The whole world prevents me from jumping into the river

"Too dangerous."

"No danger." Tao Anan got into the co-pilot and threw his belongings in the back seat.

It seemed that she had just returned from a stroll, and she had no sense of fear at all.

What are you afraid of?She was dragged into the room and locked, her mind was blank, her first reaction was not that she was in any danger, but she was afraid that because of this incident, Su Ruanruan would be afraid, be threatened, and experience something she shouldn't have. experienced things.

Their lives so far have been very magical realism.

There was a thin layer of quilt on the back seat, and there were piles of snacks. Tao Anan caught a glimpse of them, and then glanced at Su Ruanruan, who had an unnatural expression. There was a layer of frost on his face, but he was not facing him, he didn’t know it was Thinking about something—Tao Anan patted her hand, signaling that she was fine, Su Ruanruan frowned and was still about to cry.

"It's agreed to come on a trip. If you haven't slept in the middle of the night, go back and rest for a while. The snacks you bought can be returned. The person told me that he came to exchange for his sister. His sister is the one who replied to you and me— —Is that Tan Fuyu? I just saw her get off the co-pilot and said you fell asleep. I'm still worried, in the wilderness."

"Didn't you stay up all night too?"

"That's okay." Tao An'an looked down at his fingers over and over again.

"What if something happens to me?"

"Give me your love." Tao An'an joked.

"No——" Su Ruanruan's expression paled, "Can't you have an accident?"

"It's fine now. Let's go back and rest." Tao An'an felt that Su Ruanruan looked like a child more and more.But it doesn't feel bad. Compared with Su Ruanruan, who used to maintain a high-cold aura and indifferent expression, this is closer to the atmosphere of life.

I vaguely feel that Su Ruanruan is gradually returning to her essence, becoming the original Su Ruanruan who doesn't need to pretend.

"I won't leave you next time." Su Ruanruan said this in a low voice while driving the car, and turned her face, only to find that Tao An'an had lowered her head and fell asleep.

Well.Su Ruanruan seemed to have made a big move, and hit a tree in the air. A weak bird was born on the tree. The big move hit the bird on her body. She had no choice but to take care of the bird and go home. Eat well, dress well and entertain, that kind of complicated mood changes can probably be used now.

Driving with a smile on their face, from the suburbs to the urban area, vehicles and street lights spread out in front of them, as if they broke in from another world.

Parked to the parking space in front of the hotel, Tao An'an hadn't woken up yet.

She was very sleepy, unable to open her eyelids, Su Ruanruan called her softly, but she muttered in a daze, but there was no movement.

Leaning over to unbutton the seat belt, Su Ruanruan took off her coat and put it on her, then hugged her in her arms, touched the bend of her leg with her right hand, ready to be hugged by a chic and handsome princess.

"release."

Tao An'an opened his eyes, "I'm awake."

"..." Su Ruanruan let go of her.

Her muscles seemed useless.Su Ruanruan crossed her arms and walked side by side with Tao Anan. When she entered the door, she saw a pair of underwear swaying in the wind, drying them in place.

"Whose?" Tao An'an turned his face away.

"...That...Tan Fuyu's."

"..." Tao An'an was silent for a while, "Why did she take it off?"

"...washing clothes... here."

It was too disturbing, so Su Ruanruan put it away, thinking of Tan Fuyu's text message, she couldn't throw it away, and she must complain when she meets her.

Su Ruanruan was stunned again, Tao An'an had disappeared, and she looked again, she was by the window, opened the curtains, the sky was bright, the sun couldn't wait to jump into the room, Tao An'an's face at that moment was as holy as if It's like going to heaven.

"Well, I met Tan Fuyu yesterday, and the process of meeting was so..."

Su Ruanruan took the initiative to explain, thinking that Tao An'an had a grudge because of the underwear, and she revealed everything in detail, including how much Tan Fuyu ate, and exhausted her tongue, talking dryly behind her.

Tao An'an remained motionless, as if condensed into a sculpture, until Su Ruanruan said about the fate-free system, she raised her eyebrows slightly and turned her face: "So she's still dead..."

"I don't know if it was because of complying with the rules of the system or not—jumping off a building or jumping into a river, no one knows how she died... She only needs to die once to get rid of the system—but, Tan Fuyu said, she felt that Wu Yun seems to be trapped."

If you use the three words "trapped" to describe a certain situation, Tao An'an can easily think of when she first jumped into the river again and again by the river. The despair at that time was an endless loop. Living before dying, she keeps repeating her own death, as if her life is to live for death, and death is also for living, entangled with cause and effect, endless life.

Wu Yun was trapped.

She is also in a certain system like herself - and Wu Yun only needs to jump into the river once to "get rid of her fate", and she is "returning to the light", so jumping a hundred and eighty times is not a problem.

Did Wu Yun jump into a river or a building?If Wu Yun died by jumping into the river, but was still trapped, it means that this system is a complete liar, and maybe the water ghosts at the bottom of the river are making up things.

If you died by jumping off a building, reversed, because you jumped off a building instead of jumping into a river, and you were trapped, then the system said before, what would happen to you if you didn’t jump—and your own system said, if If you don't dance, you will be wiped out on that day.

She felt that the route she needed to find was clearer, that is, how Wu Yun died, but even if she knew it, what's the use?Assuming that the system is fake, is it good or bad to be reborn again and again?Assuming the system is real, will my daily countdown continue——

What's more, for whom was the person who burned the paper by the river, and whether the person who pushed her into the river was the one who burned the paper? All these were piled up in his mind.

She didn't say anything to the system, and knew that the emotional system in her mind knew everything, but the system didn't say anything, so she didn't know what it meant.Silence is the most frightening, full of doubts, thoughts, and bursts of sadness, she doesn't know what she is chasing after, she is so attached to this world, and since that day, she has been so attached to this world.

Rather, the person she is most attached to is now holding her waist behind her, if it wasn't for Su Ruanruan's light that stimulated her natural numbness, she would never have thought of what she was attached to.

"Are you tired? If you're tired, take a break. It's not a big deal if you stand here. There's nothing to see below. Eat when you're hungry. Don't talk. I'm panicked. If I make a mistake You punish me, I will do whatever you want me to—I—"

"Let's go to Yingguang Lake."

"Yingguang Lake is beautiful at dusk." Su Ruanruan blurted out, but realized that she had missed a wonderful opportunity. She raised her eyes to look at Tao Anan, Tao Anan pondered for a while, then nodded: "Then let's go and see it in the afternoon. You are hungry ?"

As he said that, he pinned off the collar for her, as usual, she couldn't see the affection in her eyes, she could only see Tao An'an's long hair hanging over her shoulders.

"Tao—Tao An'an."

"Ok?"

"It's okay." Su Ruanruan smiled, "I'm just calling you, see if you agree or not."

childish.Tao Anan commented silently, tucked in his collar, and pressed his hands down his neck, pressing on his collarbone, and pressed it properly. Seeing that Su Ruanruan seemed to be looking at her daughter, she was so beautiful, like a porcelain doll , the skin is so delicate, it really is like the little princess Qiao Xilu said...

The phone rang, and the ringtone was Su Ruanruan's.

Su Ruanruan glanced at it, then hung up: "Harassing calls. It's another insurance seller."

A phone call broke the originally peaceful atmosphere. Tao An'an turned sideways, pressed on the bed and closed her eyes and fell asleep. She fell asleep so fast that Su Ruanruan couldn't recover for a while. She sat sideways beside her, the bed was sunken. Go down a big pit.

Sitting cross-legged, staring at Tao An'an for a while.I belatedly thought that Tao Anan would be very cold when the air conditioner was turned on, so I moved her clumsily. After thinking about it, I took off my coat and threw it aside. Tao Anan was wearing cropped pants and a T-shirt. A quilt was pressed over, wrapped like a silkworm baby.

She carefully checked whether the door was locked, took a shower, changed into her pajamas, opened a corner of the silkworm chrysalis, and got in.

Tao An'an opened his eyes all of a sudden: "It's hot."

"...It's no wonder you're not hot after wearing so much." Su Ruanruan folded her hands and pressed them to her ears. It was very convenient to look at Tao An'an. Seeing Tao An'an blushing, she didn't know what was going on. Ears are hot.

"I'm going to take a bath." The silkworm chrysalis got out, and the bed seemed empty. Su Ruanruan counted and waited for Tao Anan to come back. Tao Anan took a shower, brushed his teeth, folded his clothes and tidied up. She heard everything for a long time , Counting to No. 30 minutes, Tao Anan came back again.

She lifted the quilt to welcome Tao Anan's arrival. Tao Anan moved forward with a smile, and lifted the quilt with her backhand to cover Su Ruanruan's face.

"Umm, I'm going to die, I'm going to die..."

"Stupid." Tao Anan let her go, lay on her side and closed her eyes, "Good morning."

"Hmm..." Su Ruanruan blushed and didn't say anything.

She had some ideas at first, but now she doesn't have any. Tao An'an is like a childish ghost, Su Ruanruan thought unconvincedly, but what can a childish ghost do? She wrinkled her nose and felt unwilling, but Tao Anan slept She was so tired after staying up all night, so Su Ruanruan didn't have the heart to disturb her, she carefully covered the quilt, and carried the rest of her little thoughts, which were just broken and chewed by herself, she wanted Tao Anan to think It's amazing, but when I saw her, I was scared.

There was only one time when Tao An'an rarely took the initiative, but suddenly he had a headache, and there was a strange voice in his head that was not laughing from the system.

Wait - she forgot to tell Tan Fuyu about the sudden laughter in her head!Thinking of this, she suddenly woke up and stopped dozing off, her eyes widened, and she blamed herself secretly.