[Hokage] The Spring and Autumn Dream of Reverse Wear

"I thought you would hate me." Itachi bowed his head and smiled wryly.

"Because you killed her?" I asked.

"Ah."

"That's impossible." I sighed. "I understand."

"..."

"The reason why I exist is because you feel guilty for her."

"..." He was silent for a long time without answering me.

"I'm her phantom. Right?" I asked cautiously.

"...Hmm." There was guilt in his eyes.

"It's okay." I smiled.

After a while I said: "Maybe I'm just a phantom in your Yuedu world, a shadow you created according to Xiaowu. But I'm not exactly her."

"I know." He looked at me and nodded.

"I have my own thoughts, my own family and friends, and memories." I continued, "It's a pity that I'm not the little five in your heart."

"Ah."

"But..." I looked at him, "I like your mood, Xiao Wu and I are the same."

"Don't you blame me at all? For your own life." Itachi asked me.

"Are you saying that you set up my life?" I shook my head, "No, if I exist to like you, then I like the meaning of my existence."

"Stupid." He poked my forehead.

"Hey." I smiled.

After I finished the infusion, he stood up, "Okay, I should go."

"Go?" I realized that he meant to leave this world.

"Hey, Itachi." I asked him, "Will this world still exist after you leave?"

"Yes. It has existed since I created it."

"But... when I left Yuedu, the world collapsed."

"It's still there. You can go back anytime you want."

"It's still there. That's great." I laughed happily, "At least in that world, I'm happy."

"..."

"Itachi. If this world has always existed, you might come back, right?" I asked cautiously.

"……I'm dying."

"Is there really no other way?"

"No, my life is over."

"It's not fair."

"what?"

"You're still so young." I suppressed the soreness in my nose, "It's not fair."

"I deserve it." He smiled and patted my head, "Don't feel sorry for me."

I have nothing to say.He has always considered himself guilty.Over the years, he has carried many sins on his shoulders and lived with a sense of guilt all his life.Even before I die, I can give myself a little comfort in the monthly reading.

From the moment he told me about his past, I realized how powerless words are.

I was thinking, what would I do if I were Xiao Wu.I'll probably just wait for him to kill me.Xiao Wu underestimated Itachi's intelligence too much, and didn't know that Itachi was so thoughtful, so how could she not know why she did that.Her actions made Itachi feel even more guilty.

"Itachi. Can I accompany you until the last moment?"

"Little Five." Itachi sighed, "You have done enough for me."

"I..." I was about to say something, but his eyes suddenly turned pale.

Afterwards I lost consciousness.

It was night when I woke up, and I found myself lying in my room.

Mom opened the door and put the yogurt on my bedside, and said, "Itachi brought you back. He said you fell asleep, so he didn't want to wake you up, so he just brought you back."

"Is he gone?" I asked hoarsely.

"Well, let's go."

"Oh..." I couldn't help smiling bitterly.

My mother looked sad when she saw me.Ask me what's wrong.I said nothing, just sleepy.

My mother gave me a disdainful look: "You are about to become a pig."

I didn't lie to her.I was really sleepy, for some reason my eyelids were too sleepy to lift, I rubbed my eyes, took out my cell phone and called Itachi.

On the opposite side is a blank number.

This is expected, I resign myself to fate.Then buried his head in the pillow and fell into a deep sleep.

I feel myself sinking, sinking into the unknowable dream.

That night I had a dream about a ferret, in which I turned into a black crow and sat on his shoulder.

He sat quietly on the chair in the Uchiha shrine, looking out in a daze, as if he was waiting for someone.

Occasionally he would look down at me as I fell on his shoulder.

Sasuke came after a while, they looked at each other, neither of them moved.But I soon understood that they were in a serious competition.The contest of illusion.

Out of fear, I sneaked into Itachi's robe.

Later, the battle entered a fierce stage. I saw a mysterious black figure in the distance watching all this. He looked very strange, half black and half white.He also played many times before, but I still don't know anything about him until now.

I suddenly discovered that Itachi had always been fighting alone, even in the Akatsuki group, there was no one who could really be called a companion.

At this time, I heard Itachi said that he would take away Sasuke's eyes, and then he fell to the ground suddenly.

I got out of his robe and saw him looking at the sky with a serene expression, and there was unprecedented freedom in his eyes.I jumped on his chest and found that I could no longer hear his heartbeat.he died.

Feeling sad, I jumped up and flew up to the sky that he was looking up to before he died.He became smaller and smaller in my sight, and finally condensed into a small black dot.The heavy rain fell suddenly, and I struggled to fly upwards in the wind and rain.

I don't know how long it took to fly, everything around me suddenly disappeared, the wind, rain, and dark clouds all disappeared.There is only one piece of pure white, dazzling pure white.

Then I saw a figure walking slowly towards me.

"Little Five." I heard his familiar voice.

The moment he called my name, I reverted to my human form.

"Itachi!" I jumped at him happily, "So you're not dead!"

But couldn't catch him.He seems to be a virtual image projected by a projector, which can only be seen but not touched.

He smiled at me. "Xiao Wu, you should go back."

"I don't want to go back, I want to be by your side."

"Go back and forget about me." He poked my forehead.

"Do not……"

Before I finished speaking, I suddenly sank into the black vortex.Then I woke up drenched in sweat. At that time, the first rays of morning light had just shone into the room.

It was a morning without him, a day without him, and a day without him.

Everything went back to the days before I met him.

I always wondered afterwards whether everything that night was really a dream.It was so real that I couldn't believe it was just a dream.

After a few days I recovered from my illness and it was time to go back to school.

In the new semester, I reformed myself and studied hard, and I never skipped classes again. Everyone was a little surprised.Xiaosi asked me why I didn't go to Itachi, I stopped the pen in my hand and told Xiaosi: "He's back where he should be."

"...Xiao Wu, why don't you cry?" Xiao Si felt that my behavior was a bit abnormal.

"Although he made me forget him, I always feel that... I will meet him again. So, I will smile and wait for that day to come."

"Xiao Wu, you have changed."

"Is it."

"Well, stronger than before." Xiao Si said.

Am I strong?I guess so.Because the person I like is too strong a person, I will be influenced by him to some extent.

In May, I received a photo from my brother, a photo of me and Itachi.

In the photo, he put his arms around my shoulders, with a gentle expression on his face.And I was so nervous that my face was flushed.

This is the only proof of his existence in this world. I put the photo in my wallet and carry it every day for many years.

Since his departure, Hokage has resumed serialization, which ended in 2014.

By the time Hokage ended, I was 27 years old. I had graduated for three years, and I was doing a job I liked in my hometown. I was forced to go on blind dates and meet different men for dinner every day.

I complained to Xiaosi about my daily suffering on WeChat, and she made fun of me.

I said how can you be so ruthless, please care more about single dogs!Can not love, can not hurt!

Yes, Xiao Si, who once told me that he would probably be single forever, also met someone who liked each other and fell into a beautiful relationship, but I am still single to this day.

After a long time, the family members will inevitably be anxious, so the day of the hard blind date is coming.

"Xiao Wu, are you still waiting for your Ah You?" Sometimes the boss would call me, and once she finally asked me.

"I……"

"Have you ever thought that he might not come back?"

"Think about it. He probably won't come back."

"Then you still..."

"No way, I exist to like him." I laughed.Such a statement makes me feel sweet.

"At this age, can you change your pretentiousness?" The boss was shocked by my words.

Really, what I said is the truth.

It was a cold and windy winter, and the city in the south was snowing for a long time. When I came out of the restaurant, I felt sad, not knowing when this endless blind date would end.

My mother always blamed me for breaking up with Itachi (they asked about Itachi at the time, and I could only say they broke up.), and said that if I really didn’t want to go on a blind date, I could just go back and find Itachi.

I want to find it, but where can I find it...

When I raised my head, I suddenly saw a figure I had been thinking about standing in front of me.

weasel...

Probably a phantom. I often had hallucinations when he first left. Every time I saw him, I found that I couldn't touch him at all.

Then I found that the phantom approached little by little and stopped in front of me.

"Little Five." He called my name.

"Itachi..." I murmured out his name.

"...are you okay?" he asked me.

"Oh, it's okay."

I think I'm finished, I've run out of medicine, and I'm talking to Phantom.

"Hey." I couldn't help but sigh.

"what happened?"

"Do I have to go to the doctor? I have hallucinations again."

"Pfft." He laughed, then poked my forehead, "You think I'm hallucinating?"

"Otherwise. Aren't you dead?" I rubbed my forehead, and then I suddenly realized something was wrong, "You are real!"

I jumped up all at once: "You just touched me!"

"You're finally willing to believe it."

"But you..."

I covered my mouth and couldn't speak.

"I don't know why. I died in that world. But I can live in this world." He also showed a trace of doubt.

"You're really..." I grabbed the corner of his clothes, he was so alive.

He hasn't changed much, he's still the same as before, handsome and young.If there is any difference, it is that his brows stretched a lot.I think of the plot in the manga, and what he said to Sasuke at the end.Maybe he's freed.

Great, I finally saw him with his brow stretched.

"You are still the same, but I am old." I am happy but also a little depressed, because I am no longer the 19-year-old me that year.

"It's okay, there's still time to grow old together." He said.

"Hmm." I nodded.

It took a while to realize, "Eh? You...you will misunderstand if you say that!"

He looked at me, but smiled silently.

I dared to ask again: "You mean... I... can misunderstand?"

"Okay." He held out his hand to me.

Although it is still far away from spring, I feel the spring breeze whistling in my heart, which is extremely warm.

I smiled, and put my hand in his.

Flying snowflakes blocked the line of sight, and the street lights were a bit dim, making it difficult to see the road ahead.But holding his hand, no matter how heavy the wind and snow is, and how dark the front is, I still feel that this journey is very happy.

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The author has something to say: I'm really sorry for the unfinished ending.I am very happy to finish writing, thank you girl 33, thank you girl Liuhuo, and thank you everyone who has been following the article.thanks.