The whole world prevents me from jumping into the river

"I said before that I noticed Wu Yun. That time I made a mistake and accidentally let her enter the cycle. This time, it was because of the heavy rain that my body was freed. I am dealing with these things. When I recover Come on, you have fallen in many times, if you really finish, then I will continue to pay attention to you, and will not let you come to this world again. Le-wen"

Just as Tao Anan was about to say something, the system added: "In the past, Zhang Musheng seduced many girls to the river. If the girl was stupid and there was no one around, he would push the girl into the river, deepening my anxiety. Resentment, I can’t get rid of it, which means, if you don’t complete the number of times you jumped into the river, I will follow you to ashes. After Wu Yun met Tan Fuyu, she got rid of it by herself. I don’t know how she got into your mind, maybe She has become another resentment system herself."

"It was Zhang Musheng who pushed me before?" She suddenly thought of that black shadow.

"Well."

"...Why did he push you into the river?" Tao Anan recalled the dream he had had, the nightmare of being thrown into the river to die despite being alive by the river, "Did he seal you up for a year?" ? Because the river channel has been dug for ten years..."

"No, I was born optimistic, and I didn't have any complaints when I was killed and thrown away. But when a person died, this matter was out of control. I was thrown into the artificial lake. It was a ball of stagnant water. There is nothing wrong with me being quiet. It happened that during that time when the river was being dug, Wang Zerui was also a worker. He was frightened when he saw Zhang Musheng throwing his body away. I dug up and dug out my body, because I died tragically, so I couldn’t control it all at once, and it scared several people crazy—I think Wang Zerui felt that he saw such a murder, but he didn’t stop it. It caused his friend to go crazy, so he stayed here and burned the paper for me, constantly muttering, "Get rid of it, let's get rid of it, I'm too embarrassed not to get rid of it. People's thoughts are very strong, and ten years is enough."

The system narrated like a friend, and Tao An'an could even imagine a girl sitting in front of her, propping her face, sometimes frowning, and sometimes snapping at the table.

"After the construction site dug you out, sealed you up?"

"Yes, at that time everyone practiced feudal superstition. I didn't expect to find a powerful person and piled up a ban for me. The feng shui pattern of the trees by the river trapped me. Didn't Su Ruanruan jump to the bottom of the river? Well, she saw the big rocks at the bottom of the river, piled there, saying that they deceived me, pretending to be my small house, you see, the living are deceiving themselves and others to arrange life for the dead, saying that burning paper money will make the dead have money to spend when they die, Why do you have to spend money when you are dead, and what is the difference from the living world?"

Tao An'an would like to ask, why did you accept it when Wang Zerui burned paper for you...

"It's not the act of burning paper money, but his power of thought—that is, if he has been kneeling by the river to pray for me for ten years, it will be useful. What matters is his motivation."

"Why did Zhang Musheng kill you?"

"At that time it was my boyfriend..." The system was quite embarrassed when he said it, "That's right, there was a quarrel, but Zhang Musheng has a violent tendency, in short, he has a personality problem, and then he started fighting, and then he suddenly Stabbed me with a knife, that's all - I said it just now, he hooked up the little girl and jumped in. In fact, at that time, the powerful person accidentally mentioned that resentment would deepen or something, so he used The dead came to increase the resentment, so that I couldn't be free, and I was wiped out—after all, he was afraid of me even after I died."

Tao An'an secretly thought of many things in the past, just like the silt churning out from the bottom of the water, and the layers of silt and sand at the bottom of the water have been scoured, and today's words are printed on it, and the original truth will be revealed.

She was silent for a long time. Today's words corresponded to the details she discovered before. Zhang Musheng hooked up with the little girl countless times. Get rid of the resentment of others and return to your own reality.

In this world that is about to collapse, Su Ruanruan and her have sex, and the world splits into two parts from the moment she jumped into the river, like a tributary outside is divided into two parts, one part passes through the mainland, and the other follows the original trajectory, but Everything that should be in the main stream endows the two tributary streams with all the essence——in the tributary stream, she found that Su Ruanruan likes herself because such seeds had been planted in the original world long ago.

"You didn't say it before because I didn't believe you——you will tell everything when I can prove that everything you said is true from everything I saw with my own eyes?"

"Ah."

"What if I don't believe you all the time?"

"Then I will resign myself to my fate and be wiped out with you. I have been dead for a long time, and I have earned my own consciousness. If you have to die early, there is nothing I can do about it."

The system said very briskly, "And you didn't assume such a thing, you already believed me. So, you can jump into the river, jump down, and be reborn, even if the whole world prevents you from jumping into the river, you have to remember that all of this They are all based on reality and things that are about to disappear. If you want to return to reality, you have to abandon these feelings, love, etc. Do you like Su Ruanruan? Do you want to be with her forever? You stay here , stay with her for eighty days, and you will be like Wu Yun treated Tan Fuyu. Tan Fuyu has been wandering and wandering. She doesn't even know how Wu Yun died. She can only keep on the road to fulfill the last wish of the living—— you--"

"I see."

Tao An'an interrupted the system: "It's just a long-term vision, trying to jump into the river in order to really be with Su Ruanruan, isn't it?"

"Correct answer." The system said in relief, "After all, I don't want to be wiped out. If you fall into the river, I will tell you the truth from the very beginning, and you will resist when you find out that something is wrong. Instead, you will feel that it is a big liar anyway. No matter what I say, it's useless."

"Ok."

Tao An'an lowered his face: "But I'm very happy."

"Well?"

The phone rang.

Cao Dong called: "Hello, Tao Anan?"

"Well, it's me."

"I found the Chairman—"

"Hmm." Tao An'an thought for a while, but still couldn't hold back, "How is she?"

"...No, it's hard to say," Cao Dong's voice seemed distorted, "Why don't you come and take a look?"

"I'll go right away." Tao An'an said perfunctorily.

"Where are you going?" Zhang Musheng opened the door and came in.

"You call the police." Said the last sentence to the phone.

Zhang Musheng blocked the doorway, like a taciturn teacher, with his own momentum - but Tao Anan stared at him, and he didn't come in, with a smile on his face, as if he usually flirted with her, she didn't panic, her mind The words of the system flashed in.

If she is killed by Zhang Musheng, she will be trapped here forever.After being trapped for more than 80 days, she will be wiped out.

With such an opportunity, it is for the long-term, giving up everything in front of me.She cannot die in the hands of Zhang Musheng.Even though Zhang Musheng will not be punished by law in this virtual space, after he jumps into the river, everything in this world will restart——

Turn around, open the window and flip out.

She remembered that her best sprint result was not the number 13 seconds 8, but that before her rebirth, she let go of Su Ruanruan's hand and rushed to the river. She was jumping into the river and chose to do it all over again. on the way.

She was faster than the race, she was faster than her former self.

She rolled over the window without looking back.

Knowing that Zhang Musheng was right behind, he chased after him like a hysterical lunatic.

Hysteria and lunatic, when these two words are put together, it is called madness. Zhang Musheng doesn't seem to care about the eyes of everyone, and doesn't care about the flashing red light of the surveillance camera, which records everything he does on the top floor of the library. I don't care how many people on the road watched in surprise as he spread his long legs and shortened the distance between him and Tao An'an.

But since the distance was not long, even though Tao An'an had short legs, she still ran to the river.

Zhang Musheng's fingers touched her back.

But she jumped off by herself.

She felt the river water pouring in from her ears, and she made a concave shape for herself. Death is painful, but her face is still soft and soothing. She knows that it is meaningful for her to jump, and she takes the initiative to jump. She is far from what she pursues. Reality is one step closer.

"Resentment, 96, remaining time, 83 days and 5 hours."

She opened her eyes, and the rain covered her head and face.

"Hurry up, hurry up, class starts in 5 minutes!" Tao Anan heard the freshman rushing past, she didn't turn her head to look this time, and knew that those two people would come to report at this moment no matter what.

Seemingly a solemn ceremony, Tao An'an walked to the river.

Turning his face away, he put the textbook aside.As soon as he raised his eyes, he saw a girl with green hair standing at the entrance of the Student Activity Center not far away, but that was Su Ruanruan.

Su Ruanruan has always been there, she has been reborn many times, Su Ruanruan is always there, holding an umbrella outside, or talking to people inside, or coming here, or sitting quietly under the stage.

Since she was a child, she greeted all living beings in the car with a red face, laughing and laughing, as if overlooking the dust and fireworks of reality in a world of heavy makeup, and the noise of gongs and drums sounded in her ears again.

She will face a new life and realize that all of this is false. Although all of this is false, all of this is true. She jumped down again and again, discovering her inner world time and time again, discovering that someone is not fixed in the scope of activities limited by others for her, and discovering different possibilities of life time and time again.

In the differences, she finds the same essence, the unchangeable thing that spews out and accumulates in the main stream, and will definitely go down the original track.

She knew that Su Ruanruan must still be in the student activity center.

When she returned to reality, she slipped and fell into the river, Su Ruanruan must be there too.She is now going back from the tributary to the main stream, returning to the source.The things in the tributaries come back from the main stream, and the beauty she got in the tributaries, Su Ruanruan's smile and love, are all the truth that flowed from the main stream, from reality.

It doesn't matter if the whole world prevents her from jumping into the river, she knows that the world she is in will disappear, and she will really have everything she deserves here.

She stared at the river.

She jumped down.

The author has something to say: it's over.

Opened a new article, the new article is called "Tsundere Doesn't Have a Girlfriend", and it's fat to kill.

If you poke the column when you see this chapter and find that there is no such article,

Then look for "Empty Boat"

thank you all.

At the end of the chapter, I will routinely talk about this article. (Hey, it seems that I didn’t say too much in this article, it feels like it’s not my own)

This article is a light-hearted article I tried. Before this article, some readers may know that I have an article, "Teaching and Accepting" was cut in half, and my vitality was greatly injured. Yes, pause for a long time.

I wrote the article about jumping into the river as a recovery article, and I feel more relaxed and happy, but you can see that the first few chapters are full of complaints. Andu is a serious author!) (Seriously holding up glasses)

It's just an ordinary brain hole when I write it, so there's nothing to say about it.

I took this article seriously when I wrote the scene of Tao Anan watching everyone on a float when I was a child. This scene with a strong contrast between light and dark makes me feel that I am not in the same world as them, but I am indeed in the same world as them.

I want to write about that sense of alienation, but to put it bluntly, I am world-weary—later I found out that the world is still pretty good, and I am still nostalgic for it.

that's all.

That's all I have to say.

thank you all!Love you guys!See you in the new article!

Welcome to the new article "Tsundere Has No Girlfriend".