[Hokage] The Spring and Autumn Dream of Reverse Wear

After we came out of the library, we didn't speak, and remained silent until the door of the hotel. I used the money left in my wallet to pay the rent for a few more days.Although I don't know how many days he will live in, I still try to pay for as many days as possible.

When we parted, I asked him: "Are you still there tomorrow?"

He said yes.

I feel relieved.Then say: "Could you go somewhere with me tomorrow?"

"Where?"

"Uh...you might find it annoying."

"...?"

"I want to go to the movies. But you know, it's strange to go alone in this kind of place... So, can you go with me?"

He frowned.

"Just pretend I didn't say it..."

I think I'm really pushing my limits.

"Why?" he asked me.

"What why?" I don't understand.

"I was described in that book as a heinous villain." He said slowly.

"Eh?"

"Aren't you afraid of me?"

"Do you have a reason?" I raised my head, daring to look directly into his eyes for the first time.

The pupils are as red as blood, but behind the red is a fragility and forbearance that will never be revealed.Every time I see those red eyes, I feel that he must be hiding a lot of pain, he is lonely, really alone.No one understands him, and no one can help him, he has too many things on his back.

I didn't know what was going on behind the scenes at the time, it was just my intuition.

"I don't remember, but what if it's not." His eyes became cold, without a trace of warmth, "If there is no reason, just love to kill, kill the family who raised him, and betray the village. Such a heinous villain , aren't you afraid?"

"No." I shook my head, "You're definitely not that kind of person."

"Oh? Why are you so sure." His expression softened a little, and it was finally not as scary as before.

"Then you kill me." I raised my head, "I will believe you if you kill me."

"It seems that you are really not afraid of me."

His expression is a bit complicated, I can't understand it.

"I just believe you." I looked at him and said word by word, "You will definitely not kill innocent people indiscriminately."

He was startled, and smiled wryly: "No matter what the reason is, killing is killing, and sin is also sin."

I thought about it for a long time, but I didn't quite understand what he said, because at that time I didn't know that the Uchiha clan was really killed by him.In my prediction, AB will definitely clean up for him in the end. I thought he was wronged, but he had to bear those crimes for some reason.But he didn't know that the person was really killed by him.

How painful he must have been.I can't imagine.

Itachi is very polite to me, usually he is gentle and polite, not as indifferent as in the manga.But he doesn't like to talk, and he can usually be in a daze for a whole day, maybe he is thinking about something, or just in a daze.

I think the way he appears in the comics may not be the complete him. Apart from being a villain, he also has his own life. He needs to eat, sleep, and get sick. He is a living person.

And now he is undoubtedly more complete.

Taking off the villain's shell, he is just an ordinary taciturn young man, he will thank others for their kindness, and will not hurt others at will.I believe even more that he has his reasons for everything he does, and there must be his reasons for the destruction of the Uchiha clan.

The next day was Saturday, all the girls in the dormitory got up early in the morning to occupy a seat in the library, but I didn't go, but sat in front of the window and put on false eyelashes in front of the mirror.This is the first time I put on false eyelashes. Although I made up a lot of tutorials last night, I found it very difficult to actually do it, even harder than linear algebra!I want to cry but have no tears.

In the end, I didn't succeed, so I had to curl my eyelashes, brush some blush, and put on a light makeup.I changed into my favorite light pink woolen skirt, which was the only one I could wear this season, and it was a bit cold. I opened the door, shrunk my neck in the cold wind, but still gritted my teeth and went out.

Halfway there, it started to rain. There were many puddles on the road. The splashed mud splashed on my camel-colored boots, and I gritted my teeth in distress. These are newly bought shoes. The first Wear it for the first time.

When we arrived at the appointed place, we found Itachi was already waiting there.He didn't have an umbrella, and I blamed myself for being careless, knowing that it would rain these days but not leaving him an umbrella.I walked up to him quickly and held the umbrella over his head.

"Why don't you know how to take shelter from the rain? You're obviously sick."

"It's okay." He didn't care much.

His forehead hair was wet, and water dripped down from time to time. In the comics, he was always in the rain. I don’t know why he is always like this, but every time I see him in the rain, I feel very distressed.

I took out a pack of tissues from my bag and handed it to him to wipe.

"...Thank you." He took it over and thanked me.

Since he remembered the past, he would probably leave soon.Until then, I want to stay with him as much as possible.I felt very sad at the time, and in a moment of desperation, I asked him to watch a movie.Unexpectedly, he readily agreed.He probably felt that I was kind to him, so he was repaying me. I felt that I was too much, but I still went to this appointment by mistake.If today is the last day to see him, I hope I can cherish every minute and every second with him.

It would be great if the weather could be better, it's really freezing cold, and Itachi wears so little, I'm a little worried about him.

Instead of decreasing, the rain is getting bigger and bigger.Itachi is much taller than me, and my hand holding the umbrella became sore very quickly.

"I'll do it." He took the umbrella from me.

I didn't expect him to be such a considerate man. He gave me most of the umbrella, but half of his body got wet.Fortunately, I got a taxi soon, and I was in a good mood, lying on the window and looking at the outside world.The windows were messed up by the rain, and it was hazy outside, and I couldn't see anything clearly.I looked outside for a while, and secretly looked back at his side face for a while. He closed his eyes and rested, not knowing what he was thinking, and I was used to him being like this.On the contrary, I was very relaxed, because no matter how hot I looked at him, he would not notice.

Just another intersection and you'll be at the cinema.I looked at his side face in a daze. After cutting his hair, he looked much more energetic, and the sickness on his face was not so obvious. His eyelashes were so long that they were so long that everyone was angry. I didn’t even wear mascara. His eyelashes are long.He has a tall and straight nose, a beautiful mouth, and even his fingers are slender.

Countless nympho bubbles popped up in my heart, about to overwhelm me.

At this moment, he suddenly opened his eyes and looked at me. I didn't have time to look back and met him.

My face turned red, and I lowered my head guiltily, not daring to look at him again.

This was definitely one of the most embarrassing moments in my life. I didn't dare to look up until I got out of the car. I almost forgot to give the taxi fare to the driver.

There are not many blockbuster films this season. I picked a Hong Kong film, which was unexpectedly suitable for the occasion. It is a film about brothers-"Brothers in Life and Death", starring Miao Qiaowei and Eason Chan.

This film later became one of my favorite films, not to say how good the film is, but it moved me.In the movie, the elder brother worked hard for the younger brother, and everything he did was paving the way for the younger brother.I substituting Itachi and Sasuke into the film without knowing it, maybe Itachi is the same, he seems to be cruel to his younger brother, but in fact he loves him in his own way.Itachi looked at it seriously, light and shadow flickered on his face, he stared at the screen, watching meticulously.I don't know what he is thinking, but I think his expression is very serious, his brows are slightly wrinkled, and he looks a little painful.

"What's wrong?" I asked him.

"Headache." He said lightly, "Probably because I was thinking about the past, for some reason, my head hurts when I think about the past."

"Then don't think about it."

"..."

He ignored me. Although the light in the theater was dim, you could vaguely see his forehead was covered with fine sweat, and even blue veins appeared faintly.

"Weasel..."

He opened his mouth slightly, as if he wanted to say something.

"Huh?" I leaned over to listen.

The next second I saw him fall down on the backrest in front of him, spitting out a mouthful of blood.

"What's wrong with you?!" I quickly helped him up.

"It's okay, let's get out of here first." He said word by word, it was hard to tell.

"Why are you so sick? Didn't you say it's okay?" I asked.

I helped him to the rest area, he took out a bottle of medicine from his pocket, and drank it with water.I have a lot of doubts in my heart, and I don't know whether I should ask.

"What is the disease...?" I still asked.

"It's nothing." After taking the medicine, his complexion improved a lot.

"Do you still not remember the past?" I asked him cautiously.

"I remember what happened in the book. But I forgot why I did those things." He lowered his head and pondered, "Maybe I was born evil."

"No!" I stood up, "You must have reasons."

"not necessarily."

"Anyway, there must be!"

"You seem to trust me." He looked up at me. "Can you tell me why?"

There was a little wandering in those blood-red eyes, not as indifferent as usual.

"...I just... just feel..." I thought for a long time, and finally said a very shameful reason, "I just think that someone as handsome as you must not be a bad person."

He chuckled.I saw him laugh for the first time.

"Perhaps for a girl your age, there is a good reason for that."

"It's not just that..." I blushed, "I..."

After that, I couldn't say anything.I thought for a long time why I like him.

I fell in love with him at first sight, from the moment I saw him in the animation OP.Of course it's because his face just poked me, but it must be more than that, there is no shortage of beautiful men in Two-dimensional.But the only one who really likes him is him.Although I always wonder if I really like him.After all, he is just a fictional comic book character.But after so long, six years, I am more and more convinced that I really like him, even if he doesn't exist.

It's painful to like someone who doesn't exist, but once you get used to it, it's fine.I thought life was just like this, and I just spent day after day, year after year with incomplete obsession.

But I never thought that I would meet him.Hallucination?Dream?I have no idea.I just know that this moment is enough.I don't want to think about anything else.

"How?" Seeing that I hesitated and couldn't speak, he asked me.

"Nothing." I didn't want to say any more.I can't tell him I like him, he'll think me crazy.

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