[Hokage] The Spring and Autumn Dream of Reverse Wear

After that, I was sleepy for a few days. I was listless in bed every day, and I didn’t even want to eat.After a few days, even my parents saw the clues.

Mom asked me if I had a problem with Itachi, and I said no.

"Then why don't you go to him and stay at home every day."

"I'm sleepy!" I got into bed, "School is about to start, I need to take a good rest for a few days."

I heard my mother sigh on my bedside, but didn't say anything else.

I just don't have the courage to see him again, although I miss him every day.

I knew early on that the confession was fruitless, but I didn't expect the embarrassment after the confession.I don't know how to face him when I see him again, and I'm not sure if he still wants to see me.Just like that, I kept procrastinating and refusing to go out.Laying on the bed every day without moving, my brother described me as a piece of rotten meat.

On the fourth day, my mother opened the door with a happy face and said Itachi had come to see me.

"He's outside now?" I stood up and jumped from the bed to the ground.

"Yeah. Your dad and I are going out first. If you have anything to do, settle it properly." Mom patted my hand, "If you discuss it, don't be childish!"

Mom went out before I could say anything.I want to explain! Hey!

I didn't make any troubles, because I occasionally lose my temper at home, so they took it for granted that I did the same to Itachi. In fact, I was like a little fan who didn't even dare to speak out loudly in front of him, okay?

Right now, I'm in my pajamas and my hair is messed up, and I really don't want to face him in this posture.But there was no other way, so I had to bite the bullet and go out.

"You're here." I smiled at him.

He turned his back to me, but turned around when he heard my voice.I saw that his face was not very good-looking, and his face was haggard.I haven't seen him for several days, and seeing his thin figure now, I realize how much I miss him.

"You haven't been there for a few days, and I'm worried that something will happen to you," he said.

"I...I'm fine." I said with one hand on the corner of my clothes, bowing my head.

"That's good."

Suddenly, I remembered something, and hurriedly raised my head and said, "It's not because you told me about your past that I didn't stop looking for you!"

I'm afraid he misunderstood.

"I know," he said.

He said he knew, and I smiled.Yes, he must know.Otherwise, how could he come to me with his character.

"Weasel."

"Ok?"

"Forget what you said that day."

"..."

"Just pretend that I haven't said it, just pretend that you don't know that I like you, okay?"

"I--"

"Listen to me first." I interrupted him, afraid that I would lose my courage in a while, "I never expected anything, as long as it is like this, so... please let me continue to stay by your side , you don't have to respond to me. Don't have any pressure... I can continue to pretend, I pretended well..."

"Are you so sure you're acting well?" he cut me off.

"Eh?"

"Actually, I knew it a long time ago." He smiled slightly, "Your brother told me, but even if he didn't tell me, I knew it."

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It's hard to describe my mood for a while, it's like being petrified in the same place.

It took me a long time before I opened my mouth, and said with difficulty: "Really... can you see it?"

"Hmm." He nodded.

what.I really want to find a place to hide quickly.I always thought that I was pretending well, but I didn't expect to be discovered long ago, and I was full of frustration.

"Xiao Wu. Sorry, I can't respond to your feelings."

"No...it's okay." I forced a smile, "I said it, I didn't expect a response."

This was to be expected, and I accepted it openly.

He looked at me and was silent for a long time.I also looked into his eyes, I didn't know what he wanted to say, but there was some pity in his eyes.A bad premonition suddenly rose in my heart.Finally, I heard him say: "Xiao Wu, I'm here today to say goodbye to you. I'm leaving."

At that moment, I felt that my body became stiff, and I was about to fall straight to the ground, so I stretched out my hand to support the sofa, and tried to make my tone look normal: "Do you remember?"

"Well, I remember it all."

"It's time to go..." I smiled sadly and asked, "When are we going?"

He thought for a while, and then said: "I should stay for a few more days. Is there any place or thing you want to do? I want to help you with something in the end."

I was so sad at that time, I just felt like my body was floating in the air, without any weight in my body, and my brain was hazy, unable to think at all.I had to say: "I can't think of it for a while, may I tell you tomorrow?"

He nodded.

After Itachi left, I sat alone in the living room for a long time.When I had gradually gotten used to his existence and gradually lost the sense of crisis that he would leave at any time, he told me that he was leaving.I found it harder to bear than I thought, and I thought I'd be okay with it.I remind myself all the time that he will leave one day, but when he really arrives, I still feel... as terrible as the world collapsing.

It was getting dark, the room was not turned on, and it was dark, the furniture seemed to be outlined by the darkness, and only the outline could be seen.At this time, my stomach began to growl. I hadn't eaten well for several days, and my stomach was aching.Later, I couldn't help but put on some clothes and went out to buy something to eat.Fortunately, the beef noodle restaurant outside the community opened after the Lantern Festival. I ordered a big bowl of noodles and a plate of meat.As the warm soup glides down my esophagus and into my stomach, I slowly regain my sanity.I told myself, I must accept this matter, he has been in this world long enough now, can you still expect him to stay here forever.He's a ninja, he carries a lot of burdens, he has a lot to do.Don't tell me he doesn't like you, even if he likes you, he has to leave.

Then I finished my noodles calmly and called him calmly.

"Itachi, I want to go to Jiuzhaigou."

"Jiuzhaigou? Is it in the southwest?"

"Well, the scenery is beautiful there, and I've always wanted to go there once. I want to go with you. It won't take long, five days will be enough."

"Okay." He agreed.

It was probably in the third year of high school. The Legend of Condor Heroes was a hit. My tablemate and I were obsessed with it. In addition to the beauty of Xiaolongnv, we were also shocked by the beauty of Jiuzhaigou.I had planned that meeting with my deskmate for a long time. After the college entrance examination, we must go to Jiuzhaigou once. We made a route and even found cheap hotels.

However, that summer, because of my grandmother's illness, I couldn't make the trip.

Originally planned that if Itachi was still there tomorrow, he must find a way to fool him into going with him.Now that I have come to this world, how can I not go to see such a beautiful scenery.

But now he was leaving.

It is winter now, and the scenery must not be as beautiful as in autumn, but that's all there is to it.

The sky outside is far away, there is no moon, and the dark blue sky is full of thousands of stars. I stood outside for a long time, staring into the distance in a daze.This world seems to be surrounded by a semicircle of blue glass, where is the end of the end.Probably still here.Nowhere is the same, and there is no way to escape from this world.

I stared blankly at the farthest and farthest end. I forgot what I was thinking at that time, or maybe I didn't think about anything, and my heart was empty.It was really cold afterwards, and I told myself that it was time to go back.

From now on, I can only look up at the sky by myself.

After returning home, I made a happy expression and told my mother that I decided to go to Jiuzhaigou with Itachi. My mother saw that I was happy, and signed me up for a tour without saying a word.

"Mom, thank you." I leaned on her shoulder and smiled.

"It's good that you reconcile. This child, Ah You, I don't know why he always feels lonely. You have to treat him well, not like you treat your brother."

"Mom, I didn't!" I retorted, "I am not gentle to Lin Shaotang, but I am very good to everyone else!"

"You child..." Mom patted my head helplessly.

"Mom, I love you." I closed my eyes on her shoulder.

"Ouch! Did you take the wrong medicine?" My mother was frightened by me.

Maybe it's because of the reservedness in the bones of oriental people. I never said this to her, so she thinks that I am not normal today.I told her, Mom, you have to get used to it. If you love someone, you have to talk about it often.

My mother said that I was too nasty and she couldn't bear it, so she avoided me for several meters.

I held my belly and laughed.

At night, I fell asleep with longing for travel.

However, the trip failed in the end, because I caught a cold that night, which was very serious, with a high fever of 39 degrees.My parents took me to the hospital overnight.

Maybe it was because of the wind blowing down there for too long before, but this time the cold was so fierce that I took a drip for two days but it didn't get better.

Probably Itachi was notified by my brother, and he came to see me the next day.

"How could it be so serious?" He asked me.

"Maybe the weather is too cold. I have never encountered such a cold time since I was a child." I showed a weak smile.

"..."

"It will be fine soon, we will go when I get better, okay?"

"Okay." After a long time, he finally agreed with difficulty.

Seeing his distressed face, I hurriedly asked, "Is it because I can't stay that long?"

"I'll do my best," he said.

"It's okay, don't worry about me, you'd better go back quickly, isn't there something very important."

He didn't speak, just poured a glass of water from the side and handed it to me.

I go to the hospital every day for an IV drip, and Itachi will accompany me during this time.He has always been a man of few words, but I was too sick to speak.So usually we just sit quietly, all afternoon.Occasionally I fell asleep, and when I woke up he was still sitting upright, looking ahead.I looked at his handsome profile and thought sadly that such days are numbered.His days of sitting peacefully by my side like this are numbered.

He coughed occasionally, and I was a little nervous, "Did you get infected by me?"

"No." he replied.

"Oh..." I no longer took it to heart.

But his cough never got better, but got worse. I finally realized that it was not that simple.

"What's the matter with you, Itachi?"

"I am fine."

But I could see that he was trying his best to bear it, and it was definitely not all right.Since the past few days, his complexion has been abnormally bad. I thought it was because he didn't have a good rest, but now it seems obviously not.

"Itachi..." I was a little worried and at a loss.I can't wait to pull out the needle in my hand and accompany him to the doctor.

"Little Five, I—"

Before he finished speaking, he suddenly covered his mouth and coughed violently.Then I saw blood oozing between his fingers.

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