The whole world prevents me from jumping into the river

After class, there were more people, and the rain gradually receded was an important reason.Tao An'an put his hands together, as if standing in front of a tomb that should be mourned with candles in his hands. At this time, if it's not good, he would fall straight into the river. The people he met at that time were more lenient than Su Ruanruan, and his heart was cold. It's not like that in school, she was born under the eyes of everyone, more or less, someone will come to save her.

I have been born under the eyes of others since I was a child. Whether it is the dazzling appearance on the floats during the New Year's festival, or the glory of standing on the podium representing the class and representing the school and representing the region in the past, it is like a thick layer. Vaseline, when applied on the body, used to look heavy.Tao An'an was sitting on a pile of rocks, and the unruly river lay horizontally. The rain was lighter, but it was still noisy. It was not only Tao An'an's dead soul buried here, but she was also consciously aware that she was a dead soul, an outsider. Staring at the general public as if, dreams and life's trivialities still can't break her, only death has made a gap between her and this place.

"It still hurts. Take it, and return it to me when you have time." Su Ruanruan was evasive again, blocking her eyes, with a familiar medicine box in her palm, which was clean. The green-haired girl was fair, but always fierce, Se Li Nei Ren is talking about Su Ruan Ruan.

"No, I don't have a stomachache." Tao An'an smiled with the corners of his mouth pulled up, and turned away slightly, "I'll be alone for a while."

"Understood. The matter of the host speech."

"You can find someone else." Since it is something that you have promised but can't do, don't promise. It looked out of place.

Tao An'an's words have reached such a point that even Su Ruanruan didn't make any effort anymore, looked at her a few times, but still didn't say anything. With sharp energy, the light at the end of the hair is dancing, and the mottled particles, let Tao Anan behind him watch, gradually go away.

The names of the two people are both overlapping characters. In this era when Shihan Zihan walked everywhere, the style of painting is different. A long time ago, Tao Anan’s name was not Tao Anan. Her grandfather named her Tao Shengli. I don’t know why later. It was changed to the word An'an, and it still looks like a girl. It was called Shengli before entering elementary school. When the lotus-like arms were placed on the float, everyone said, look, Shengli went up again, and then it was shortened. Success, victory, victory, a little bit of victory in the War of Resistance Against Japan, everyone is happy.

Because he was used to it, Tao Anan wrote the word Tao Shengli in the name column in the final exam of the first grade. The teacher picked out all the boys in the class and asked who they were, but no one agreed, but Tao Anan frightened him. I had to huddle in a ball and didn't dare to ask the teacher for the paper. Since then, the name has stopped making mistakes.

She didn't quite know why it became a double word. She knew Su Ruanruan when she was in school, and they were the only two names in the whole family of double characters. They were crisp and catchy, and they read briskly like a nursery rhyme. No one else could. Dare to call Su Ruanruan Su Ruanruan, because Su Ruanruan felt that the name was too irritating and too cute to fit her image, so she coerced and lured everyone to change their names, so most people just ignored one word and blurted out "crispy and soft". !" Su Su Ruan Ruan, sounding even cuter, Su Ruan Ruan was so angry that she changed her hair color again.

Putting the stomach medicine aside, the ground was wet and muddy after it rained, she avoided the grass blades with residual rain and the pits where the water was accumulated, and placed the stomach medicine and textbooks in a conspicuous place, waiting for people to walk Less, squatting down silently, counting down three times, and jumping into the river.

"Wait a minute." The voice came out suddenly, without any accent from the beginning to the end, as if talking to himself, but Tao An'an knew that it was a person with extremely poor language skills living in it.

"What's the matter?" Asking and answering herself seems to be insane, it is simply the communication in her head, her face is calm, she looks up at the sky after the rain like a melancholy girl, wandering by the river, hesitating, hesitating, so what, Listening to the inexplicable blocking of the voice.

"Oh, I have to explain to you, I said that you still have one hundred and two days, which means that you can go through one hundred and two days today or tomorrow, add up, 24 hours count as one day, if you are reborn, then Go back to the 5 minutes before your death, so what you did in between is meaningless." The voice explained, "I went to communicate with others just now and forgot to tell you, but fortunately you are smarter and didn't do unnecessary things. matter."

"...Are you a god, or a ghost?"

"It's a derivative of order. Ah, for example, traffic is constrained by traffic rules. In order to better fulfill traffic rules, the appearance of traffic police makes the rules better implemented, isn't it so? During the time period of traffic, or In this incident, the position of the traffic police station is different from that of ordinary people walking on the road. As for me, I am the enforcer of order after death, but I am not selected from among you to stand in a special position, but because The rules required me, so I appeared to adapt to the needs of the new era. Thousands of years ago, human cognition was different. In order to eliminate resentment, if they can understand, they are allowed to revive for a period of time to eliminate the resentment left in their lifetime. As for In modern times, because of the existence of system novels, I think it is easier to explain this way, and it is called the backlight system, but in fact the essence is the same, you just need to understand."

"Then what I'm experiencing now, does it really exist? Or is it like a game, a virtual existence specially for me?"

"It's real, your grievances exist in the real world, so if you use a virtual environment to eliminate your grievances, it is essentially a deception, and the grievances themselves are closely connected with you, just like a hyperlink, but you stay in the This time does not move forward, but other people's lives still have to continue. You are walking in this time period of different possibilities, and its changes start from the moment you are reborn. Other people's thoughts, weather, etc. Become a variable, and you have to keep repeating the process of your death in such an environment." That voice seems to have no one to talk to now, and Tao An'an patiently explained it, in short, it will be forgotten after the next time.

"Then I have no problem, do you have anything else to do? I'll jump without it."

"No, I interrupted you because it was too long to say, I'm very sorry."

"It's okay." Accepting this setting easily, even if it was still in the fog, Tao Anan only knew the result, bowed down, and jumped into the river. Before his feet left the ground, he heard someone shouting not far away her name.

It came too suddenly, and she did something shady. When she was called out, her body trembled, her feet slipped, and with a squeak, she saw the upside-down world again. With a slap, she fell into the river go.

"Resentment value, 101." The voice added softly.