I have a Secret

If summer is the season Huang Dan hates the most, then the toilet is the place he hates the most.

The air was filled with a damp smell, mixed with the stench of excrement, and there was water on the brick floor, which was covered with dirty footprints, and it was easy to slip and fall.

The shoes on Huang Dan's feet were non-slip, and he would not have fallen, but when Fade fell, he grabbed his arm.

A dull voice sounded, accompanied by the sound of eating pain, Fade Chen fell to the ground and hit his back, he gasped in pain, he took advantage of the people on his body not prepared, his elbow suddenly swayed, and then turned over.

The position was changed, and it was the yellow sheet's turn to be suppressed by Fade Chen.

Huang Dan's outrageously painful nerves have long been stretched to the point of trembling, and they will break at any time, shattering his brain, his face is pale and blue, and the corners of his mouth are bruised, and the tears have never stopped. pain.

Fade Chen spat on the ground and stared at his younger brother, his smile was distorted, causing the wound on his face to throb in pain, "When I was in school, I worked hard and got the first place since I was a child. I just have to do everything , I will do my best, others go out to play, I don’t go, I say I want to read a book and do a test, a girl confesses to me, I refuse, because I can’t delay my study.”

"I worked so hard to make myself outstanding, and I was admitted to university with my real ability, but those few friends of mine were my friends who easily became my classmates. I can't show a mocking expression yet. I have to call them brothers and sisters. Because I'm a good boy, understand? You don't understand, they don't understand, one by one skipping class and doing homework on weekdays, eating, drinking, whoring and gambling, and now life is prosperous, and I have no road, why? ? Just because I don't have a father who is an official or a relative who is a leader!"

"No, I have it. Everyone around me knows that the famous Nie Wenyuan Director Nie is my uncle. Anyone who sees me will say that this is Director Nie's nephew. I'm tired of hearing this, so it's just the same thing, no I feel uncomfortable. After all, my uncle is a person of great ability. He left his hometown in the early years and struggled in the officialdom alone. Everyone thinks that he is a legend, he has not been contaminated by the ethos of the officialdom, and he behaves rightly."

Fade Chen leaned into his younger brother's ear, and said softly, "You know? Everyone in this world wears a mask to live in all kinds, with different thicknesses and materials, but our uncle is the one I've seen. The person who wears the mask the best, how good is it, you can no longer see that it is a mask, as if it grows out of flesh and blood."

He remembered something, "That time Xiao Rou was surrounded by people and bullied. I ran away, but you didn't. You said I was hypocritical, pointed at my nose and called me a scumbag. In fact, I learned from my uncle." Yes, no one can put on a show more than him, and all the decency is a fucking fake! Fake!"

Huang Dan held his breath, the pain remained high, he felt dizzy and nauseated.

Fade Chen took a breath, "Okay, let's talk about you, you are useless, you will only cause trouble, you will stab people outside, and you will still stab them when you get home. Dad was so kind to you before he died. In the end, you and a few The gangsters beat people to death together, saying it was a mistake, careless, not intentional, ha, it’s great to be young and ignorant, go to jail and reform, he was stroked by your anger, and he left without too much, you Tell me, you rubbish, the bugs in the gutter, have already rotted away, why stand on my head?"

The corner of his mouth was cracked open, blood oozing out, and he gave a thumbs up when he spoke, "Brother forgot, you are very powerful, really, we have worked hard all these years to get uncle's approval." , except for Zhou Weiwei, your sister and I have had little effect, come on, tell me, what does Uncle like about you? Ask Brother to follow suit."

Huang Dan said hoarsely, "Who killed Uncle Quan Wu?"

Fade Chen had a strange expression on his face. He laughed loudly, with a little more sympathy in his eyes, "It's so pitiful, doesn't it feel good to know nothing? Keep suffering, I won't tell you."

Huang Dan's face was covered with snot and tears, and Fade Chen's spittle, he didn't bother to wipe it off, and grabbed the other person's clothes with great strength, his fingertips turned white, "Do you know Qiu Tao?"

Chen Fei talked and said nothing.

The back of Huang Dan's head was touching the dirty and smelly ground, his nausea became stronger, and he said everything he wanted to say, "My sister said a lot of things, she and Wang Ming have a bad relationship, why did she go to the kiln that day?" factory?"

Fade Chen felt disgusted when he saw the snot and tears on his brother's face. He really didn't understand why that person was so interested in such a waste. "Want to know? Go down and ask her."

Huang Dan ignored Fade Chen's sarcasm, "I think she was used by others."

Chen Fei stared at him, and made a sound in his throat, which seemed to be laughing or crying.

Huang Dan continued, "I met my sister this morning. She asked my mother to find me. She asked me to intercede with her uncle and beg him to let her go. But she was forced to leave the hospital in the afternoon. The hospital refused to let her go. She'll be fine."

Fade Chen showed that strange expression again, and he laughed, "Really, Chen Yu, you were very smart when you were young, but the older you get, the more stupid you become, and now you are even more stupid and hopelessly stupid."

After saying that, Fade Chen slapped the young man's face, "Why? You are so stupid, but you can easily get something we can't get?"

"Grandma is right, you are a villain, because of you, uncle has become a pervert, and others have tried their best to ruin him, but they have never succeeded. Now, the opportunity has come, and you gave it to them .”

Huang Dan reluctantly grabbed Fade Chen by the collar and pulled him aside.

Fade Chen held down his younger brother, and said with a smile, "Do you know how the outside world evaluates homosexuality? Disgusting, perverted, obscene, you will be cast aside, ridiculed, abused, you will not end well, you will suffer You're alive, like street rats, you can't see the light for a lifetime, no, you don't have a lifetime, just wait."

The door was kicked open, and when Nie Wenyuan came in, he happened to hear what Fade Chen said.

Except for pornography, no one in this world will know that most of those words are fine, except for the latter sentence "You will not have a lifetime", like an extremely sharp knife, it stabs hard into the man's heart, and the whole pierced, leaving only the hilt.

Anger is far less intense than fear and anxiety.

Chen Fei smiled proudly. He prepared a lot of cursing, and planned to talk to his younger brother. Suddenly there was a sound of the door hitting the wall, and the hairs on his back stood on end in an instant. stand up.

There was a wind blowing into the toilet, mixed with a faint smell of smoke, and there was a creepy killing intent inside.

Huang Dan moved his gaze away, only a tall figure swayed in front of his eyes, his vision recovered, Fade Chen had been lifted up and thrown to the wall, then slumped to the ground weakly, spat out a pool of blood, twitched twice and fell to the ground. passed out.

There was the sound of flesh being kicked by leather shoes in the toilet, and the smell of blood became stronger and stronger.

Huang Dan was stunned, the pain was numb at this moment, his eyes were wide open, and he forgot how to breathe.

A drop of warm liquid splashed onto Huang Dan's eyes, he came back to his senses, stretched out his hand to wipe it, his fingertips were a little blood red, in his slightly dilated pupils, the man stood with his head down among the blood stains on the ground, panting , angry, ferocious, bloodthirsty and brutal, like a devil, where there is no righteousness.

There was dead silence in the toilet.

Huang Dan got up from the ground with his hands on his hands, his clothes and pants were wet and dirty, he didn't care about it, he just panted lightly, wiped the water stains on his face with his sleeves, touched several wounds, and gasped in pain .

The suppressed gasp was magnified several times in the silent toilet, Nie Wenyuan's half-closed eyelids moved, the blood color inside slowly faded, and he took a step towards where the young man was standing.

The yellow sheet takes a step back.

Nie Wenyuan frowned, and he stretched out a hand, "Come here."

The yellow sheet didn't move.

Nie Wenyuan's brows were tightly knit together, he stood where he was, repeated those two words, and shouted together with the young man's name, "Younger, come here."

The yellow sheet still didn't move, he looked at the man's pants, there were a lot of blood stains on it, and more on the leather shoes, "You killed someone."

The meaning of these words is very straightforward, but it seems to be soaked in a vat of blood, the smell emitted silently is disgusting, and the scalp is numb.

Nie Wenyuan's thick black eyebrows twitched, "Not dead."

Huang Dan heard his own relieved voice, and he met the man's gaze, which was the same as usual, as if the bloody violence at the previous moment had nothing to do with him.

Nie Wenyuan didn't wait for the young man to approach this time, he strode over and looked down at the delicate and immature face in front of him, "Does it hurt?"

Huang Dan said it didn't hurt too much, he frowned tightly when he smelled the blood on the man's body.

Nie Wenyuan pinched the young man's face, forced him to raise his head, and showed him the anger in his eyes, "Impulsive, overconfident, stupid, these are not what you have now, tell uncle, why did you do this?"

Huang Dan lowered his eyelids. In doing so, on the one hand, he disliked Fade Chen, and on the other hand, he wanted to stimulate him and make him lose control.

Only when Fade Chen loses control can he be controlled by others, and Huang Dan can also make him follow his own thoughts.

Nie Wenyuan didn't seem to worry that the young man would feel resentful towards him after witnessing the scene just now. What he was worried about was something else, "Don't be afraid."

Huang Dan glanced at Fade Chen on the ground, and the corners of his eyes twitched. He didn't look much, and pulled the man away from the toilet.

After he came out, the bloody smell from his nose disappeared, and Huang Dan's footsteps slowed down. He panted against the wall, sweating profusely on his forehead, and the inside of his jersey was also wet, sticking to his chest and back.

The cold air penetrated into the collar and slid all the way down the neck. Huang Dan shuddered, and a layer of small particles formed on his body. He avoided the man's hand and slowly squatted on the ground, his eyes a little out of focus.

"Go and change your pants and shoes, I feel nauseous looking at it."

The blood-stained shoes in front of Huang Dan turned in a different direction, the sound of footsteps gradually blurred, and then gradually became clear, and a man's deep voice was heard above his head, "Follow me home."

He looked at the pair of clean leather shoes on the man's feet. Looking up, the pants were also clean. There was no smell of blood or a drop of blood.

Nie Wenyuan stretched out a hand.

Huang Dan grabbed the hand and stood up with a force. His hand was held, the fingers were separated, and another five fingers were squeezed in to join his chest.

Nie Wenyuan suddenly said, "We will not only have this life, but also the next life, and the next life."

Huang Dan nodded, "Yes."

As soon as he entered the house, Nie Wenyuan pressed the yellow sheet against the wall, avoiding the bruises at the corner of his mouth and kissed him. When he couldn't breathe, he took off his coat, picked up his sweater and autumn clothes, There was a deep mark on his body, and blood came out.

Huang Dan was in so much pain, he was out of breath from crying, his whole body was hurting everywhere, what happened after that, he couldn't remember clearly, he only remembered the burning pain in his legs, they were about to burn, and after that It's just that he was hugged by a man on his lap, coaxed in his arms, and sang, and vaguely heard the melody of "Ten Years".

At that time, Huang Dan's consciousness was struggling. He wanted to stop it, wanted to say that he didn't like listening to that song, but instead fell into a deep sleep.

It was already late at night when Huang Dan woke up. He slept for a long time and was very tired because he had a dream, a nightmare.

Realizing that the clothes on his body had been changed, Huang Dan didn't bother with those injuries anymore. The wind blew the smell of the medicine into his nasal cavity, and he sneezed, startling the man sitting at the desk flipping through the documents.

Nie Wenyuan collected all the materials and put them in a drawer. He took off the gold-rimmed glasses on the bridge of his nose, got up and walked to the bed, "Are you hungry?"

Huang Dan said, "A little bit."

Nie Wenyuan said "wait" and walked out of the room.

Before Huang Dan could finish sorting out the thoughts in his mind, the man came in with food. He moved his nose, and it was his favorite dish.

Nie Wenyuan put the food on the bedside table, and he took a pillow and put it behind the young man's back, telling him with an air like an elder, "Sit up, don't choke into the trachea."

Huang Dan took a few mouthfuls of food, chewing and swallowing slowly.

Nie Wenyuan sat by the bed, staring at the young man. When he came back in the evening, he didn't make it to the end. He wiped it out from the inside of the young man's legs, "When you finish eating, I'll show you the legs."

Huang Dan's legs ignited reflexively, "No need, it's fine."

Nie Wenyuan said, "Be obedient."

Not to mention Huang Dan, his appetite is not very good, but out of habit, he still ate all the food without wasting it.

Nie Wenyuan checked the young man's legs. They were no longer red or swollen, and the lines between his eyebrows disappeared. "Don't sleep just after eating. If you can't get up and move around, just sit and read a book for a while."

Huang Dan hesitated to speak, "How is my mother?"

Nie Wenyuan said, "Go back."

Huang Dan said, there must be a relative reason behind every secret, why should it be concealed, because it cannot be said.

He rubbed his forehead and asked the man, "Lie down."

Nie Wenyuan lifted the quilt and lay down, put his arms around the young man's waist with one hand, turned his head and pressed his lips on his hair, rubbing gently, "Did you have a nightmare?"

Huang Dan was taken aback, "Yes."

Nie Wenyuan stroked the young man's hair, "Don't think about it."

The yellow sheet reached a book that I read almost every day, and I turned a page and handed it over, "Read it to me."

Nie Wenyuan raised his eyebrows, took his book into his hands and started to read it from the beginning. After reading two lines, he realized that it was also his own book. The time interval was too far, and he thought he had thrown away all of them. Ben, there are always fish that slip through the net.

Huang Dan looked at the man, "Your book is either about the various states of life, or about the wind, flowers, snow and moon. Both of them reveal a heavy feeling, and the lines are full of sadness. Every little story is not complete. What age are you writing the book? So much experience here?"

Nie Wenyuan rubbed the young man's shoulder, but did not speak for a long time.

Huang Dan thought that the man wouldn't talk anymore, so he was about to brush his teeth and wash his face before going back to sleep, when he heard a voice in his ear, which seemed to come from the distant past, "When I wrote the book, I was still a kid with no experience."

"I was also surprised. After thinking about it, it may be the influence of my previous life. I always feel that there is something unfinished. It's a pity."

Nie Wenyuan didn't realize that there was a touch of sadness on his face, and it was fleeting. He patted the young man, "This book was written by my uncle when he was young and ignorant, and he moaned without illness. Don't read it again."

"..."

Huang Dan grabbed one of the man's hands, the familiar rough feeling and hot and humid temperature made him sigh. His fingertips rubbed against the callus in the man's palm, and carelessly stroked it a few times.

Nie Wenyuan's breathing became heavy, and he brought the young man's hand under the bed...

After that day, Huang Dan never saw Fade Chen again, and he didn't ask any questions. His mind was in a mess. Rather than saying that he couldn't think of anything, it was better to say that he didn't dare to think about it, and he didn't want to.

On the 28th of the twelfth lunar month, Nie Youxiang came to look for her youngest son, hoping that he could leave T City with her and go to the countryside to live a life. She didn't want to wait until she was old, and there was no one who would serve her tea and water at the bedside, and send her to her death.

Huang Dan looked at the middle-aged woman who had aged a lot in front of her eyes, had a bad complexion, and had gauze wrapped around her head. She had been strong for half her life. Now the life and death of the eldest brother is unknown, the second child has an accident, and the third child is gone. Her philosophy of educating children is different. It's normal, it's normal, there are many family shadows.

Excellence is not the same as character.

Seeing that her younger son was silent, Nie Youxiang yelled and stretched out her hand, "Younger, you don't want to go with mom?"

Huang Dan said that he didn't want to leave, and found an excuse to stay by his uncle's side to see the world, "I will go to work in New Century after the next year, it's all agreed."

When Nie Youxiang heard this, the grief in her heart was relieved a lot. If the child can be successful and make a difference outside, it is better than anything else. Even if she dies, she can still rest in peace. .”

She sighed, "Xiaoyu, when did you see your brother, tell him that mom is waiting for him at home, if he is busy, let him report that he is safe."

While talking, Nie Youxiang burst into tears, "If your sister is recuperating in the hospital, she will be fine. There will be no car accident. Your mother and I will not live to this age, and I will suffer, but she just won't listen. , I have to leave for life and death, and there is a hospital, why can't we stop us? Don't say it, don't say it, it's life."

Huang Dan watched the middle-aged woman leave, and he said in his heart, "Mr. Lu, I haven't completed my mission."

System, "Yes."

Huang Dan changed his subject, "I have accumulated enough points, but I don't really want to have sex, so I can't cheer up."

System, "Lu is not interested in this topic."

Huang Dan said, "I have no one to talk to except you."

He said forget it again, "I'm not interested either, Mr. Lu, please remind me if there is an event, it's okay to sign up for me directly, thank you."

In the morning of thirty, Huang Dan was called up by Nie Wenyuan. Without brushing his teeth or washing his face, he followed him out sleepily, up the mountain to worship his ancestors.

The wind in the mountains is blowing, the snow is flying, and the scalp of the cold is tight.

Huang Dan was wearing Nie Wenyuan's early military overcoat, his chin was tucked into the scarf, his eyelids were half-lidded, and there was a small piece of eye feces in the corner of his eye, which stubbornly stuck on it, and the wind and snow could not let it shake at all.

Nie Wenyuan fiddled with the fire with a branch, and shook the yellow paper away one by one. The fire burned more vigorously, and the ashes were blown away by the wind, and they didn't know where they were going.

Huang Dan wiped away a little ashes that fell on his body, squatted down, found a dead branch, burned yellow paper like Nie Wenyuan, put Ming coins, and knelt down in front of the tombstone respectfully.

Nie Wenyuan said, "Grandpa and grandma will bless us."

The corner of Huang Dan's mouth twitched, and he said to himself, are you sure they won't scold you for being unfilial underground?

Nie Wenyuan picked off the gum from the corner of the young man's eye, "No, you are my lover, you are the Cheng family."

Huang Dan knew that the man's original surname was Cheng, so he followed the man to pay homage to the other's grandparents, parents, and elder brother. They all lived in this beautiful place surrounded by mountains and rivers, so they probably moved here later.

After returning, Nie Wenyuan wrote Spring Festival couplets in his study.

Huang Dan watched from the side, and felt that the man was holding the pen with a correct posture, and the calligraphy in the pen was smooth and flowing. He had a bookish look on his body, like an old pedant who had read the book to the bone, and he was completely different from the way he looked in the toilet that day.

It is not surprising that a person has multiple sides, Huang Dan convinced himself so.

After taking a nap in the afternoon, they started posting Spring Festival couplets and cooking New Year’s Eve dinner. Huang Dan was in charge of the former, without any technical content, while the latter was a big project, which Nie Wenyuan took over.

The driver picked up Grandma Wu.

Perhaps it was the events that happened one after another at the end of the year. The old man's mentality changed. She didn't look at the pornographic list with picky and disgusting eyes. Her hair was all white, her back was bent, and her mouth was deflated. He said something.

Huang Dan didn't hear clearly, he went to pick up the snakeskin bag in the grandmother's hand, it was very heavy, and he brought a lot of things.

Grandma Wu groaned, and hurried to catch up, "There are taro in the bag, the skin is broken and I can't help putting it away, please be gentle."

Handle the yellow sheet with care.

Grandma Wu put other things on the table, including eggs, slaughtered chickens and ducks, pork from acquaintances, pig tails, kidneys, lard and other odds and ends. She drove Nie Wenyuan out of the kitchen and opened the glass door. With a pull, a person was busy inside.

Most of the old people look the same, it doesn’t matter if they are a little tired, if they are afraid they will not be tired even if they want to, they are not allowed to do this, and they don’t need to do that. useless.

Huang Dan continued to post Spring Festival couplets, and Nie Wenyuan came over to help him to see if they were crooked.

The two stood under the door and kissed. Before the New Year's Eve dinner, they tasted the taste of the New Year, which was sweet.

There is only one house in this place, lonely and cold. If it were in an alley, there would be firecrackers going off one after another after five o'clock, and occasionally there would be a "swoosh" and "boom" from a monkey in the sky. .

Grandma Wu called Huang Dan to serve dishes. There were glutinous rice balls, big fat meat, and fish, all of which were for the ancestors to eat.

Nie Wenyuan set off a bunch of firecrackers under the eaves, not the biggest one, and it was finished in a while, but it was quite loud, and the yellow eardrum hurt from the shock.

Huang Dan was hungry, so he grabbed two jujubes and ate them. When he heard Nie Wenyuan calling him, he went out and kowtowed to him in the corner outside the door by burning paper.

When the wind blows, my eyes are covered with soot and weep.

Apart from meat dishes, there were several bowls of rice piled high on the table, wine, chopsticks, some chairs were pulled out, and the two doors were wide open for the ancestors to come in and eat.

Huang Dan only learned about this custom from the memory of the original owner. He had never heard of it or experienced it in the real world.

After a while, Grandma Wu said that her ancestors had finished eating, so she and Huang Dan Nie Wenyuan removed the dishes and chopsticks from the table and served a sumptuous New Year's Eve dinner.

After the New Year’s Eve dinner, the neighbors began to visit from house to house to pay New Year’s greetings, eat some peanuts and melon seeds, drink two sips of tea and chat for a few words before going to the next house.

There are no neighbors here, the old and the young are all sitting on the sofa watching the Spring Festival Gala.

Grandma Wu's attitude was much better. When making tea for Nie Wenyuan, she made an extra cup by the way.

Huang Dan said thank you.

Grandma Wu was quite surprised, but it wasn't because of the thank you, but because the young man didn't take the teacup with one hand, but with both hands, and he stood up.

Huang Dan came to this world to learn, and the world is very complicated. He is growing, he has learned a lot, and he has gained the feelings of a person for several lifetimes. He is grateful for the journey.

Grandma Wu sat on the side eating melon seeds, her old eyes were dim, she couldn't watch TV dramas, it was noisy, she couldn't understand what was being performed, but she could still understand at the party.

After a skit was finished, Grandma Wu said, "Wen Yuan, you are not young anymore. If you delay starting a family and starting a business, you will also delay having children. By then, you will be a father at your age, and your children will only be able to jump." step."

Nie Wenyuan put down his teacup, "Next year."

Grandma Wu was shocked, and all the melon seeds in her hand fell out, and she was overjoyed afterwards, "Next year? Which girl is it? Have you guys gotten married long ago? Have you met your parents? Look at my memory, if I get married next year , then I must have met the parents, Wen Yuan, why didn't you mention a word about such a big matter?"

Huang Dan was leaning on the sofa, but when he heard the voice, he got his back off the sofa and sat up straight.

Nie Wenyuan took the changes of youth into his eyes, his lips curled up, and the smile appeared on his face and into his eyes. The way he spoke gave a very gentle feeling, mixed with pampering.

"Those are not important, the important thing is that I am satisfied with the person."

Grandma Wu was dumbfounded, and felt relieved, and said repeatedly, "That's good, that's good."

She picked up two pieces of melon seeds on the ground, "The Cheng family's incense has been passed on, so your parents can rest assured."

Huang Dan glanced at the man.

Nie Wenyuan noticed something, and cast a comforting look at the young man. He will definitely have no future in this life, and when he meets his parents underground, he will accept this crime without complaint or regret.

In a daze, Huang Dan woke up when he heard the singing "Go home and have a look, go home and have a look".

There were only yellow sheets and men on the sofa. Grandma Wu didn't know when she went back to her room to sleep. She was getting old and couldn't last too late.

The feet are wrapped in the palm of the man, and they are kneaded from time to time. They are warm and comfortable. Huang Dan stretched his waist and listened to the TV singing "Even if I help my mother clean the chopsticks and wash the dishes, the old man will not do it for his children." How much contribution the family has made..."

Nie Wenyuan was peeling longans, eating the ones with less meat by himself, and sending the ones with more meat to the mouths of young people.

Huang Dan was stunned until the man squeezed his chin, then he came back to his senses, obediently opened his mouth and ate a few longan, then spit the core into the garbage basket, "Let's have sex."

The plain and straightforward tone seemed to be making food instead of love.

Nie Wenyuan almost choked on the longan in his mouth. He turned off the TV without changing his expression, and dragged the young man upstairs. His breath was steady, but he took big steps, racing against time.

Huang Dan was pulled forward, his figure was a little unstable, and when he entered the bedroom, he was pushed down on the bed, the pressure on his lips was eager and intense, and he quickly lost his ability to think.

In the middle of the night, Grandma Wu heard crying. At first she thought it was a mistake and ignored it. Just as she was going back to sleep, she heard it again.

Grandma Wu put on her coat and went out, only to find that the crying was coming from upstairs. She tensed up, turned on the light and went upstairs, listening all the way outside the bedroom where the crying was the loudest.

The crying inside suddenly stopped.

Grandma Wu knocked on the door and asked what was going on.

Nie Wenyuan didn't open the door, and said in the room, "I'm having a nightmare."

Grandma Wu said, "Could it be because I was scared during the day? You pat the bedside, call his name a few times, and say that when you go home, his soul will come back."

Nie Wenyuan responded, and the sound of footsteps outside the door slowly walked away, followed by the sound of going downstairs. He was panting heavily, his chest was wet with sweat.

Huang Dan spat out a piece of pillow in his mouth, and lay on his stomach half dead, as if he had just taken a bath and hadn't wiped it off, or he seemed to be still soaked in the water, the temperature was so hot that his whole body was reddened.

He shamelessly pestered Mr. Lu to ask for a chrysanthemum spirit, but Mr. Lu said it would not be an example.

Counting the accumulated points in exchange for those, they are all used up.

Huang Dan was thinking about something, when a pair of big hands wrapped around his waist and hugged him, sticking to the man's strong chest, it was sticky.

Nie Wenyuan's abdomen was still wrapped in gauze, and the wound was not open, and he was almost healed. He didn't care at all, which can be seen from the speed and frequency of his work.

Huang Dan's ear was bitten and his neck was licked. He snorted and rubbed all the tears on his face to the man's shoulder. The pain was so bad that he grabbed the man's back.

Nie Wenyuan caught him without frowning.

Being in the prime of life is not a joke. Nie Wenyuan is physically strong, strong, powerful, and very organized. One is one, two is two, one step at a time, never perfunctory.

Huang Dan finally passed out.

On the first day of the new year, Huang Dan spent the whole day in bed because of back pain.

On the second day of the Lunar New Year, Huang Dan was still in bed, eating and drinking. Lazard was taken to the bathroom to solve the problem. The reason was back pain and he couldn’t even sit up.

Grandma Wu couldn't understand, "Wen Yuan, less than the serious back pain, why don't you go to the hospital?"

She still didn't say anything, the little nephew's back hurts, and the uncle's joy of eating ginseng meat and being able to live forever is justified?

"It will be fine in two days."

Nie Wenyuan went upstairs with porridge to feed his little nephew.

Huang Dan half-lyed on the pillow, and finished the porridge bite by bite, "My back hurts, but my hands are fine."

Nie Wenyuan wiped the young man's mouth with a handkerchief, leaned over to kiss him, and stuck his tongue into his mouth, chasing his lips and tongue.

Huang Dan panted, the man licked the saliva from the corner of his mouth, it was wet and itchy, he couldn't help calling him closer, he hooked his hand and pressed his lips.

The time after the new year is approaching, the temperature is gradually rising, and spring is rushing into people's arms.

Huang Dan wanted to see Zhou Weiwei, but Nie Wenyuan didn't let him go. He said that we would go together for a while, and he also wanted to work on the construction site of New Century, to see if he could get some information, but the other party didn't agree. , now it's changed.

From the beginning of June, Huang Dan began to realize that something was wrong with Nie Wenyuan.

Nie Wenyuan came back late, never came back, and only came back once in a few days. Every time he came back, his face was full of exhaustion, and the blue under his eyes became more and more serious.

Huang Dan shook the man awake, "Did something happen in the factory?"

Nie Wenyuan hummed, rubbed the palm of the young man's waist, put his hand under his clothes, and said in a vague voice, "The workers are all laid off, and the land will be auctioned off by the government."

Seeing the man's breathing evenly, Huang Dan didn't shake it this time, but pinched the man's nose and sealed his lips.

Nie Wenyuan let out a laugh. He turned over and pressed the man down, cupped his face and kissed him, "If you light a fire, put it out by yourself."

Huang Dan was fucked twice, and nothing came out. He was exhausted and fell asleep after waking up for a while.

Nie Wenyuan traced the young man's eyebrows and eyes with his fingertips, dawdled twice on the cinnabar mole on the center of his brow, put his lips on it, and left a watermark.

At the end of June, Nie Wenyuan asked Huang Dan to go to a place with his men and leave immediately.

Huang Dan watched the man pack his things, and he asked beside him, "Aren't you going with me?"

Nie Wenyuan said that he had some things to deal with, so he went to pick him up when he was done, "We will live in another place then."

Huang Dan stopped the man's movement, "I'll wait here for you to finish the matter."

Nie Wenyuan frowned, and said sternly that he couldn't do it. He clasped the back of the young man's head with his palm, brought him in front of him and kissed him for a while, and said in a low hoarse voice, "I will be distracted if you are here."

The task of the yellow sheet has not been completed, he dare not fill in the answer, the number of people is uncertain, and now he becomes uneasy again, always feeling that something is about to happen.

It's not just as simple as a factory shutdown.

Huang Dan's thoughts came back, he touched the man's chin that hadn't been shaved much, the stubble was hard, and his hands were prickly, "Then when will you come to pick me up?"

Nie Wenyuan said soon, "The end of next month at the latest, and the middle of next month at the earliest."

When Huang Dan heard this, his uneasiness eased a little.

On the third day of July, Nie Wenyuan sent Huang Dan away. Unexpectedly, as soon as he returned home, he received a call from the servants. He panicked, "Director, Mr. Chen is missing."

Nie Wenyuan calmly ordered, "Seal the building and let me search from corner to corner."

He hung up the call with a splitting headache.

Before he got the medicine, Nie Wenyuan's cell phone rang. He connected and heard Qiu Tao's voice.

There was a whistling sound from Qiu Tao's side, it was outside, "Wen Yuan, I'm not talking about you, you are so young, you haven't studied much, you don't know a few big characters, and you don't have much experience in the world. You are still a child, at most It's just a bit of fun, if you send him to such a remote place alone, he is not familiar with the place, so you are not afraid of him being abducted."

Nie Wenyuan gave up on getting the medicine, and sat on the sofa, his eyes darkened.

Qiu Tao said, "He is wearing brands that are not available in China. They are so eye-catching and can easily attract the attention of criminals. No matter how well you protect him, there will still be times when the horse stumbles, right? Don't be afraid of ten thousand, Just in case, Wen Yuan, I told you a few years ago, the road under your feet cannot be drawn with a ruler, there are many variables."

There was no emotion in Nie Wenyuan's voice, "Where are you?"

Qiu Tao said with a smile on the other end of the phone, "I'm in the factory we used to stay together. Although it has been abandoned long ago, there is still a place to sit and chat. Come here, let's catch up on the old days, remember Come alone, don't bring your subordinates, or you will scare your precious little nephew."

The other end hung up, and Nie Wenyuan remained in the posture of answering the phone. He put down the phone for a long time, inserted his fingers into the short and stiff hair, and dug his scalp with his neatly trimmed fingertips.

The tingling pain suddenly rushed into Nie Wenyuan's brain, pulling a certain nerve vigorously. There seemed to be a cracking sound on his face, and the mask he had worn on his face all year round cracked and fell off. The solemnity faded away, revealing the panic, violence, and blood inside.

Nie Wenyuan took the cigarettes on the coffee table, took out one and put it in his mouth. He grabbed a match from the matchbox and didn't wipe it for a long time.

My hands trembled badly, even if I held it down, it still trembled.

"Oh shit!"

Cursing in a low voice, Nie Wenyuan threw the match and the matchbox out together. He tore off the cigarette from his mouth and cut it off. It fell to pieces.

"Bang", "Kang Dang" and "Bang", the giant in the living room