cover my lips

Not all emotional sacrifices are rewarded.

If the person you love happens to love you too, then you are lucky.If he doesn't love you by chance, it's not that you are bad, it's just that your fate is like two parallel lines that can never intersect.

Turn a corner, maybe the future will be dark and the flowers will be bright.

……

Xu Rui gently touched Gu Yuanjun who was distracted with his elbow, and reminded him: "It's here."

Only then did Gu Yuanjun realize that he had returned to the downstairs of the huge villa.Holding the bag in one hand, he pushed open the gate of the small courtyard, and entered the greenhouse garden in the corner of the small courtyard in front of the court.

The location of the small garden in the yard is too remote, and it was covered by snow a few days ago. Today, the weather is fine, so Gu Yuanjun was able to see its whole picture.

"Want to take a look?" Xu Rui asked Gu Yuanjun, who had already walked there.

Gu Yuanjun, who followed closely behind, was amazed by the small garden as soon as he entered.I am amazed that there are various kinds of flowers here, and even some out-of-season flowers grow well here. Those who understand will know that maintaining these requires precise control of the room temperature and great patience, and it takes a lot of time. energy.

"This is the garden that the housekeeper used to take care of." Xu Rui gently stroked the petals of the red rose with his fingers, "It's my favorite place."

Xu Rui smiled faintly: "The flowers here are always in the most beautiful state, look, isn't it beautiful?"

Gu Yuanjun stared at his white and slender fingers, remembering that he took care of several potted flowers at home.I don't know if it's something I imagined out of thin air or the original memory. In the haze, it seems that there really was such a person who turned his back to him and couldn't see his face clearly. He was carefully taking care of the garden at home.

At the moment Xu Rui is lowering his head and concentrating on taking care of the corners of the small garden. Gu Yuanjun is watching his movements quietly, his eyes are recording what he sees and feels at the moment to fill in the gaps in his memory .

Waving his hands in front of his eyes a few times, Xu Rui looked at Gu Yuanjun and said, "Why have you been distracted today?"

Gu Yuanjun: "...is there any?"

Xu Rui: "Yes. You stared at me several times today."

Gu Yuanjun: "..."

Xu Rui looked at him for a while: "... let's go into the room."

The temperature in the room was adjusted comfortably, and Gu Yuanjun reached out to take the coat handed over by Xu Rui and hung it up.

Looking from the perspective of the floor-to-ceiling windows in the bedroom, the glass cover on the greenhouse garden converges into a light spot under the reflection of sunlight.

Xu Rui stared at a place far away, as if talking to himself: "When will you remember?"

Gu Yuanjun stopped what he was doing, his eyelashes trembled slightly, and he remained silent.

Xu Rui realized that he accidentally said what was in his heart, glanced at Gu Yuanjun's expression, and finally sighed softly: "I want to go home."

Gu Yuanjun: "Okay, I will accompany you back."

……

Before leaving country E, Xu Rui's parents came out to see them off. They hoped to represent Xu Rui's relatives on the wedding day.Little Torres, who was held in his father's arms, didn't know what a difference was, so he was very happy to see them waving their hands.

After boarding the plane back to China, Gu Yuanjun pulled down the sun visor, took the blanket from the stewardess and wrapped it around Xu Rui, and said, "Go to sleep first, so you can adjust the jet lag."

Xu Rui listened to his deep voice, leaned on the seat, and slowly closed his eyes.

I had some dreams intermittently, Xu Rui was awakened by Gu Yuanjun.Worried that he was hungry, Gu Yuanjun specially ordered a meal for him.

Xu Rui ate some, then fell asleep again in a daze.

In the early morning of the next day, when they dragged their suitcases back to the door of their small villa, they took a deep breath and relaxed, and the exhaustion from running all night disappeared in an instant.

The winter in Huaguo seems to be warmer. Gu Yuanjun opened the curtains to let the sunlight into the house, which instantly added a lot of warmth to the house.

There seemed to be something shining on the cabinet by the window, but Gu Yuanjun walked in and saw it was a photo frame.He picked up the photo frame, brushed off a layer of dust on the surface, and took a closer look. It was a group photo of three people. It was not surprising that Xu Rui and him were both in it, but who was the little girl in the middle?It seems to be very close to him.

"She's called Sensen, she's our daughter." Xu Rui's voice suddenly came from behind. After hearing his words clearly, Gu Yuanjun subconsciously looked at Xu Rui's stomach.

Xu Rui glared at her, "She is your adopted child."

Gu Yuanjun was stunned for a while, as if digesting this fact.In fact, when he decided to live with Xu Rui for the rest of his life, he thought about children, but he didn't care about them. Instead of having children, he could give all his love to Xu Rui.

The sudden addition of a child made him a little overwhelmed, "Then... where is she?"

"She lives in an orphanage." Xu Rui paused, "She has a friend there to accompany her."

Gu Yuanjun was inexplicably nervous: "Can I go and see her?"

Xu Rui looked at his expectant eyes, thought for a moment, nodded, and suddenly remembered something: "She has something for you."

Gu Yuanjun watched him go to the cabinet, opened it, took out a box, walked back with both hands and handed it to him.

Weighing the box, it was not heavy, Gu Yuanjun opened it curiously.The thing lying in the middle of the box looks like a picture book at first glance, but it is not like a book of stories when it is opened.

Gu Yuanjun carefully read a few pages and was sure it was a short story novel. He looked up at Xu Rui and said with a smile, "She is very talented and caring. Well, what is the name of this book?"

"Inch Grass Heart." Xu Rui looked at him and said, "I planned to give it to you last month, but something happened..."

Gu Yuanjun knew that he was referring to his amnesia, and after thinking for a long time, he could only say three words, "I'm sorry."

Xu Rui leaned close to him, raised his hand to caress his eyebrows, "You're not wrong, it's all for me."

He looked straight at Gu Yuanjun, and the words he said were full of affection and sadness, mixed with a trace of inexplicable longing.

Taking a step back, Xu Rui glanced at the red wine on the cabinet at hand, took it off, and smiled at Gu Yuanjun: "Drink?"

Holding the wine glass and shaking it slightly, Xu Rui watched the light golden liquid swirl in the glass, and took a sip until the liquid in the glass stopped.

Gu Yuanjun looked at the wine-soaked red lips, walked over to pinch his chin and kissed him.

Xu Rui didn't move, and let him kiss quietly.Both of them were out of breath after they separated. Xu Rui unbuttoned his jacket with one hand, and put the wine glass on the side table. "How does it taste?"

Gu Yuanjun: "...It should only exist in the sky."

Both wine and kisses are so wonderful, Gu Yuanjun looked at Xu Rui and said, "What kind of person was I before I lost my memory?"

Xu Rui was taken aback for a moment, he didn't expect him to ask such a question suddenly, but, for him, apart from forgetting what he had experienced, he was more kind to him than anything else.

He raised the corners of his lips and smiled faintly: "It should only exist in the sky."

Gu Yuanjun couldn't help laughing when he heard his answer: "My honor."

Xu Rui: "Fact."

Watching Xu Rui pick up the wine glass again, go to the sofa and sit down, tasting it one mouthful at a time.Gu Yuanjun looked at the rolling Adam's apple when he swallowed, and remembered the taste of the wine, the fragrance was still lingering in his mouth.