anan said that she could go to class without waiting, she agreed wholeheartedly, and her body was still honest.

This is on the top floor, the skylight is open, revealing the light of a dove fluttering in flight, the light spots on the ground gradually change with the cruising of the sun, the doctor and the patient lose their boundaries and walk around below, a classic Monet style painting.

Wait until the afternoon according to the doctor's instructions. There is no problem from the film, and he also thinks that there is no problem in the conversation with the patient. Finally, the doctor took off the glasses and rubbed the sore place of the glasses frame: "At first glance, it looks like the upper part of the eye. It’s hot, remember to drink plenty of water.”

"...Okay, thank you."

After confirming that Tao An'an was not disturbed by hallucinations, Su Ruanruan's vigilance rose a level, so how to solve that weird thing?Tao An'an said to himself that even if he didn't want to, there would always be some subjective existence, so removing these should be the original appearance of the matter.

Even if she peeled off the original appearance of what she thought, the voice of the retroreflection system that no one could hear in her mind could not explain it. Tao An'an insisted that there was, and the weird order to keep jumping into the river made people feel uneasy.

How can you make this person jump into the river to eliminate people's resentment?Isn't this more resentful?Falling into the river by myself is not enough to jump, how many times do I have to jump?

So she decided it was a conspiracy, that someone was up to something, although she didn't know why.

Because the time was already delayed, I went directly to Xu Zhihuan's house, took a taxi, and drove Xu Zhihuan's car back. When Xu Zhihuan's mother saw Su Ruanruan for the first time, she firmly believed that this was her daughter-in-law and insisted on keeping her for dinner. After all, I took the dog and walked away, feeling as if I had lived again.

King Kong and Su Ruanruan were unfamiliar. Although King Kong was named after Su Ruanruan, when King Kong saw Su Ruanruan, it was as if he had met a stranger. He sat motionless in the back seat and cuddled up to Tao Anan.

Tao An'an seems to have a natural talent for playing dogs, and to a certain extent, his affinity is second only to Xu Zhihuan. King Kong clings to her so tightly that when he got off the car, Tao An'an hugged and dragged her out of the car. This is the only way to lead them away in a proper manner.

It shook its buttocks, its tail wobbled like a small broom, its round buttocks, and its hind legs were also strong. It took three steps to look back to see if Tao Anan was smiling at it.If Tao An'an happened to smile when he turned around, the dog thought he was smiling at him, and Sa Huan'er ran even harder. Su Ruanruan had to pull him back all the time to prevent him from running onto the motorway.

If it turns its head around, unfortunately, it sees Su Ruanruan turning her face to talk to Tao Anan, blocking Tao Anan's beauty, the dog will stop for a while, leaning in front of Tao Anan to rub her ankle, After waiting for a while, Tao An'an bent down and touched his head, then he ran happily again, but was grabbed by Su Ruanruan, obediently twisted his buttocks and walked, and looked back at Tao An'an every step of the way.

"Look, this dog is like a hooligan, always courting little girls." Su Ruanruan stared at the dog and then at Tao Anan, "I haven't seen him treat me like this before."

"It may like strangers." As soon as the words finished, King Kong rushed to her side and rubbed against her. She smiled and rubbed her head, and King Kong ran forward happily.

"Excessive." Su Ruanruan led the dog and strode forward, leaving Tao Anan behind. Tao Anan, who was thrown away, had not had time to think about the reason for Su Ruanruan's move, so he strode forward Su Ruanruan, who had run away, ran back again, came over with a subtle jealousy that was about to move, and snorted fiercely, then led the dog for a slow walk by her side.

After the appointment at dusk, Tao An'an was still thinner.Su Ruanruan chatted with her, as before, chatting one after another, the topics were not dense, scattered, without any purpose, not discussions, like casual conversations, talking about what to eat, talking about tomorrow, saying King Kong hasn't pooped so far, and it seems useless to take a shovel and bag. After a while, she went back and pulled it on the floor, and she immediately searched for the method of dog meat soup.

If Xu Zhihuan knew that Su Ruanruan didn't want to see his dog so much, he would probably smile wryly, but at this moment he is still practicing in the swimming pool, leading the swimming team to prepare for the next day's competition over and over again.

One of his team members went to the smoking area to smoke a cigarette in silence and then came back. He is usually talkative, but now he has nothing to say, and he has been silent for a long time. Talking, it took a long time to say that I had an argument with my girlfriend.

"Your girlfriend Song Min, she has a bad temper at first glance, it must not be your fault." Who knows who said something loudly, and everyone hurriedly covered this guy's mouth to make him stop talking.

"She quarreled with me, and I couldn't find a reason."

"Of course I chose to forgive her." That big mouth started babbling again.

"Hey, I'm an idiot, can you say a few words less? You just don't know what to say all day long, Song Min doesn't associate with other boys, let alone boys, you see girls flirting with her Does it matter? Don't talk nonsense. It's innocent!"

The boy didn't speak the whole time, Xu Zhihuan watched from a distance, and when he blew his whistle, everyone seemed to be dumped into the water, crackling and buried in the water.

Let King Kong drag the rope and run for a long time, who knows that King Kong will reach the school gate.There are quite a few nearby residents who usually come to walk their dogs at the school in the evening, and the two of them don't seem to be out of harmony when they walk. The main building stands majestically in front of them. Tao An'an stares at it again, remembering the scene when he came to Ludao University for the first time. The longed-for place now seems commonplace.

She knew that a few hundred meters behind this building was the river where she was buried. She is alive now, but she still doesn't know how she lives and what form she is in, but since she is with Su Ruanruan, she will Put away the thoughts of seeking death, and just extinguish ashes. If there is hope in this life, there is no need to pray for peace in the next life.

King Kong suddenly took a few steps, broke free from the dog leash, and drew a bloodstain on Su Ruanruan's palm. Tao Anan quickly looked at her palm, but Su Ruanruan waved his hand: "Chasing the dog, the dog is biting people in the school Something big is going to happen."

The author has something to say: Some people say where did I jump into the river...

I said, I jumped in my dream (fog)

In fact, the full text is divided into four parts, the main ones are the first part and the third part.

That's right, what you saw was the second part.