broken wings soul

Just a bad mood.Yoshino soon signed the exclusive contract and became the head of the firm, but Harumi's work went downhill.Yes, but a little, a little... just a little bit.In the past, I mainly did work related to fashion, but recently, work such as advertising leaflets has increased.And the content has also begun to subtly enter the second-rate ranks... to be precise, the third-rate ranks.

"…hungry"

When a person feels hungry, he becomes weak.The head also hangs down naturally.

It was just around five o'clock in the evening.But when we went outside, it was still the summer sun that warned people mercilessly.

"Have a meal…"

What can 280 yuan do.If it is converted into instant noodles or rice balls, it is barely enough, and it can fill your stomach.However, there is still a problem.What about the tram fare going back?

Oh shit.If Xianjie didn't go to college, he could still ask him to pick him up.What is the important thing between learning and me?

Harumi immediately fell into a kind of thinking, that is, "me or work, which one is more important".

If he waits, he should come to pick him up, but it's better to walk slowly than to stand aimlessly in the middle of the street like this.Fortunately, it only takes an hour to walk home.

yes.I'm so smart.There seems to be a saying "all roads lead to Rome".You can even walk to Rome, so what is the distance to go home?

Probably because I was hungry, but this idea is really stupid.

All in all, Harumi walked away. 280, 280.While thinking about the 280 yuan in the wallet, I walked.

So hot.The arms protruding from the short-sleeved shirt were hot and painful from the sun.The sunlight between the buildings was blinding.The cicadas on the trees on both sides of the street made cicada calls, which made people upset.

It's hot. It's hot.Damn, it's good to know it, and it's not afraid of the heat, and it doesn't need money.Anyway, you can live by sucking tree sap.That's great, the sap is free, and the sap... Ah, can these guys live without eating anything?No wonder I can only live for seven days. What, it turns out that I am hungry like me.But they will soon... I feel sad when I think about it.

It's hot, it's hot, it's hot.Damn, it's so hot, I'm hungry and sad, and it's still so hot.So, it's all because it's too hot, right?

Harumi stopped walking on the hot pavement.Finally reached the second stop of the subway station, Harumi immediately slipped into the stairs next to the subway entrance.

Yes, I am a model.How can I let the sun bask casually?

Harumi was impatient.Patience, perseverance, hard work.All of this had nothing to do with Harumi.

By the way, even in marathons and mountaineering, I didn't make it to the end.When running a marathon, I feel that it would be too embarrassing to be the bottom one, so I basically gave up before halfway through the run; when climbing a mountain, when I was about to reach the top of the mountain, I would raise my hand and say, "Teacher—I'm not feeling well~ ".

I had asthma when I was a child, and was weak when I was in junior high school. Everyone was very sympathetic and understanding.It can be regarded as forgiving and forgiving.

However, now that he is an adult, his weak constitution and so on are all brought into memory, so he can only be regarded as lazy or weak.In a sense, my father's scolding was extremely accurate when I was young.

I exchanged the pitifully small amount of money for a tram ticket, just in time for the incoming tram.

How can I walk when I'm so hungry?Oh no, shouldn't it be better to buy something to fill your stomach first and then walk home?

——Not only impatient, but also stupid.

Forget it.Anyway, when I get home, Shinbu will find a way to make dinner.

Ha, it's better to be cool.

Harumi sat down on the seat, enjoying the cool air from the air conditioner, foolishly immersed in joy.

"...Didn't you say you won't let me suffer?"

Harumi stared at the dinner with a serious expression on his face.

There is a plate in the center of the table that can be quickly converted into a kotatsu in winter.There was a croquette on the plate.

"Hey Xianjie, no way, that's all! What did you say when you asked me to live with you? Didn't you say that you would not let me suffer, would make me happy, and would do everything?"

Not happy at all.

No matter how poor you are, having only one croquette as a side dish for dinner is outrageous.Not one nor one.Two people share one.Moreover, I don't know whether the plate with the pancakes was obtained during the Spring Bread Festival or a promotional activity at a convenience store, which makes people feel infinitely sad.Fortunately, there is still rice, so there is still rice in their respective rice bowls, which is a bit of consolation.But even this has become a consolation, and it can be seen that the lives of the two have indeed fallen into a state of abject poverty.

"That can't be helped. I pooled up all my money to pay for NHK viewing fees."

The man sitting across the table didn't think there was anything to shout about about such a poor dinner.

"You really don't have any money, do you? Don't you have a deposit? Use it first. If you really don't have any, borrow it. If you are so trustworthy, someone will borrow it, right?"

"What's the matter, Aihara, could it be that you didn't borrow money from someone?"

One word hits the nail on the head.Harumi let out a "huh", and Mabe smiled wryly.

"The part-time job will be paid soon. Bear with it. I hate borrowing money."

"Yes, isn't it. Anyway, you are the kind of person who has to pay for meals without money. By the way, how did this cake come about?"

It feels a little different from the ones bought in home cooking stores for dinner.

"It's the biscuits from the school cafeteria. There are two biscuits in the set meal I ate there at noon, so I asked for a bag and brought one back."

"Ah!? Why are you so thick-skinned, and you brought it back. Now even those aunts don't know how to do this kind of thing."

"There is no way if there is no money. Who used the money to overspend?"

Harumi could only say "huh" again.Harumi, who is usually used to going his own way, is also reflecting a little at this time. "Got it," muttered and poked the chopsticks in his hand on the cake.

Just as he was about to split the cake into two, Shinbu said nonchalantly.

"I don't need it"

"what?"

"I don't need it, you can eat alone"

The man stood up, took something out of the refrigerator and returned to the table.mayonnaise.The man hastily poured soy sauce on the rice and silently mixed it.

Soy sauce rice.

Harumi knew that the man didn't mean to be angry with him on purpose.Shinbu is not a smart man who would vent his feelings so tactfully, and the other party is Harumi, even if he is angry, he can't be angry with him at all.

Harumi didn't say politeness or thank you, and started his dinner with a cake that was already completely his own as a dish.The reheated croquettes are a little soft because they have been left for a while.Chunsi's mood gradually cleared up as he ate, and he thought carelessly, isn't this delicious.

——This guy is still stupid.

And, still gay.

Do you like me so much?No wonder, they all put their bankbooks in front of me to confess their love to me, a mere croquette is no big deal.Anyway, I am happy and he is satisfied.I kept it in a bag specially for me, and brought it back like an old lady.

Wow, this comrade is really unbearable.

Harumi secretly glanced at Mabu.The man is staring at the small TV.Not long after nightfall, the show started at around seven o'clock in prime time.

It was still the same as before, it was hard to tell whether he was enjoying the show or not, the expression on his face seemed to be fixed with a mold.Having lived together for such a long time, Harumi has never seen his fascinated emotional expression.With a stern face all day long, with a stiff expression, it is easy to imagine a long time ago, no, it is the kind of honest person a long time ago.If in war, it should be the kind of loyal and respected person, if in the age of the samurai, it should be the kind of person who would take the blame for the king and be willing to absolve himself.

It is estimated that even if he had a caesarean section, he would still have this expression.

Unknowingly, Zhong Chunsi stopped the chopsticks in his hand and stared blankly at Mabu.

"what happened?"

The man noticed and looked towards Harumi.

"No, it's nothing. I just think you are amazing, and you can eat rice with mayonnaise."

Even though he was saying harsh words, Harumi's expression softened unconsciously, this is really troublesome.Harumi's face is different from Makoto's, it never has a fixed expression, and it's easy to see joy, anger, sorrow and joy from his face.

Thinking of how this man, whose expression would not change during seppuku, loved him so hopelessly, Harumi found it very interesting, his body was a little itchy, so he couldn't help but smirk.

That's right, being with Mabu makes your body itchy.

The room was indeed dilapidated, but there were no mites or anything.

The thing that feels a little itchy is mainly in the heart.

When taking a bath, of course Harumi would do it first.Although in summer you only need to shower, so it doesn't make much difference to wash first and then, but Harumi usually washes first.

After taking a shower, I lay on Zhenbu's bed and read fashion magazines.Since you are a model, you must be sensitive to fashion.But I was annoyed that there was Yoshino on it, and I didn't want to see him, so I folded that page and vowed not to buy this old magazine again next month.

I was tossing and I also took a shower.Walking directly towards Harumi.Harumi looked down at the magazine with his head down and couldn't see behind him, but the floor of the broken apartment was creaking, so he knew it soon.

Naturally, the man didn't come to claim the bed as his own. He just sat on the edge of the bed and stretched out his hand to Harumi.Just felt that the neck was gently grasped, and the big palm was stroking himself as if it surrounded the entire neck.But if