I have a Secret

Not only did Song Min not sleep, he didn't even change his daytime clothes and pants. When he was talking, the light in the living room had already been turned on by him.

The darkness faded away, revealing a clean and tidy living room, and Huang Dan's youthful outline became completely clear, including the surprise and stupefaction on his face. When he turned around to look at Song Min, he had already calmed down.

Going on like this rashly, Chen Yue saw what he had in mind, whether it would cause misunderstanding, Huang Dan didn't think about it at all in those few seconds, he was impulsive, it shouldn't be like that.

Song Min called again, "Master?"

Huang Dan came back to his senses, he made an excuse casually, "I'm a little hungry, I want to buy something to eat."

Song Min didn't say a word, just went to fetch him shoes.

Huang Dan looked at the man squatting down at his feet, his eyes were a little wandering, "Why haven't you slept yet?"

Song Min said, "The weather is stuffy."

Huang Dan's eyes stopped wandering, and fell on the man's bony hands, watching him tie his shoelaces, "I just went out to buy something, I can wear slippers."

Song Min said that slippers are inconvenient.

Huang Dan was silent. After 14 years, this person was still in charge of his daily necessities. He tidied his clothes when he went out and fetched his shoes when he came in, treating him like a child.

The residence is next to the road, and the surrounding air is soaked in dust day and night. Vehicles and pedestrians pass by one after another, gradually drifting away.

Huang Dan's eyes flicked randomly, he didn't see Chen Yue, he should be going to school soon.

During the time wasted at the door, Huang Dan missed some things and avoided some changes that should not have happened.

Song Min asked, "What do young masters want to eat?"

Huang Dan looked at the doors and faces on the street, most of them were bare, he didn't open the curtains back then, he didn't see Chen Yue squatting in the corner smoking a cigarette, he didn't have a sudden impulse, so he wouldn't stand here at this time.

The road of life will not be smooth and straight, it will be winding, and it is never possible to imagine how many turning points there will be, and each point is closely connected.

Chen Yue has walked one-third of his life, and he can't move any point on that road.

If it wasn't for Song Min's sudden stop, Huang Danji might have changed Chen Yue's life trajectory. He squeezed his fingers and looked at the stall pushing the cart not far away.

The small vendor was mixing cold noodles for an office worker who just came back from overtime. The aroma of garlic wafted towards Huang Dan. He moved his nose, "I want to buy some cold noodles."

Frowns appeared between Song Min's brows, "Master, the sanitary conditions of the roadside stalls are very poor."

Huang Dan said, "It's okay to eat once in a while."

Song Min raised his eyebrows and looked over, Huang Dan was also looking at him, without flinching or avoiding at all.

The silent stalemate lasted less than a minute, and Song Min withdrew his gaze. He lowered his eyebrows and lowered his eyes, "Since the young master wants to eat, I'll go and buy one."

After the office worker left, the small vendor sold another cold noodle. The man who bought the cold noodles had deep features, and the expression on that face was extremely cold. When she mixed it, she asked if it would be spicy or not.

The man opened his mouth, "No garlic, no coriander, no chili."

The peddler is not very educated. Hearing the voice, she thought it sounded like a newscaster. Every word sounded nice. She said with a groan, put some bean sprouts and shredded cucumber in, and couldn't help but say, "The pepper can be Let it go, it won’t taste good if you don’t want the other two.”

no respond.

The small vendor looked for the man's gaze, and saw a young man standing a few steps away, with a slender and well-proportioned figure, his hands in his pockets, his eyes drooping, his side face looked particularly soft under the streetlight, as if he had stepped out of a painting of.

"Sir, your son looks really good-looking. What grade is he in? There must be many girls in school who like him?"

Song Min said nothing.

The small vendor also has children and husbands. Looking at the man in front of her, she felt that he must be a serious father, "Is he studying in the Oz? Nowadays, children are very independent and have too many ideas. They can't control it at all. We Parents don’t listen to what they say, they just like to hang out with some classmates, if they don’t learn well, if they have that condition, they have to study with them.”

"Your son is so good-looking, we must guard against his puppy love, which will affect his studies."

Song Min didn't explain a word from the beginning to the end.

After returning home, Huang Dan went to the kitchen to wash his hands with soap, and sat silently at the table to eat cold noodles.

Song Min opened the drawer to check the medicine box, as if worried that Huang Dan would feel unwell after eating the cold noodles.

Huang Dan flipped through his memories, and he suddenly realized that he had survived in this world for almost 30 years, and he had been in a stable state. After today and tomorrow, after tomorrow and the day after tomorrow, he never stopped to think, hesitate, and never looked back to regret , to stay in love.

It was as if there were hands pushing yellow slips behind his ears, telling him to keep his eyes on the front and not look back, so he had no distractions, not paying attention to the scenery around him, let alone the passing time .

This is Huang Dan's first time eating a roadside stall, and it's still under the premise of accidentally changing the past.

His persistence at that time must have surprised Song Min, after all, he was usually not interested in roadside food.

Huang Dan chewed slowly and swallowed a chopstick of cold noodles in his mouth. He said seriously, "Although it is very unhygienic, many people eat it. It's not that serious."

The hair on Song Min's forehead fell down, and the shadow covered his eyebrows and eyes, and also blurred his expression, "Young master's physique is different from that of ordinary people."

Huang Dan pursed his lips, "It's just that the painful nerves are different from ordinary people." He still doesn't know how to express a smile, but that was before, and now he knows it, he added in his heart.

Song Min put the medicine box back to its original place.

The living room fell silent, something was spreading silently.

Huang Dan continued to eat cold noodles. At this time of the year, this event did not happen, nor did this conversation. He had already fallen asleep, not knowing what consequences such successive changes would bring.

Hope it won't affect the direction of the overall situation.

Song Min went to the kitchen and poured a cup of warm water, brought it out, and put it on the table in silence.

After taking a few sips of water, Huang Dan picked up the remaining cold noodles with his chopsticks, scooped up some shredded cucumber and ate it in his mouth, "Go to sleep."

Song Min said there was no rush.

Huang Dan stopped talking, he finished the cold noodles, and let Song Min clean up the table, "I'm in school during the day, and you're here alone, do you feel bored?"

Song Min shook his head, "No."

Huang rested his head on one hand and thought about something. Song Min changed the curtains. He must have discovered Chen Yue's peeping. He didn't expect that Song Min already knew about Chen Yue in the past period, but he didn't mention it to him once. .

Song Min is like a parent who is worried about their child's puppy love and bad learning, and put an end to all factors that may affect their children's learning, especially disobedient bad children and gangsters.

In the eyes of parents, grades are the only criterion for measuring everything. If you don't study hard, you don't study well.

Huang Dan half-closed his eyes. To him, Song Min was his parents, who taught him to walk, teach him to eat, taught him everything he could teach, and accompanied him to grow up wholeheartedly. On the day of salary, I set up an account, and deposit a sum of money in it every year, so that the other party can spend their old age in peace.

Regarding Chen Yue's matter, Song Min's concealment and cover-up were discovered by Huang Dan. He hesitated for a while, but still didn't bring it up and say it.

It's the old days, and it's gone.

No matter what explanation Song Min will come up with, it doesn't make much sense.

Huang Dan had already made three changes in the face of Chen Yue, and he could not make changes in other people, especially Song Min who was closely related to him.

"Master, it's getting late."

There was a voice above his head, Huang Dan suddenly returned to reality, and he went to the bedroom without saying a word.

Song Min followed him in and closed the curtains for him, but he didn't leave. "I'll leave after the young master falls asleep."

After more than half an hour, Huang Dan's eyelids were still moving, his mind was in a mess, and he couldn't help sorting out all the information he had so far.

Just a little bit, he can be 100% sure.

Huang Dan opened his eyes and closed them again. He turned over and said, "I can't sleep."

Song Min turned and left the bedroom, and he came back again, with a red leather belt cartoon "Story Club" in his hand.

The story of Aladdin and the magic lamp unfolded slowly in Song Min's deep voice, his speaking speed remained the same, with a bit of devotion that a storyteller should have, but without the slightest vividness.

With Song Min's austere and strict appearance, it is impossible to tell stories vividly.

Huang Dan yawned, and soon fell into a deep sleep.

The voice in the bedroom became lower and lower until it disappeared. Song Min closed "Story Club", leaned over and pulled up the thin blanket on the boy's body, "Good night, master."

After saying that, Song Min straightened up and left the bedroom.

In the next few days, when Huang Dan came back from two evening self-study sessions, Song Min was not there. He turned off the light and stood by the window looking down, neither Chen Yue nor Song Min.

Maybe those two people met in a place that Huang Dan didn't know, or maybe they haven't.

Halfway through September without knowing it, the temperature has dropped compared with August, and there is still a long way to go before it is cool.

Huang Dan entered the classroom through the back door. When he passed by Chen Yue's desk, the Chinese textbook on the desk fell and landed at his feet.

Chen Yue didn't have a chance to send the pornography home recently, because the man was behind, he was so depressed that he had a small pimple on his nose.

Chen Yue couldn't let that man find out that he was plotting against Huang Dan, so Chen Yue had no choice but to hold back and hold back.

Huang Dan picked up the textbook and put it back on Chen Yue's desk.

Chen Yue was lying on his stomach listening to the song, when something touched his arm, he thought it was Liu Feng, or someone else, who was about to yell at him, but when he saw Huang Dan's figure, he suddenly changed from a wild wolf to a husky, with the back of his butt His tail wagged fawningly.

Huang Dan walked forward without saying anything.

Chen Yue secretly tugged at the strap of his schoolbag.

Huang Dan didn't look back, he stretched his hand behind and pulled away the hand that was holding the schoolbag.

Chen Yue froze on the spot.

Liu Feng woke up and missed a good show. He yawned and said, "I'm going to pee, are you going?"

Chen Yue looked at the hand that was touched by Huang Dan, and couldn't help touching it with the other hand, and rubbed it in front of his nose, the corners of his mouth raised uncontrollably.

Liu Feng rubbed goosebumps unbearably, "Damn, you laugh so disgustingly."

Chen Yue glanced at him sideways, "Hurry up and get out, don't pee your pants."

Liu Feng claimed to be a pure man, and he had a habit of having someone to accompany him when he urinated. He didn't know where it came from. Seeing that Chen Yue wouldn't go, he took the next best thing and called him at the same table.

Chen Yue put aside the language documents, plugged in the earphones again, and peeked at the person he liked while listening to the music.

There is a blackboard at the front and back of the classroom, and at the back is a blackboard newspaper that is changed once a week. Since the class leaders have not been selected, the above is still empty, waiting for the literary and art committee to shine.

The blackboard in front is wiped once a class, and everyone takes turns to wipe it according to their seats.

The students who had to wipe the blackboard today were quite speechless. In the early morning, a large paragraph of words appeared on the blackboard, and it took a while to finish it after class.

"I would rather you be ruthless to the end, and let me forget it. I would rather you be ruthless to the end. Please stop saying, I love you..."

Jiang Long said, "It's the lyrics."

Huang Dan said, "I haven't heard of it."

Chen Yan said it was "Cold to the End", "I don't know who wrote it, and who I want to show it to."

Jiang Long turned into Sherlock Holmes, "The person must be from our class. Judging from the handwriting, the other party is a girl."

He cleared his throat, "Last night, when I was doing self-study next night, the blackboard was not there yet. In other words, these things were only available after we left. Whoever came back the latest from your dormitory is her."

Chen Yan, Qian Meng, and Wu Fang all looked at each other, but no one spoke.

Jiang Long said, "The two are having an affair, but they don't expose it. The guy is still friendly with other girls. She feels sour in her heart, and when she gets sour, she will moan without illness. Who is this person? Do you know? Tell me chant."

No one ignored him.

Jiang Long picked up the pen caught in the Chinese book and turned it around. He didn't turn it well, and it fell twice after three turns. "Huang Dan, who do you think?"

It doesn't matter if it's Huang Dan, it's right if it's not Chen Yue anyway.

When Chen Yue saw Huang Dan looking up at the blackboard, he also looked at it, completely unable to understand what that meant.

Even if Huang Dan was cruel to him to the end, he would not be able to completely forget it.

Besides, asking him to write such a long paragraph on the blackboard for everyone to see, he would not be able to do this kind of thing even if he was beaten to death, it hurts his tooth.

It was already halfway through the self-study, and Lao Wei would not come again after two visits. Many students in the class have mastered this rule, and they are either chatting or sleeping.

Chen Yue gathered the small notes into balls, and threw them forward when he saw the right opportunity.

Huang Dan's left shoulder was hit by something, he looked down and saw a small ball of paper, picked it up and opened it.

There was nothing written on the paper, only a little man wearing a school uniform and carrying a schoolbag, with a flower growing on his head and a small leaf hooked on the left and right sides.

After a while, another one was thrown over, the villain was still a villain, the corners of his mouth changed from pursed to slightly raised, and there was a line next to it - you look so good when you smile.

The last strokes of those words were dragged on for a long time, and the corners of Huang Dan's pursed mouth curled up.

The first class in the morning is English, and I have to dictate words when I come up, so the teacher doesn't feel tired.

The English teacher is a young woman with long straight black hair. She is not bad, but she is very fierce. She only likes to ask boys to answer questions, never girls.

Her eccentricity made girls fall in love with English class, and it also made boys resist English class, especially the boys who are good in all aspects.

When the teacher looked down, the whole class buried their heads very low in unison.

At this time, if anyone knows how to write, if they want to go up for a while, they will look up at the teacher, and then the teacher will notice him.

Otherwise, whoever carries it will die.

Huang Dan knew that the teacher would call five people, he would go up this time, and the last one was Chen Yue.

Sure enough, everything was the same as before.

Chen Yue stood next to the yellow sheet, he didn't copy it, he didn't write a single word, he just threw away the chalk and returned to his seat, standing with the others.

The teacher read them one by one, ticked them one by one, and wrote the correct number on the side. The yellow sheets were all correct, but Chen Yue was a zero.

As soon as the get out of class bell rang, Liu Feng spit out to Chen Yue the words he had held back for a whole class, "I thought you squeezed him there to copy, but you didn't copy any?"

Chen Yue said lazily, "I'm too lazy to copy."

Liu Feng spat at the stars, "Then why are you squeezing him there?"

Chen Yuexin said that he could only get so close to him when he was crowded, "It's next to the door, it's cool."

"..."

Liu Feng rolled his eyes, "Then I got special treatment from the teacher, copying a word twenty times."

Chen Yue was not worried at all, "Isn't there you?"

Liu Feng's face twitched, "Get out, I feel nauseous just looking at those words!"

Chen Yue said that was just right, "If you vomit more, the swimming ring on your stomach will be vomited away, and then you are afraid that no girls will like you?"

Liu Feng was dubious, "I've lost weight, do girls really like me?"

"Brother, let's take it step by step. Let's talk about it after you lose weight."

Chen Yue said, "Doesn't Wei Linlin always say something? If you can't lose weight in summer, don't think about it in autumn and winter."

Liu Feng humbly asked for advice, "What about my face? Do I want to whiten it?"

Chen Yue glanced at him, "The problem with your face is not black, but the proportion is wrong, the eyes are too small, the bridge of the nose is sunken, the lips are too thick, the chin is short, and the neck is also short, buddy, listen to my truth, you It’s better to seize the time to let the soul be beautiful.”

Liu Feng pulled the chair, "I'm going to die, goodbye!"

There are two temperatures in the morning and afternoon, and the little natural wind will disappear in the afternoon.

There are two electric fans in the classroom, both of which are in the middle. The students on the front and rear sides can't get any wind.

Huang Dan was working on a math exercise book, and his arm made a water mark on the table. He wrote a report and went to the bathroom before get out of class was over.

The aunt mopped the floor, but it was still dry, and there was a fishy smell in the toilet.

Huang Dan came out of the bathroom after using the toilet, and when he walked to the door, he slipped and fell forward without paying attention, and he fell forward. Next, made his cushion.

Chen Yue was stiff all over, with both hands raised in the air, not daring to put them on Huang Shandan.

Huang Dan looked at him.

Same as that time, Chen Yue lay motionless, like a tortoise accidentally turned over, waiting for the master to turn him over again.

Huang Dan also asked the same question, but this time there were other emotions, and it was almost impossible to check, "Are you okay?"

Chen Yue stared and didn't speak, he was dumbfounded.

The person you like is on your body, the body temperature is transmitted through the thin clothes, the heart is close to the heart, and the breath is breathing. This distance is too close to be real.

Chen Yue secretly bit the tip of his tongue, tearing it up in pain, it wasn't a dream, he put down his two hands that were raised in the air, and hugged the person on his body.

It didn't take long for Huang Dan to get up from Chen Yue's body and stretch out his hand to him.

Chen Yue wanted to grab Huang Dan and put it in his arms but he didn't dare, he roared fiercely, "What are you doing?"

Huang Dan said, "Pull you up."

Chen Yue opened Huang Dan's hand, and quickly got up from the ground. The clothes and pants behind his back were all dirty, but he didn't care about it. He was completely distracted and focused on the person in front of him.

The ground is too wet, if you don't pay attention when you walk, you will fall, Chen Yue's spirit is highly concentrated, if the yellow sheet falls again, he will be able to protect it immediately.

Huang Dan looked over without saying a word.

Chen Yue felt guilty, he sneered, "I came here to go to the fucking toilet, but I fell with you, and I used it as a meat mat for you. You are unlucky, and you can get stuffed between your teeth when you drink cold water!"

Huang Dan turned around and walked towards the exit.

This is gone?Chen Yue wanted to catch up, but he suddenly let out an ouch.

Huang Dan immediately turned around, "What's wrong?"

As soon as Chen Yue stopped breathing, he twisted his face and his ears turned red, "Don't worry about it!"

Huang Dan said, "Then I'll go first."

Chen Yue stared blankly at the empty toilet, really don't care about me?He cursed with a stinky face, isn't he a genius who can get full marks in the exam?Do you believe everything I say?Can you use your brain?Don't know there is an idiom called heart and mouth?

Besides, wrestling can be so accurate, so timely, just for you to use as a back?You drop one and let me see?

"Oh shit!"

Chen Yue was so angry that he was going to die, but he wanted Huang Dan to stay and cared about himself, but he was also afraid that if he stayed, he would find out his dirty thoughts.

It's really fucking tangled, the whole thing is a psychosis.

Chen Yue was in a hurry just now, his whole body was in pain, and the tailbone was very painful, he walked forward slowly, and was shocked when he saw the person who should have left at the corner, "Fuck! Why are you here?"

Huang Dan said, "I'm responsible for your injury. I'll go with you to the infirmary."

Chen Yue crossed out the first half of the sentence in his heart, and felt much more comfortable. He pretended to hum from his nose, with disdain and impatience on his face.

Huang Dan said, "If you think I'm doing too much, then I'm really leaving."

Still want to go?Why are you so heartless? !Chen Yue immediately said angrily, "What is unnecessary? Didn't you see that my painful butt is about to crack?"

Huang Dan said, "You're wearing pants, I can't see."

Chen Yue grinned, "Why don't I take off my pants and let you have a closer look?"

Huang Dan didn't speak.

Proficient in lip service, Chen Yue's palms were sweating nervously, really?He hadn't seen his own butt, so he didn't know if it looked good or not. He knew that he should wash his butt first.

Fuck, what a mess, shameless, shameless, obscene, idiot, idiot!

At this moment, Chen Yue was glad that Huang Dan only cared about his studies and didn't take anything else seriously. If he was found out, even if there was no hole in the ground, he would have to dig one in. It would be too shameful.

As long as Huang Dan is willing to observe, he will observe very subtle things, such as all the emotional changes of Chen Yue at the moment, the corner of his mouth twitched slightly, "Let's go to the infirmary first."

Chen Yue was honest this time.

Huang Dan was meditating as he walked, he believed Chen Yue's lies back then, and he really left, and now he has changed again, for the fourth time, he rubbed the space between his brows, according to the original development, after this time, he will live for a while In time, you will receive a love letter from Chen Yue.

Chen Yue turned his head back, seeing that Huang Dan was absent-minded, he didn't leave at all, and waited for him to bump into him with a grin.