broken wings soul

very lively.The central square of the station is full of lovers and friends who come together, and there is a lot of noise.They all look so happy, is it because they are lost alone?

Damn, why is everyone living so happily except myself.

Harumi didn't want to go home.You can't find someone to play with yourself.As for female friends, Harumi could think of several people, and it had never happened before that he didn't give face to anyone on the phone.

However, Harumi did not want to contact them.

Turn on the phone and turn it off again.Harumi stood there in a daze avoiding the crowd, opening and closing the phone repeatedly.With a sudden movement in my heart, I took out the notepad from the bag.From the several business cards in his folder, he took out the one that had been left untouched recently.

It was originally a business card that was okay to throw away.When I received it at the time, I didn’t notice that there was a mobile phone number written on the back that seemed to be for personal use, and it seemed to be added quickly.

"I didn't expect you to call. It's great to live a long life. To be honest, I've been worrying that I won't be able to see each other again, and the pillow is wet with tears."

Hiwazuo was still glib, which made Harumi regret it.Not only did his frivolous appearance not change at all, but it became even worse.

Harumi, who was sitting side by side at the bar counter, wanted to run away seeing that dishonest smiling face, but replied anyway.

"It's really easy to say. Haven't you been in touch recently?"

"Didn't you tell me your contact information? I can't go to the studio so often. Ah... So, that job, you did the last time a while ago, right?"

Who told him that.Is it an acquaintance or someone inside the editorial department?Hearing that the man who didn't seem to know why he was completely fired said this with a regretful expression, Harumi said without any sense of shame.

"Forget it... yeah, I think it's time to withdraw from that kind of work. I'm also 22 years old, and I want to transfer to a job of this age group. What about you? Aren't you a famous photographer, so free?"

Chunsi hesitated for a long time to call, but the other side agreed immediately, and rushed over in less than an hour.Doesn't appear to be working.

"Ah, I just came back from Australia yesterday. I've been working for three days and now I'm resting. I'm tired of just working."

"Australia? Oh~ are you going to take pictures?"

"It was a CD jacket shoot. It was really annoying to have to travel around because it was filmed in the inland area."

"Hmm, I also do this kind of work. Whose CD is it... Ah, let's forget about work."

It's hard not to feel depressed when listening to someone talk about such a big-time job and compare it with your own deteriorating job.Harumi hated himself falling into low self-esteem, so he naturally wanted to avoid this kind of conversation... Even though the reason was completely out of low self-esteem, Hiwazuo had an expression of admiration for some reason.

"You're really weird. Most people will compliment me when they hear this, and say 'Oh, that's amazing', or say, 'Come and pat me next time—'"

"Didn't I say it, I'm not interested. I'm not cheap enough to please you"

Harumi replied unhappily.The man smiled slightly.He touched the wine glass in his hand to the glass in Harumi's hand, and made a short clanging sound.

"Anyway, I'm treating you tonight. Drink whatever you want"

"I invited you here, are you a treat?"

"How can I say that I am older than you. And don't be a little bit careful. I had a good time this time, and I will have a next time?"

"If you light up the bottom, it's meaningless."

Can't help laughing.It's not clear which sentence is true and which is false. The man may be just playing around, but he doesn't look like a bad guy.After a while, Harumi's impression changed.

“This shop is really nice”

Harumi murmured while drinking.

Iberian black pig raw ham, appetizer with dried fish roe.All dishes are suitable for drinking wine.

The atmosphere in the shop is elegant and peaceful.Harumi is not picky about the taste of wine, and he doesn't like wine that much, but the atmosphere of this shop for adults is very good, and the atmosphere alone can make people intoxicated with joy.The spotlights protruding from the ceiling accentuate the wood grain and wine color of the counter table beautifully.

If you eat with Mabe, it's either a restaurant or a fast food restaurant. At most, you can't go to a chicken barbecue restaurant near your home.Men prefer tonkatsu to raw ham, and shochu to wine.

Thinking of this suddenly, my stomach feels heavy.That man doesn't care about playing with women at all.Inviting Ri and Zuo is kind of ironic in a sense.Although it is impossible for the real department to see the current scene.

What is that.He said he was so busy in college, but he didn't have time to date women after his part-time job ended.The two of them read magazines together so fucking affectionately, don't they look like lovers?

What the hell is that.Could it be that he has lost interest in men... in me?Or did I get stubborn because I ignored it a little bit?I really have no perseverance.Could it be... that you taught me that way because you are dissatisfied with your current life?

——Damn comrades, don't do this with me.If you like Lao Tzu, just obediently be Lao Tzu's slave.

The heavy snort blurred the wine glass.

Unreasonable anger rolled in his heart, and Harumi drank the cup upside down in one gulp.

Harumi's dictionary does not contain the word "frugal", nor does it lack words such as "prudent and honest" and "steady and reliable".In short, there are very few words similar to them, and "chastity concept" is not among them.It's not that clean and self-conscious in the first place, let alone talk about drinking again.

"Go to a hotel? Or is my bed better?"

"Is there no other choice but bed, you big pervert"

When he came out drunk in the middle of the night, Harumi smiled stickily at the person who had dinner with him for the first time today...and it was a man, and followed him away.

Take a taxi to Hiyori Sa's house in a one-room apartment in a high-rise apartment.The design and decoration of the apartment is exquisite. From the moment you open the door of the room, you can feel that the daily household items are very elegant.

The interior surrounded by ceiling lights and Harumi's dilapidated apartment are completely different worlds.

"Uh, look at this house, you make a lot of money."

What Harumi said made the man smile bitterly.

"Is there no other way to say it? I don't make much money. Even if I have no money, I still pay attention to where I live. If I want to say which is the most important food, clothing and housing, I choose to live."

"Well, I choose clothes, clothes"

"Haha, you look like a model, not bad. Would you like something to drink?"

"no need"

While refusing, Harumi approached the wall of the room, staring at the framed artwork hanging up, when suddenly the arms outstretched from behind wrapped around his waist.

"Wait... Really, really want to do it?"

"Can't you? Ah, you have a girlfriend. I'm waiting for you at home."

"No... wait"

"You...so that's how it is. You quarreled? What should we do? We've already come here, so I feel a little pity if I don't do it."

Do you really want to do it? I asked myself several times.Although he was still a little drunk, Harumi thought about it a little seriously, even if he didn't consider the issue of chastity, it was a bit difficult to accept having sex with a man.After all, I am not gay.

However, going back like this will feel like a complete loser.

The figures of the tall, dirty man and the beautiful woman with black hair flashed in my mind.The real department has gone home.What if he didn't come back, when he thought of this, just thinking of this, his heart became heavy.

Holding the hand around his abdomen tightly, the man said excitedly when he saw this.

"Then let's go to the bedroom"

The caress of Hiwasa, a veteran in this field, brought real pleasure.

On the extremely elastic and spacious bed in the inner room, the whole body was stroked back and forth.The man is still talkative, and he never slackens in his service.Hearing words like "you are so beautiful", "I fell in love with you at first sight", "Be my man?", Harumi complained in his heart, thinking "You are not nasty, goosebumps all over the ground".Although I felt like I was being treated as a woman, I didn't find it strange or disgusting.

The real one is completely different.Ever since he showed himself the passbook and confessed, Shinbu has never said any very blunt sweet words to himself.

"Yo... that's unexpected"

Harumi lay on his back and was at his mercy, Hiyori Said in a tone as if he could blow a whistle.

Harumi is naked.The clothes were all scattered on the bed, the long legs were parted, and the body was unobstructed.Harumi was a little embarrassed to see the half-erect state below while the chest was being fondled.

"What... what's the matter?"

"It's nothing, I was just thinking that the girl you're dating is really good. Or, did you beg her to get this?"

The fingertips were poking at a point on the inner thigh.

Recently, Mabe always likes to leave marks on his body, but it has been quite a while since the last time he did it, and Harumi did not expect to stay on it.

"Why, why hasn't it disappeared? It's been a week..."

"It's almost gone"

The man who said this paused for a while, then said "ah" again, and continued to speak with something in his words.

"I see... I see. Your 'girlfriend' is really jealous."

Hiwazuo chuckled.The hair of the man who was caressing the upright knee shook and itched.Fingertips touched the skin one by one like counting marks.The insides of the legs, the danger zone... and the slender buttocks.Some cold fingertips with protruding knuckles seemed to be fumbling to pick up a pen that had fallen into the crevice of the table, separating the meat, and finally touched there.

Being touched like this, Harumi suddenly shrank his body.

"Hmm, it's so tempting. Some people like to play tricks on others like this"

"What, what? Ah, wait..."

The genitals that had begun to be excited were tightly wrapped by hands.After slowly accepting the stimulation, the consciousness will continue to be ambiguous