cover my lips

After waking up seven or eight times a night, Gu Yuanjun vaguely felt that Xu Rui had replied to his message each time, struggling to wake up from the dream to check his phone.

I can't wait for the reply, hope is a little bit in vain, even when I open and close my eyes, I look like Xu Rui, and I don't want to let it go in my dream.

He felt sick.

After waking up, I couldn’t fall asleep. I clicked on Moments and looked at the photos I took on weekdays. There were him smiling in the sun, reading a book, sleeping, and the sudden kiss on that drunken night.

I tortured myself over and over again, as if this could fill the endless emptiness and loneliness.

He left without warning, just like the end of the movie.

The wind beat against the window rhythmically, Gu Yuanjun came to Country E alone for some time.

Whenever I walk in a strange country, I always look at a similar figure subconsciously until it disappears from sight.

Hesitating, worrying about gains and losses.

This is where he lived as a child, will he come back here?

It turned out that I didn't know everything about him.

Gu Yuanjun stood on the street with people coming and going, and pedestrians occasionally looked at him curiously, and hurried on his way.

In the hidden place at the corner of the street, someone asked, "Is he still there?"

"Yes." The voice hesitated slightly: "Aren't you going to see him?"

"No, let's go."

I saw Xu Rui sitting in a wheelchair, his eyes seemed to be a bottomless abyss.

A person pushed a wheelchair and slowly left the street, the afterglow of the setting sun fell behind him, casting a layer of light and mist.

The person in the wheelchair unconsciously grabbed the armrest, his nails were deeply embedded, and he said after a while, "Jiang Rong, take good care of him for me these days until he goes back."

The hand pushing the wheelchair paused, and said softly, "Okay."

Gu Yuanjun, if you knew that all of this was a lie woven by me, would you still wait for me like this?

Xu Rui closed his eyes, as if he had disappeared from this world.

For Gu Yuanjun, he seemed to have lost the whole world.And the person he was looking for just left him.

Xu Rui, where are you?

Gu Yuanjun came to a tavern, the decoration inside was simple and comfortable, he sat quietly in the corner.

The two people behind them seemed to be a little drunk, and began to talk loudly, without any scruples about the eyes of the people around them.

He is proficient in many languages ​​and has a good understanding of the language of the strange man behind him.

From the few words of the other party, I learned that the public security has been extremely bad recently. It seems that many children in orphanages have been abducted by human traffickers.

"That day, I saw a blind young man assisting the police in investigating a case. He was really more beautiful than a woman, but he became blind at a young age. Alas...it's a pity." The tone seemed extremely regretful, and then he began to drink again. Let's drink.

Gu Yuanjun just got drunk, when he heard this sentence suddenly, he came to his senses, opened his eyes slightly, ignored the overturned wine glass, staggered to the strange man, grabbed his arm and asked eagerly : "Where is the person you mentioned?"

The man seemed to be frightened by the sudden situation, he reacted suddenly, uttered a few foul words, and struggled with his red arm that was scratched by him.

Gu Yuanjun calmed down, and found that he had used Mandarin in a moment of anxiety, so he quickly expressed his apology in the language of E, and asked about the situation of his blind boy.

Seeing that his attitude was better, the man did not deliberately make things difficult for him, and told him the situation at that time.

Gu Yuanjun was very grateful and left in a hurry.

After going out, he was hit by someone, and he lost his balance and fell to the ground.

Unexpectedly, his wallet was stolen. What's worse, his passport and mobile phone were also stolen.

Gu Yuanjun looked at the thief who had long disappeared, and hammered the floor bitterly.

Someone next to him saw him fall to the ground and wanted to help him, but was frightened by his angry appearance, and withdrew his hand embarrassingly.

Without the money for a taxi, Gu Yuanjun could only walk on foot.

No matter how long it takes, he must find it, must.

Deep in the corner of the street, a cry sounded suddenly.

"I won't dare next time."

I saw that the thief was stopped halfway while he was still counting the money and was beaten severely.

Jiang Rong took the wallet and stuffed the money back into the bag, kicked him hard, and growled, "Get lost!"

Jiang Rong looked at the funny way of the thief leaving, then looked at the wallet in his hand, and frowned slightly.

Night fell quickly, and the road gradually disappeared.

Five hours later, Gu Yuanjun's heels were worn out, and the pus and blood that flowed out had scabbed, sticking to the shoes, and he could feel the pain of tearing when he walked.

Finally arrived, he desperately rang the doorbell of the orphanage, trying to attract the attention inside.

After pressing it for a long time, the light inside came on.

The moment he saw the light, Gu Yuanjun felt hope ignited bit by bit, and his eyes were slightly moist.

I saw a middle-aged man with a beer belly coming over, his slightly bald head and fat figure looked a little funny.

The dean has recently been so busy with the disappearance case that his hair has gone bald a lot. He was just about to take a break from get off work when he heard a knock on the door again.

He heard a lot of doorbells recently. He thought that there were boring people disturbing the people, so he got up to drive them away.

Seeing the person in front of him, although he was a little embarrassed, he couldn't hide his inner temperament.

After staring at it for a while, the dean let him in. Before he could ask him what he was talking about, Gu Yuanjun hurriedly asked: "Do you know where the invisible boy who came to the orphanage recently went? ?”

He was a little speechless, and the dean saw his urgency and asked him to calm down and explain the situation carefully.

After Gu Yuanjun described the incident again, the dean slowly recalled that the young man really impressed him, he was calm, wise, and handsome, but it was a pity that he couldn't see it.

"Hey...", the dean said regretfully: "The boy has already left, and he didn't leave any contact information. I also want to thank the boy for helping our hospital a lot. Why don't you go to the police station and see if you can Find that boy, and thank him for me by the way."

Gu Yuanjun felt a little tired and dazed, more powerless.

The dean patted him on the shoulder and told him: "Rest here tonight, and I will take you there tomorrow."

Gu Yuanjun looked at himself penniless, and the hotel key card was stolen, so he was really homeless.

Nodding in agreement, he said again, "Can I lend you a call?"

After dealing with his own affairs, Gu Yuanjun took a hasty bath and fell into a drowsy sleep.

For the first time in a long time, I haven't dreamed, maybe this dream is about to wake up, maybe it hasn't started yet.

Just like their beginnings.

Xu Rui stroked the skin of the wallet, he remembered that Gu Yuanjun would hide a photo of him inside the wallet.

After searching carefully, it really exists.

There was a smile on the corner of his mouth, quietly driving away some dull air.

"Take this to the police station, he'll be there tomorrow. Remember, don't let him know my whereabouts."

Jiang Rong took the wallet he handed over, nodded, and then remembered that he couldn't see, and whispered: "Got it."

"When is the operation scheduled?"

"Tomorrow." Jiang Rong said.

Xu Rui nodded to show that he understood, and slid the wheelchair with ease to prepare for a rest. Seeing this, Jiang Rong slowly closed the door and exited.

The rain in country E came as soon as it was said, and it started to rain heavily when Gu Yuanjun was about to go out.

The dean seemed to take it for granted, watching the sky and telling him that the rain would stop after a while.

It really stopped after a while, and the dean drove him to the police station.As soon as I got out of the car, it started to rain again. Although I ran fast, I still got wet in many places.

Gu Yuanjun only wanted to know about Xu Rui's news, and walked in quickly. The staff took a look at him, and before he could open his mouth, he handed him a wallet and all the lost things.

Tell him he can go back when he finds something.

Gu Yuanjun was taken aback for a moment, but he still didn't forget his purpose for coming.

"Sorry, this is personal privacy." The other party insisted on refusing to disclose.

Seeing that the other party refused to let go after repeated insistence, Gu Yuanjun thought about it and asked, "Is the person who came to deliver the wallet from Huaguo?"

Seeing that there was nothing unanswerable to the question, the other party nodded to confirm Gu Yuanjun's inner answer.

Xu Rui was watching him silently. Knowing this, Gu Yuanjun's haze accumulated for several months dissipated a lot, and his mood became clearer.

After leaving the police station, the dean bumped over and asked him: What's the matter?

Gu Yuanjun shook his head.

The dean also seemed to have guessed the result, and comforted him: "Young man, don't lose heart. You are all kind-hearted people, and you will definitely get married in the end."

Gu Yuanjun stared at him with wide eyes. Did he miss him so much that others felt it?

With a wry smile, he nodded.

The dean saw his expression in his eyes, frowned and remained silent for a while, then comforted him: "Maybe he will go to a place you can't think of. Isn't there a saying in Huaguo that the safest place is the safest."

Gu Yuanjun lowered his eyes and remained silent.

After a long time, I heard him say: "I will definitely find him."

Although the dean didn't know what the two had gone through, seeing the hopeful look of the young man made him feel better.

young man.

Time flies, and three months have passed in the blink of an eye. Gu Yuanjun also stayed in Country E for three months, gradually getting used to the local customs and customs.

I am used to hugging people affectionately, the aunt in the coffee shop always wants to talk to him when she sees him, I am used to the ambiguous hints from strange men and women, I am used to the feeling of missing...

126 days……

I am looking for it every day, telling myself that I will find it tomorrow.

I found a job in a tavern, the owner was enthusiastic and cheerful, and he sighed after hearing his story.

"What kind of person makes Gu so fascinated, I really want to see it?" The boss's wavy curly hair made his whole face extremely charming. Seeing Gu Yuanjun's dazed appearance, he pursed his lips and laughed.

At this time, someone came.

"Boss, bring me a glass of the best wine."

Hearing the voice, both of them turned their heads to look at the speaker.

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