The whole world prevents me from jumping into the river

"Resentment, 97."

The sound of the system reappeared, and the rain mixed with fishy sweetness fell into my ears.

Tao An'an said goodbye to the hair on the sideburns, and couldn't recover for the time being.

She was standing on the bluestone path with her boring textbooks in her arms.

After a long absence, the brooch on her chest was colorfully dyed, and she tore it off and threw it into the weed pile.

The first-year freshman ran past anxiously from behind, with the same young face as before, even his demeanor remained unchanged: "Hurry up, hurry up, class starts in 5 minutes!"

It was still a young couple, and the couple ran together, but she was alone.

She made up her mind to restart, and she did it all over again. She is still in the loop, waiting to eliminate the last 97 grievances.

This dilutes her remorse for falling into the river.The red and green pins had been submerged by the rain, and it was hard to see clearly. Tao Anan sniffed, and the rain dripped down her cheeks and into her chest. It was cold, but it made her feel like she had released something.

Recall what the system said in your mind.

"What will lead to resentment?"

"The real situation."

So what she is now is actually an illusion?Is it a false space?

She remembered that from the very beginning, she was very concerned about whether the situation she was in was the real situation, or another space that came from reality.

She often traces Su Ruanruan's face with her fingers. She is very familiar with the facial contours. She knows the exact location when Su Ruanruan gets angry and has acne, and she can feel it clearly when she is well rested. , has the most direct touch; she remembers what Su Ruanruan said, and the tone of each sentence is different. From each sentence, a soft and waxy Su Ruanruan is cut out, like peeling beans, peeling the hard shell Getting rid of it is the soft inner part; the first time she explored Su Ruanruan's body with her fingertips was very close, she still remembers herself trembling, everyone was very nervous, Su Ruanruan was sweating, she was originally cold Su Ruanruan's body was very hot and scorching, and Su Ruanruan's eyes were full of fine raindrops, and the raindrops sprinkled into the lake surface, causing continuous ripples, and her emotional body made her remember it vividly.

All Su Ruan Ruan.But it seems that there is a lack of feeling that penetrates to the bone marrow. She always suspects that it is not true, and it comes down to being too sensitive—she doesn't want to think it is fake. She can finally see Su Ruanruan looking into her heart. Hold a heart and tell her, what a coincidence, I like you too.

It's all the wind blowing around me, I don't know if it's true or not, it seems to be the heat of summer, I don't know if it's the heat in my heart or it's really that hot, she can't figure it out.

In this rebirth, she will see Su Ruanruan who has nothing to do with her again. Su Ruanruan will look at her with a cold face. Although she will secretly smile behind her back, she will still show a cold expression.

"Is everything I'm here now real?" She still asked the system this question, regardless of whether the system could give a different answer than before.

"If you think it's true, it's true."

"Is that fake?"

"If you think it's fake, it's fake."

"..." This is the same as saying nothing.

She thought about what the system had said about the truth and falsehood of this world at first.

"Then what I'm experiencing now, does it really exist? Or is it like a game, a virtual existence specially for me?"

"It's real, your grievances exist in the real world, so if you use a virtual environment to eliminate your grievances, it is essentially a deception, and the grievances themselves are closely connected with you, just like a hyperlink, but you stay in the This time does not move forward, but other people's lives still have to continue. You are walking in this time period of different possibilities, and its changes start from the moment you are reborn. Other people's thoughts, weather, etc. Become a variable, you have to repeat the process of your death in such an environment."

She gradually thought about it, and what the system said was parallel universes, but she remembered that Wu Yun died, an abnormal death, but some people remembered her another way of death. After reset, the time pointer returns to the beginning, and everyone’s memory is cleared, but some people’s memory has not been cleared, and there is a little bit left, so there will be a vague impression.To explain it in a systematic way, it is more like the space where Wu Yun jumped into the river to die, mixed with people who knew the space where she jumped to death. The two worlds are not independent of each other—so she tends to use her own clear zero assumptions.But after she cleared it, everyone followed suit, which was different from Wu Yun's world.

She suddenly found herself caught in an endless loop. If the system lied to herself on this point, as the system itself said, "essentially a deception", then why should it tell the truth about the rest?What can I believe in?My head hurts.

"You have a really good memory." The system sighed.

"……so?"

"It's nothing, just investigate what you want to investigate."

"Are you lying?"

"Can't I leave half of what I said?"

Of course you can, you are self-willed, you are proud, I struggle between your palms.

Tao Anan didn't ask any more questions, and saved his doubts in a file. This is very similar to Su Ruanruan, as if the brain is a circle. The content that is important but not in a hurry, after sorting out and looping through it, things can be thought through perfectly.

The first content is about Wang Zerui who burns paper by the river that she cares about very much. Even the system says that this person knows the truth, so it's good to go find him while he is not dead now.

Maybe you can't ask anything, but you have to hold some hope, that black shadow is very interesting to her, and the black shadow tends to push everyone by the river - because there is no monitoring by the river, this was done a long time ago What happened, so the people who died in the river basically couldn't find out how they died.

She had no idea who the black shadow was, but what she cared about was Wang Zerui. She said the title Uncle Wang twice, and she was sure that she could speak it naturally and kindly like Xu Zhihuan, who actually said it in the middle of the night Asking people's names, this alone is very enviable.

With thoughts in her heart, she went to the faculty apartment. Su Ruanruan's follow-up on a whim played an important role at this time. She followed the route in her memory, the route with the sweet taste of cantaloupe, holding her arms Looking at the books in the book, I feel that she is more bold now, and she can skip the class openly.

If the current Su Ruanruan knows, she must be angry, saying that we are a rare clean stream, how can you be willing to degenerate!

I was still thinking about it, but I forgot that from here to the apartment area, I had to go through the student activity center.

Sure enough, Su Ruanruan saw her, and rushed over with a stride, the umbrella was slightly tilted, Tao Anan saw that Su Ruanruan's back was wet, but she still stubbornly kept a distance from herself, but reached over the umbrella: "Why don't you go to class? "

"I'm going." Tao An'an lied.

"Didn't you always run there before?"

"It's raining and the road is slippery today, so I want to walk."

Su Ruanruan was skeptical, looking at her expression, she really didn't look like she was going to class, and said solemnly: "I always feel like there is a ghost."

Why do you have to be so sharp at this time.

"What's the matter?" Tao Anan glanced at her, intending to say something noble and cold, even if she doesn't go, it has nothing to do with you, so she stopped Su Ruanruan's words. Unable to keep his mouth shut and say such hurtful words, he could only sigh, "Hey, is today a rehearsal for the drama festival?"

"No, today's row." Su Ruanruan's tone softened, "I think you have something on your mind. I just stopped when I saw you, come and take a look."

"It's okay. You put the umbrella over there, it's all wet."

"I'm fine, you go to class quickly, you still have 2 minutes, go for a run." Su Ruanruan pushed the umbrella over, "Hold it first."

"..." Su Ruanruan's tenderness is really irresistible.

"Just keep an eye on it. I have textbooks. If it's too late, I'll leave first."

As if she really said that, the class bell rang suddenly, and she hurried to the classroom, guessing that Su Ruanruan must have seen that she was going to the classroom.

She didn't see Su Ruanruan following her, so she breathed a sigh of relief, turned her head, and went to the apartment area based on the principle of precious time.

She was walking in the apartment area with her textbooks in her arms, drenched in the rain. At first glance, she looked very emotional, something that a young artist would do-but the rain was not a drizzle, but a torrential rain, which was eye-catching , her hair was sticking to her face, and she was not in a hurry. She was afraid of falling into some strange place when she ran. Haste made waste, and she had to slow down when walking and thinking.

When thinking slowly, the time around will speed up, like quicksand flowing over a corpse stuck in a sandpit. The corpse moves slowly, just sinking, but time blurs with all the surrounding scenery and people, blurring towards the back, pulling out Two extremely long light paths came, and when she stopped thinking and raised her eyes, she had already arrived in the apartment area.

Recalling the place where they were standing when they were following them before, looking around, they looked alike, but not. She had never been able to tell the difference between east, west, north and south, so she had to stand and react slowly for a while.

Some people looked at her like crazy, but there were very few people, and she didn't care. She stood wet on the concrete floor, protecting the textbook wrapped in a book cover. A corner of the textbook was wet, so she took it out to dry Drying, the hair was so wet that it spread out and draped over the shoulders.

It was very close to the place I saw earlier.

His eyes faltered, he looked back freely, and kept confirming the details, and then he walked into the rain again.

There is a narrow corridor between where the gardeners live and where she is now. There is no rain in the corridor, and she walks from there shaking her head. Along the way, she keeps encountering various uncles and aunts walking in the rain like her.

It is obviously returned to one place, but it is still another world.

Her hair was soaked, and water beads were dripping from the end of her hair. When she shook her head, she heard a man groaning: "Hey, the water is thrown... An An, why are you here? Who are you looking for?"