I have a Secret

Before Huang Dan, his life was very regular. He would make plans every day, complete one and then move on to the next, and he would go step by step. He would not allow anyone or anything to disrupt his plan, and he would not take the initiative to take care of things other than work. thing.

Now it's not only managed, but also complicated.

Huang Dan lowered his voice and said to Chen Yue, "Am I a matchmaker now?"

Chen Yue almost couldn't stop laughing out loud, he coughed twice, his facial muscles twitched slightly, and held back, "No."

It was the first time for Huang Dan to do this kind of thing, and he was a little confused, "Then what am I?"

Chen Yue pretended to be thinking, "A filial son who wants his old father to have a twilight love?"

Yellow single, "..."

The old father, Song Min, had a serious face on his face. He was serious throughout the whole process, as if he had just stepped out of a textbook. He was extremely rigid and boring.

A few other people talked to Song Min, no matter what the topic was, finance and economics, interesting things in life, flowers and birds, he was the tone of that housekeeper, neither humble nor overbearing, cold and indifferent, the so-called life is like a drama, and drama is like life, which is probably what he is now. appearance.

Huang Dan breathed a sigh of relief, he knew Song Min in the past, but he didn't know Song Min in the present, and he was afraid that he would turn his face on the spot and leave the table.

Song Min saw that these people were not hooligans, would not do anything out of the ordinary, and said some explicit and vulgar words, so he stayed, and did not embarrass Huang Dan, just this time, there will be no next time.

Humans are visual animals. Why do they attach so much importance to Song Min? Apart from Chen Yue's relationship, there is another reason that he has an excellent skin, with deep and three-dimensional features, and a tall and strong figure. Very vicissitudes of charm.

After a pot of tea, someone changed the topic to age and asked Song Min how old he was.

Song Min traveled through the ancient times several times, either from the aristocrats or from the royal family. Huang Dan's elegant posture was cultivated by him, and he was even more careless. He took a sip of Biluochun to reveal an elegant charm.

"As soon as the new year is over, I will be 65." A random number reported.

Several people at the table were very surprised. Unexpectedly, he knew humor, "Mr. Song really knows how to joke."

Either they were born with white hair or they were dyed. They were not blind, nor were they fools. Judging from their appearance, they were in their thirties at most.

When the dishes are on the table, the room is full of tempting aromas.

Chen Yue concentrates on peeling the prawns for Huang Dan. When the atmosphere is awkward, he will come out to ease the situation. At other times, he only cares about Huang Dan.

The other few are Chen Yue's friends, they are all elites from all walks of life, they are not playboys who only rely on their families and idle around all day long, the topics of conversation gradually become projects, stocks, investment, and occasionally talk to Song Min In a word, he didn't rush forward to stalk him with a look of hunger and thirst.

Everyone knows the purpose of this meal, but they all tacitly did not reveal it. You are single, and I am also single. You can try it if you close your eyes. It is not such an embarrassing thing to say.

The atmosphere at the dinner table was not bad, and we made an appointment to see you next time when it was over.

Huang Dan and Chen Yue sent Song Min home, and they left without staying. Before leaving, they did not forget to put some desserts packed by the hotel on the table for him.

Injured men and women need desserts very much, otherwise the taste will be bitter and astringent, and it will be so difficult to endure.

After receiving a call, Chen Yue said, "Li Ming's ex is still in contact with him."

Huang Dan frowned when he heard the words, "Forget it, I haven't dealt with the previous relationship well, so how can I use the best state to meet the next relationship."

Chen Yue put his hand to his lips and rubbed it with a sigh of relief, and then touched Huang Dan's face when it was hot, "I thought so too, I won't call him next time."

Huang Dan hummed, "Go to the supermarket, I want to buy some fruits, grapes, sugar cane, mangoes, and blueberries."

Chen Yue's expression was strange, "Sugar cane?"

Huang Dan knew at a glance that he was thinking wrong, "Is there a problem?"

Chen Yue said solemnly, "Don't we have ready-made sugarcane at home? Big red-skinned sugarcane, juicy, delicious, and durable, why buy it?"

Huang Dan said, "Not sweet."

Chen Yue's face burned, and he leaned against his neck fiercely and said, "I even picked it up with me. I don't know how many people have been staring at those two-weight sugar cane these years. I was cautious when I participated in a drinking party. I'm afraid it will be stolen by someone."

Huang Dan smoothed the slightly messy hair on his forehead, "It's been so hard."

Chen Yue straightened up and sighed, "No, the world is very chaotic. It is easy to hide a hidden arrow and it is difficult to defend against it. I have guarded against it. Now it can be regarded as returning to the original owner, hiding merit and fame."

Huang Dan twitched, "Don't be poor, the wind is so strong, let's go."

"Then I'll get a car, you wait for me here."

Chen Yue squeezed Huang Dan's face, he walked a few steps and came back, he was nervous and cautious between the lines, "You should go with me."

Huang Dan stretched out his hand, and Chen Yue took it and stuffed it into his pocket, wrapping his slender fingers with his rough palm.

The hotel is a suite with a lot of space. Chen Yue often lives in it. Before he expresses that he will not come to live in the hotel again, the room will not be reserved. If he does not return to his country, he will leave it empty and clean it regularly.

Now there are more pornographic items in the room, and Chen Yue smells a warm smell, he can't wait to go back to the castle, the home he has prepared for the pornographic ones for many years.

Chen Yue looked at the yellow sheet and wanted to change the drawings, so he took a pencil and sharpened it in the trash can.

Huang Dan took Chen Yue's skillful movements into his eyes, recalled the scene in the examination room that year, pursed his lips and said, "You didn't know how to sharpen pencils before."

Chen Yue said that he was tired from work at that time, and felt that life was very boring. When he could not see hope, he drew villains in his notebook. He put the pencil that had been sharpened into a work of art on the table, "One day a friend of mine read When I saw the pencil in my bag and said it was sharpened nicely, I realized it was really good.”

Huang Dan picked up the pencil and looked at it. From being gnawed by a dog to a work of art, it can't be done in a day or two. During this process, I don't know how many pencils were sharpened and how many villains were drawn. He spoke with a slightly hoarse voice. , "The chipper is better than me."

Chen Yue put the knife back into the drawer, hugged Huang Dan from behind, resting his chin on his shoulder, "Do you love me more?"

Huang Dan turned the pencil and said suddenly, "Let's have sex."

Chen Yue pulled Huang Dan's shoulders, looked at him with burning eyes, and said with a heavy breath, "Didn't you say that the blueprint will be used tomorrow? Don't change it?"

Huang Dan kissed his Adam's apple relaxedly, "Don't worry, I'll change it after I'm done."

"Then don't cry and beg for mercy later."

Chen Yue made a swallowing movement, rubbed his palms on Huang Dan's waist, picked him up from the chair the next moment, and kissed the back of his head, all the way to the bed.

Huang Dan said between lips and teeth, "Turn on the TV."

Chen Yue reached for the switch, and panted helplessly, "Ancestor, you also know that you are crying very loudly. If you don't know, you may think that I have done something to you. I will let you come. If you don't, you are tired."

The same sex is different from the opposite sex. I have what you have. You can have one, three, five, I, two, four, six, whatever you want on weekends.

However, there are some people who are only on the top and are determined not to be below. They really mind and even have a lot of resistance when the other half proposes it. The other party doesn't want to.

Huang Dan really didn't think about it at all. The amount of exercise was too much, he didn't like it, and it hurt too much. He had seen Chen Yue crying in pain, and he would never be as comfortable as he is now.

Another point is that the yellow sheet will be awkward, and the combination of the three points will strengthen his idea that he will not try.

"What time is it that you are still distracted, and you will cry in a while."

Chen Yue reached into Huang Dan's sweater, squeezed his waist, and then pulled his trouser waist.

After finishing, it was almost ten o'clock.

Huang Dan's buttocks don't hurt, his back hurts, his legs are still sore, and he has maintained the same posture for a long time.

Chen Yue wrapped ice cubes in a towel and applied a compress on his red and swollen eyes, "The quilt is wet in several places, and the hair dryer won't dry it. I'll call the front desk to get a new one and replace it."

Huang Dan said yes, when he changed the picture, he asked Chen Yue to take a SpongeBob SquarePants cushion and stuff it behind his back. He bought it at the supermarket at night, and it came in handy now.

The bed quilt was changed by Chen Yue, no one came in, and he just gave the dirty one to him, "I accidentally knocked over the water glass."

The young staff member took the quilt with a blushing face, and quietly took a second look.

As soon as Chen Yue closed the door, he went to wash the blueberries and leaned on the table to eat them. He took a bite out of the blueberries and brought them to Huang Dan's mouth, "This is sweet, you eat."

Huang Dan ate it with his mouth open, and said in a vague voice, "Chen Yue, I thought about it carefully, and I think it's better to go to your side and find another firm. It's better to open a studio by myself. Some of the clients I have on hand can be taken away." .”

Chen Yue found that the blueberries he took were neither sour nor sweet, so he ate them by himself, "I fully support the funds."

Huang Dan said, "Didn't you just talk about the acquisition of Qimei Media?"

Chen Yue wrote lightly, "You have opened an account for Song Min to save money these years, and I have also opened one for you. It is real assets. I can't remember the exact amount. I will check it tomorrow."

Huang Dan was stunned for a while, and didn't make a sound for a long time.

Chen Yue gave Huang Dan all the sweet blueberries, "Can you eat sugar cane? I'll wash a piece for you."

Huang Danteng didn't open his hand, "Eat later."

As a result, after changing the picture, it was already past zero, and the sugar cane was not eaten.

Huang Dan washed up and went to bed, the blanket was warm, Chen Yue pulled him into his arms and kissed him on the forehead, "Good night."

Chen Yue woke up in the middle of the night, and he was stunned for a while in the dark before closing his eyes and continuing to sleep.

Two days later, Huang Dan went to deliver food to Song Min, and Song Min said similar things again, saying how different the beginning of a relationship is, there will be hurts in the process, and the ending is often regretful, and he will get hurt when the time comes. it's too late.

Huang Dan didn't take it to his heart, but Chen Yue took it to his heart, and even burrowed into the bones, so uncomfortable that he was dying.

That afternoon, Chen Yue took time to meet Song Min alone, and he said straight to the point, "Can you stop saying those things in front of Huang Dan in the future?"

Song Min was squatting on the balcony, making a pot of tiger piranha, and was about to divide it up. "Are you afraid that he will have a hint in his heart after hearing too much, and feel that the relationship is unreliable, and you can't go far?"

Chen Yue sat on the sofa and smoked, his voice hoarse, "I admit that the situation you mentioned is not an exception, but it is not all. People are different, and their feelings are also different."

"No one knows better than ourselves what happened between me and Huang Dan."

After a pause, Chen Yue carried the trash can to his feet, flicked the cigarette ash with his fingers, "Also, Huang Dan regards you as his family, and you always persuade him to break up with his fiancé in front of him, saying that you are not suitable, You will not be happy, you will definitely regret it in the future, how can he feel better?"

Speaking of the latter part, Chen Yue became angry again, he smoked one puff at a time, the anger on his face was mostly covered by the smoke.

More than ten years have passed, and they finally got together. Why is it that some people can't see them well?You have to make some fools before you give up.

Chen Yue closed his eyelids, took a deep breath, and calmed down a little.

Song Min stopped shoveling the soil, "fiance?"

Chen Yue said, "We will get married at the end of the year. He told you about it, and we will not cancel it."

Song Min continued to shovel the soil. There was wet soil sticking to the shovel, so he tapped on the edge of the flower pot casually.

Chen Yue said coldly, "In order to complete the task, instilling feelings in him is a waste product, be yourself, don't care about other people's distorted thoughts, he has not cared about the people and things around him these years, he has lived like a machine , when he was studying, he only had to study, and after graduation, he only had to work, and his life was boring and monotonous, but he didn't know it and thought it was normal, and now his life is a little richer."

"A person has only one life. For a lifetime, he has wrapped himself up under your influence for nearly 30 years, leaving nothing worth remembering. This is no different from living in vain. Let him live the rest of his life by himself." , that's his life, not yours, not mine."

Song Min put the divided tiger pilan into the soil and buried its roots with a shovel.

"Even if it's a task, you have single-handedly raised him and taken care of him for decades. This is a fact."

Chen Yue pinched the cigarette and threw it into the garbage basket, he took out a big white rabbit, peeled it and ate it, letting the sweet taste spread throughout his mouth, "If you feel that you have nothing to do and your life is boring, I can arrange a set for you next year." Work, the salary is considerable, you will also be very free, and you can spend a lot of time on your own.”

Song Min pressed the soil and moved the flowerpot to the wall, "Let's see again."

The meaning in these words is to agree, people are always bored at home, they will get sick if they are not sick, and they will recall the past uncontrollably.

Those bad and painful ones cannot be recalled, otherwise it will make me feel sick all day.

"Okay, you made a decision and let me know."

Chen Yue didn't say much, because he was afraid that his reason would be torn apart and he wouldn't be able to stick together. He stood up and said, "I hope you don't tell him about today's incident. He has just started to treat the world with the mentality of a normal person. There’s still so much to learn and pay attention to.”

The sound of the door closing came, and Song Min turned his head to look at the living room, and then at the floor of the balcony. The nanny cleaned it up, not even half of it.

Song Min sat down, crossed his legs and looked up at the sky outside the window, without moving for a long time.

The next day Huang Dan received a call and returned home.

Song Min took a pen and drew a head on the paper, "This is the original me."

Huang Dan is not surprised that Song Min can draw. He can learn a lot by doing missions through time travel. He didn’t know how to do it before. Once he completes the mission, he will be able to. He leaned over to take a look. It was just a young silhouette with a pair of glasses on the bridge of his nose , looking polite and upright, "Have you ever died?"

Song Min said in a calm and breezy tone, "Yes, I have died."

Huang Dan asked him, "How did you die?"

Song Min recalled and told Huang Dan that when he first came to this world, he didn't live in such a high-end residential area, but a very poor and remote place. He had to take care of the baby's food and drink, as well as cook and wash. Clothes, the most painful thing is washing diapers.

Because there was no money to buy diapers at that time, the urine was fine, just rub it, and the big ones were really messy.

Although babies are not the same as adults, they don't have a bad smell, but they are particularly difficult to rub, especially if they are not washed in time and washed the next day.

Song Min's eyes are darkened every day, and his back is so tired that he can't straighten up. It's as if he went to work in the field just after confinement. His whole body hurts everywhere. If he can sleep for three or four hours a day, he will be Amitabha .

The day of the accident was summer, when Song Min was cooking, the gas tank leaked and exploded, and he died without a whole body.

Huang Dan pursed his lips and asked dryly, "Then why am I alright?"

Song Min thought about this issue afterwards, and felt more and more that the professor's project could change the future of mankind, and it would be a major research to promote civilization.

It's a pity that the experimental product came here.

But if Huang Dan is still in the original world, then he will never be able to leave the scientific research base, and will stay there for the rest of his life. His identity is that of a big white mouse, and no one can let him go.

Song Min looked deeply at the person in front of him. His appearance and temperament were outstanding. If he threw it into the crowd, he would definitely be spotted at a glance and would be attracted by him. No one believed that he was an experimental product. He was destined not to At the base, he was given blood and medicine.

At the same time, Song Min also changed. His original attitude towards life was to live one day at a time, live in the present moment, and not seek a colorful life. He only hoped that he would not repeat the same mistakes again. He did not expect that there would be a surprise waiting for him.

It is indeed karma. He was unlucky and did not participate in the research, but he had to bear this karma.

Seeing Huang Dan waiting for an answer, Song Min said, "You are more resistant to explosions."

In fact, it means that his body is powerful, after all, he is not an ordinary human being, otherwise he put the other party in the kitchen at such a close distance, there is no reason to survive.

Yellow list, "..."

Song Min had lingering fears. He drank his saliva and said, "Fortunately, no one else was blown up, but I was killed."

Huang Dan said, "That's really a blessing."

Song Min agreed, "Well, luckily."

If he killed innocent people, he would be a murderer. Fortunately, that kind of powerless tragedy did not happen.

Song Min said, "Now this body is given to me by my guardian. I can be regarded as a dead body. Every time I went to the mission world before, I used someone else's body. It's the same as the current situation. I'm used to it."

If you get used to it, Huang Dan has also experienced it in the task world, the soul is still yourself, it is easier to adapt, there is nothing difficult to accept.

Song Min suddenly said, "Chen Yue looked for me yesterday."

Huang Dan was stunned, he didn't speak, just waiting for the next sentence.

Since returning to the real world and confessing his love at the class reunion, Chen Yue always felt that he was dreaming, and his mood was very unstable. He always woke up at night, whispered something in his ear, touched his arms and legs, and wanted to He went to bed very late, he knew it.

But Huang Dan couldn't understand Chen Yue's uneasiness, because he had never had such a sour and sweet crush on someone, and had been supported by a terrible obsession for more than ten years. Very pale, he can only treat Chen Yue better in the days to come.

It was only in these two days that Chen Yue was not so tense, and the anxiety disappeared. He finally believed that this was not his dream, but reality, and the person he liked really liked him too.

Huang Dan could feel Chen Yue's changes, and felt sorry for him.

Song Min said, "Your love was built on the basis of inequality from the very beginning. If he pays more and you pay less, there is no guarantee that he will feel uncomfortable in the future and make a fuss about it with you."

This kind of phenomenon is also quite common. When two people are together, there is always one party who loves more. It’s okay when they are peaceful and stable. Once there is something noisy, it will instinctively generate grievances, which will expand like a black hole. Devour yourself into it.

Why do I treat you so well, but you can enjoy it with peace of mind, taking it for granted, why can't you treat me like I treat you?

Huang Dan turned his eyes to the ring on his hand, and said firmly, "He won't."

When talking, Huang Dan was already displeased. He had never liked anyone before, and he didn't want to like anyone. He thought he didn't need that kind of thing. The ignorance, clarity, and inability to let go of love were all given by Chen Yue.

Song Min was silent for a while, and seemed to know that it would be useless to talk too much, so let time prove it, "I don't care about your affairs, and you don't care about mine."

Huang Dan said, "Okay."

Fate is determined by God, what should come will always come, if two people can come together, it means that they are destined to be together.

On the way back to the office, when Huang Dan was waiting for the traffic lights at the intersection, a voice suddenly appeared in his mind, and he froze.

It wasn't until the horn sounded from behind that Huang Dan came back to his senses. Holding down his excitement, he drove the car to the side of the road and stopped, "Third brother, long time no see."

The system asked, "How is your life after going home, little brother?"

Huang Dan said, "Very good."

The system said, "Your family is dishonest and has done strange things."

Huang Dan's complexion changed, "Third brother, he did that to help me find out my background."

System, "If you want to know your life experience, just ask the third brother, why do you want to flip through the recorded data in the main system domain privately?"

Huang Dan was stunned, "Will the third brother tell me?"

The system said, "Yes, but now that you know everything, there is nothing to say."

Huang Dan said, "I still don't know, why was I selected by the system worker?"

This is the only question he hasn't figured out so far. Chen Yue said that he has a guess, and he will tell him after confirming it. In fact, he also has a guess.

But guesses are just guesses until they're proven.

The system said, "It's a long story. Let me talk about what happened just now. I don't care about your guy, but I intercepted the message after I discovered it and erased it. That's why it wasn't detected by the main program. Let’s not take this as an example.”

Huang Dan said gratefully, "Understood, I will tell him not to think about things outside the scope of work, thank you, third brother."

The system, "What are you talking about? How did you get selected?"

Huang Dan, "Yes."

System, "Before third brother answers you, third brother will tell you about our business."

"Every system worker is a genius in some aspect. They wear equipment in their respective residences, enter the virtual space of the system network from consciousness data, and work in the virtual space of the system network. After leaving the system network, they return to the real world. Get to know each other."

Huang Dan didn't show any surprise, it was similar to what he imagined, the third brother and the others were on a higher civilization planet.

Song Min said that there are countless parallel universes, and thinking about it makes one's scalp tingle.

The system continued, "Because the life and death agreement was signed, the staff is required to keep absolute confidentiality, and the work content cannot be disclosed to the public, so as not to arouse the curiosity of the public and cause chaos. Even a couple is not allowed, unless there is an intersection between the employees. In order to get in touch, not only do you have to sign another agreement, but you also have to make a request to your boss, that is, me, the third brother."

"The approval time is variable. It may take a few minutes, it may take two or three days, and it may take until the year of the monkey. It all depends on my mood."

Huang Dan twitched, "Every line is not easy."

System, "That's right, system workers don't have big heads and six arms. Just like ordinary people, they eat when they are hungry and sleep when they are sleepy. Like the third brother, I can usually sleep for one to two days."

Huang Dan, "..." This is not the time for ordinary people to fall asleep, is it?

System, "system workers are not only responsible for supervising those who take over the task, they also search for qualified people on countless low-civilized planets and bind them to each other."

Huang Dan didn't ask the question now, he was waiting for the third brother to finish speaking.

System, "The virtual worlds in the main program network domain exist to provide energy, and can only be generated by taskers entering to do tasks."

"We meet their conditions and obtain energy from them to maintain the operation of the main program. Only in this way can the country and the people be safe, and everyone will get what they need."

Huang Dan asked aloud, "Then what conditions did I meet your requirements?"

The system said, "The one with job number 444 picked you. He took a fancy to your pain-sensing nerves that are different from ordinary people, and he wants to get a bonus by cultivating you."

"Not long after, the people above discovered that the energy you generated in the quest world far exceeded that of other questers, and it was still growing exponentially, so they took away all your data and treated you as the top priority. "

Huang Dan frowned, it turned out to be like this.

The system said, "You know the other things, right? That person in your family dared to change the data of your entry and exit mission worlds. If he is discovered, he will travel between different mission worlds forever, and don't even think about returning to the real world. "

Huang Dan took a tight breath, "He's for me."

"It's love that's causing trouble. The third brother is also someone who has experienced it, so he understands."

The system said, "Little brother, third brother treats you specially, takes care of you time and time again, and values ​​your potential."

"In the future, if necessary, we will invite you to enter the mission world to generate some energy. Your family can accompany you. As for rewards, you can mention them as you like."

Huang Dan said, "Okay, third brother, can I go back?"

System, "No."

"You will be arrested when you go back, why don't you just live here."

Huang Dan said, he didn't want to go back. Although that parallel world was his hometown, he was still very young when he left, leaving no traces.

The system said, "Tasker Song Min's ex-boyfriend had several lovers, and they couldn't handle it well outside the family. In the end, he was ruined and committed suicide. You should pass this news on to him."

Huang Dan responded, "Third Brother, have you resolved your family conflicts?"

System, "Of course, little brother, third brother told you that when two people are together, no matter how big things happen, even if the roof is torn off or they want to run away from home, they can be resolved at any height."

Huang Dan said, "I remember."

The system said, "Okay, I wish you a happy life, everyone loves you, flowers bloom when you see them, remember to pray if you have something to do, the Lord will bless you."

"..."

Huang Dan asked, "Third brother, will you show up again in the future?"

System, "Follow the fate."

Huang Dan was silent for a while and said, "Treasure."

He called Song Min and told him about not being able to go home and his ex-boyfriend.

Song Min said calmly that he knew, without revealing any other emotions.

People live in the world, everyone is the same 24 hours a day, some people live step-by-step, without waves, some people encounter the greatest luck, happiness bubbling every moment, and some are experiencing the turning point of life Standing on the ground, you will be smashed to pieces in a single thought.

Huang Dan and Chen Yue's wedding is at the end of preparations, and the date is set on New Year's Day. One week before the wedding, they will go back to meet Chen Yue's parents. Everything is going on the right track, and everything is fine.

In this peaceful and beautiful December, something happened to Jiang Long.

That day was a very ordinary night, before nine o'clock, Chen Yue planned to take a shower early and go to bed with Huang Dan to talk about the wedding. He had just finished drinking half a glass of red wine when his personal cell phone rang, and the caller ID was Liu Feng.

Chen Yue put down his wine glass and pressed the answer button, and Liu Feng's voice sounded like killing a pig, "It's not good, Jiang Long is going to jump off the building, come quickly—"

"Send me the address, and we'll go there right away."

Chen Yue went to knock on the door, his voice raised a few degrees, "Honey, don't take a shower, hurry up and go to a place with me."

Huang Dan's voice was caught in the sound of splashing water, "What's wrong?"

Chen Yue said, "Jiang Long is going to jump off the building."

The sound of water in the bathroom stopped suddenly, Huang Dan came out in a hurry, just wiped off the water, put on his clothes and rushed over with Chen Yue.